The more you wear your sister

It has been more than three months since I returned to modern times, and I still haven't been able to get out of the shadows. I stay in my room every day, and I don't care if I live more and more like the decadent dead house that I looked down upon before. Highly concentrated game, don't let your mind have a moment of idleness.

Even so, sometimes when I wake up in the morning, facing the familiar and empty room in front of me, I will inexplicably wet the pillow towel with tears.

I really don't know how long it will take for me to forget this unforgettable relationship and return to the peaceful life in the past, instead of living like this, I live out of my mind, and let my mother worry about me all day long.

This morning, for some reason, I dreamed of that Nuwa tribe again.

She is still so young and beautiful, and she still makes me feel like my mother at a glance.

"Are you okay?" she asked me.

"Not at all." I said sullenly.

"Then what..." She drew circles on the ground with the tip of her little tail, and said a little hesitantly, "Do you want to go back and see him?"

"...Is it really possible?" I scratched my head, a little confused about the situation in front of me. Could it be that this was a dream I had under the strong escape emotion?

"I can say yes." She held her head up, looking a little mighty and domineering.

"But... why did you help me?" I realized that this was not a dream, but I still didn't believe it. I always felt that this was not her style. Is it really okay to gossip like a god?

"After all, you are the reincarnation of that person... I don't want to see you so sad." The tip of her little tail started to spin again, "All this is because of me, but I'm a god, I always do whatever I want , I never think about others. Now that things are like this, I want to make up for it... In short, do you want to go back and see him!"

Can I still say no?Even though I had already given our relationship a death sentence intellectually, I missed him so much and desperately wanted to see him, even though I knew nothing would help but just to see him.

"Then you come with me." She stretched out her hand to me, "Oh yes, three years and four months have passed over there."

"...Why?" As soon as I asked the question, I felt my eyes dim.

In the blink of an eye, I was in a dimly lit room.

As soon as I saw this familiar decoration, I knew, isn't this the room I've been living in in the Immortal Master's Mansion?

The Nuwa ethnic group just said that more than three years have passed, but everything in this room seems to have remained the same. A dimly lit lamp was lit on the desk, and a certain motionless figure with its back facing me Plated with a layer of beating gold.

Is that Chu Feng?I was a little hesitant to be sure, Chu Feng gave me the feeling that he always straightened his back at all times, even when kneeling in front of the emperor and King Ning, he was neither humble nor arrogant, but why does this back look so depressed and lonely? , lifeless, could it really be him?

How should I greet him, what expression will he have when he sees me now?Will he be happy or blame him, or welcome me back as a guest politely, and introduce his family to me?

I was thinking about these things, and I dared not take a step forward, but suddenly my nose itched and I sneezed loudly.

Chu Feng suddenly turned around and looked at me in disbelief.

"You...you're back..." His voice trembled a little, were there tears in his eyes... Am I right?

"Hmm..." My tongue suddenly didn't belong to me, I just hugged my arms and rubbed it, Nima was so cold.

Chu Feng reacted immediately, and immediately shook off the clothes in his hands and put them on my body. Before I could think about why he was holding my clothes in his hands, he hugged me tightly.

He hugged me as if he wanted to rub me into his flesh and blood, and said in a trembling voice: "You are finally back, I thought I couldn't wait any longer..."

"You...waiting for me?" I couldn't turn the corner, so I pushed him hard, and he reluctantly let go of his embrace, but he still held my shoulder tightly, as if I would Running away: "Where have you been... I miss you every day, why don't you come back soon..."

"I...you... are you okay?" I didn't know what to say, I could only greedily look at this person I had been thinking about day and night, wishing that my eyes could become digital cameras at this moment, and suddenly Keep all his details permanently in your mind.

His face seems to have matured a lot, and the facial features are as firm as a rock. I couldn't help stretching out my fingers to try to smooth his frowning brows. I dare not think how depressed he has been in the past few years. There is already a shallow pattern of Sichuan characters.

Chu Feng grabbed my hand, with a blunt smile to cover up the traces of sorrow left on his face: "Are you hungry, here is your favorite snack."

I saw him take out my favorite dessert from the side cabinet, and thought of my clothes in his hands just now: "You know I'm coming back today?"

Chu Feng was silent for a while, and then said: "...How would I know, I don't even know if you will come back."

"Then..." I looked at the snack he stuffed into my hand, which was obviously just made today, "I... how long have I been walking?"

"It's been more than three years."

"Then you will always be like this, preparing clothes and food and waiting for me every day?" My tears flowed down, "Idiot!"

