14 years time difference

2011 years.

After returning to 2011, the first thing Dusiren did was to take her parents for a physical examination, and bought a lot of supplements and health care products along the way.She called home three times a day, supervising them to exercise regularly, eat on time, pay attention to balanced nutrition, and even watch TV and sit for a long time. Her mother was so annoyed that she almost unplugged the phone line at home.

She bought a huge amount of accident insurance for herself, just in case, and made a will.

In the middle of the year, Zhu He handed her a script to read.

She had already figured it out in her heart, flipped through a few pages, and found the scene on the snow mountain.

I can't refuse, this is the only script that I've handed over right now, and it's still the female lead. The director approves of her, and the investors are also satisfied. The company tried hard to pull her in when she was at her lowest point, and she had no reason to refuse.

The more she grows up, the more she understands that most things in this world must be exchanged for a part of freedom. At the age of 20, she had an exaggerated perm and dyed her hair blond. When she entered the door, she surprised her father; at the age of 27, her hair was closely related to work. Sometimes she changed three colors a week, and sometimes it took a long time for a new play Nor can it be cut.Many things have become like her hair, she can't make the decision.

The investors changed groups, but the newcomer who was supposed to replace her did not show up. She joined the group as the number one female lead, and the second female lead was a little-known actress who had been in the industry for seven or eight years.

Before joining the group, Chen Jia happened to be in Jincheng, and they met after a long absence.

Siren went to the hotel where Chen Jia was staying, and the assistant came to open the door for her. Chen Jia came out of the suite wearing white socks. The first thing she said when they met, was, "The old TV station building has been demolished."

The demolition plan has been talked about for several years, and it was finally demolished.

The assistant yelled: "The ground is so dirty, please at least wear some slippers!"

She is still ignorant in life, never reassuring.

Dusi understood the implication of this life idiot. What she wanted to talk about was not the demolition of the old building, but the passing of youth.

Chen Jia gave her new album to Du Siren.her third album.The sales of albums have been declining year by year. Even for Chen Jia, the first release of the new album has been cut by nearly half compared to the previous one.

Chen Jia said: "I will exchange it with you, and wait for your new album to come out. You already owe me one, and this is the second."

It's like there's some chemistry between them, from the microphone exchange on finals night, or even earlier, when they saw each other on the TV screen.

Chen Jia said: "I signed the sale yesterday, and several fans signed your photo for me. I just signed two, one for myself and one for you." Chen Jia's words became a little more than before , the words of thinking about people are a little less.Their fans are still arguing endlessly on the Internet, and the battlefield has recently shifted from Tieba to Weibo. "Sometimes I'm bored when I'm resting, so I just watch them quarrel, and I feel like I'm still in 2005."

They sit on opposite ends of the sofa.Siren joked, "Why don't you ask Lexin to find you some novels about our relationship?"

Tao Lexin went to the United States for further studies some time ago, and they can find 22 of her daily sharing in WeChat Moments every day.In the past six years, she has just turned 16 years old. She is not sure, the company can't control her, and finally decided to free-range, follow her here and there, form a band today, and leave the circle to take the exam tomorrow. How many people in the company The team was messed up by her, and Lu Shan said that if she knew she was [-] years old, she would have strangled her first.

Chen Jia showed Du Siren a few demos, "It's all for you. It's not suitable for me." Chen Jia doesn't like to express redundant feelings, she just says that I'm waiting for your new album and I'll write it for you A few songs, never sincerely say you don't give up.

So Si Ren said bluntly: "Okay, when I finish filming this movie, I will knock you off the list." They joked a little, and Chen Jia suddenly said seriously: "I'll wait for you."

Before leaving, Du Siren reminded: "I'm leaving tomorrow. Miaomiao will go with me. Is there anything you forgot to tell her?"

"whats the matter?"

"I don't know. I guess everyone has their own way of cherishing, right? Do you cherish her?"

Chen Jia, barefoot, stood in front of the door to see her off. Hearing these unintelligible words, he didn't answer anything.

In the dry late autumn of Jincheng, it actually started to rain.That night, Li Miaomiao, as usual, forgot to bring her umbrella.

She leaned against the window of the suite, folded her arms, and listened to Chen Jia's plan to terminate the contract with the company with a stiff expression.

"In terms of liquidated damages, the lawyer said..."

She interrupted her: "Where is the company sorry for you? In the past few years, the best resources, the best team, and the highest budget, what are you dissatisfied with?"

"No. It's just..."

