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Someone was talking, and some vague voices came over.

"Isn't it going well?"

"Yeah, but seeing him suffer so much, my heart aches." It was Shen Qingye's voice.

A burst of laughter, "Is it because you pushed too hard, I told you to take your time, how can one day make it like this?"

Shen Qingye paused, and said slowly, "I was too hasty. I'm just, not sure."

"What's so uncertain about it? You can't tell whether he's real or not? Sure enough, people who are in love worry about gains and losses, like two fools."

Shen Qingye sighed, "Actually, I almost gave up, thinking that if he is in such pain and unwilling, let it be."

Xi Wen didn't know what they were talking about, but only vaguely grasped something about giving up, forgetting, and became uneasy, and jumped out of the bed with bare feet.

Standing on the balcony, Shen Qingye only heard a creak and the sliding glass door was pulled open. Hearing the sound, he turned around and saw Xi Wen standing there with his bare feet on the floor tiles.

In pajamas, with marks on his face from bad sleeping positions.

His chest heaved and heaved, panting exaggeratedly.His eyes widened, with a look of anger and unwillingness.

Surprised, Shen Qingye closed the phone and walked towards him, "What's wrong? Why did you come out like this?"

Xi Wen stared at him, his eyes were red, "Who were you talking to just now?"

Shen Qingye was taken aback, "It's a friend."

"Are you talking about me?"

Shen Qingye nodded without hiding anything.

Xi Wen's eyes welled up, and he suddenly said, "Then how can you forget it?! So just like this, you are going to give up? You just tried it once, and you don't want to try again?"

Shen Qingye was a little dazed, and after reacting for a while, he burst out laughing, walked over to touch him, "That's not the case."

Xi Wen shook his hand angrily, his head hurt, and he was so angry that he suppressed tears, he knelt down slowly, and covered his head with his hands, "Every time I see you, my head hurts, and I never How can you just give up like this if you don't see you after thinking about it?"

"I didn't answer well yesterday. I can change it. How can you not give me a chance? I know I used to be paranoid, moody, and unreasonable, but I can change it. I have improved a lot. You can ask me." Aunt, she also said that I have changed."

"I have been chasing you for almost 10 years, how many times have you beaten me back with a cold face, and you are not happy just to make you persist one more time. How can it be so unfair?"

He bowed his head and hugged his knees, buried his face in his arms and sobbed, and the tears ran hot across his skin. The more he thought about it, the more wronged he became, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became.

Shen Qingye knelt down and hugged him, wrapped his arms around him, stroked his back, and waited for him to calm down before saying, "You don't need to change, you're fine as you are."

Xi Wen raised his head and said viciously, "But didn't you hate me very much before?"

Shen Qingye smiled, "No, I like it, I like everything about you."

Xi Wen stared at him for a while, then put his arms around him, as if his arms were going to be embedded in his flesh and blood, "You said it yourself, you can't go back on your word."

Shen Qingye smiled, "Well, I said so."

Just letting him hug him quietly for a while, Shen Qingye said, "Actually, how do you know that I haven't been looking for you these few years?"

Xi Wen was stunned.

Shen Qingye said, "I became an actor to let you see me. I used to think that you left because I was not good enough, so I wanted to be stronger and let you like me again. But I didn't know that you were sick at that time. , I didn't accompany you when you were in the most difficult time, and this is what I regret the most."

"Remember that story you told me yesterday?"

"Although the girl saw the white horse, she didn't do anything. If she missed it and went back to look for it, she couldn't find it."

"In this way, although she encountered a miracle, it was a pity that accompanied her for the rest of her life."

Shen Qingye patted his arm to let him relax a bit, the two looked at each other face to face, then Shen Qingye leaned over and kissed him gently, "I don't want this kind of regret, can you be my white horse, don't let me did you find it?"

Xi Wen opened his eyes, suddenly lost his anger, and was quietly kissed by him.This kiss was gentle and intimate, there was no rush to see, it seemed to be something that took root naturally, like flowers blooming in spring, water falling from a small pond, and wind blowing gently, so quiet, swaying and growing freely.

He thought about what Shen Qingye said just now, and his heart beat out of order again. He became an actor because of him. After years of painstaking efforts, it turned out that he was so serious and liked it so much.

Xi Wen was a little embarrassed to have such an oolong when he woke up early in the morning.

