lifetime contract

Chapter 45

Xu Nuo stood in front of the bed, the man in front of him lost that bold and frivolous smile.Now Ruan Chongtian is very haggard, he has lost a lot of weight, his cheeks are sunken; his chin is covered with a short beard.A respirator was inserted into his mouth, and a pile of medical equipment was inserted into his right hand. Due to excessive blood loss, even though he was undergoing continuous blood transfusions, his face was still pale.

The instrument keeps beeping a steady but weak heartbeat, as if telling Xu that this person is still alive, even though his heartbeat is slower and weaker than normal, he is still alive.

"You've lost weight..." Xu Nuo raised his hand to gently caress Ruan Chongtian's chin, the short beard was a bit irritating.

"Did you hear? It's me... it's yours... Nuonuo..." Gently covering those thick hands, how warm they used to be, and they brought me a lot of happiness; now But there was only a burst of coolness.

That slightly cold hand pricked Xu Nuo's heart, he was very afraid, he was very afraid that his hands would continue to cool down, even become icy cold.

"God, you will wake up...God...do you hear that?" As if praying for God's mercy, he gently rubbed the cool hands with both hands.

"Don't get cold...I'm cold...I want your warmth, shall we start again?"

Xu Nuo half-prostrated by the bed, put his head against Ruan Chongtian's, and whispered in his ear.

"I've always been afraid, I'm afraid of being betrayed again...Actually, I have a secret I haven't told you... When I was in college, I met a very good boyfriend, he was a doctor, and he was in I work in my father's hospital. At first I thought of him as my big brother, then I fell in love with him. He was so nice to me, he even wanted to be subdued in bed. I thought he loved me very much , even willing to give up the dignity of a man, lying under a boy younger than myself... But... I was wrong."

"What he wants is not me, what he wants is my identity, as the son of the dean. At that time, he asked me to transfer all the shares belonging to me in the hospital to his name. Naively, I thought he was really doing it for himself. I tried my best to work for my father’s hospital. How did I know that he used my identity as a shareholder to secretly carry out many illegal treatments and operations in the hospital, and even used the hospital’s relationship to buy and sell banned drugs; in the end, the hospital got into a lot of trouble.”

Xu Nuo laughed at himself and caressed that pale face.

"I'm stupid... At that time, I didn't believe it. When he was about to leave... I knelt on the ground and begged him not to leave me, but what I got in return was ruthless ridicule and more ugly words. He... He even beat me up. That night... I swallowed a lot of sleeping pills in the dormitory, then cut my pulse and committed suicide. Fortunately, Huang Wei was lost by his girlfriend that night, so he came back early and carried me to the hospital in a semi-conscious state, otherwise ...I may not have the chance to meet you."

"Actually, I'm very timid. I've always been afraid. I'm afraid that you don't really love me. I'm afraid that I will be betrayed again..."

"Hey... Can you hear me? I'm talking to you... Open your eyes and look at me... I'm so scared, don't get cold anymore... Please..." Kissed the cold hand, ear Listen to the sound of those instruments.Xu Nuo was very afraid, he was very afraid that these instruments would stop suddenly and tell him that someone had left him.

"Shall we start again? Didn't you ask me to give you a chance? As long as you wake up, I promise you... okay? We can cook together, sleep together, and go to the amusement park with Qianqian during the holidays; as long as When you wake up, shall we go?"

"Beep ─ ─ ─"

Xu Nuo's heart was hit hard, and his eyes stared at the instrument.Will not!Will not!It can't be true!

The instrument showing the heartbeat stopped! ?

"Doctor! Dad! Mom! Come on! Come on!" Xu Nuo went crazy, he yelled, and he kept ringing the bell.Come on!Come on!

Oh, God!Please don't take him away!please!

Xu Rong, Lu Xueer and several doctors rushed in, pushed Xu Nuo aside and gave first aid.

Xu Nuo knelt aside, his empty eyes seemed to be unable to see anything, only tears kept streaming down.

Time seemed to have stopped, and the eyes became very blurred, and those people in front of me seemed to be far away from me, very far away...

"Maybe it won't work," said one of the doctors.

Xu Nuo's heart seemed to stop beating, and he came back to his senses in the next second, and walked over like crazy.

"No! No! He won't die! No! Save him! Save him!" He grabbed Ruan Chongtian's cold hand, which was obviously still warm, but he was just cold, he was just a little cold.

"Get up! You clearly said you loved me! You clearly said you wanted me to give you a chance! I'll give it to you, you have to make it up to me! If you die...who will compensate me? If you die...who Come love me, come take care of me...? Wake up...please...wake up...I love you...I love you...don't leave me..." The voice became weaker and weaker, and finally I can't cry.

Xu Nuo leaned lightly on Ruan Chongtian's body, he didn't dare to touch his wound, so he just pressed against his body lightly, as if to give him warmth, as if to tell the other party his own existence.

Xu Nuo whispered in Ruan Chongtian's ear very softly: "Do you hear me? Wake up for me...I want you to wake up...I want you to wake up and smile at me, I want you to love me...If you wake up , I just believe in your love for me... I am also willing to give all my love to you."

Everyone was silent. Lu Xueer had seen many life and death, but she was also crying at this moment.