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The corridor in the winter night was unbelievably cold. The person who came was wearing a thin hoodie and a pair of slippers. His lips were purple from the cold, and his face was lifeless. Even the kitten knew how to hug him desperately. Pulling to keep warm, he still stood at the door like this.

Shen Qingye couldn't bear it in his heart, and knew that he had vented his anger. He stepped forward, unbuttoned his coat, and brought him into his arms. The hand he held was as cold as ice and was stiff. He hugged it with his arms, and pressed his lips to his arms. Zhongren's newly grown hair had grown a little recently and became softer. He tightened his hands and warmed him up a little bit.

The kitten was squeezed between the tight chests of the two, stuck its head out with difficulty, meowed and twisted, stretched out its little paws a few times, and then dejectedly hooked Xi Wen's hoodie, lying even tighter up.

"How long have you been waiting here?"

"Soon." Xi Wen took a small breath, the smell of the man's body filled his nostrils, as well as the faint smell of alcohol, "Have you been drinking?"

"En." Shen Qingye let go of him a little, still half hugging him, and pulled him to open the door and enter the room.As soon as he entered the house, the four cats gathered around and circled around the owner's legs.Shen Qingye lightly touched the orange cat with his foot, making it get out of the way.The kitten on Xi Wen's body was very novel, and jumped down to the side of the big cat, barking non-stop.

Shen Qingye touched the door, the central air conditioner started to operate, and the air outlet emitted a low buzzing sound.

He took off his clothes and wrapped Xi Wen up, and let him sit on the sofa.The zipper of the coat accidentally caught the newly scabbed scar on the back of the hand, and opened the wound. Xi Wen took a light breath, frowned and looked down at the back of the hand.

Before he looked carefully, he was pulled over by Shen Qingye.The hand was held, and the thumb slipped across the wound without touching it.

Shen Qingye looked at the wound on the back of his hand, there were three scratch marks, one of which was scabbed and a little blood oozes out, his eyebrows were lowered, his expression was serious, "Which cat scratched it?"

Xi Wen tried to pull his hand away, but was held too tightly, so he couldn't pull it back, so he said, "I've been vaccinated, it's fine."

"Does it hurt?"

Xi Wen shook his head and said softly, "It doesn't hurt."

Shen Qingye turned his head and looked at the little Sanhua who was huddled in the cat's nest with the mother cat, having fun, "Send the cat away, anyone will dare to catch it." His tone was serious, not like a joke.

Xi Wen smirked, lowered his head, and rubbed his forehead with the tip of his nose, "You're a bit fierce now, don't let it hear you, cats hold grudges."

Shen Qingye didn't speak, stood up, turned around, went to dig out the home medical kit, took iodine and cotton to disinfect him, and put on a band-aid.

He lowered his head and treated it seriously. The hair on his forehead brushed his eyelashes and dangled on the tip of his nose. His facial features were so beautiful and exquisite, as flawless as white porcelain.

Xi Wen's heart moved slightly, he lowered his head and kissed his lips, the tip of his tongue tasted the residual high-concentration alcohol, it was astringent and bitter, mixed with saliva when he swallowed it, his throat seemed to be on fire.

Shen Qingye didn't smoke or drink in the past, but now he knows everything, even becomes an addiction.Xi Wen looked at him, wanting to see how much of the former shadow still existed on him, and whether it was better or worse now.He used to be gentle and restrained, but now he seems prickly and sensitive.He vaguely felt that there was a clear difference between the two, but he couldn't find any clues of change.

He sighed slightly, "You're becoming stingy now, and you won't be happy if you say you're not happy."

"Are you annoyed?" Shen Qingye raised his eyes, clasped the back of his neck and got close to him, his breath intertwined, and what he inhaled was the breath of the other party, "Every time you come to show softness."

Xi Wen rubbed the tip of his nose, and said softly and affectionately, "That's not enough, if I can coax you well every time I come, I can coax you all the time."

Even though I knew it was a lie, I felt comfortable listening to it.No matter how nasty it is, it can be regarded as the fun between two people.

