Xue Huan

Zhuo Donglai was not in a hurry when he left in a hurry, he also asked for a room in this inn to rest.

At night, the moonlight was as cool as water, and Lu Xiaofeng couldn't sleep in his room. He was a curious person, and Li Xunhuan's story made him scratch his heart and lungs with curiosity, but he didn't want to ask Li Xunhuan directly, not because he didn't dare, nor because Whose intention, he even knew that as long as he asked, Li Xunhuan would definitely answer.What kind of story should be behind Li Xunhuan? His skill in his past world must have been full of ups and downs. After so many years in the rivers and lakes, Lu Xiaofeng also knows that every wonderful story is mixed with pain and bitterness to some extent. Although a man can afford to let it go, there are always some people who may seem to smile lightly afterwards, but the wounds in their hearts will only get deeper and deeper as time goes by. His intuition is surprisingly accurate by nature, Li Xunhuan is Such people.Knowing that the rotting flesh of the wound would never heal unless it was dug out, Lu Xiaofeng still couldn't bear to touch it, so it was obviously not a taboo topic, and no one had broken the secret until now. In fact, Lu Xiaofeng knew better in his heart that Ximen Chuuxue was more suitable to come Do this, but is it because he has known Li Xunhuan the longest?Ximen is obviously not a gentle person, anyone who looks at him will think that Huamanlou is more suitable than Ximen Chuuxue, but if it is Li Xunhuan, he must choose to expose his wounds in front of one person, and that person must be Ximen Chuuxue.However, Ximen Chuuxue has such a silent temperament. He and Li Xunhuan are indifferent and domineering while the other is gentle and forbearing. From a certain point of view, they are a perfect match, Lu Xiaofeng thought strangely.

So Lu Xiaofeng, who couldn't sleep, dragged Huamanlou, who was also still asleep, to the courtyard for a walk, the dark night was dyed with the dim yellow light in the corridor, the moonlight in the courtyard was slightly cool, Zhuo Donglai sat alone, with an exquisite jug in front of him , holding the best grape nectar, the posture seems to be waiting for someone.

Seeing Lu Xiaofeng and Hua Manlou's arrival, Zhuo Donglai was not surprised, he smiled and invited them to sit opposite him.Lu Xiaofeng wondered:

"Boss Zhuo seems to have known that the two of us would be here?"

"Lu Xiaofeng is the best nosy person in the Jianghu, and ordinary people who are nosy are definitely full of curiosity. You are not very curious about what I say during the day."

Hua ManLou smiled and said to Lu XiaoFeng: "Lu XiaoFeng, you are really famous, Boss Zhuo doesn't need to be the roundworm in your belly to know what you think."

As soon as the words came out, both of them laughed, Lu Xiaofeng touched his nose in embarrassment and said:

"Boss Zhuo can solve my doubts."

Zhuo Donglai sniffed the fine wine in the glass, and said leisurely:

"One school of seven Jinshi, father and son three Tanhua. The Li family has been scholarly for generations, and Li Xunhuan's father and brother and he have both won Tanhua. It is rumored that the emperor at that time changed his name as the number one scholar in order to achieve the reputation of "San Tanhua". Cheng Tanhua, this is why the world respectfully calls him Xiao Li Tanhua."

Zhuo Dong was very involved in speaking, his voice had a strange magic power that made people unable to help following his thoughts. This was a myth he had heard since he was a child, and it was rare for young people not to admire Li Xunhuan.

"He is greedy for wine, hates evil like hatred, loves friends like himself, spends money like water, shoots knives like flying, and regards death as home. People in the Jianghu call him Liuruzi. He was an official in his early years, and later he joined the Jianghu. He became famous as a young man. He has more than 180 years of experience. Xiao Li Fei Dao has never been defeated, Xiao Li Fei Dao is famous all over the world, and Bai Xiaosheng ranked the martial arts weapons first, Li Fei Dao is ranked third." Speaking of this, Lu Xiaofeng and Lu Xiaofeng both agreed He held his breath, and then Zhuo Donglai continued: "It's not easy to be a young hero. Once he was besieged and seriously injured, but when he was about to die, he was rescued by others. Dao had such an unknown elder brother. That man was Long Xiaoyun, who sent the injured Li Xunhuan home, and Li Xunhuan invited him to live with him at home, but later Long Xiaoyun fell in love with his cousin Lin Shiyin at first sight, but unfortunately, he His cousin is his unmarried wife."

