ten years without injury

So, Chu Mu, do I like you?

……

This thought made him start to feel a little inexplicable panic, like you have been relying on, should be siblings, but deep down in your heart you regard him as the person you love.

……

He wanted to find someone to talk to and ask questions.But I don't know who to turn to.

……

In the community garden in the early morning, there were very few people.

Cheng Cheng sat on the bench and looked up at the sky. Uncle Chu and Aunt Chu went out to buy groceries, and the house was empty.

Today was originally a signing event for an author who wrote Tomb Raiders.

Chu Mu likes the little brother in it the most.

He knew, so he entrusted Mazi to line up for autographs.

In the end, Chu Mu went to Lin Ze's birthday party with that boy.

……

The laughter and cursing of two boys came from the small bush beside him, which gradually became blurred and ambiguous. He looked sideways and recognized one of them as Shao Han.

But now, Shao Han is holding the back of another boy's head, kissing him inseparably.

Cheng Cheng "..."

I wiped it! ! ! ! ! !

Why are gays everywhere, especially this year! ! ! ! ! !

...Now is Gay and Lily ready to dominate the world...

He swallowed his saliva, secretly bowed and prepared to leave, when Shao Han saw it, it wasn't too good...

Lu Shiqian was originally afraid of being discovered in the community, but when he saw Cheng Cheng's clothes at a glance, he was shocked, and suddenly pushed Shao Han away, which gave Shao Han a big jump.

"what happened?"

Shao Han followed Lu Shiqian's gaze, "Cheng Cheng?"

……

Cheng Cheng: ... Ou Lou... was discovered...

He didn't lift his leg, and it didn't matter if he didn't lift it.

I had to wave awkwardly, QWQ "Hi~~~~~"

Shao Han "..."

Lu Shiqian scratched his head, "I'm going to find Shaoxi..." Without even looking at the two of them, he ran away: Nima, throw someone to death...

Cheng Cheng stood where he was, twisting and twisting.

This feeling of breaking someone's adultery is really... so cool...

"Cheng Cheng." Shao Han beckoned him over,

Cheng Cheng stood straight like a sapling, "I didn't see it!"

Shao Han "..."

Cheng Cheng "..."

The two looked at each other without speaking to each other.

Shao Han sighed, how did Chu Mu, Er Que's younger brother, get involved.

"What did you see?"

"Just...you are..." Cheng Cheng lowered his head,

"It's very strange." Shao Han rubbed the center of his brows, thinking how about educating Cheng Cheng.

"No..." Cheng Cheng was a little puzzled, "It's just... how do you feel about kissing boys?"

"You...?" Shao Han found the point of his words.

"That's right..." Cheng Cheng lowered his head, "You and my brother."

Shao Han "..." == Chu Mu, you are so stupid!

Cheng Cheng lowered his head and thought for a while, then gritted his teeth, "Brother Shao Han, let me ask you something."

Shao Han raised his head, "Huh?"

……

If Chu Mu is the little god in Cheng Cheng's heart, then Shao Han is the big god.

In fact, Shao Han didn't have much contact with him, but he just felt that Shao Han could be trusted.

There are some things, it might not be wrong to ask him...

"Brother Shao Han..." Cheng Cheng looked away, "I think I may fall in love with my brother..."

"..." Hey, little ancestor, can you stop joking!

Shao Han was a little helpless, "What's going on..."

"I don't know... It's just that seeing my brother with other people makes me uncomfortable."

Shao Han rubbed the center of his brows, what is this?

"With someone else? With a woman?"

"……fine……"

"So it's only with men?"

"Yes..." Cheng Cheng was a little embarrassed.

"Then if you imagine yourself making out with another man, will you feel sick?"

"Nonsense, it must be disgusting!"

Seeing Shao Han's eyes, Cheng Cheng touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment, "That's not what it means... I, I, I..."

"I know." Shao Han found a chair and sat down, "Cheng Cheng, you are not gay."

……

He looked into Cheng Cheng's clear eyes, simply ignorant of worldly affairs.

Maybe Chu Mu didn't want him to get in touch with this circle too much, so that's why he didn't talk to him.

……

"Cheng Cheng." Shao Han patted the stool, "Sit."

Cheng Cheng sat down obediently, a little embarrassed.

"You..." Shao Han took a breath, "Maybe it's just some brother control."

"...Brother control?"

This kind of cute attribute has half a dime relationship with him...

"You see, you still want to find a girlfriend for your brother, so let me ask, if Chu Mu were your boyfriend, would you want to find a wife for your boyfriend?"

"I……"

"So." Shao Han squinted his eyes and patted him on the head, "It's just that I have a crush on my brother."