"I just don't understand you. Right? You have been discussing with the lawyer for half a year, so how long have you made this decision? One year, two years, or six years? If I don't come today, you are not going to tell me, are you?" ?”

Chen Jia sat on the armrest of the sofa, unable to argue, she couldn't speak to her.They were silent for a while.

"I still remember the small room you lived in in Guangzhou six years ago, in an urban village," Miaomiao looked out the window, "it was small and messy, and there was a fishy smell outside the window. I don't know why, but at that time I I thought to myself, I hope I can go a long way with you, far, far away, and never return to that place. Unexpectedly, these years, we have been fighting on our own." She turned her head, "Chen Jia, we It’s like they’ve never been fellow travelers.”

She walks up to her.Recently, she had to take care of her brokerage work and was also busy with Whale Star, so she lost a lot of weight, and her cheeks were slightly sunken.

"Anyway, people can only live for one lifetime, so let's go on our own paths." Li Miaomiao put his hand on Chen Jia's shoulder, and leaned closer to kiss her. "The weather is bad tonight. I'm leaving. If I stay any longer, I can't think of anything to say to you. I really hope I won't see you again."

She turned and walked towards the door.

Chen Jia said, "It's raining outside."

Li Miaomiao turned around, "Do you have an umbrella?"

She borrowed her umbrella and never returned it.

On November 2011, 11, the weather forecast said that there would be strong wind and sleet the next day.

When work was over, Du Si repeatedly confirmed with the coordinator the itinerary for the next day. "Oh, let's see again. If it doesn't work, I can only push it. There will be no announcement from you tomorrow, so you can rest in the hotel at ease." She was a little angry, and warned the other party to ensure safety.

The girl who played the role of the second female lead wore a down coat in front of her body, and came to ask her out: "Hey, Siren, if you don't start work tomorrow, do you want to come to my room to play Werewolf?"

It began to snow in the middle of the night, and the wind was blowing against the window panes. She was awakened, and sat by the window until dawn, when the wind and snow gradually subsided.

November 11.This date is written on the tombstone engraved with her name.

As long as she stays in the room, nothing will happen.

She called the female number two.

"I can't play anymore." The other end of the phone said, "I'm putting on makeup, and the snow has stopped outside. They said that it shouldn't be snowing anymore, and I still have to start work."

She tried her best to persuade her not to go, but the other party sighed, "What can I do? People speak lightly and can't make decisions!"

Dusi people went to the coordinator, the director, and even called the producer, but they only got the same consolation, "It's okay, don't worry, the script has been changed, and all action scenes have been simplified. If the weather changes, we will immediately reassure you." Retreat." There was also complaining, "How much money will be burned if we stop working for a day, don't we want to have a holiday?" He also said that the male lead was clamoring to finish the film early to catch up with the next play. The fire is hard to break out.

She was lucky, maybe the accident was only aimed at her. If she was not around, the accident would not happen, and no one would bear it for her.

The crew finally found a way up the mountain. She stood by the window and watched the cars drive away.

She paced up and down the room.

Chen Jia mentioned the termination of the contract with the company last night, and Miaomiao slept in the next room until the sun was high, she asked Miaomiao if she wanted to go back, Miaomiao replied, why go back?She and the lawyer didn't know how long they had been planning, so they came prepared, so never mind her.

After noon, the food delivery car was going up the mountain, just as the car started, Du Si opened the door of the back seat and got into the car.

The driver said: "Are you going to find the director? It's difficult today. The road was blocked by heavy snow last night, and the double was blocked in Yu'an and couldn't come."

Everything was the same as what Lin Zhique had told her.

But she decided to go anyway.

She was timid and worried all the way. When she got out of the car, she almost lost her footing.

The set of the crew was on a certain viewing platform. She looked at the mountain opposite, compared it with her memory repeatedly, and finally confirmed that this was the place she and Lin Zhique visited last time. Xueshan yelled that she would live to be 100 years old.

Everyone was busy running around, she found a safe corner to stay, far away from the cliff, and kept an eye on her surroundings like a rabbit with ears pricked up, any movement would startle her.

The sky is clear and the sea looks calm. The ultraviolet rays on the mountain are very strong, and the light is refracted by the snow-capped mountains. Sometimes it is so bright that people can't open their eyes.

She knew that time was approaching.

She was so nervous that she even felt a little anxious.

It's two o'clock at noon.

The director is calling the name of the female number two.

The female number two responded and ran.

She stood up and yelled, "Your Wia!"

Master Wias followed behind the female number two.

She took a few steps outside.

windy.A sudden strong wind.

The wool cap on her head was blown away in an instant.

