awareness of existence

The author has something to say: Traveling on National Day, temporarily suspending updates~~~~(>_<)~~~~

The scorching sun shines on the earth, every place exudes golden light, but the silver-haired boy is leaning against the wall of an unnoticed dark alley, his eyes are looking at the sparse crowd on the street, but he asks what is wrong with him at all? Related things.

"I don't want to meet that guy in Bingsheng, and I'm not in a good mood to treat you to coffee, so if you have anything to say, just say it quickly."

The undead floating in the depths of the alley, showing his true face in the faint sunlight slanting into the alley.The black hair is parted in the shawl, and the black pupils are ethereal. They are not similar to Skylark, and their temperament is completely different.If Yunque looked cold and indifferent from his face, then this man was gentle and refined.

Prison Temple looked at the man from time to time from the corner of his eye, and couldn't help but feel very strange. This guy looks like a natural herbivore, what is the relationship with the skylark?

At this time, the man smiled gently and said, "Hi, may I know your name?"

"Hmph, if you want to know someone else's name, shouldn't you report it yourself first?" Prison Temple sneered.

"Ah, yes, I'm sorry, I haven't talked to anyone for a long time." With a trace of apology on his face, the man walked to the prison temple, and stretched out his hand with kindness on his face. Mi's brother."

Prison Temple was dumbfounded in an instant, what did this guy say? !Skylark's bastard brother! !

And Yunque saw that the prison temple had been looking at him all his life, and he thought he had said something wrong, and was a little at a loss.

"Well, what's the problem?"

"Well, did I say something wrong?"

"Uh... sir? Classmate?"

Amidst the constant inquiries from Yunque's life, the prison temple gradually came to his senses, what a joke, how could this guy be a brother! ?There is no similarity at all! ! !

"Hey! You bastard, how dare you play me. Skylark's biological brother? Even if his appearance is passed down from generation to generation, how could his personality be so different!!"

Prison Temple immediately wanted to grab Yunque Shengsheng's collar, but he dodged it.Yunque frowned slightly and said in confusion: "Did you make a mistake? I am not Yunque's biological brother, I am his god-brother."

"Brother?"

"Well, in a sense I am his only relative, but in another sense he has no relatives."

"What do you mean?" Prison Temple frowned, he couldn't understand what this guy said more and more, "Now tell me clearly from beginning to end!"

Yunque sighed in vain: "Gongmi is an orphan, I brought him back from the orphanage."

"!"

Skylark spoke in his life, with a somewhat bewildered expression, as if he had returned to a certain long past, and spoke in a hoarse and low voice.

"I am also an orphan, and I was brought back by the principal of Bingsheng Middle School. The principal is a very kind old man. He raised me up, and I am very grateful to him. But he is old and sick, and raised me for several years. Then he left me." Yunque paused for a while and continued, "But even after he left, he still cared for me, he had no children, his wife died of illness early, and all his property was left to me. I only found out when the lawyer found me. I knew that he cared about this school and loved every student in Bingsheng, so he invested all his property in the expansion of Bingsheng, and the daily living expenses It is all earned by part-time jobs, and a committee of discipline and discipline has also been established to manage the school well for him in heaven."

He was the one who established and presided over the Disciplinary Committee.Prison Temple was slightly surprised, such a rigorous organization did not match his temperament.

"Pfft, it's just talking about good management. I told the students according to the school rules, but I was disgusted by many people in the end. What's more, I was the only one in the discipline committee at that time, so I was very lonely." This smile made the prison temple feel very dazzling.

Skylark put away his smile slightly, raised his head, and said softly: "It's very lonely to be alone...so when I got lost on the street, stumbled into the orphanage by mistake and saw Kyouya with black hair and black eyes, I suddenly thought, "Ah, this The child may become my family member."

Prison Temple frowned slightly, and said, "So you adopted him?"

"Well, I also named him, and I also taught Duckweed Crutch. Gong Mi...he was very quiet when he was young. But he often uses actions to show his concern for others. It should be said that he is It's still awkward to be an activist." Speaking of this, Yunque's eyes warmed a little, "I used to be overwhelmed by school and part-time jobs, but he never made me worry. Going out alone, there is Sometimes he will bring me some small things. When I am busy, he seldom helps, but never makes trouble. It’s just that he has a strong personality. If he is bullied by others outside, he will definitely get it back. I have really apologized to many parents. However, when I was injured by others because of discipline, he would be very quiet, but he would apply the medicine for me very hard, which always made me complain. He said with a calm face like a little adult: "It's good to kill those guys, don't always be merciful. "."

Speaking of this, Yunque couldn't help laughing out loud, and turned to the prison temple and said: "You have never seen Kyoya who does these things, and that expression is really quite interesting."

"Cut, how could I have seen it." Prison Temple turned his head angrily, and said angrily, "I always talk about violating morals, herbivores, biting and killing things, that arrogant face, sometimes really It's very frustrating."

"Pfft ha ha, actually he was like this when he was a child, it's just that he is a little childish in doing things, which makes people think it's cute." Yunque said with a smile and waved his hands.

"So, what then?" Prison Temple's tone returned to calm again, "Since you said you didn't have the courage to meet him, something must have happened after that."

