shell change

At midnight, Qin Rui stood at the door of an old apartment.

Reaching out and turning the doorknob, the door was locked. Qin Rui looked up at the window above the apartment, it was closed tightly and the curtains were drawn, so he couldn't see if there was anyone inside.

After thinking for a while, Qin Rui fumbled in his pocket, took out a small key with an old cartoon character charm on it, inserted it tentatively, turned it, and there was a click on the door, The lock was opened.

Gently opened the door, a musty smell wafted into the nostrils. It seemed that the house had not been lived in for a while, but the empty bowls of instant noodles left on the table and various pills brought back from the hospital showed that Seeing that someone has come back to this room recently, it's just that the windows have not been opened to get some air.

This apartment was bought by Su Wenhao and Qin Rui with a loan after graduation. Although it is not big, it is enough for two people to live in. Qin Rui guessed that after Su Wenhao left the hospital, he should return to this place full of memories. , it seems that he guessed right.

Walking through the hall lightly, Qi Rui came to the door of the room, he tentatively turned the doorknob, but the door was not locked, so he gently opened the door.

The room is simple and tidy, very Su Wenhao's style, but the table is covered with a layer of dust, showing that the owner has not cleaned it for a while, the wheelchair is placed at the end of the bed, and there is a person curled up on the bed, sleeping on it , that person is Su Wenhao who ran out of the hospital.

Qi Rui stepped forward lightly, Su Wenhao seemed to be sleeping very restlessly, his sleeping face looked a bit depressed, the faint black and blue under his eyes showed that the owner's long-term poor sleep quality, and there were traces of dried tears on his cheeks.

Qi Rui looked at Su Wenhao's sleeping face with distress, and unconsciously stroked his cheek with his hand, slowly rubbing along the tear trail, and then stretched out his hand to stroke Su Wenhao's bangs.

"Qin Rui..." Seemingly feeling each other's breath, Su Wenhao didn't wake up, but murmured like a dream, and unconsciously rubbed his cheek against Qin Rui's palm.

Qin Rui showed a sad smile, his hand responded to Su Wenhao, and said softly: "I am... I am by your side, and I will always be there in the future."

"Don't leave me..." A tear fell from the corner of Su Wenhao's eyes, the poor man was probably repeating the nightmare of being abandoned by Qin Rui in his dreams, that's why he couldn't even sleep peacefully.

"...No...I won't leave you..." Qin Rui's deep voice was a little choked up: "...never again..."

Frowning uncomfortably, Su Wenhao slowly opened his eyes. When he just woke up, he saw Qin Rui who was sitting on the edge of his bed, looking at him tenderly, and was a little dazed for a moment.

"Ah!!!" Su Wenhao, who took a while to wake up, yelled and bounced his body to the side like an electric shock. He fumbled for the switch of the bedside table in a hurry, and turned on the small lamp beside the bed. .

"Qin Rui..." Rubbing his eyes, the yellowish light shone on Qin Rui's face, Su Wenhao finally confirmed that the person in front of him was not a hallucination, he trembled, and said in a somewhat uncertain tone: "It's really you... ?”

"It's me... It's really me..." Seeing Su Wenhao, who was a little happy and more uncertain, and Qin Rui, who was so distressed, hurried forward and gently poured people into his arms In the middle, he patted the other person on the back and said, "I'm here to find you...I miss you so much...I miss you so much..."

"No!!!" Su Wenhao pushed Qin Rui away as if he had woken up. He looked at Qin Rui with a sad expression that was about to cry.

"Why did you come back!" Su Wenhao's eyes were flushed, and big tears kept falling down: "Didn't you say that you don't want to see me again in this life, don't you want to come back to this dilapidated apartment again!?"

"I didn't..." Qin Rui anxiously wanted to explain, but he opened his mouth, but couldn't think of a better explanation, so he clenched his fists and lowered his head: "...I'm sorry..."

"You didn't do anything to me!" Su Wenhao sniffled and forced himself to put away his weak expression. He squinted at Qin Rui, pretending to be cruel and sarcastically said: "What you said back then was absolutely right. , I don't have money, I don't have a powerful dad, it doesn't help your career at all... More importantly, I am not a woman, I am a disgusting gay who likes men, and I will be looked down upon on the road ...Only this face can barely be seen, a useless and disgusting guy like me, what do you still come back to see me? You just let me fend for myself, right!?"