The wind blows up the snow, or there is already snow in the wind, the sky is dark in an instant, and a big black cloud floats overhead, the wind makes it difficult for her to walk, and her eyes are narrowed.

The scene was in chaos, the wind was too loud, and someone was shouting, so I couldn't hear what was said.

She struggled to look towards the center of the field, unable to see where the female number two was.

The reflector was constantly shaking by the wind.

Everything happens in an instant.

She struggled to run to the center of the field.

She wanted to hold the female number two's hand.

Something flew from a distance and hit her waist.

The world was out of balance, her feet were too slippery, and there was another impact in the next second, and there was a burst behind her. She finally reached out and grabbed something. She opened her eyes and saw that a section of railing on the edge of the viewing platform was broken by her. Tossed off the cliff by the wind.

She clung to the break in the railing.

If you turn your eyes sideways, you can see the ferocious abyss.As long as you let go of your hand, it will be beyond redemption.

Du Siren suddenly realized that fate was urging her to make a choice.She firmly believes that she has a choice.

At that second, she thought, did she also make a choice at this juncture?The railing was cold, as if it was constantly urging her to let go, let go, everything will end immediately, good or bad, it will end immediately.

The railing said that you are here at the moment because of countless choices in the past.

At that second, countless things flashed through her mind, including the big and small details in her will, and her many choices in the past 27 years. In 2020, do you regret it?she asked herself.

Xueshan said, this time, it's the same, please choose.

of course?

The exposed nails on the railing dug into her palm, and tears burst from her eyes.

The wind changed direction and slowed down a bit. The female number two reached out to her and grabbed her clothes tightly.

She was pulled loose, the wind stopped suddenly, she was dragged back to a safe place, and fell heavily to the ground.

She was gasping for breath, and her palms were bleeding.

The world calmed down, people ran up and surrounded her, the huge black cloud began to move again, and the sky brightened again.

She was sitting on the ground, looking at the snow-capped mountains in the distance, shedding tears, shouting with all her strength: "Hey! I want to live to be 100 years old! Do you hear me? I want to live to be 100 years old!"

People around were in a hurry, some people pulled her, some people looked at her injuries, the scene was too noisy, no one could hear what she was crying and shouting.

Xueshan must have heard it, but he still didn't answer her.

The dark clouds moved away, and the sun shone on the top of the snow-capped mountain, shining a dazzling golden light.

She survived November 2011, 11.

From then on, the road ahead was open, and she walked towards the future without looking back.

Since then, the era has accelerated, and the sun and the moon have continued to change new chapters.

Countless traditional industries have declined, and countless new industries have risen. The outlets have changed one after another. Some people soared, and some fell to their deaths. People tasted the fruits of their choices and searched for medicines that they would not regret.

In the sky of the times, countless wings flew across without leaving a trace.

Lin Zhique woke up from his lethargy.

The body is bumpy, and the plane is landing.She opened her eyes.

Jincheng.

She hasn't been here for 11 years.

She turns off airplane mode on her phone.The date is displayed on the screen, March 2019, 3.

Some time ago, the company decided to establish a new product team in Jincheng, and she was selected as one of the leaders and condemned to be a permanent resident.

She was supposed to come back in a few days, but Du Si hurriedly bought her a plane ticket and asked her to come and help her sell the house.

She was inexplicable: "You can let your parents sell it for you?"

"They're old, how do they know this? Anyway, you're going to Jincheng, so go a few days in advance. Well, there was a little accident, otherwise you wouldn't be needed..."

"what?"

The other party babbled a few words, then hung up the phone hastily.How can someone be so out of tune at 35 years old?

Her aunt, Du Siren, is 35 years old this year. Every time she meets her, she is always laughing silly.

I really don't know what those fans like about Dusi people.

In my impression, due to being implicated by Du Shen, Du Siren's career has been at a low point for several years. Later, a certain play of hers became a hit, and her career has been booming ever since. Siren was injured and saw blood, and the gossip news wrote that it was because of this that he was forced to be red.It's just nonsense.Lin Zhique hadn't watched that drama, she wasn't interested, she just knew that every time she turned on the TV during the holidays, she could always see Du Si people jumping around at David TV's evening parties.

Lin Zhique took a taxi to Du's old residence on Meixi South Road, and looked at his mobile phone along the way. The circle of friends was full of colleagues who were posting about a recent major project of the company. It was a talent show, following the popular love series on TV many years ago. , called "Love Star Idol".

