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In fact, Xiang Wan's performance just now was very dangerous.

If she didn't adjust to the best condition after she got out of the bathroom, then out of professional considerations, Chao Xin would replace her, and no matter how this issue was edited, Xiang Wan would not be safe.

Maybe it will also cause Xiang Wan and Chao Xin's fans to scold each other. Chao Xin doesn't care much about how others scold her, but she cares about Xiang Wan.

In fact, variety shows are not a good time for them to reunite. Many things are on eggshells, but Xiang Wan seems to have no such concept at all. In this show, she may be the only one who is truly being herself.

Xiang Wan is an ancient person, and she is more dull and disdainful of such things as the Internet than the modern urbanites immersed in the atmosphere of entertainment to death.

Although Chao Xin has been working hard to help her keep some things in check, Xiang Wan's pure and clean truth makes Chao Xin especially moved in the unreal atmosphere of the show.

No one knew the shock she felt when she heard Xiang Wan say "it's you", so her first reaction at that time was fear.

I was afraid that I would not be able to record it.

Chao Xin and Xiang Wan went to the restaurant to eat with their own thoughts.

Dinner was in a small box, Feng Guo and Shu Qin had already taken their seats, and started eating without waiting for them.

Getting along in private has always been very casual, and Chao Xin and Xiang Wan only opened their chairs, exchanged a few words, and said that today's food is not bad.

After a day of training, everyone was quite tired. They didn't speak much during the meal, and Feng Guo even yawned.

As soon as he sat down, Chao Xin found Xiang Wan's favorite tomato ball soup on the table to his left, but Xiang Wan concentrated on holding the water spinach and stir-fried winter melon close to him, and didn't move his chopsticks there.

Halfway through eating, Shu Qin was holding a bowl and wanted to stand up, but Chao Xin stretched out his hand: "Do you want soup? Let me do it."

Shu Qin kindly handed her the bowl.

Xiang Wan noticed that she didn't say thank you, and Chao Xin scooped it up very smoothly, and added two meatballs for her, deliberately leaving the tomatoes aside.

Like knowing that she doesn't like tomatoes very much.

Handing the soup to Shu Qin, Chao Xin didn't put down the spoon, but stretched out his hand towards Wan again without saying a word.

Xiang Wan's grievance came late, because she had never felt like this before. Some things clearly belonged to her, but now she has to wait a little bit behind others, waiting for a high-sounding reason.

She was sour, a little more sour than a thick tomato soup.

She passed the bowl over, didn't look at Chao Xin, only watched her movements.

Chao Xin also filled her with two meatballs, and then deliberately filled them with a small piece of tomato.

Xiang Wan likes to eat tomatoes when he drinks soup, but the stewed ones should be rotten and smaller ones.

This time Chao Xin put down the spoon and returned it to Xiang Wan with one hand.

Xiang Wan sipped it, but she was still very uncomfortable, because Chao Xin made soup for others, and she couldn't drink it so well.

After a meal that was insipid, several people boarded the minivan and returned to the dormitory.

Tingchao's villa is not far from SC's dormitory, Xiang Wan thought about Chao Xin's entrustment during the day, and decided to go for a run at her place.

Shu Qin and Feng Guo were so tired that they wanted to go upstairs to take a shower and change their clothes.

"Let me order some milk tea. I'll drink it after I take a shower." Feng Guo took out his phone.

Shu Qin stepped forward, ordered a cup, and asked in a low voice, "Does Teacher Chao still want milk?"

"Yes." Chao Xin sat on the sofa.

"Less sugar, don't add ice." Shu Qin reminded Feng Guo carefully.

Then Feng Guo handed the phone to Xiang Wan: "Wan Wan, choose one."

Holding the phone, Xiang Wan swiped her thumb, recalling that when she was on campus, Chao Xin said that she couldn't drink too sweet and too cold at night, but because of Xiang Wan, she drank a cup of mung bean smoothie with her.

Xiang Wan was a little irritable, the kind that couldn't be put into words.

Her good upbringing makes her seldom aware of her irritability, because irritability often means that you can no longer sort out and define your current feelings well, and you can't even classify your emotions accurately.

