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After standing in place for a while, Xi Wen walked forward again. When he reached into his pocket, he found a thin card. He took it out and saw that it was Ye Yongyan's business card.

On the white hard cardboard, only the name, hospital and office phone number are simply listed. The title is the director of neuropsychiatry specialists. It is concise and clear, just like this person's work style.

He thought for a while and decided to pay a visit.So I sent a message to Feng Tong saying that I have some things to go first, then turned and walked towards the stairwell.

Ye Yongyan's office is on the third floor, which is an administrative area, and outsiders are not allowed to enter.

Xi Wen was blocked by a glass door in the corridor, and had to call Ye Yongyan to pick him up.

As soon as he hung up the phone, Ye Yongyan arrived.It was Trot, with his coat on and his sleeves rolled up to his elbows. Naka opened the door for him and welcomed him in.

Ye Yongyan's office is at the end of the corridor, there is still a way to go around the corners.He opened the door, let Xi Wen in, and said, "I'm sorry, the dean was in a meeting just now, please sit in the office for a while, I'll be right back."

This made Xi Wen feel embarrassed, "I came here without saying hello in advance, it was too sudden. If you are busy, I will go first and come back when I make an appointment with you next time. Anyway, there is nothing important."

Ye Yongyan grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the sofa to sit down, "It's okay, it's a weekly meeting, nothing important, it will end soon, if you don't mind, just wait for me."

Xi Wen nodded, "Then you go ahead."

Ye Yongyan turned around and left in a hurry.

Xi Wen sat on the sofa for a while.Ye Yongyan's office is not big, the desk is a bit messy, there are a lot of documents and materials spread out, a lot of charts and figures, the lower drawers are locked, probably dedicated to private things such as medical records.There is a large glass bookcase against the wall, which is full of various medical books. There is also a structural model of the human brain next to the bookcase, which is quite scary to look at.

Ye Yongyan's research is not so metaphysical. In recent years, he has spent a lot of time studying the relationship between mental illness and human brain structure. That is to say, the brain of such people is different from that of normal people, and it has been confirmed by magnetic resonance scanning technology. this assertion.He is thus a strong proponent of drug therapy, insisting that psychological intervention alone leaves irreversible damage to the brain.

Xi Wen didn't look too much at the materials spread out on Ye Yongyan's desk, which often covered a large number of clinical experiments and involved a lot of patient privacy.As a patient, for self-medication, he also came into contact with this aspect under the guidance of Ye Yongyan, and he was relieved to finally find an attribution for his symptoms.There is no need to be attacked by a large number of insulting words such as lunatic, insanity, and neuropathy, nor will they be accused of being hypocritical, vexatious, or violent. They are just sick and need to take medicine and treatment on time.

He waited on the sofa for a while, and Ye Yongyan came back.

This time, he looked much more orderly, his breathing was stable, his sleeves were put down, his white coat was neat, and he apologized again when they met, "I'm sorry, there was a decision at the meeting, and I couldn't leave, so I kept you waiting for a while."

Xi Wen stood up and smiled, "Doctor Ye, why are you so polite?"

Ye Yongyan adjusted his glasses and smiled shyly, "Then let's start? Shall I order you a blood test first?"

Xi Wen nodded.

While waiting for the blood report, the two spoke.There was an inner room in the office, which was arranged into a small treatment room by Ye Yongyan, and a treatment chair was placed inside.These are all foreign treatment habits, which were brought back to China by Ye Yongyan.

The two sat down facing each other, and Ye Yongyan simply asked Xi Wen to do some tests, and asked about his recent situation and drug consumption.

The blood report was sent back to the computer, Ye Yongyan looked at it, and frowned, "The drug concentration in the blood is too low, you didn't take the medicine on time."

Xi Wen replied, "I've been filming recently, and I can't let the side effects affect my work, so I have reduced the dosage. But there have been no major problems."

Xi Wen was very confident when he said these things. Looking back on all the things since returning to China, he has not experienced any emotional loss of control, and he has adjusted himself to the two short-term collapses.And after resuming the relationship with Shen Qingye, he felt an unprecedented peace.

