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Chapter 53

"Young Master Gu, please forgive my abrupt visit today."

"This... nobleman Yan... grassroots... grassroots pay homage to nobleman Yan." Gu Qingquan didn't know what kind of courtesy he should give to nobleman Yan now. He was no longer a eunuch, but he didn't have an official position either; in the end, he only thought of a sentence "Grassman" ".

"How can Mr. Gu be a grassroots man? How noble is Mr. Gu? Now living in the Qiuhua Pavilion, I am afraid that even the empress in the harem is not as noble as the ancient company."

"Little...I..." Gu Qingquan didn't know how to respond, he could only stammered out a few words, and finally stopped, just waiting for Yan Guiren to speak; because he knew that her coming today would definitely not be to say hello It's that simple.

"Mr. Gu, if there are any mistakes or omissions in what I said, I hope Mr. Gu will point it out."

Gu Qingquan didn't understand, what was going on?

"Young Master Gu is that Eunuch Quan!"

Gu Qingquan was taken aback. After returning to the palace, he has been showing his true face to others. He doesn't know how Yuan Wenlie explained his identity to the outside world; he only knows that his identity is a tribute, and only with this identity can he be favored by Yuan Wenlie openly. .

"That's right, Erli said that you have a unique fragrance, and she once smelled it on one of the tributes; so she is sure that you are the male tribute who entered the palace with her."

Gu Qingquan didn't know whether he should tell the truth, so he kept silent.

"I didn't expect you to be so capable. First pretend to be a eunuch to get close to the emperor, and then make the emperor fascinated. What means do you have? What is your purpose?"

"I don't understand Yan Guiren's meaning..." Was she blaming herself?

"You let the emperor forget about other people, do you think I don't understand your intentions? It's human nature to be greedy for glory and wealth, but you are so greedy! You want to monopolize the emperor by yourself?"

"No, I just... I just like him..." Greedy?Doesn't it work if he wants to monopolize what he loves?

Yan Guiren sneered.

"Like it? Don't tell me I don't like it? I also really like the Emperor."

Yan Guiren approached Gu Qingquan, and stared at him fiercely with resentment in his eyes; staring at Gu Qingquan's back gave him a chill.

"Young Master Gu, you also stayed in the harem. You don't know the situation in the harem. Think about how many people enter the palace every year, and how many are lucky enough to be favored by the emperor? Those who have never been favored stayed for a few years. After the years faded, they were finally sent out of the palace; but how could these people find a good home again? There are many people who were fortunate enough to sleep with the emperor's grace, but were forgotten after a spring breeze. What they can do It’s just waiting in the deep palace to die. Do you think those of us who gave birth to the emperor’s son live better than them? Ever since we gave birth to the emperor’s son and daughter, the emperor has never called for bed. Every day is like a widow I know that us harem concubines have never been in the emperor's heart. We are just a tool he uses to weigh interests and power, and even a tool to leave an heir for him. But we are also human beings. Means we don't."

Yan Guiren paused for a moment, and continued: "Young Master Gu, those of us who can leave heirs for the emperor are all abandoned. Don't you think that as a man, you can get the sincerity of the emperor? You don't think it's too heavy for such a favor. ?"

Gu Qingquan was shocked when he was said to be the most concerned thing in the center.Of course he knew the situation in the harem, and he also knew that as a man, it was impossible for him to leave blood for Yuan Wenlie, but when his heart had already sunk, what could he do?

He believes that Yuan Wenlie is true to him at this moment, but what about the future?Who can guarantee that he will never change?He is a lofty emperor, he can have three thousand beauties in the harem, what if someone better than him appears one day?

"Didn't the emperor favor Erli back then? But what happened to her now? Wasn't it because the emperor fell in love with you and forgot the old love when he had a new love? He will be in the future, and the emperor will have a new love. Erli is the portrayal of your future! "

Gu Qingquan's face was pale, he knew Yuan Wenlie's kindness to Erli before, he had witnessed the soft-spoken, gentle and considerate that day.What now?Where is Erli?

"Your Yan is serious, how can that Erli compare with my Xiaoquan?" Ruoyi heard Yan Guiren's sonorous speech when he arrived, saw Gu Qingquan's pale face, and thought he knew Gu Qingquan's suffering Quite a blow.

"Master Ruo, I'm just here to visit Mr. Gu today. If you don't want to stop the two of you, I will take my leave first."

Seeing Ruoyi's arrival, Yan Gui's face turned blue.Although Ruoyi didn't have any official position or status, she knew very well that what he said was very important to the emperor and the regent.Since this person cannot be offended, he had no choice but to leave as soon as possible.

Ruoyi let Yan Guiren leave in a hurry, because he was very worried about Gu Qingquan now, so he was in no mood to take care of that bad woman.

"Xiaoquan, she's just jealous of you. You don't have to take what she said to heart. Don't you believe how Xiaolie treats you? Would you rather listen to that woman than believe him?"

"But... that Erli..." Gu Qingquan told himself to trust Yuan Wenlie, but Yuan Wenlie's gentle and considerate figure towards Erli still lingered.

"Didn't Xiaolie ask you to give him a month? If you don't even believe him, he is too pitiful. Koizumi, you have to remember that as an emperor, although he looks infinitely beautiful on the surface, he also has There are many helplessness and restrictions.”

"Uncle Yi...I understand...I trust him." Maybe I really became more and more greedy. After getting Yuan Wenlie's love, I even became more possessive and became uneasy about the future.Didn't he already figured it out that this happiness will last only one day?

Ruoyi shook his head, touched Gu Qingquan's soft little head, and said softly: "Xiaoquan, you are too gentle and kind. You have to remember that happiness has to be grasped by yourself. Love is always selfish. If you always use compassion To sympathize with others, you will only suffer yourself and those you love in the end.”

Gu Qingquan raised his head and looked at Ruoyi incomprehensibly.

"Back when I was with Teng... Didn't I also sacrifice the happiness of others? But we didn't regret it. For those people, we have to be happier. The same is true for you and Xiaolie. Maybe your love will cause other people's misfortune. But love is inherently selfish, and a heart cannot be shared with others. Just think about it, if you were to leave Xiaolie, would you be happy?"

Gu Qingquan shook his head, he was unwilling to leave Yuan Wenlie, if he left Yuan Wenlie, he would live in pain every day.

"That's right, you see, if you make others happy, don't you make yourself unhappy?"

For a while, Gu Qingquan also couldn't figure out, if he wanted to achieve others, he had to sacrifice himself?

"Xiaoquan, you have to have confidence in Xiaolie, otherwise he is too pitiful."

Gu Qingquan looked at Ruoyi half understanding, maybe Uncle Ruoyi and King Chengcheng also had a past, maybe he should really be selfish for a while?

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