"Oh, no... oh my God..." Su Wenhao's words were like a sharp knife, cutting a bleeding hole in Qin Rui's heart sentence by sentence. Constantly kissing Su Wenhao's hair.

"He... no... I... how could I say such cruel words..." Even though Su Wenhao beat and beat, and even grabbed his arm and bit him hard, Qin Rui didn't even frown. Still with a hoarse and painful voice, he said: "I was wrong...I was really wrong...Please forgive me...Let me come back to you...I really want to be with you..."

"You lied!" Su Wenhao didn't believe Qin Rui's words at all, he yelled hysterically: "Don't you have a beautiful fiancee? You are both engaged! You warned me not to destroy your marriage Good thing, you still said that you really love her! You also said that you never loved me! Are you trying to lie to me again now!!!"

"No!" Qin Rui yelled loudly, his tough Jiangsu Wenhao's head hugged his chest, and said anxiously: "I like you! I only like you, and it has never changed from before to now! That woman The fiancée...yes...it's fake, it's just a scam I set up to appease my dad, I only love you! I was going to wait until the end of the matter to tell you! I didn't expect you to... Oh! Damn, I should have told you sooner!"

Su Wenhao suddenly stopped struggling, obviously stunned by this set of arguments, he raised his head, his red and swollen eyes showed an expression of disbelief: "What? What are you talking about..."

"It's true, I love you, and I've only ever loved you!" Qin Rui almost swears: "It was before, it is now, and it will be in the future. I have always had only you in my heart, and I can't stand Others! I will not let you go again! I want you, as long as you are alone, I only want you for every lifetime, really! Give me a chance, forgive me, trust me again, I will use time to prove that I am I really only treat you well, I just want to be with you forever..."

Su Wenhao heard Qin Rui's confession, his eyes were red, his lips trembled, his trembling hands gently wrapped around Qin Rui's waist: "You...you...are you telling the truth? Are you...are you true? of...love me...?"

"Really..." Sensing Su Wenhao's response, Qin Rui hugged him even tighter, and whispered softly in Su Wenhao's ear: "If you don't believe me, I will prove it with actions, and I will tell you every day...I love you ...I love you so much..."

"Qin Rui...Qin Rui...Qin Rui!!!" Maybe because he accepted Qin Rui's words, Su Wenhao burst into tears, as if he was venting his emotions.

"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... He cried and laughed and said, "You are not allowed to lie to me again! You are not allowed to leave my side again... woo woo woo!!!"

Qin Rui patted Su Wenhao on the back, like a patient and good lover, Qin Rui's eyes were also red.

"You're not dreaming, really..." Qin Rui said in a hoarse tone, "I'm back... I'm back by your side, and no one will be able to separate us from now on..."

The two hugged each other tenderly and cried together, expressing their love to each other, and the time passed slowly in the joy of the two lost and regained each other.

After most of the night like this, Su Wenhao finally seemed to have had enough of crying, he stopped crying, only his red nose and swollen eyes showed his previous gaffe.

Seeing Qin Rui staring at his smile, Su Wenhao turned his head a little embarrassed, his cheeks were slightly red and he said: "Don't look... I must be ugly now..."

Qin Rui gently smiled and kissed the other person's eyelids, making Su Wenhao's face even redder, and he said while kissing: "Not ugly, my Wen Hao is not ugly at all, no matter what you look like, you are my favorite Wen Hao..."

Su Wenhao was happily hugged by Qin Rui, feeling the other person's body temperature and his breath, and sincerely hoped that if this was a dream, God would make him never wake up.

"...By the way..." Qin Rui remembered something, and he shook Su Wenhao lightly.

"That... I have something to tell you..." Seeing Su Wenhao look up at him, Qin Rui said hesitantly: "A bad thing, you have to be mentally prepared first?"

"What's the matter? It made you look so ugly..." Seeing Qin Rui's expression was wrong, Su Wenhao also became nervous, so he asked anxiously.

"Yes...Chen Jiayou..." After a pause, Qin Rui slowly said the earth-shattering news: "He...he passed away..."

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