Shen Qingye was almost blushed by what he said, but there was a strange uneasiness in his heart, the more persistent, firm and lowered Xi Wen was, the more surging and turbulent this uneasiness would be, as if sinking into submerged seas and suffocating.

He may not be normal either.

Shen Qingye hugged him gently with his hands down, closed his eyes, "You said this, I will take it seriously."

Xi Wen chuckled, "I said it, but don't try it all the time. I'm not very good at coaxing people. I'm afraid that things will backfire, and I will coax you away instead."

Shen Qingye also hooked the corner of his mouth, "It's okay, your standards will be different."

The head rests on the shoulder, a little neck-to-neck intimacy.

Xi Wen's body was soft and relaxed, but Shen Qingye suddenly said, "I have something to ask you again, you have to tell me the truth."

His tone was serious, and he was a little nervous when he heard the jokes, "What?"

"This place and the movie Chi Xiao, are you really not doing this on purpose?"

Xi Wen let go of him, a little helpless, "I know this is unbelievable, if you don't like me living here, I'll just move back."

Shen Qingye looked at him, "That's not what I meant."

Xi Wen sat up straight, moved away from him, and said slowly and solemnly, "I know you want a sense of space and don't like being chased too closely. I won't force you. I can follow your pace. As long as you Give me a chance, open yourself up and accept me."

He took his hand as he said, with sincere eyes, "Mr. Shen, I like you," then lowered his head, put his lips on the back of his hand, his long eyelashes drooped down, very docile, "I have lost a lot of things, only I'm leaving you, you can't let me go."

The place where the back of the hand was touched was hot, as if it had been splashed with hot oil.

Being burned is very exciting at the same time, and the pain is pleasant.

Shen Qingye was just so stiff, unable to move, as if Xi Wen's kiss was a switch that dominated him.

"Actually, what I just meant is that it doesn't matter if you did it." After a long time, he slowly withdrew his hand, covered the side of Xi Wen's face, raised his head, and looked at him, four eyes Looking at each other, shadows of two people reflected in the depths of their pupils, "I don't mind."

Xi Wen's eyes were bewildered, and he almost thought he had heard wrong.

"You can use tricks on me, it doesn't matter, because it means that you care a lot, and you haven't forgotten about it," Shen Qingye said in a deep voice, "I'm very happy to have you so caring."

Xi Wen's body trembled, he could hear the deep and full emotion behind Shen Qingye's words, not even much inferior to his direct confession, Shen Qingye used to be so proud and hated being controlled, but now he can voluntarily put on the shackles, willingly into the trap.There are many ways to get this guy, but not many ways to tame him and make him bow his head.That's why love is a weapon to kill, love is an unsolvable spell, and the roots of red roses are covered with rotten bones.

This is amazing.

Xi Wen sat on the sofa, Shen Qingye knelt in front of him on one knee, the moonlight streamed down, he was still very beautiful, with straight shoulders and a thin back, like a hidden sword.

Thighs close together with a little weight of intimacy.Xi Wen bent down and hugged him, put his lips on his soft hair, and said, "Will you accompany me to a place tomorrow?"

"where?"

The Adam's apple rolled, Xi Wen said slowly, "Come with me to see my mother."

Feng Qing's nursing home is not far outside the urban area, but Xi Wen has visited it very few times in his memory.

It seems that staying away from this place can get rid of her influence.

The white bungalow is no longer as exquisite as when I first saw it. The huge garden in my memory, towering trees, and hydrangeas of various colors, when I set foot again at this time, it has become very simple and dilapidated, as if it has been left unattended for a long time.

But it's still the most expensive and top-notch psychiatric center in the city.

After getting out of the car, Xi Wen led Shen Qingye to register at the front desk, it has been almost ten years since he last came here.Feng Yaohui seldom mentions Feng Qing, maybe he also thinks it is a disgraceful thing, mental illness is always associated with lunatics, perverts and all kinds of discrimination.