It wasn't until he went downstairs to have breakfast that he broke the barrier in his heart and became a little more natural.

Shen Qingye almost ate grass for breakfast, Xi Wen drank soy milk, felt that he would lose shape after eating like this, so he insisted on ordering him a bowl of small wontons.

Shen Qingye didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I'm not trying to lose weight, I just don't have any appetite in the morning."

Xi Wen ignored him, lowered his head and took out half a bowl of wontons, "Then you eat a little bit, and eat something warm to warm your stomach."

The small wontons at the breakfast buffet are average, with thin skins and no fillings. I just eat the fresh soup with dried shrimp and egg skin and seaweed. It is fresh and not greasy, and it is very suitable for breakfast.

After breakfast, Xi Wen skipped the industry summit, and accompanied Shen Qingye and his party to go to the mountains to collect scenery.

Seeing that the two of them are so good and tired of being together, Bai Xiaoyi was very surprised, "It took only one night, what happened?"

Jiang Xinwen looked complicated, "Come on, stop gossiping, look at these two people are still holding hands, they are shameless."

Shen Qingye didn't shy away from it, Xi Wen was even more cheerful, smiling like eating honey, his whole face glowed.Shen Qingye was busy filming, he was more eager and thoughtful than Bai Xiaoyi's manager, except for occasionally doing bad things with good intentions, which made Shen Qingye helplessly teach him a few words.

This time it took only half a day to shoot, and I called it a day at noon and got ready to go back to the city.

Everyone was sweating from the heat, so someone suggested to go to the mountain to soak in the hot spring before leaving.The top of the mountain is cool, and it is also very comfortable to soak in the hot springs during this time, and the muscles and bones of the whole body can be steamed and softened.

The hot springs here are open-air, each pool has different functions and characteristics, and is separated by hybrid flowers and trees.

When Xi Wen came out, Shen Qingye had already entered the water.A white mist was transpiring, he was the only one in his pool, maybe everyone didn't want to get together with the boss.But the leading actress put on a bath towel, stood on the bank and bent over to talk to him, laughing while talking.

Xi Wen walked over slowly, and could see that the actress was wearing a bathing suit under her bath towel, with a curvy figure, sexy and good-looking.

Shen Qingye's face was polite, his eyes didn't wander around at all, he would say a few words at first, but then he simply didn't respond, leaning his back against the wall of the soup pool, resting one hand on the edge, half-closed his eyes, obviously rushing people.

Xi Wen waded into the water, walked up to Shen Qingye, and asked with a smile, "What are you talking about?"

Only then did Shen Qingye open his eyes.

Xi Wen leaned over, bumped shoulders together, and gently hooked his fingers under the water.

Tang Chi Shui Qing, the actress saw the small movements of the two of them at a glance, and her expression changed instantly. She also heard the rumors in the media and saw the widely circulated confession clips, but she just thought he was two points, and felt sad again. Qing Ye didn't bend so thoroughly, so he came to test it out. What's unclear now?

She coughed lightly, and left in a perfunctory manner, with only one thought in mind, respect and best wishes.

The water in the soup pond is hot, and it seems that ginseng has been added in it, which has a medicinal smell.

Xi Wen looked at the curve of Shen Qingye's shoulders and neck protruding from the water, like undulating mountains, and closed his eyes again, his gorgeous facial features were shrouded in a cloud of water vapor, with a hint of romance.

He reached out to kiss Shen Qingye's chin, scratched at the collarbone with his fingers, and was grabbed by someone and pulled him into his arms.

Shen Qingye pressed him down and kissed him, still considering public morality, it was impossible for him to accidentally shoot a gun in this kind of place.

Just two kisses.

Xi Wen touched his arm, saw the scar on his arm again, and looked lonely.He bent down, kissed the wound, and imitated what Shen Qingye did before, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

Shen Qingye put his hand on the back of his neck and squeezed it, "It's not your fault." Then he told Xi Wen what Ye Yongyan told him before.

Xi Wen was stunned, and it took a long time to recover.He had some luck, it turned out that he didn't really become the murderer, and he felt cold, the truth was so cruel.

But that fluke didn't last long, and was replaced by deeper fear and panic.

He raised his eyes, "Is that why you forgive me?"

Shen Qingye frowned slightly, "What's wrong?"

