The more you wear your sister

I insisted on checking the wound on his back, but Chu Feng was reluctant at first, until I said that I would go to the military doctor to see the wound, and then he reluctantly untied his clothes.

Sure enough, the wound that had just scabbed not long ago had burst open. Fortunately, the crack was not big and there was no bleeding, just a little tissue fluid oozing out.

I felt relieved, breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to scold.

"You're an idiot, you! You're such an adult, you don't care about yourself at all. Do you have such a fool around? Do you think it doesn't matter as long as you don't die? If you want to torture yourself so much, just let me beat you up." Come on, I can't beat you to death anyway..."

I stopped cursing and cursing, because I always felt that his expression was not right when he was scolded. He was neither angry nor ashamed, but a little happy to see it.

"Are you happy to be scolded by me? You jerk off!"

He obviously didn't know what shaking m meant, but he just comforted me and said, "Don't be angry. I have been in the border all year round, and some behaviors may make you uncomfortable, but the rules here are like this, which is different from your imagination. It's not the same."

"What's different, tell me!" I don't want to listen to him fooling around.

"You asked me before why you couldn't become a person like me. I thought about it later. It must be because our living environment is different. Even if you live in Xingting Mansion for another ten years, you will still be the same as me. It’s different. I’m in a military camp, and I abide by the rules of the military camp. My adoptive father likes to compare the generals to a pack of wolves. I think this description is very appropriate. A lone wolf is weak, and only when they gather together can they become tigers, leopards, and bears. The power that everyone is afraid of. Therefore, being in the military camp is like being in a pack of wolves. If you have kindness in your heart, your subordinates will not obey. If you are timid in battle, it will be difficult to gain trust. , being unable to fight any longer means being abandoned by your companions.”

"Really?" I suddenly thought of the wounded barracks where there was no serious wounded. Is the reality really so cruel?Could it be that the kind of supportive friendship on the battlefield is also fake?

Chu Feng nodded: "It's like a pack of wolves will bite an injured companion to death, so as not to be dragged down. If you want to say that you are still stubborn after being injured, I'm afraid it's not just me, but all the soldiers on the border are like this. And among the wolves , Only strength can determine status, if I don't let them see that I still have the power to fight again after recovering from injury, I'm afraid it won't be long before no one will listen to me."

"But I see that your subordinates have always respected you. Are they all white-eyed wolves who turn their faces and deny people?"

"They only respect the strong. If I become disabled after this battle, and I can only do some work of writing paperwork and guarding the warehouse in the future, who will be in awe of me? In the military camp, this is human nature."

I was stunned, and he sighed softly: "I don't understand why you envy me, obviously I should be envious of you. If you are pushed to a desperate situation, everyone can become a wolf, which is not worth it at all." The one who is envious, but I... will never be able to become such a kind-hearted person like you again."

"...like a city under siege."

"What?" He didn't understand.

"The people outside want to come in, and the people inside want to go out." I sighed, "You're laughing at me again, I'm always so naive. You never do stupid things, so since you want to Self-abuse, there is always a reason for your self-abuse, so I shouldn't meddle in my own business."

With that said, I'm leaving.

"Don't be like this." He gave me a hand, "You can care about me...I'm very happy."

I just couldn't save my face, but I didn't want to leave at first, but when he pulled me, I turned around. I didn't want him to come over, and our faces were very close.

I was stunned for a moment, and he was also stunned. We just kept a breathing distance and stood together in a daze.

An awkward and ambiguous atmosphere suddenly spread.

The two sides were in a stalemate for a while, and finally he came forward first.

My breathing became disordered all of a sudden, and my heartbeat went up to one hundred and eight.

Our current relationship is very delicate. Although we are "together" in name, in fact it is always like a layer of window paper.It's not wrong to say that I hate being close to him, but I don't know why, even if he just holds my hand, I feel very awkward.

But in the current situation, it is obvious that I want to kiss, what should I do... Even my former girlfriend, I have never kissed anyone's small mouth.

But you have to think about it this way. If you don’t consider the gap between time and space, I will be 19 years old after the new year. People who are 19 years old have no experience of connecting kisses. It’s a bit bad to say it. Forget it, close your eyes and go all out. up!

It's hard to describe the feeling of a first kiss, it's not as magical as I thought it was, and it's just lips touching lips.

If I have to say...it is very soft.