Zhuo Donglai sneered, and continued: "Then this elder brother fell into lovesickness because of it, he confided his heart to Li Xunhuan, asked him to marry Lin Shiyin to him, and looked like he was dying of illness, I don't know if he knew it or not. Lin Shiyin was Li Xunhuan's fiancée. After that, Li Xunhuan began to hang out in brothels. For two full years, Lin Shiyin was heartbroken, and under Long Xiaoyun's enthusiastic pursuit, she agreed to marry him as his wife. Give it to Lin Shiyin as a dowry, and leave the customs for ten years."

Hearing this, everyone was silent, that's what the impermanence of the world said.But the matter is not over yet, Li Xunhuan was repeatedly framed by Long Xiaoyun after he came back from outside the pass, and almost killed him, the plum blossom robbery, Shangguan Jinhong's incident, it seems that evil comes with evil, Long Xiaoyun finally died, The battle between Li Xunhuan and Shangguan Jinhong was earth-shattering and ended with Shangguan Jinhong's death.Since then, Xiao Li Feidao has become a generation of martial arts myths.Is the story over? The story should be over, but few people know about Li Xunhuan's exhaustion and guilt, and his tolerance and tolerance for the Long family.

The story was roughly finished, and many of the details were not known outside the parties involved. Although the rumors in the world tend to exaggerate the facts, but thinking of Li Xunhuan's knife, Lu Xiaofeng felt that the rumors were true.After contemplating for a while, Lu Xiaofeng broke free from the story just now, suddenly smiled and said:

"Brother Li's past is really wonderful, it's just..." Zhuo Donglai knew what he wanted to say, most people in the Jianghu also have such a "just", he laughed:

"It's just that he actually gave up his fiancée to such a despicable person? Young Master Hua thinks so too?" Hua Manlou was silent, Zhuo Donglai continued:

"Put yourself in your shoes, what would you two do?"

The two were stunned, and after a while Lu Xiaofeng smiled wryly and said:

"I don't know, at least I won't give up my fiancee."

"Actually, I don't know, but if I'm really in Brother Li's position, I think I will respect Miss Lin's choice as much as possible." Hua Manlou shook his head and smiled wryly.

Zhuo Donglai couldn't deny it, he just wanted to raise the corners of his lips and said in an unclear way:

"So you are not Li Xunhuan, and you are not Lin Shiyin." Ignoring Lu Xiaofeng and Hua Manlou's silence, Zhuo Dong looked behind the pillars in the corridor. The people had already left, but they had already heard everything. What will they do next? , this is not his responsibility for Zhuo Donglai.

The night was getting dark, but the lights in Li Xun Huan's room were still on.

Ximen Chuuxue knocked on the door of Li Xunhuan's room, Li Xunhuan was obviously still awake, and was obviously surprised when he saw him coming, then smiled and said:

"Simen hasn't slept so late?"

Ximen Chuuxue didn't speak, but just looked at Li Xunhuan fixedly, Li Xunhuan's scalp was a little numb from his look, and he forced the corner of his mouth to say:

"What's the matter, Simon?"

Ximen Chuuxue's mood at this time is far from being as calm as he appears to be. Li Xunhuan briefly mentioned to him his past entanglements with his cousin and sworn brother, but at that time his pain was too obvious, and he couldn't bear to entangle him. But after listening to Zhuo Donglai's words just now, he suddenly realized that Li Xunhuan is such a forbearing and gentle person, many wounds are hidden and hidden, although it will not hurt for a while, but it will never heal.More importantly, during the day, Li Xunhuan talked with Zhuo Donglai. Zhuo Donglai had never been with Li Xunhuan before, but he knew Li Xunhuan well. Well, what Ximen Chuuxue minded was that he and Li Xunhuan were not in the same world.

"Xunhuan, you once told me that you have a cousin."

Sure enough, Ximen wanted to ask about this matter. After Zhuo Donglai appeared in the daytime, he knew that there were many things that he should tell him. He wanted to share with him all the insights he had when life and death were on the line.Li Xunhuan brought Ximen into the room, was silent for a while, and asked with a smile:

"Simon wants to know my story?"

"As long as it's about you." I'm willing to listen.