After that, I was disappointed. In fact, I didn't know Chao Xin for a long time, but how did I have so many memories together?It's the same as the whack-a-mole game she played in the video game mall, where she hits it down, it pops up again there.

With this emotional foundation, Xiang Wan turned running into a vent.

On the first floor of the brightly lit villa, there was only the rustling of running belts and Xiang Wan's steady footsteps.

Chao Xin came down from upstairs after taking a shower, changed into sportswear-style home clothes, put her curly hair in a ponytail, and sat on the sofa to flip through the magazines placed by the program group.

Xiang Wan's panting sound was very even, and he was deliberately exercising his breathing.

Neither of them spoke, but Xiang Wan felt that Chao Xin, who was sitting beside her, seemed to be accompanying her.

In the past, when they were always at home, they would never have imagined that one day they would have to race against time even when they were alone together. They were very afraid that Feng Guo would come down, and Shu Qin would come down.

Xiang Wan was dripping with sweat, staring at the stopwatch on the treadmill, as if to see how long he could be alone with Chao Xin.

Her hair was sticking to her face, she brushed it away, her eyes were sweating, and Xiang Wan raised her hand to rub it, and her steps became chaotic.

Holding on to the handrail to stabilize herself, Chao Xin appeared behind her back at some point, and handed her a hair tie: "Tie it up."

Xiang Wan turned her head, Chao Xin's ponytail was down, and the hair rope seemed to be pulled from her own hair.

Seeing Xiang Wan hesitate, Chao Xin raised his hand to turn off the treadmill.

The soles of his feet were a little numb, and Xiang Wan walked down slowly, brushing his half-wet hair to the side of his neck.

Chao Xin sent the hand holding the hair rope forward again.

Xiang Wan stood in front of Chao Xin panting, and suddenly said softly, "Hands are sore, I can't lift them up."

A clumsy lie, obviously running, how could it be impossible to lift his hands, Chao Xin touched his upper and lower eyelashes, and looked at her silently.

But Xiang Wan just didn't want to move, she was very tired, physically and mentally exhausted, and her spirit was haggard.

Chao Xin looked at her fixedly, and said, "I can tie your hair for you, but it's not ten o'clock, and the camera is not turned off."

They spoke very quietly, and neither of them turned on the chest mic, so the machine couldn't catch it.

This was said very delicately, and Xiang Wan bit his heart.

It seems to be saying that if there is no camera, she can help tie Xiang Wan's hair, and it also seems to say that she knows that Xiang Wan wants her to help tie her hair.

But it's like...not saying anything.

Xiang Wan never knew that Chao Xin, who was always on the verge of leaving, could control people's hearts so much, it seemed that what was in his hands was not Xiang Wan's emotions, but something random.After a while, she understood again that it was not Chao Xin who played with people's hearts, but Ruoji Ruoli himself.

Xiang Wan didn't want to be the one to be played with.

So she stretched out her hand, took the hair rope, and neatly tied a ball head with her backhand, then turned to Chao Xin with a face that was flushed after exercise, and said angrily, "Mr. Chao, there are cameras here, so if they arrive Where there are no cameras, can we have a chat?"

"Let's chat?" Chao Xin frowned.

"I don't know what to do." Xiang Wan confessed.

"Okay. Today?"

Xiang Wan pursed his lips and looked around: "Now."

Chao Xin thought for a while and said, "I'm tired today, I won't run for so long, I'll take you back."

Xiang Wan nodded, and walked out with Chao Xin.

I haven't had that cup of milk tea yet, but it's not too important.

There was a cool breeze, coming from the lake with some dampness, Chao Xin walked with her on the clean path with his pockets on, the street lamps on both sides cast halos of guidance, and he hadn’t walked so peacefully for a long time. As for the two of them, they were reluctant to speak.

"Don't say anything, we'll be here soon." Chao Xin lowered his head and brushed back his hanging hair, his voice low as if a little bewitching.

Xiang Wan said: "The matter with you has some influence on my state, so I think it's better to have a chat as soon as possible."