Du Siren is the titular sponsor of this show. Lin Zhique clicked on the first promotional video of the show in Moments. In the promotional video, Du Siren danced in the middle of a dark stage, and a light was cast on the stage to illuminate her. .

Lin Zhique took a few glances and then turned it off, not even finishing listening to the recitation.The Dusi people said in the reading, go out and become whoever you want to be.

The taxi turned right into a narrow street.This place has been smothered by smoke and smoke, like the folded folds in the city, existing leisurely.

There was a one-way street ahead, so she got off the car early, bypassed the sewage on the road and the cluttered pedestrians at dusk, and turned to Meixi South Road.

Looking at the tall and lush trees in the community, she couldn't recall what this place looked like before.The old doorman looked up at her, opened his mouth as if he knew her, but closed his mouth again without saying a word.

She identified the mottled number on the building and walked downstairs to Unit 3.

Unit 3, 502.

Before entering the unit building, she was attracted by another thing.

The letterboxes of the unit building are welded to the outside of the gate, neatly arranged, each household has one, there is actually a letter in the 502 block, the letter was not completely stuffed in, and stuck abruptly at the mouth of the letterbox.

No one has lived there for so many years, how could there be a letter?

Lin Zhique reached out and took out the letter.

The envelope was not glued properly, and the letter fell out when she shook it.She hastily caught it.

At first glance, she thought, what an ugly word.

The letter had no addressee and was not signed:

Hi.Although my girlfriend keeps making fun of me for being stupid, I decided to write this letter anyway.

Maybe this is not a letter to you, but I just want to make a note for these 14 years.

Believe it or not, a miracle happened to me, and to this day, 14 years later, I am grateful for the miracle.

Some incredible things may happen in a while, my girlfriend said, she doesn't think there is any need to remind you, you won't panic anyway.

I guess, somewhere in this universe, someone is waiting to meet you.

Meeting is a miracle.

PS: If you really don't like it, you can also reject her.

PPS: My girlfriend asked me to tell you that she thinks you are very nice.

After writing the above, my girlfriend said that I might as well not write this letter.She is really hateful, she has been the same hateful since she was a child.

What with what?After Lin Zhique finished reading it hastily, he folded the letter and stuffed it back to its original place.

She walked into the unit building, went up the stairs, and walked through one door after another.

Even the air here smells stale and damp.

Behind every door there are memories, ordinary, unknown, put into someone's cherished heart, and they are still warm after many years.

Surrounded by these memories, people made choices one after another.

Every tomorrow is the sum of the past, so every day is not useless.

Even if all choices are eventually overwhelmed by time, even if we are all just dust in the universe.

Lin Zhique turned around the last corner of the stairs and walked up to the fifth floor.

Dust can only focus on dust, fall in love with dust, float, grow old, be remembered for a short time, and then be forgotten for a long time.Dust can never look at the universe.

They can't see the power that draws them to meet outside of the river of time, and because they can't see it, they regard it as a miracle.

Lin Zhique took out the key and inserted it into the keyhole of 502.turn.

Beyond the world, the jet lag is turning—

She pushed open the door.

The five o'clock sun in the evening illuminated the room behind the door.

She saw clearly, in that radiance—

Some dust is flying up, and some dust is returning to its place.

-End of the text.

2022.10.15, in Guangdong, a room with mountains outside the window.

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The author has something to say:

【postscript】

finally.finally!

Me, I'm done!

It’s October now, and it was October last year when I started writing.I wrote for a whole year.

When I created the document, I made a promise to myself that even if no one reads it, you must insist on finishing this story!

Finally, the agreement was completed.

To be honest, the ending is not what I originally envisioned.When I was flipping through the draft, I even turned to the first version of the ending (sloppy version) that I wrote when I started the draft last year.

After reading it, I sighed, I really can't go back again!

At that time, I thought I was cruel and cruel, and I was determined to let the fairy tale disappear again after it happened. The reality is cruel, just like my animal life was randomly photographed in the cold rain...

As a result, I didn't expect the fairy tale to happen again and again...

I had no choice but to give up resistance.

It is the story that chooses its ending. fine.

This is my first original novel.

Someone asked me if I had written anything else before, and this one goes like this:

In 2018, I watched a talent show, took a look at a certain pair of CPs in it, and stepped into the strange fan circle. After witnessing the [-]-round battle between Wei Fan and CP Fan, I decided to write my own CP's fate and their epic love story (commonly known as rumors), and then I discovered——

ah?It turns out that I can write novels! (Although the writing is not very good, I finished it in a hurry. If you are interested in writing, you might as well try it!)

This incident made me realize that hobbies are really important.