It turned out to be just like this...

Seeing Cheng Cheng's sullen look, Shao Han rubbed his head, "Go and play." He still has to go to accompany his wife.

Cheng Cheng nodded blankly, and walked out of the community.

Shao Han narrowed his eyes until he disappeared, then dialed Chu Mu's phone while walking back.

"Chu Mu, your brother just now..."

……

Chu Mu, who was still drinking at the bar, stood up alone, "What did you say!"

"I explained to your brother, your brother is just love brother." Shao Han comforted him

"...Thank you." Chu Mu sat down again and breathed a sigh of relief.

He knew that Cheng Cheng would ask about this, but he didn't expect to ask Shao Han instead of himself.

In fact, this is also good, if you ask yourself, I'm afraid I don't know how to explain it.

Brother control... at least better than homosexuality...

Cheng Cheng is too simple, just like the boy Shao Han likes.

...Do I like Cheng Cheng?

The answer is of course no,

He only regards Cheng Cheng as his younger brother,

It's just siblings, nothing to do with love

……

right……

Just as Chu Mu sat down, the rabbit boy next to him leaned over, "What's wrong?"

He shook his head, the rabbit boy in front of him was his first boyfriend.

It's not like they like it, it's just that they have a common language.

We got to know each other while chatting online,

Then it just came together naturally.

"Drink." He raised his head and drank his glass. In his core, Chu Mu was somewhat ostentatious and unrestrained, but just like Cheng Cheng, he was used to pretending.

……

Cheng Cheng stood at the door of "Qise" holding the autograph book that Mazi had snatched for him.

He called Chu Mu just now, and Chu Mu said that he was outside and would go back in a while.

But when Cheng Cheng heard the other end of the phone, Lin Ze said, "This bar..."

He already knew where Chu Mu was.

'Seven Colors' is a bar opened by Lin Ze's cousin. He once heard Chu Mu briefly mention it, but Chu Mu must have never expected that every word he said would leave a deep impression on him.

……

It was already around six o'clock in the evening, and the bar was bright and dark, Cheng Cheng frowned habitually.

He hasn't been to bars very often, and he doesn't even go to Internet cafes often.

Moreover, this bar is different from other bars in his impression...

……

The men who came and went always glanced at him intentionally or unintentionally, and the explicit teasing made him feel uncomfortable.

He looked down at his shoes, wondering if he could get in or not.

In fact, he didn't even think about why he came here.

It's just that after hanging up Chu Mu's phone and walking, he was already at the door of the bar.

……

It turned out that Chu Mu would also come to this kind of place.

……

He looked up and saw a man winked at him, then walked towards him with a smile,

Cheng Cheng started to back away, the man's eyes reminded him of some kind of cat.

"Cheng Cheng? Why are you here?" Lin Ze originally planned to come out to talk to his cousin, but when he looked up, he saw Cheng Cheng who was stepping back step by step.

QAQ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

For the first time, Cheng Cheng discovered that Lin Ze was so kind and lovely.

Lin Ze: "...Why are you looking at me like that..." Will I be beaten to death by Chu Mu ==

...

"Chu Mu, your brother, I brought it for you." Lin Ze picked up the tassel chain, and Cheng Cheng saw four people sitting in the corner.

Chu Mu, the rabbit boy, and two girls

One of the boys-like girls rubbed Cheng Cheng's head with a smile, "Chu Mu, your brother?"

Chu Mu smiled, it was an answer

"Also a rabbit

"Get lost..." Chu Mu cursed with a smile, got up, but there was concern on his face that couldn't be concealed, "Why are you here?"

Cheng Cheng scratched his head, "What is Master Rabbit?"

Chu Mu looked at the sky, "...that means you are cute."

Cheng Cheng "..."

Chu Mu waved at them, "Then I'll go first."

Several people laughed and cursed, but still waved goodbye.

……

After leaving the bar, Chu Mu straightened his collar in embarrassment.

He really didn't expect Cheng Cheng to be gay.

"Did any guy strike up a conversation with you just now?"

"No... right..."

Chu Mu sighed, fortunately...

Cheng Cheng looked at Chu Mu's side face, like a bright spring day after the winter snow had melted, but he felt a little regretful.

It turns out that I'm just a brother-in-law...

I didn't like it...

He took a few steps forward, holding Chu Mu's hand as he did when he was a child,

"I'm sorry."

……

He didn't understand why he had to apologize.

……

Sorry, I wanted to punch your boyfriend.

Sorry for being so stupid, I seem to have caused you a lot of trouble.

……

Chu Mu, you are just my brother,

Is it... is it...

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