He has calloused big hands of a martial arts practitioner, and a heart as hard as a Transformer, but his lips are unexpectedly soft, which is not at all like the impression he gave me.

He kissed lightly, and when our lips parted, I had a doubt in my heart that "it must be something wrong, why is it not magical at all", and I wanted to continue to try.

Then... they are all men, you know.

We kissed and then hugged, hugged and rolled on the bed, rolled and rolled and started to take off, and finally met honestly...

I accepted him with the natural curiosity and imagination of young people about h, and I didn't think about more things at all. It's so cruel.

He had just entered, and I immediately felt a sharp pain, and couldn't help but let out a scream.

"Shut up!" Perhaps considering the poor sound insulation of the barracks, he immediately covered my mouth and tried to suppress me who was constantly struggling.

"Uh...don't!...let me go!" When he did this, my desire to escape suddenly became stronger.

"Okay, okay, don't move first..." He still tried to calm my emotions with nice words, but it was too late, fear made me subconsciously activate the invisibility orb, and then the whole person passed through his body, wearing He fled past the wall without even daring to look back.

There is no doubt that this is an extremely bad behavior of mine, but I have no intention to pay attention to the question of whether it is kind or not to throw him there halfway to escape. At that time, I couldn't stop the strong desire to escape.

In fact, the pain in the body is still secondary, but at that moment, I suddenly felt an extremely strong fear and anxiety. Like the fear of getting out of the car to check but knowing that you're going to be screwed.

I went back to my room in a state of embarrassment, got dressed and poured a whole jug of cold water, and then began to think about a very serious question: what the hell am I doing.

It’s okay if you don’t think about it, but when I think about it carefully, I feel that I’m a terrible person, so I agreed to be with him in a daze, and stubbornly kept the agreement, without even thinking about the meaning of such a relationship. What.

Chu Feng is a sensible person, so he confirmed to me several times, asking me if I thought clearly, I always gave an affirmative and firm answer, and wondered why he didn't trust me so much, but in fact... I In fact, I really didn't think about it clearly.

In my mind, the so-called "basic love" is more like an upgraded version of friendship, but Chu Feng definitely doesn't think so.Maybe he really likes me, a useless dead otaku in ancient times, but I’m really not sure about my feelings for him, at least I didn’t “like” him before I vaguely agreed to be with him a feeling of.

Maybe it's because he was the first person who gave me a sense of dependence after coming to this strange world, so under the effect of the fledgling plot, I regard him as a psychological dependence, and maybe there are some feelings for him. Admiration, and maybe a little bit of liking, but I never thought about staying with him for a long time.

For a modern person, even if he graduated from university and went to a different city, he can break up, but for some ancient people who are more determined, it may be a lifetime to find someone.

No matter how you look at it, Chu Feng belongs to the stubborn category, and I will return to my own world in a few years, knowing that I will not stay in this era for long, why should I play with his feelings?Why use his sincerity to fill my momentary emptiness and loneliness.

Do you want me to tell him that our concept of love is "not to ask for forever but to once have"?Then he can't hack me to death.

It was despicable to agree to it without thinking clearly at the beginning, but it would be extremely despicable if you continue to do so after thinking clearly about it.

In short, I have already thought about it, I must resolutely reject him, and manage myself in the next time, resolutely reject everyone, and resolutely not get too deeply involved with anyone in this era.Because I am too face-to-face and may not be firm enough, so I want to say this "resolute" a few times.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for him to come to me.

I heard him say outside: "My lord, the last general Chu Feng is asking to see you."

I should have made it clear to him face to face, but when I thought of ruthlessly rejecting such a person who has been living a bad life and adding another knife to his miserable life, I didn't have the courage to meet him at all.

So I decided to pretend I wasn't there for a while and just sneaked over and put my ear to the door.

After waiting for a while, probably because there was no one else around, he changed his tone: "Bai Ze, are you inside?"

I covered my mouth and resolutely played dead to the end.

He seemed to be pressing against the door, and his voice almost rang in my ears: "Can you... open the door?"

Half of my heart has already softened, and the remaining half is beating drums to remind me, don't open the door, don't open the door, for a person like you who is not firm at all, if you lose your head after seeing each other, you will be beaten by him again. After coaxing casually, I forgot my last name.

While I was still having a violent psychological struggle, Chu Feng sighed softly outside and left.