On the way, Xi Wen briefly talked about Feng Qing's affairs, but not in detail, which blurred many concepts.When talking, he kept his eyes on the front and focused on driving, as if he was using the matter of driving to distract himself from the pressure of speaking.He didn't look at Shen Qingye's reaction, Shen Qingye was also very calm after listening to it, and he didn't show surprise or pity, which made Xi Wen heave a sigh of relief.

After signing the visitor register, he raised his head, the nurse was still on the phone, Xi Wen casually flipped forward two pages, and saw Du Xia's name.There are not many people who come here to visit. There is a small book with a list of visitors for almost four or five years. Xi Wen quickly scanned a few pages, and he can see Du Xia at a fixed time almost every month, but he doesn’t read much. To Feng Yaohui.

After the nurse made the phone call, seeing Xi Wen flipping forward, she pulled it out vigorously, and said reproachfully, "How can you just read it casually? It's all the patient's privacy."

Xi Wen smiled awkwardly and withdrew his hand.

The nurse led them inside. Now it was time for activities. Patients with milder symptoms were brought out to have activities in the garden or in the activity room on the third floor. Looking down from the corridor window, you could see people in twos and threes. People in blue and white striped clothes strolled around the small bungalows, almost accompanied by caretakers.

When Xi Wen saw Feng Qing, she was sitting in a wheelchair with her head tilted, watching TV, still holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, but the flowers had withered, and the withered leaves fell on her knees.Even with gray hair and the passage of time, one can vaguely see that she was a rare beauty when she was young.

The nurse on the side said that she had just taken the medicine and might not be able to recognize people or give any response, so she could just say what she wanted to say.

Xi Wen stood behind her for a while, he was as stiff as a rock, unable to take a step forward, and unable to speak a word.It seems to be weighing a thousand jun.

There were not many people talking in the activity room. The only noise was a long and boring Korean drama on TV. It was raining, and the hero was running in the rain. A bolt of lightning struck, accompanied by sensational music.Only two or three people were watching, and Feng Qing sat in the middle.

There was a thunderstorm, and I don't know which link stimulated Feng Qing. She suddenly trembled, then stood up, picked up the flowers in her hand and threw them towards the TV. The dead branches and leaves were scattered on the ground, and she screamed sharply, A glass of water on a side table was knocked over.

Soon the guards under surveillance rushed forward and controlled Feng Qing. Her thin body was pressed to the ground, her head and limbs were still struggling.

Someone opened her mouth and forced her to spit out the pill hidden under her tongue.

"Didn't you be asked to have it checked?" One of the nurses said sharply.

The little nurse felt aggrieved, "I checked, and she has been very cooperative recently."

"The cooperation is still like this? What if you scare other people outside?"

Two nurses dragged the woman up, the woman was still shouting, her face was ferocious, half of her face was covered in a mess by her soft half-length hair, a pair of eyes were exposed between the strands of hair, more or less white and black, her eyes were scattered, and she glanced blankly The people standing around did not stop at Xi Wen's body either.

"How can you treat patients like this?" Xi Wen grabbed one of the nurses and said harshly, "Aren't you treating patients?"

The nurse pushed him away impatiently, "She has a tendency to be violent. If you don't tie her up, you will be responsible for hurting someone? This happens every time. Once you let her out, she will cause trouble. You still have to put on a restraint belt."

"How long have you been tied up this time?"

"Let's tie her up for a week first. If she didn't look pitiful, she shouldn't be let out today."

Several people hurriedly took him back to the ward, and the chaos gradually subsided.

Xi Wen stood where he was, with broken glass and withered flowers on the ground, the boring Korean drama was still playing, the rainy night had passed, the male protagonist curled up in the corner like a wounded animal, other patients in the activity room Turning a blind eye to the farce just now, and doing their own thing, some people knocked their heads on the window, some lowered their heads and folded colored paper...

Xi Wen's heart was beating fast, and he felt panicked that he couldn't breathe.

He took a step back and his hand was held.

Shen Qingye said, "Let's go back."

The author says:

QAQ is an hour late. I have been on a business trip for the past few days. I don’t have much time to touch the computer. I have to work overtime tonight. I was really busy a year ago. Let’s do this first. I’ll fix it when I’m free.

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