So, no matter what you like, don’t underestimate your hobbies, and enjoy the joy brought by your hobbies~

When the story progresses to the later stage, the most common comment you see is, don't go, stay, and be together forever.

Sorry it didn't end like this.And I don't even think it's a good ending.

I can't accept either party giving up their lives in exchange for staying together. (In reality, there are many cases of staying together at the expense of one party giving up on himself.)

People will also say that they hope that two people can be in the same time and space, and that the two timelines can converge.

In fact, it was designed like this from the beginning, and it directly led to the tragic ending of the first version...

In the process of gradually fleshing out the idea, I finally feel that the current design is a better choice.

I really think that a good intimacy is not limited to one day and one night every year. A good intimacy can also be that we love each other, and it is a tender touch in our respective stories. Notes, but we don't have to co-author a book, each has its own splendor.

I'm not a big fan of the word "salvation" in an online context.The original meaning of this word is a bit heavy. If you need to be redeemed, you must be trapped in the quagmire or even sin, like some growing pains, emotional injuries, and it’s not really a quagmire. Of course, I understand the context of the Internet The word here is relatively general, mainly expressing that two people shine on each other, but in reality, Asuka and I have the same view on this: in life, there is only self-help and self-love.

So on November 11, Asuka didn't play, and the sun made a choice for his life.

The title of the final chapter is "Long Live Us", which is actually a song by the doctor.It's the theme song I chose for Si Niao. (That is to say, the big face is still here to choose

Everyone is free to listen~

In addition, there are actually many small details that have not been written in the story, but I have forgotten many of them, so I will record a few that I still remember:

When Zhi An grew up, he was engaged in design work, mainly in corporate image and visual design. 24-1 Zhi'an and Xi Nan bid farewell at the airport. Zhi'an said that it would be great if there were fireworks on the river beach during the New Year's Eve.In fact, the line originally written was: What if fireworks were set off on the river beach on New Year’s Eve?I think this is undoubtedly a stroke that deepens regret, but I finally gave up because it is too scum... No, it is I think that the momentary trance when I was young is just a trance, and if you don’t love, you don’t love, and if you don’t love, there is another kind Consummation.

Whether it is the solar universe or the Asuka universe, on April 2005, 4, Siren left "recording 1" in Xiaohua's mp3. The first half of these two recordings are different. In the Asuka universe, the first half is Xiaohua I sang "The Roof" in ktv, but in the solar universe, this recording was recorded on a passenger bus, and the first half is Xiaohua's voice.The second half is the same, it is Siren's monologue about friendship.In Asuka Universe, Xiao Hua later dug up the mp33 and heard this monologue, while in the Sun Universe, Xiao Hua also dug up the mp3 later, but she turned it off cursingly after listening to her own snoring.They kept their promises and became good friends for life.

Xiao Hua and Wen Jing are both 24k straight girls.It's the kind that we often have around us. When I'm in love, I can't wait to grab it and shake the water in their heads, but most of the time, I think they are so beautiful.

10-2, Thinking about people and talking about learning is not like me.Tang Li blurted out how could she be like you.In fact, it was a slip of the tongue.

The dialect did like it, or mistakenly thought that he liked Siren.But the eldest lady loves her career more, and immediately forgets the women who don't love her.

There was a male character who was supposed to be a bento (not Du Shen, don't think too much), but later he thought it was fine, and he didn't bother to let any girl shed an extra tear for the male character.

In 2008, Asuka went to Suzhou from East China to meet the sun, and he went there by bus.Just like in 2005, Sun took the bus to Yu'an to meet Asuka.

After writing, I often have conversations with characters in my mind, such as: what?are you going to cryCry again?Ah well.Then type: she started crying.

It is a happy life to be able to cry freely.

Also, about the follow-up of this work:

1. Physical publishing.

There were indeed several editors who contacted me before, but I didn’t know that the year of the monkey would be finished, and I was afraid that the writing would get worse, so I asked the other party to think about it after it was finished.If there is a chance in the follow-up, I will post a Weibo to share with you (my Weibo has the same name as Jinjiang).

2. Radio drama.

I personally don’t know this form very well, but I met a producer Xiaohua who is passionate about radio dramas before, and she discussed with me that this work may be performed in the form of radio dramas ~ it is non-commercial.If there is progress, I will share again~

Thank you for reading.It is worth my thanks again and again for reading this!

My advance receipt is ready, I will find a design teacher to make a beautiful cover as soon as possible~

The next story takes place by the sea, with sixteen or seventeen years old facing the sea.

Goodbye everyone~