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After two days of playing, I have had enough rest, and the time is even tighter, so there is no room for slack and negligence.

The tickets for the concert were sold out, and various media releases were sent out. The publicity was well-built, and it was praised as one in a million, attracting worldwide attention.As soon as they went online, they were almost inundated with all kinds of private messages, all of which were expectations for their debut.

When that day really came, I got up early in the morning to prepare. I didn't sleep well the night before, and I fell asleep for a while in the early morning.Sitting in the car, Xi Wen felt a little tired and couldn't help being nervous, his palms were covered with sweat.

It started on time at seven o'clock in the evening, and booked the entire stadium.In the center is a large light ball, surrounded by large LED screens, and two small screens on both sides. The stage can be raised and lowered, and the front end extends to the auditorium for close interaction. The auditorium is surrounded by 360 degrees. The stage Like islands surrounded by the ocean.

The audience entered the arena one after another, and the roar of people outside could be heard in the background.

All four of them changed into performance costumes, put on their makeup, tuned up their instruments, and cheered each other on.When they stepped onto the stage from the elevator, there was a tsunami-like enthusiasm, applause and cheers poured in like a mountain, and tens of thousands of people shouted the name of the band in unison.

The electronic instruments played together, the sound of the music slanted out like a catastrophe, and the screen on the top rotated like a planet.

Xi Wen stood in the center of the stage, and the dazzling bright lights made him a little bit blindfolded. As far as he could see, he seemed to be in a star-studded dream.

They sang a few songs, and when the band went down to change their clothes, Shen Qingye would come on stage and perform a solo.Xi Wen made a hot spot for him, introduced him, and exaggeratedly said that he hopes everyone will like him as much as THEONE, because he is a pianist I respect very much, watching him play the piano will make you feel love at first sight.After speaking, he pulled Shen Qingye's hand up and the audience cheered together.

Playing this kind of piano solo on such an occasion is quite afraid of being left out, but the response was unexpectedly good.

Shen Qingye played Liszt's "The Bell", a gorgeous grand fantasy, especially dazzling, high-end style, frequent long-distance jumps, uninterrupted tremolo and vibrato, long and fast playing, great The movement of the hands on the screen is almost a phantom. When the last section is played, the rhythm is strong, and the strength and speed are tested. The brilliant and gorgeous movement, the wild momentum, agitated the audience, screaming and applauding crazily, and finally The music ends in a cheerful and lively dance.At that moment, many gorgeous red petals were sprinkled on the stage, covering the whole stage, and the red was flamboyant and enthusiastic, surrounding the people in the center of the stage.

He was sitting in front of the piano, wearing a slim black tuxedo, the light streamed over his handsome features, sharp browbones, straight nose, thin and pale lips, like a delicate sculpture.

Shen Qingye's performance was quite successful. When Xi Wen and the others re-entered the stage, the applause dedicated to the previous piano piece was still long-lasting.

After such a lively opening, the next partner is a relatively small and fresh school song, paying tribute to the 18-year-old and youthful campus that passed away.

Xi Wen was still singing crazily, leaning his body, almost touching the auditorium, grabbing the mic and running all the way across the stage and back, his eyelashes covered with sweat.

The adrenaline rushes and the heart pounding hard.

Singing hoarsely, completely crazy, like drinking the first sip of beer in a sweltering afternoon, the joy is so real.

There was an interlude in the middle, the piano melody poured out from his fingertips, Shen Qingye approached the microphone and gently hummed a harmony with Xi Wen's voice, looking sideways at the center of the stage.

When Xi Wen looked over, his vision was a bit blurred, but the moment he met his gaze, a string in his mind snapped.

Those eyes seemed to be a vast ocean, bottomless.

He suddenly felt that he had really fallen a little bit.

One is clean and brisk, and the other is heavy and slow.

A red petal was still on his shoulder.

Xi Wen closed his eyes, unconsciously smiled and sang the lyrics——

Goodbye 18 years old, my first kiss stayed in that second

Goodbye 18 some things to be proud of

Goodbye 18 years old, I'm afraid I'm getting old

Young, no matter wrong or right, don't let yourself regret

Don't say you're not ready

don't complain too much

don't let time go

don't let yourself regret

Nothing is more important than being together...

Shen Qingye went down after coordinating five songs with them. Before stepping off the stage, Xi Wen pulled him to the center and hugged him fiercely.

He was a little caught off guard, Xi Wen hugged him very hard, pressing his palms on his back, the heat spread through his sweaty clothes all the way to his heart, the tip of his nose seemed to rub against the back of his neck, it was a little itchy.

Finally, after all the repertoires were performed, Xi Wen played a random chord and performed an impromptu performance. The rest of the band cooperated tacitly and quickly followed, pushing the whole concert to a climax again.