Ye Yongyan looked at him and crossed his hands, "There is a reason for many patients' emotional confusion. It's like a button. After pressing it, the gate opens and pours down like a torrent. This process is irreversible, and the blocking mechanism has been destroyed. So you need life-long monitoring and treatment. You have recovered well before, why give up at this time?"

Xi Wen frowned slightly, "I think I have the ability to control myself. I didn't feel depressed, I didn't suffer from insomnia for a long time, I slept normally, I didn't get angry at anyone, or heard voices I couldn't hear, and I didn't see what I shouldn't see I can feel tired, I don't act impulsively, I don't talk for long periods of time, I don't go crazy because I can't get something..."

Ye Yongyan waited patiently for him until Xi Wen realized something and suddenly stopped talking, "You don't need to persuade me, I just hope to give you some advice. I know that the side effects caused by the medicine are unbearable. But disease has a more intense impairment on your life."

Xi Wen still wanted to retort, "You just said that there is a cause for the emotional confusion of patients, so what if this button has disappeared? What if I have found the cause and solved it?"

Ye Yongyan raised his eyebrows slightly, he knew everything about Xi Wen's past, "Did that person forgive you?"

Xi Wen froze, he never had the courage to tell Shen Qingye the truth of the matter, and he didn't know whether Shen Qingye would forgive him after knowing that he was the culprit before.It was hard for him to feel a little love from that person, so how could he be willing to let go and let the good feelings fade away again?

Ye Yongyan said, "In fact, too strong emotions and obsessions and addictions are unhealthy, although they are often unforgettable, just like the wonderful hallucinations brought by cocaine, people will sacrifice everything, and gamblers stand on the table. What attracts them is not even winning or losing and the possible chips, but the tension and ecstasy before the answer is revealed. The result is not important, the chasing process is more exciting. You have to distinguish between normal emotions and emotions The temptation that comes with addiction. If it's the latter, I want you to quit."

After Ye Yongyan finished speaking, he sighed softly, "Of course, I have said this many times, but you have never heard of it."

Xi Wen raised his head and looked at Ye Yongyan. His eyes were calm, gentle, steady and full of credibility.Xi Wen knew the meaning of Ye Yongyan's words. Ye Yongyan had just taken over himself before and after the psychological test, Ye Yongyan mentioned that his crazy attachment and obsession with Shen Qingye is an addiction, which is very unhealthy, and it cannot be ruled out that it is due to illness one of the symptoms.

When Ye Yongyan said these things, he was too calm, too objective, and straightforward. When questioning and questioning Xi Wen's heart, it made people feel creepy.What if the emotions you experience are no longer reliable?What if you don't know if it's real?Should you doubt yourself?

"Do you remember your mother? I don't want her tragedy to happen to you again."

Xi Wen's back was stiff, Ye Yongyan's mentor was also Feng Qing's therapist, and Feng Qing's treatment failed in the end, which has always been the doctor's heart disease.

Outsiders thought that because Feng Qing couldn't accept Xi Yun's death, and her lover's yin and yang would be separated forever, Feng Qing would miss her madly and develop heart disease, but the real situation is not like this.Feng Qing fell in love with Xi Yun at first sight, but Xi Yun was not. At that time, he already had a girlfriend whom he had been dating for seven years. From high school to university, after graduation, the girl went to work in a different place, and sometimes she would send some money to support the boy. Then she went to graduate school and was about to talk about marriage. Feng Qing snatched her here as a mistress.

Feng Qing is beautiful, talented, and a wealthy daughter, and all the conditions in every aspect crush that girl.And relying on the fact that the two are in the same school, both in the student union, and have a lot of intersections, they chased him for a semester with great fanfare, making everyone think that the two of them were already together, but Xi Yun was unmoved, and both overtly and secretly She told Feng Qing that they were not suitable, that she had a lover and was about to get married.But Feng Qing doesn't care about that.