Oh, it turned out that I was afraid of affecting the state.For a very mature reason, Chao Xin stopped following Xiang Wan and stood under the streetlight.

"You said before that you were afraid that you would not have the opportunity to cooperate with me. In fact, there was one, but I turned it down."

Xiang Wan's voice is still so pleasant, brighter than the light created by street lamps after thousands of experiments.

"Because you said, we don't want to meet again, and because of me, I don't want to disturb you anymore."

"But Teacher Chao," she raised her head and looked at Chao Xin, "we have met again, many times, so what should we do?"

What should I do, Mr. Chao?

You can teach so many dubbing skills in simple terms, can you teach me how to not be sad, how to be like you, professional enough to not be disturbed, as if you have never been in love with the person in front of you?

"I didn't know you were coming." Chao Xin lowered his eyes, swallowed his throat, and said softly.

"If you know," Xiang Wan's tears rolled down, but she tried her best to keep her eyes open, "You don't want to see me, do you?"

Chao Xin was silent.

Xiang Wan tightened the corners of his mouth, swallowing slowly like Shu Qin was being asked to swallow.

"In a sense, yes." Chao Xin finally spoke, the beginning was light and so was the end, but she finally looked at Xiang Wan.

There is a little despair in the eyes.

If she hadn't met Xiang Wan, she might not have lost control in front of so many people, and she wouldn't have had difficulty suppressing her irrelevant concern, and she wouldn't be standing under the streetlight now, feeling the twitch in her heart so clearly.

It hurt so much that she almost couldn't manage her expression well.

"Xiang Wan, I don't have much," she choked up a little, and calmed down before saying, "I don't have much, so say something for yourself."

"I don't have any habit of accusing each other, but occasionally, very occasionally, I also wonder if it's a little unfair."

She exhaled, tried her best to calm her emotions, and said in a voice that did not disturb Xiang Wan: "After the Spring Festival, you may not realize how long you have been ignoring me."

"During the Lantern Festival, I went to buy the fruit glutinous rice balls that you said you wanted to eat before. I sent you a message saying that He Paipai was waiting for you at home. You said you didn't want to eat it. I didn't realize it at the time. What I think is, fortunately, fortunately, I haven't cooked my own portion yet, I ate it with Papai, and it won't be wasted."

"Two days will be Valentine's Day, which should be the first one we celebrate. When I ordered the flowers, I even thought that our one-semester appointment has arrived. You haven't said it. Is it because you want to be on a certain festival? "

"I don't know, I don't quite understand."

She lowered her head, speaking a bit bluntly and hastily.In terms of love, she is occasionally clumsy, although this clumsy guess later made her feel too embarrassed.

On Valentine's Day, Xiang Wan didn't talk about getting together, and even came back for a meal. When she received the flowers, her eyes still lit up. Chao Xin was very happy, so she ignored that weekend. Xiang Wan couldn't do it with her in bed this time thing.

"There are others, I don't want to mention."

Chao Xin rolled up his sleeves a little more, then rubbed his elbows with his fingertips.

"You are going to stay in the dormitory. I know from others. Later, I asked you twice, but you couldn't come back. I probably know what's going on. I didn't blame you, because I think it's normal, really. of."

She nodded and looked at Xiang Wan reassuringly.

"And we agreed, didn't we? If you don't want to be together, just break it off, it doesn't matter."

"Well...but it's actually a little harder than I thought, and it took me a lot of time."

That's why Xiang Wan saw this meticulous senior, this tutor who devoted himself to teaching.

"What I think is unfair is that since we met again, your behavior has repeatedly told me that you are influenced by me, you still have me in your heart, and you even showed that you want to possess me, I guess Is it wrong?"

Xiang Wan listened quietly to these words she said in a low voice, her heart was clenched almost out of breath.

"I also hope that when I ask you in the bathroom if you still mind, you tell me that you don't mind." Chao Xin looked at her gently.

In this way, she can convince herself that Xiang Wan has figured it out, or wants to cherish the relationship with her.

She couldn't bear to repeat it again.

Even if she really, really likes Xiang Wan.