Love 419

As the night darkened, Daochun was so cold that Xiang Feng and Cheng Weihan were shivering, Rong Bin looked at the two old friends helplessly, "Who are you two wearing so little for, and who is the one who is cold now?"

The other two didn't dare to say anything. Generally, what they need to do in front of Rong Bin is to be ready to "thank the Lord Long En" at any time.

"Juxianlou is not far from the bar, there are still three or four minutes, bear with it." Rong Bin said, the other two were arm in arm, their bodies leaning together, the fight at the table just now was replaced by eagerness to hug each other to keep warm.

When we arrived at the Xpress Bar, Xiang Feng and Cheng Weihan sat aside, and Rong Bin greeted the boss Le Tian, ​​"Le Tian, ​​are you busy?"

"Rong Shao, why are you here today? Don't you usually come on Saturdays?"

Rong Bin's eyes signaled to Xiang Feng and Cheng Weihan not far from Letian, Letian understood, and smiled: "What to drink?"

"Give me a glass of orange juice, and the two of you will each have a glass of water, hot."

"what?"

"Both of them drank a lot during the meal, and we left after talking."

"Okay, then you go and sit down, and I'll serve it to you."

"Thanks."

The dim lights and melodious music in the bar made people more and more relaxed. Cheng Weihan and Xiang Feng leaned on each other and looked at Rong Bin and Le Tian who were not far away. I hope you and Rong Bin can be a couple."

Cheng Weihan's eyes were blurred, and Rong Bin's figure in the distance was tall and handsome, "Yes, I hope too."

"In this way, both of you can be well. Now, look, one is worse than the other."

"You are not much better than the two of us. Xiang Feng, Rong Bin has come out, don't get caught in that whirlpool, the man he is for is at least worthy of his fall, and you, such a poor man, why bother?"

"Hehe, you are the one. If Zhou Yan gets married one day, you will have to be depressed for the rest of your life."

"...Yes, probably." Like a sigh, but also like talking to himself, Cheng Weihan's tone began to be as distant as Xiang Feng's, "If only I loved you or Rong Bin."

It's just that in this world, there is no way to assume, and there is no way to start again. If you love, you will love. How can you take back the feelings you gave, otherwise, what is it called love?

"Weihan, why don't you find a man, or solve your physical problems."

"I've found it, and I think of him when I do it, and I can't do it."

"What are you talking about?" When Rong Bin came over, he heard the last two sentences of their conversation, "Xiang Feng, don't come up with any bad ideas, Weihan, just leave when you have to, and stay where you are, is it interesting?"

Xiang Feng suddenly asked Rong Bin with blinking eyes, "Rong Bin, how did you forget that person, how did you forget?"

"If you forget, you really forget."

These words sound somewhat familiar. By the way, he once said to Rong Bin, "When you smile, you'll be happy."

The prince-like Rong Bin was busy serving two old friends, feeding them hangover soup, dragging them home, changing their pajamas, and sending them to bed one by one. It was already one o'clock in the morning when he returned to the bedroom .

The room is gorgeous and elegant, lying on a large European-style carved bed, Rong Bin remembered Xiang Feng's words, "Otherwise, find a man, or solve your physical problems." With a cold smile, he frowned, "It's so dirty."

*****

When Jian Yeming received a call from his ex-wife Ling Yan, he just picked up his son and returned home. On the phone, Ling Yan said that he wanted him to meet someone, and Jian Yeming readily agreed.

"Sui Sui, change into our clothes and let's go to dinner with mother."

"it is good."

Jian Sui is the son of Jian Yeming and Ling Yan. He is four years old this year. He is in the middle class of kindergarten. He has a little facial paralysis just like his father. The only difference is that his father at least looks serious and serious. This child is a dead fish all day long. Eyes, blankly, looked at everything around him coldly.

Jian Yeming sometimes thinks that Jian Sui seems to see through everything like this. He has hardly cried or laughed since he was two years old. Since last year, he even wears his own clothes. He never needs to be coaxed when eating or sleeping. He is so good that people are scared, Ling Yan sometimes feels cold sweat when he looks at his son, the little child has a cold expression, like a Zashiki boy in the animation.

Jian Yeming always feels ashamed of his son, he is not a good father, Ling Yan is not a good mother, both of them are cold-tempered, and they are not very good at getting along with their son, Jian Yeming also wants to have a good relationship with his son like everyone else, but Whenever he suggested something, his son would say "yes" with a cold face. After that, Jian Yeming didn't know what to say, and asked his son what he wanted, and his son's general answer was either to eat or sleep, and nothing else.