Xi Yun likes to play racing cars. This hobby is very cool and sassy, ​​but it burns extra money. Xi Yun’s family background is average. Of course, Xi Yun didn't want him, and even lost his temper.Afterwards, Feng Qing learned to be smart, and just accompanied him to races, learned to drive, joined clubs, went to other places to watch his races, bought foreign car race tickets for him, and secretly helped him, not only maintaining the man's fragile self-esteem , lowered his posture again.

A beautiful, delicate, artistic little girl ran with him in the mountains every day. The people in the team didn't know that he had a girlfriend, and they always called her sister-in-law half-truthfully. There are some signs.After winning a prize in a competition, a group of people were so happy that they fell asleep after drinking, and they didn't take insurance measures. As a result, Feng Qing became pregnant afterwards.

The next step will be logical, and it will happen naturally. Regardless of whether Xi Yun is sincere or not, the bed was not forced by someone with a gun to his waist, and he has to take responsibility for everything he does.The Feng family threatened and lured him to break up with his girlfriend of seven years. The Feng family still had a conscience and knew that they would buy out the girl with money. The relationship was gone, at least the money was not lost.After that, the two got married and had children, and the two major events in life were handled neatly and quickly.

After getting married, Xi Yun gave up his heart and devoted himself to guarding his wife and children. After graduating from graduate school, he joined the Feng Group, worked with his father-in-law from [-] to [-], and became an office worker in a safe and secure manner. He rarely played racing cars. It's gone, and there has never been any stupid incident of breaking up with his ex-girlfriend and cheating again.

It was Feng Qing who changed her mind first. Xi Wen didn't know exactly what was going on. It might be that life was too dull and boring. It was different from Feng Qing's expectations. She liked passion and sparks, just like the most mellow wine. After a long time, there will be no taste.People who are engaged in art are very lively, art exhibitions are held all over the country, and they are only at home for a few days all year round.In short, within two years of giving birth to Xi Wen, Feng Qing had an affair, and was smashed into the scene by Xi Yun. Xi Yun was greatly stimulated. After all, he is also the proud son of heaven, and his heart is arrogant. He has never been wronged and emotional. While racing in the rainy night, there was an accident and a car accident happened. Both the car and the person fell off the cliff, leaving no bones left.

Since then, Feng Qing has started to go wrong. After all, the person who cheated was not true love, and it may be that the person died before she realized who she was pretending to be in her heart.Feng Qing was drinking and smoking, her mood was changeable, and she was crazy. Feng Yaohui found a doctor for her and found out that she was ill.

When Xi Yun died, Xi Wen was only six years old and had almost no memory of his parents. The whole Feng family kept silent about this and beautified the truth.All these things were learned after Ye Yongyan took over Xi Wen, and Xi Wen accidentally saw his mother's information in his office.

The whole person was as stupid as being hit by a heavy hammer.The love of parents in the past, beautiful and loyal, unswerving, life and death cannot separate people, no matter how sick and crazy they are, they are all glorious, beautiful and grand.

It's like the gifted scholars and beauties in the songbook, who live and die as they wish, but the actual situation is so unbearably filthy and vulgar.

When you like it, you will be fanfare and vigorous, but when you don't like it, you will harm others and yourself, and you will be merciless and ungrateful.

It makes people look at it, as if drinking snow in the cold winter, it is cold from the inside to the outside.

No wonder Ye Yongyan doubted him, who could not doubt him?Obviously there are lessons learned.

After sending Xi Wen away, Ye Yongyan sat down again, sorted out the documents spread out on the table, and processed data and forms.

It was almost dusk, the setting sun poured in from the window, and the room was filled with orange-red rays, which were cut into geometric shadows by the half-rolled shutters.

There is a knock on the door.

Ye Yongyan raised his head, walked in alone, and sat in front of him.

He looked at the person, smiled slightly, stroked the gold-rimmed glasses with his slender fingers, "Mr. Du."

After listening to the visitor, the corners of Ye Yongyan's mouth curled up in an elegant arc, and he tapped his fingers on the table lightly, as if in his usual determined posture, "At least from my point of view, Xi Wen is still obsessed with him, as for whether it was just for a while Rise...Who would be on a whim and worry about it for eight years?"

The author says:

Happy New Year everyone~

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