The audience was all excited, forming a wave of people in unison.The huge gymnasium, tens of thousands of spectators, one after another, passing layer by layer like waves, the scene is spectacular.Everyone shouted THEONE! THEONE!Holding high the brilliant neon signs and waving fluorescent sticks to brighten the night.

Looking at the past, it is full of beautiful lights, with a tacit understanding of love and madness, and the eye sockets of every tough guy on the stage are moist.

After the performance of the last impromptu song, there were more than a dozen curtain calls, and the sound of encore was still heard. The organizer signaled to them that they could not delay any longer, and they had no choice but to leave reluctantly.

When Xi Wen stepped off the stage, his head was still dizzy, his feet felt like he was stepping on cotton, tears and sweat were mixed together on his face, he couldn't help but giggle, everything was too psychedelic, too lively, in just three days hours, like a dream.His nerves were tense, his forehead was covered with sweat, the performance costume was tightly stretched on his body, his heart seemed to jump out of his chest, and he instantly felt lost due to lack of oxygen.

He staggered to the edge of the stage, took off his earphones, and his ears were still filled with powerful music, as if he was still standing on the stage and felt the shock of the floor caused by the transmission of sound waves.As soon as he walked down two steps, he saw Shen Qingye waiting for him.

For some reason, he threw himself down suddenly, and jumped into Shen Qingye's arms.Shen Qingye was stunned for a moment, but still caught him reflexively, wrapping his arms around his waist.

Xi Wen became even more energetic, hooked his legs directly around his waist, buried his face in his side neck and rubbed it, panting and said, "Mr. Shen, am I good? Did you see my last impromptu? You can't find a second match in the universe!" The tone was very proud and flattering, his face and hair were covered with glitter powder, after such a flicker, it was all sprinkled on Shen Qingye's body, and one piece was still stuck to his eyelashes.

Shen Qingye had no choice but to lift him up, with his arms supporting his buttocks, his posture was so ambiguous.

Xi Wen raised his head, eyes fluttering with dizzy eyeliner, he let go of his hand to fetch the sequins of Shen Qingye's eyelashes, the eyelashes moved on his fingertips, and Xi Wen's hand stopped.

"What are you doing? Haven't you been crazy enough on the stage?" Shen Qingye's voice was full of laughter and a little teasing. The whole audience was immersed in carnival, and the atmosphere was ignited, and he was no exception.

Xi Wen retracted his hands and giggled like a fool.His face and neck were flushed with excitement and exercise, the corners of his eyes were a little red, his voice became hoarse, and his voice became very deep.

In just one night, he felt too many things, far beyond the scope of words.

He couldn't say anything, put his hands on Shen Qingye's shoulders, and leaned against his chest like a child, a steady heartbeat came from his ears, replacing the lingering music before, bit by bit calm him down.

They went backstage, it was noisy everywhere, everyone was celebrating, no one was packing up, the beer was opened, the cake was thrown around, and some people sang an impromptu song, which was out of tune, but No one cares, everyone is immersed in their own world.

Xi Wen tightly grasped Shen Qingye's hand and walked through the crowd, his palm was stained with sweat, there was a secret excitement, his nerves were still jumping, as if he had stolen a treasure.

After making many turns and turns, pushing away countless drunks and beer bottles, they finally reached the rest room and dressing room set up for them by the venue.The door was not closed tightly, it was opened a crack, and it was dark inside, so there should be no one there.

Xi Wen pushed open the door, fumbled for the light switch on the wall, just pressed the switch, but suddenly heard a short groan in the darkness.The voice was suppressed, as if it was covered by someone's hand, and one could tell what it was up to.

Xi Wen's mind froze for a moment, and he dared to feel that this was a good thing that broke someone else's good deed.

His face turned red immediately, he was really embarrassed.

However, when the curtain calls after such a carnival, it is inevitable that some people can't control it.Isn't he the same?

It's a pity that the hand was too fast, and the white light of the electric light stabbed and brightened, illuminating the two overlapping people in the room.

At first, Xi Wen just wanted to make room for the little mandarin duck by joking and apologizing, but he was stunned when he saw who the two were.

Inside the room, a pair of cold and cool thick black eyebrows swept over, "Get out!"

It was Shen Qingye who pulled his arm back, dragged him out, and closed the door by the way.

Xi Wen came out, still dazed, "I'm dreaming, you pinch me quickly." He said as he pulled his hand to touch his arm.

Shen Qingye was also a little embarrassed, and he was not willing to pinch him, so he pinched the back of his neck pretendingly, "Okay, you're not dreaming, so we can't see it wrong together."

Xi Wen sighed, "Why did I not know when these two men got married? This covert work is too good."

The two changed to a dressing room to remove their makeup, and simply washed with makeup remover and mineral water. Their hair was covered with hair gel and their hands were sticky.