Hearing this, Yunque's brilliant face couldn't help but darken: "Ah, many things have happened... Kyouya will become what he is now, not to mention the biggest impact, but it still has something to do with my death."

"How did you die?"

"Excessive blood loss..." Yunque looked at the prison temple with a wry smile throughout his life, "In order to protect a child, he was beaten by a group of bad students from Bingshengzhong, and he lost too much blood and died..."

This truth stunned the prison temple, and murmured: "Isn't this the one who was beaten to death..."

"Ah, probably. I was already unconscious at the time..." Yunque said while touching his forehead, "At that time, the only thing that could work was probably here. The memories kept coming. At that time, I really I really wanted to see Kyouya again. But until the end...no one came..."

"You..." The sad expression of Yunque's life was deeply imprinted in the eyes of the prison temple, and he thought of his mother in a trance, did she die like this...Who do you want to see...

"No one came, I came to this world alone, and I left like this in the end. My life is really simple..." Hibari murmured, "At that time, Kyouya was already 10 years old, and I It took 3 years for him to start to change, and I said that I would always be with him. In the end, it became like this... For the past few days, he has been very irritable and constantly attacked other schools. Bad group, I never thought his strength would improve so much! He fought with those people, it was like a one-sided massacre, fortunately no one was killed, otherwise I...I really don't know what to do now gone."

Hearing the words of Yunque's life, Prison Temple also had a lot of twists and turns in his heart.In the past, the death of my mother brought me resentment and incomprehension towards my father and sister. I became very irritable and liked to fight with others. I probably only diverted my attention when I felt pain.But Yunque was different. Although he didn't know him well, he didn't need to think about it to know that those bad boys would never end well.But the current Skylark is indeed different from what he has been in contact with before. Could it be that the death of the first generation's purpose stimulated him again?Tch, I thought he would never care...

Prison Temple took a deep breath of smoke, casually spit out the cigarette butt, crushed it with his feet, and said in a deep voice, "That's why you don't want to see him? Didn't keep your promise? Didn't protect him well? Let him become like this The culprit?"

"En." Skylark responded with his head down.

"I said..." Prison Temple glanced at Yunque Pingsheng, took a deep breath, but suddenly raised his voice and said loudly: "Are you a child!!"

Skylark was caught off guard by this roar all his life, and he just stayed there on the spot.

"Always worrying about the past, have you ever thought about what he wants!" Prison Temple asked loudly, his expression a little excited, "If you are sorry for him, he must not want to see you!? Ah, yes , Maybe he really doesn’t have a good face when he sees you, and his words will make people feel embarrassed, but even so! He still wants to hear your explanation in his heart! He still wants to see you again! There are more than one regrets for not being able to see you for the last time It's you alone, maybe the other party thinks so too!"

When the prison temple said this, he was slightly panting with excitement. He looked at Yunque's life, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Besides, what a person will become depends on his own choice. Facing your death, he did not choose to retreat or be afraid." , On the contrary, he survived even stronger. Inherited the Disciplinary Committee and managed it. The current Disciplinary Committee is an organization that scares the students and the surrounding schools. Hmph, that guy said he hates herbivores and other people. Ju probably died because you were beaten to death by a group..."

Yunque stared blankly at the prison for a while, making the prison uncomfortable.Really, why do I care about that bastard!

Thinking of this, Gui Sizi felt irritable and unbearable, scratched his head and said angrily: "Tsk, the last sentence is my guess, you should think about whether or not to meet him." After finishing speaking, he didn't turn his head back walked out of the alley.

At this time, Yunque came back to his senses and shouted quickly: "Wait!"

"Tch, what else is there. I'm very busy."

"That... thank you." There was a sincere breath in his gentle smile, which made the prison temple feel a little ashamed, but he still pretended to be calm and said: "Tch, don't make a mistake, I'm not good friends with that guy!"

"But even so, I still want to thank you." Yunque walked a few steps closer to the prison temple and murmured in a low voice, "He... has always been alone. Although he doesn't like to talk and has a bad temper, But I can vaguely feel that deep in his heart he has always longed to have friends like you..."

Yunquesheng stretched out his hand to hold the hand of the prison temple. Although there was no temperature, the prison temple that did not look back could still feel the wonderful touch on the hand. He couldn't help turning his head slightly, but it happened to meet the eyes of the skylark staring at him, deep In his dark eyes, he seemed to see... Jiji?

"No matter how hard you drive him, you can't drive him away. He will be so stubborn that it will make him angry, but he won't worry you. You don't need his protection... So, please... don't let him feel lonely anymore."

The wind in the sky blew past his head, and the prison temple opened his eyes wide and listened to the words of Yunque's life, and he seemed very stunned. Is that guy more... lonely than he imagined...

The bright and hot breeze blew through the alley, and a few strands of silver hair on the cheeks of the prison temple floated.It follows the instructions of nature, spins into the air, and walks through every corner of every corner freely.

The bustling crowd.

Green schools.

There is also a restless "battlefield".

There were wailing and fearful cries from the collapsed crowd.The only one standing is the arrogant and unruly back.The eyes of the black-haired boy gleamed with evil spirit and madness, and the blood stained on the duckweed crutches slipped from the tip of his tongue, bringing a fishy pleasure.

"Sure enough, standing on the corpse feels the best."