"That year when I was a No. [-] candidate in high school, my father had always hoped that I would win the No. [-] prize. However, things are unpredictable. After the news spread that I was nominated for No. [-], my father was so stimulated that he couldn't get sick, so he just left... "Speaking of the departure of his relatives, his eyes showed sadness, which is a pain that cannot be worn away no matter how many years.

"My relatives have passed away, and I only have my cousin as my relative. Our childhood sweetheart grew up and she should have been my wife... Shiyin is the queen of the Demon Sword Gate, so it caused the siege of martial arts people. I was seriously injured. Long Xiao Yun saved me and Shiyin...he was a good guy, if it wasn't because he got involved with me, how could he be like this..." Li Xunhuan spoke slowly, But he was very careful, the past was not without pain, but he slowly chewed it bit by bit.Long Xiaoyun is dying of illness, he loves his fiancée, whose fault is this, what can he do?

After finally telling a story about the past, Li Xunhuan was still stunned and silent, dreaming back at midnight, full of Long Xiaoyun's distorted look, Shiyin's desolate and complaining eyes, they blamed him, even he blamed himself.Just as he was thinking, his hands suddenly felt warm, and when he looked up, Ximen Chuuxue's sword-holding hands were directly covering the back of his hands.

"Do you think the result will change if you do it again?" Li Xunhuan always knew that Ximen Chuuxue's voice was very cold, but this time, it was so cold that it made him shiver. Then he smiled wryly:

"Ximen, you..." He didn't continue, because Ximen Chuuxue just looked at him quietly, looked into his eyes, his heart, and there was nothing to hide from all his evasions and concealments.He seemed to be exhausted, yes, what can change?With a brother on one side and a lover on the other, could he really watch Long Xiaoyun die of illness?Long Xiaoyun, who has saved lives for himself and Shiyin, Li Xunhuan would not let him die even if he died, Lin Shiyin is too kind, if she knew about this, would she still be able to marry him with peace of mind?In fact, Li Xunhuan also knew that even if he had really made up his mind to marry Lin Shiyin regardless of Long Xiaoyun's life, they would not be able to be happy.

He couldn't give Lin Shiyin what he wanted, and if something happened to Long Xiaoyun, there would be a huge gap between them. If they could live happily ever after, he wouldn't be Li Xunhuan and she wouldn't be Lin Shiyin.It is impossible for him and Lin Shiyin to get married, it was doomed from the moment Long Xiaoyun fell in love with Lin Shiyin.No, it was even worse, even without Long Xiaoyun, they would not be able to be happy forever. Thinking of this, Li Xunhuan closed his eyes in pain, how could a hero of the rivers and lakes get a good belonging from a lady?

"It's not anyone's fault, you just don't want to let yourself go."

Hearing this, Li Xunhuan's lips trembled and he couldn't say a word. He didn't know it, but he couldn't help but think over and over again: Without him, Shiyin and eldest brother might be happy forever, and their family would be happy forever. Peace and beauty for a lifetime.Isn't this self-deception? Without him, how could Long Xiaoyun have the opportunity to be with Shiyin? Even if he didn't come back from outside the pass, people mentioned that Long Xiaoyun would always be Li Xunhuan's sworn brother. Under Li Xunhuan's halo, Long Xiaoyun's few good qualities have long been distorted, and what should be broken will be broken sooner or later, how much has it to do with him?

Ximen Chuuxue was right, he just refused to let himself go.

"You are kind to everyone, but you are cruel to yourself. If you treat yourself a little bit as you treat your friends, you can make yourself live well." Speaking of this, Ximen Chuuxue's tone contained anger Why isn't he annoyed that the person he treats so hard is hurt by himself.

Li Xun Huan opened his eyes quickly, he saw the faint anger in Ximen's eyes, he pursed his lips and wanted to explain something, but he was speechless, thinking about how Ximen treated him in the past, he felt guilty and sorry for no reason.

Ximen Chuuxue took a deep breath, the waves in his eyes gradually subsided, he continued to say coldly: "The past is over, I can't say that you are not wrong at all," at least I don't think you are wrong at all, he didn't say that. He said it, but his next movement made Li Xunhuan's body stiff, and Ximen Chuuxue got up and hugged him.

"But Xunhuan, I hope you can come out." Li Xunhuan couldn't see Ximen Chuuxue's expression, but these were the most gentle words he had ever heard him say.