ten years without injury

After that day, Xia Ming never came to see Cheng Cheng again.

Cheng Cheng was also at ease.

……

Just Chu Mu

……

Cheng Cheng always felt that he was different from before, and he couldn't say exactly what was different.

……

"Brother." Cheng Cheng rubbed his chin against Chu Mu's shoulder, "You go out with Lin Ze, remember to buy me a creme brulee at the cake shop downstairs."

Chu Mu avoided him calmly, "Okay."

Cheng Cheng looked at Chu Mu who was standing half a meter away, a little dazed.

……

"Cheng Cheng, bring your brother clothes in! Your brother didn't bring them to take a bath," the godmother yelled in the bedroom.

Cheng Cheng grabbed the clothes and left, just as he held the handle, Chu Mu's voice came from the bathroom,

"You put it outside and I'll take it myself."

Cheng Cheng "..." They are all men, why are you shy?

……

As time went by, Cheng Cheng, who was as dull as he was, also knew,

Chu Mu is hiding from himself, right?

Why hide?

Is it because of their relationship...

Although Chu Mu's personality is a bit cold, but the facts have proved that the boys in the high cold group are the real gods.

Cheng Cheng would often see some boys outside of school asking him out to play on weekends, so he would have thought it was just an ordinary friend.But looking at those people now, Cheng Cheng felt that everyone harbored evil intentions towards Chu Mu.

……

I really want to curse [beep——]

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Lin Ze chased after him and put his arms around Chu Mu's neck, feeling that Cheng Cheng's eyes had poked countless holes in his back.

"I think your brother feels a little strange recently." Lin Ze blew into Chu Mu's ear, but was pushed away by Chu Mu.

"Is there?"

"That's right...it's like..." Lin Ze tilted his head and smiled, "It's like my little daughter-in-law saw me messing with other boys..."

Chu Mu was a little dazed, don't start,

"Okay, okay." Lin Zexie smiled and hooked his neck, "Your brother looks like... I really thought he liked you, you know what kind of like I mean..."

Chu Mu ignored Lin Ze, and walked forward without saying a word, but his clenched fists revealed his inner unrest.

Lin Ze accidentally saw it with his head down, sighed, and smiled helplessly.

Cheng Cheng started to advance to the second grade, and the school in Australia has already been confirmed.

He asked Chu Mu's mother, "Godmother, don't tell my brother..."

Chu Mu's mother thought that the two children were reluctant, so she nodded in agreement.

In fact, only Cheng Cheng himself knows,

He just couldn't bear it.

Stay one more day if you can

I won't see you anymore

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"Chu Mu, what's the matter? Are you in a bad mood these days?" Lin Ze walked over with a smile, "Is the college entrance examination too stressful?"

He knew that Chu Mu was too strict with himself, and he had to do his best.

"No." Chu Mu was still concise.

"Is it because my little boyfriend's skills are not very good?" Lin Ze approached with a smirk, "What about me?"

"You think too much." Chu Mu gave him a white look, not going to talk to him.

"Why haven't I seen the little follower recently..." Lin Ze touched his chin, "Have you had a fight?"

Chu Mu paused,

"No..." He bowed his head.

After all, he has long been used to wrapping himself in a thick cocoon.

……

The night was as cool as water, and only the sound of Cheng Cheng's snoring could be heard in the quiet room.

Chu Mu sighed, and got out of bed to adjust the quilt for Cheng Cheng.

Cheng Cheng looked very quiet in his sleep, his lips raised slightly, and his eyelashes cast a mottled shadow.

"How could you like me..." Chu Mu murmured with blurred eyes,

Cheng Cheng, who was soundly asleep, turned over and was wrapped in the quilt in satisfaction, like a pig waiting to be slaughtered.

……

Outside the window, the forest flowers withered in spring, several times in spring and autumn.

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Cheng Cheng only told Chu Mu after all the messy things about visa procedures were done.

Chu Mu didn't have much expression, he was spreading out the history book to outline the key points.

"Where?"

"Australia……"

"Oh, which school?"

"Western Australia..."

"Not bad, five-star, passed IELTS?"

"Um……"

Cheng Cheng actually wanted to ask Chu Mu if he had anything else to say, but when he saw Chu Mu's open book under the lamp, he swallowed it all back.

"Thank you for taking care of me all these years."

"Need not."

……

Zhang San, Li Si, Wang Er Mazi said that there must be a farewell party or something, but Cheng Cheng didn't care, and left it to them to make trouble.

The place was chosen very well, and I found another KTV.

"Why the hell do you only know how to sing all day!" Cheng Cheng moaned and pushed Li Si to the ground to beat him up.

"It's not... I... I don't have enough money..."

"So?" You don't even have enough money to hold a farewell party?

"This store just has an event, give away a fruit plate..."

"..."

Cheng Cheng had nothing to do with them, but he couldn't sing.

"It's okay, big brother~" Mazi leaned closer, "I called you a little male god!"

"..."

On the day of the farewell party, Chu Mu didn't come, but Lin Ze came.

Cheng Cheng "hehehehehehehe"

Lin Ze was a little embarrassed, "Chu Mu asked me to come."