Xi Wen said, "Because I did say that, and Hou Sheng did it. It's just that others hurt you in the end, but if those people don't preempt, the culprit is me." Xi Wen said hoarsely, "If you Without Du Xia's intervention, it's really like this, will you never forgive me? Will I really lose you just like this?"

Shen Qingye remained silent.He didn't think about it before, he didn't want to put love and future on a scale to weigh and weigh, it's hard to distinguish.It was as if at that time, after Xi Wen told the story in a cruel way, he would turn around and leave without mercy.Shocked and sad, he never thought about going back and forgiving again, there are always some things that cannot be forgiven, some petty tempers can be tolerated, but too vicious thoughts can't be helped.He will feel that he has never recognized this person clearly, so how can he love him?

After he knew the truth, he was glad that it didn't matter who was the one who attacked in the end, the important thing was that the scoffing was unintentional, he didn't really want to do it, and he went through such a long inner torment afterwards.His essence is still that very soft and kind kid he knew, smart, strong in perception, and easy to soften his heart.Although sometimes a little willful and impulsive, but the essence is good, but the mouth is brave, and the heart may not have much malice.It was the first time I saw a boy who came to the door for a song and waited outside the door in order not to interrupt his playing the piano.

He likes to see Xi Wen put his heart out for him, and also likes Xi Wen's cowardly retreat when things come to an end.The past events are clearly listed, and he has a book in his heart, where the big and small things are clearly listed, and he remembers everything, both good and bad, but he has tasted a little bit of sweetness, and slowly tasted some of the bad things.

No one is perfect, and he has a lot of things wrong.He doesn't know why he likes it, but he is just addicted to Xi Wen, he knows his taste, he is reluctant to let go, both shrewd and clumsy are worthy of being loved.

Shen Qingye scraped away a drop of water from Xi Wen's chin, "I know you won't really want to do this, so I don't blame you," he kissed the corner of his mouth, "No one will blame you."

That's enough, there's no need to say anything else.Xi Wen's hands were shaking, he raised his hand to hook Shen Qingye's neck, nibbled on his earlobe, and pulled slightly like a puppy gnawing on a bone, to stop the choking in his throat.

With Shen Qingye's words, it can be regarded as dispelling the block in his heart for many years, and he feels relieved.This secret has oppressed him for too many years, and he can't breathe under the guilt. Only Shen Qingye can save him. He is so kind and soft-hearted, and he will eventually save him.He firmly believes.

After soaking for less than an hour, my whole body was flushed, and I went ashore to take a shower.

Under the shower head in the single room, Xi Wen's eyes were wide open, and he teased him recklessly, and finally he was pressed against the damp wall full of moisture to perform the Fa on the spot.Someone was urging him outside, Shen Qingye put his hand into his mouth and asked him to bite, so as not to be heard by others.Xi Wen whimpered, reluctant to use all his strength, and carefully tapped his teeth on his knuckles.

The sound of rushing water was disturbing, Shen Qingye leaned close to his ear, smiled lowly, "Go back to the room, water is wasted here."

Xi Wen's eyes were blurred, his cheeks were flushed, and whatever he said was good.

Putting on clothes, there are bite marks on the neck, which are more conspicuous on the tender skin soaked in hot water.Shen Qingye covered him with a towel.

The two went to the buffet first, and Shen Qingye went out to make a phone call on the way.

Go upstairs and go back to the room.Everyone had agreed before that the time to go back was set at five o'clock in the evening, and Xi Wen would stay here for one more day, and he couldn't completely leave his business affairs alone, and had to keep going from beginning to end.

Anyway, they have reconciled. It doesn't mean that they will never see each other again when they get off the mountain. There will be a lot of time when they go back.

It's just that we have been separated for too long, and we are greedy for the present, even if it is a few hours, we still want to spend as much time as possible.

Holding hands all the way, when they reached the door of the room, Shen Qingye swiped the room card, but took a step back to let Xi Wen in.

Xi Wen blinked, not knowing what trick he was going to play, turned the handle, pushed the door in, and walked into a sea of ​​fragrant flowers.

There are roses everywhere, piled up the whole room, blooming so passionately, red, bright as fire.

Xi Wen stopped breathing for a moment.

Then he was embraced by someone, and that person whispered in his ear—look, I have a rose.

END

The author says:

After nearly 6 months of writing, it is finally over. The young master and Mr. Shen are not perfect, and there are many regrets, but I still hope that everyone can tolerate me and them, and thank you for accompanying us to this point.