"Don't cry..." He wiped my tears with his still rough hands, and still smiled at me hard, "...it doesn't matter, as long as you can come back."

"I... I just came back to take a look." I sobbed, "I can't stay."

Chu Feng's movements stopped. The despair and sadness in his expression at that moment broke my heart. I hugged him fiercely, not daring to look at his face: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...we will eventually It is necessary to separate, this is our only way out... In the future, you should stop waiting around, live a good life with your wife and children, and forget about me."

"How could I forget..." His voice sounded in my ears with a sense of loss that was more sorrowful than heart-breaking, "I don't have any wife or children..."

I was so shocked that I let go of him, and asked in disbelief, "How... why? It's been... three years..."

"I always feel that if I don't marry a wife, you may still come back. If I do marry a wife and have children, I will never... never have another chance."

"...Stupid! What if I never come back? Are you still going to die alone like this?"

"I'd rather die alone with little hope than spend the rest of my life without hope." Chu Feng said resolutely.

I was stunned and looked at this stubborn man at a loss. The tenderness and nostalgia in Chu Feng's eyes almost drowned me. He kissed me lightly, hugged me again, and rubbed my cheeks reluctantly. Erbin seems to want to seize this last chance and hug her for a while longer.

I know I'm done, I'm afraid I'm really stuck in the mud, and I can't pull it out again.Even if I want to stay in this ancient wilderness with no electricity forever, even if I can never see my mother again, even if I want to throw all the greatest hobbies and skills I have learned in my life into the garbage dump, I can’t leave again him.

But Chu Feng held my face, and smiled at me a little forcedly: "Don't have this expression, be happy. You should be well after you go back, don't worry about me. I just wasn't sure if you were still here, I thought you were always angry with me and refused to see each other. Now that I know that everything is fine with you, I can feel at ease. You see, you have created such good conditions for me, and I will live very well here. Okay, don't worry."

"It's going to be a ghost." The Nuwa clansman suddenly appeared very abruptly, which shocked me and Chu Feng.

Chu Feng looked at the fairy with a human head and a snake body in surprise: "...Mother?"

Eh--? !

"Don't misunderstand your mother. I'm from the Nuwa ethnic group. Anyone who looks at me will feel like my mother." She wagged her tail and said, "I've thought about it before. It's inhumane to separate you like this. How about you?" Just take him there."

"It's still okay?!" I was stunned.

"What's wrong, I can get you here, so I can get him over. Anyway, people just don't want lovers to end well..." The tip of her little tail drew circles on the ground again, looking Feeling a little guilty.

"Really? Doesn't this violate any rules of heaven?" I still couldn't believe it.

"Hmph, it's great, just keep playing hide-and-seek with the errand, they can't beat me anyway."

... As expected of a great god, he is really capable of doing his own thing... although it doesn't look very reliable.

"So boy, make up your mind quickly, are you willing or not." She urged Chu Feng impatiently.

Chu Feng seemed to have just figured out the situation in front of him. He grabbed my hand and nodded without hesitation: "Yes."

"Hey, wait!" I looked at him in surprise, "You have to think about it, do you really want to give up your familiar living environment and go to a world that is completely unfamiliar to you? If you go, it means giving up Drop everything you have!"

"You...don't want me to go...?" He looked at me with a somewhat numb expression, and this kind of numbness appeared on his face, which looked particularly distressing.

I quickly denied: "Of course not! I wish I could be with you forever." I even thought about giving up everything and staying in ancient times.

"That's good..." He smiled, the gloom on his face disappeared, and the corners of his brows and eyes were full of joy and tenderness.

"...But the identity and status you have worked so hard to get will be gone there." I still feel a little pity, he really intends to throw away everything that he finally got for me?

"Status..." He smiled self-deprecatingly, "My current status is at best a ridiculous display."

"What? I do not get it.

"In short, I'm committed to you, don't regret it." He grabbed my hand and looked at me firmly.

"Whoever regrets is a puppy!" I also grabbed him hard, and this time I really didn't want to let go.

"Very good! In this way, I have finally done a good thing!" God Nuwa waved his hand in a good mood, "Then let's go!"

"Aren't you going to leave a letter and explain the funeral to the people here?" I reminded Chu Feng.

"Those are not important anymore." Chu Feng shook his head with a smile.

That's right, I thought the same way when I was leaving.

Liu Jinqing, Yang Jue, Xie Jin, Nu Hanzi, Hong Lian, Li Dai, those people in this world that I am familiar with or not, they will all have their own destiny and life, but they will never have anything to do with us in the future.