"Where is Chu Mu?"

Cheng Cheng felt a little uncomfortable.

"He..." Lin Ze touched his nose, "Maybe he will come soon..."

"Then I'll meet him at the door."

"and many more!"

Cheng Cheng got up, ignored Lin Ze's stop, and went straight out of the box door.

Chu Mu was standing in the hall, as if he had just sung a song.

There was a circle of men around, they seemed to be Chu Mu's friends, some of them interlocked their fingers, and there was a boy standing next to Chu Mu.

Nima! ! !rabbit! ! ! !

With just one glance, Cheng Cheng recognized that the boy was the bunny boy who dumped Chu Mu.

That group of people felt very strange to Cheng Cheng, and that feeling was different from Cheng Cheng's usual friends. How should I put it, there seemed to be an indescribable tacit understanding and atmosphere. It was not until later that he knew that this feeling was called "" similar"

When he saw the rabbit boy slowly climb up Chu Mu's neck amidst the cheers of the crowd, Cheng Cheng felt that his legs were a little weak.

Taking a deep breath, Cheng Cheng strode forward and pushed everyone away, only to see Chu Mu smiling at the rabbit boy.

Cheng Cheng's eyes were dry and he wanted to cry.

"Brother, come here."

He coldly pulled Chu Mu aside,

"You are my brother's friends, don't wait, I have something to do with my brother." He waved to everyone

"What are you doing?" Chu Mu frowned and looked at him,

"Brother..." Cheng Cheng lowered his head, he still didn't dare to look into Chu Mu's eyes

"Don't get too close to them..." He didn't know why, but he was afraid that Chu Mu would learn badly from those people.

"Why?" Chu Mu sneered, "Do you know that they are the same as me? I don't like women, but if I say so, how will the people around me think of me? Do you know what I can do? I have to talk to them Together I can find my place."

Cheng Cheng didn't know how to tell Chu Mu, he felt that Chu Mu shouldn't do that, he shouldn't cuddle with other boys anytime, anywhere, talking and laughing.

"Cheng Cheng." Chu Mu was amused and helpless, "You don't understand."

"What don't you understand!" Cheng Cheng yelled at Chu Mu for the first time, his neck stiffened and his eyes flushed.

"You all think that I don't understand, you all think that I haven't grown up yet! Chu Mu, I just like you! You didn't push me away when I kissed you during Chinese New Year, you still like me, don't you! You and brother Shaohan They're lying to me! I just don't like girls,

Just don't like them!Why do you always say that I don't understand..."

They said he was stupid, they said he was stupid, and he admitted it.

But who is thinking in my heart, who is thinking,

But he understands.

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"Then what are you going to say?" Chu Mu clasped his hands in front of his chest and looked at him with his chin raised.

"I like you..." Cheng Cheng blushed when Chu Mu asked him.

"So you still don't understand."

Chu Mu turned and left, and walked out of the hall without waiting for Cheng Cheng to answer.

……

Cheng Cheng still didn't understand, he just regarded this liking as the liking with Xia Ming and those little girls.

But in fact, this kind of liking bears too many responsibilities, and what it bears may be a lifetime of blind eyes and contempt.

Don't tell me it's a brother.

……

It's fine if you just like it

……

but how is it possible

……

My parents raised Cheng Cheng as their son, for them, I and Cheng Cheng are all hope.I may have embarked on this road because of my character developed in the orphanage, but Cheng Cheng is different, he is so simple and stupid, and those gentle girls should be suitable for him. What he needs more is a home, a family. A virtuous wife and a well-behaved child.

rather than yourself.

He can't give Cheng Cheng these

……

Cheng Cheng didn't go back to the box, he sent a text message to Zhang San saying that he had something to do and left first.

……

Based on his memory, he found the red brick building where Chu Mu used to live. After more than ten years, he was still sleeping quietly in the night, even though it didn't fit in with the surrounding tall buildings.

He walked through the streets where he and Chu Mu once walked, looked at those old trees, it was already night, only a lonely street lamp dragged his back.

In the end, instead of taking the bus, he walked back step by step.

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It was already eleven o'clock when we got home. The Chu family couple were very anxious and asked him where he had been. He just smiled and said it was a class reunion.

When he opened the door, he found that Chu Mu was packing his luggage and brushes.

"Where are you going?" Cheng Cheng felt that his voice was trembling.

"Art training, go to City B." Chu Mu didn't raise his head, as if the conversation between the two brothers before didn't exist anymore.

"Why..." City B is so far away, how could Chu Mu get used to it by himself?

"I'm afraid I won't be admitted to H Normal University." Chu Mu fiddled with his paintbrush, "Take the arts."

"You must pass the exam..." Cheng Cheng's throat tightened,

Now that he's gone, is Chu Mu going too...

"If I'm not [-]% sure, I won't do it." Chu Mu looked up at him, his earrings shining brightly.

Cheng Cheng was dumbfounded.

……

"I……"

"Don't say anything about what you like in the future." Chu Mu shifted his body and brushed past him,

"You are still my younger brother, originally, now, and in the future."

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