Only love Zheyu

Chapter 14: Rejection Against the Heart

The general rested his hand on my ear.

Just as I was falling into his caressing eyes, I felt his fiery part pushing in.

"what!......"

The avatar suddenly pulled out.

"What's wrong? Will it hurt?"

Stupid general!  …

I held back my tears, "No...don't...worry about me..."

This time, he became cruel. The firmness that was originally only in the backyard suddenly pushed in.

"Oh!..." I couldn't help reaching out and grabbing his wrist.

The body began to swing, slowly, intriguingly...

"what……"

one at a time.

"Zi Yu...help me."

Then he took my hand over his shoulder.

"I don't want to...scratch you..."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how tightly you hold on." The general's comforting smile went straight to my heart.

"General..."

"Cui Xuan..."

"Um?......"

"My name, call my name..."

"Xuan...Xuan..."

Then the swinging became intense. Every thrust brought great pleasure.

I clasped my hands behind his neck, "Xuan!..."

Every time I call his name, he pushes harder.

"Woo!...Wait a minute!..."

But the man didn't slow down, on the contrary, he thrust and thrust crazily.

"Ah!...Xuan!..."

"Azusa Yu!..."

Then, our bodies tightened, which was the peak of pleasure I had never experienced before.

After that night, I hid in Cui Xuan's arms and cried bitterly.

He was very worried and asked me urgently what was wrong.

I didn't say anything.

I'm so scared. Because, I have gradually fallen in love with this person.

Why should it be him? Haven't I learned a lesson from the prince's experience?

I must get out in time before I get stuck.

When I woke up the next day, I found that I was still in his arms. He was looking at me quietly.

"...why haven't you left yet?" I asked lightly.

"I'm worried about you. You've been crying since last night, and I'm afraid you'll remember something unpleasant."

"...with the general, how could Ziyu think of unpleasant things..."

"...Call me by my name."

"General, don't be kidding..."

"Zi Yu!" Another kiss. "...I like you."

I avoided his affectionate eyes, and felt pain in my heart like dripping blood.

Do you like it?! Hmm... the prince told me this before, but didn't the prince also send me away in the end?

This person cannot belong to me. He is a great general, and I am just a male favorite.

Although he has told me many times that it is not, I know that "male favorite" will be a stigma that I will never get rid of for the rest of my life.

"Azusa... what are you thinking?"

"nothing……"

"You're thinking about male favorites, aren't you?"

"..."

"Zi Yu... I'll take you to Beijing, okay?"

"...to Beijing?" I looked at him in surprise.

"In the capital, no one will recognize you anymore. No one will say that you are not. You just live in my mansion and stay with me every day, okay?"

I desperately suppressed the tears in my eyes, unable to speak for a long time.

Cui Xuan forced a smile suddenly, "Or, you still can't let the prince go in your heart?......"

His eyes at this moment are so melancholy, so unwilling, but helpless.

I really want to tell him that I have been disheartened by the prince early in the morning, but I don't want to give Cui Xuan any hope.

In the end, I can only say, "I'm afraid Ziyu... just can't respond to the general's thoughts..."

I couldn't tell what Cui Xuan was thinking after hearing it, but then he forced himself to smile, "I understand."

Then said nothing more.

The big thing is that I saw the general leaving my bedroom early in the morning, and Yan Fei rushed in without saying a word.

He wasn't shy when he saw me half naked, there was only tension and concern on his face.

"Yan Fei, don't worry. I slept with the general last night... I voluntarily..."

"master……"

"Now you must think that I have no morals and look down on me." I smiled wryly as I put on my robe.

"Yan Fei won't look down on Master..."

"That's right...he always said that...he said he liked me and wanted to take me to Beijing." I stated lightly.

"...the general said so?"

"Yeah! He must be joking! How can a dignified general be so masculine?! It's not like he doesn't know who I am!..." I suddenly turned my back to Yan Fei, not wanting to let He saw my face contorted with sobs.

"...Yan Fei, you should go out first." I forced myself to be calm before I could say a word.

There was silence in the room. After a long time, I heard the sound of Yan Fei leaving.