"Kuangyao and Jiang Xinwen?" Xi Wen sat on the chair, as if paralyzed, and gasped, "The two people who stay with me every day, I didn't notice at all? They pretended to be serious in front of me. , I thought the two of them were out of this world, so they got together a long time ago." His tone was bitter, with a feeling of being betrayed. "Brothers who promised each other for the rest of their lives, they still keep it from me."

Shen Qingye took a wet towel, broke off his head, and wiped off the powder on his neck, "What does it have to do with you when someone falls in love?"

"It doesn't matter why, it's agreed to be utterly honest, how can you hide this kind of thing from me?" Hearing that the idiom was used indiscriminately, he was indignant.

But at the beginning, the grievance of eating melons and eating late has passed, Xi Wen thinks about it and is happy, thinking that it is very interesting that the two of them can get together. "Jiang Xinwen used to have a girlfriend whom he had been dating for three years. Later, he broke up with him because he thought he had no future in the band. I always thought he was a straight, straight guy. I used to think that Liu Ran would not be able to turn to him if he came out of the closet. .”

"It's not obvious at all."

Xi Wen rolled his eyes, and suddenly pointed the finger at Shen Qingye, "Mr. Shen, have you ever been in a relationship before?"

Shen Qingye raised his eyebrows, and replied simply, "No."

"Have you ever liked anyone?"

"I can't say I like it, I can only say that I have a good impression. It's the feeling like seeing a dream come true."

Dream come true?It's too idealistic, Xi Wen was a bit apprehensive, "Who is it? A man or a woman?"

"Girl, I'm still very young. I met you when I was learning piano, and I've only met you a few times."

Xi Wen became even more jealous, "Is she good-looking? What kind of look? Is she as good-looking as me?"

Shen Qingye couldn't help laughing, "What's going on, check your household registration? Why are you still compared with girls? Can the two be the same?"

"Can't you?" Xi Wen hugged his chest, "All my black fans say I'm neither masculine nor feminine."

Shen Qingye was almost laughed to death by him, "You still say what the black fans say?"

Xi Wen pouted, "Can't you compare?"

Shen Qingye looked at him quietly for a while, then bent his eyebrows and eyes, "Okay, it's okay, you look good, you are super invincible and good-looking."

Xi Wen pouted, but didn't feel at ease at all, "What's that person's name? Then do you still like her now?"

Shen Qingye shook his head, "I said it was when I was a child, I haven't seen her in almost ten years, I have forgotten her appearance, let alone her name."

It turned out to be a child, Xi Wen felt a little more comfortable, and asked again, "Then do you like Jiang Xinwen?"

Shen Qingye was caught by his brain circuit, "Why do I like him?"

Xi Wen snorted, "Who knows? Kuang Yao's cold and hard iron lump has fallen, maybe he is especially attractive?"

"Don't think about it, it's impossible for me to like what others like."

"Then what kind do you like?"

Shen Qingye thought for a while, and honestly said, "I don't know."

Xi Wen frowned, "Why don't you even know what you like?"

Shen Qingye shook his head, "How can there be standards for this kind? When you like it, you will like it."

"Then if you say it like this, since you can do anything, you might also like a man?"

Shen Qingye paused, threw the dirty wipes into the trash can, turned his head away, "No way."

Xi Wen froze, "Huh?" After a while, he smiled awkwardly, "Isn't it even the best? If Cupid shoots a man for you, would you still refuse?"

"I will never like men in my life," Shen Qingye said quickly, his voice was suppressed, he frowned, and the disgust that Xi Wen had seen in his eyes was again.

Xi Wen was shocked for a moment. He felt his throat was strangled by someone's hands, his breathing was hard to breathe, and his emotions faded from his body like a tide. He calmed down and joked, "It's the 21st century, Mr. Shen, you won't Homophobic?"

"No." Shen Qingye rubbed his thumbs against his knuckles a little irritably, he hesitated for a while before explaining, "I haven't told anyone before, it's because of my own family."

Xi Wen's eyes were wide open, and his mind was muddled. This series of incidents almost blinded him, and he couldn't process what he heard smoothly.

He sighed softly, "My dad is gay. He married my mom under the pressure of his parents, but after getting married, he often went out and messed around, and he didn't know anything about his students. Later, my mom found out that he was a big boy. There was a quarrel, and the quarrel came to the unit, he lost his teaching position in the conservatory of music, his career was completely ruined, and in the end he left my mother, and his lover also left, he ruined himself and others for the rest of their lives."

"So I told myself since I was a child," Shen Qingye said, "I will never become like him."

This is a secret that he has never told anyone else, and he always forces himself not to think about it, avoiding it carefully, so as to prevent the shadow of the past from suddenly bursting out from the depths of his memory like a mad dog and biting him.

Xi Wen stared at him blankly, repeating a sentence in his mind - I will never like a man in my life.

The author says:

The lyrics come from "Goodbye 18" by the band next door. It is my ideal song style after hearing their band~ very nice

There will be another update tomorrow.This is the end of the first memory, which is the sweetest of all memories.

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