Ling Yan is even more incapable of being a mother. When the child was born, she couldn't even flush milk powder or change diapers. After she found a nanny, she gave up completely.As her son grew up, she wanted to get closer, but felt that he pushed her far away, so she got closer. Now she sees her son once a week, usually on Friday nights for dinner, and on Saturdays, he watches cartoons by himself The film, Jian Yeming came to pick it up on Saturday afternoon, that's all.

After the divorce, Jian Yeming packed up Ling Yan's things and vacated her room, which later became his son's room.

Speaking of Jian Yeming and Ling Yan's marriage, it is also ridiculous. At that time, he and his lover both knelt in front of his father. After his father understood, he raised his hand and picked up the fruit knife on the table, and then stabbed his thigh without knowing the pain. On the night, Jian Yeming and his lover looked at him in horror, and he roared, "If you are with him, I will stab my chest right here."

Jian Yeming cried, and the lover who knelt with him also cried. Jian Yeming only said sorry for a long time, and then they broke up.

Then he went to a marriage agency to accept sexless marriages. The first person he was introduced to was Ling Yan. The first time they met, Ling Yan sipped his coffee and said, "Are you gay? ?”

Jian Yeming was stunned for a moment, then nodded, while Ling Yan smiled brightly and generously, "To each other."

Jian Yeming was puzzled, "You too?"

"Otherwise, why would I go to a sexless marriage agency? It shouldn't be difficult for me to find a man with my looks, right?"

Jian Yeming nodded, "You are beautiful."

"In this case, let's talk about the conditions."

Jian Yeming was stunned again, and then asked, "What conditions do you have?"

"First, sleep in separate beds. Second, if my parents accept my sexuality one day, they are willing to divorce me at any time. Third, the second rule also applies to you. How, is it fair?"

Jian Yeming nodded, "Is there any more?"

"Gone."

"can."

From meeting to getting married, the two spent less than a month.

Then Jian Yeming's former lover came to him. That handsome prince-like man turned out to be only skin and bones after a few months.

Distressed beyond measure, Jian Yeming still refused to talk to him, he was not qualified.So what if you love it, so what if you don't love it, he is now a "married person", this princely man deserves to be cherished, and an unmarried man deserves to be with him for a lifetime.

Since you can't give him a future, why bother with him?

Later, Jian Yeming said to him: "Don't come, I will never sneak around with you behind my wife's back."

The man left and never appeared again. That princely man loved him so much that he was willing to abandon his self-esteem, but he hurt him so deeply that even if they divorced, they would never be together again.

When there is more guilt than love in the relationship, what's the point of loving?

It's just that in the middle of the night, Jian Yeming would stare at that person's photo. He kept looking at it, and saw that his eyes were sore, so sore that tears were about to fall, and then he couldn't fall asleep again.

Later, Ling Yan threw Jian Yeming a small translucent plastic cup in the middle of the night, Jian Yeming asked her what she was doing, Ling Yan spread her hands and said, "I want a child."

Jian Yeming didn't answer Ling Yan until one month later he was notified by the hospital that his father's life was only one year at most. He agreed, but he couldn't say no to his father's expectant eyes.

When he came home at night, he knocked on the door of Ling Yan's room. Ling Yan leaned against the door and crossed his arms, "Your father...?"

"The doctor said half a year at most." After speaking, he realized that his voice was hoarse, and the emotions he had suppressed for a whole day made his throat feel uncomfortable.

Ling Yan didn't know what to say, she was originally an arrogant person, her temper was actually colder than Jian Yeming's.

"Then... does he... have any wishes... I mean... uh... forget it... don't be too sad."

Jian Yeming nodded and did not leave. It took a long time before he said in a hoarse voice, "He wants to see his grandson."

Ling Yan turned around and went back to the room, and gave Jian Yeming another small plastic cup, "I'm probably ovulating in the past two days, and you give it to me once a day in the past few nights."

Jian Yeming nodded, his voice was still astringent, like silk slipping through a nail, pulling out many ugly threads.

"Thank you."

"Thank you, we are all the same. If you don't agree, I will find another man to go. My family is also driving me crazy."

Three months later, Ling Yan was really pregnant. Just like that, the two who didn't want a child committed crimes and gave birth to Jian Sui recklessly.

Jian Yeming's father went there in the second month after seeing Jian Sui, perhaps because he knew his time was approaching, he took Jian Yeming's hand before he died and said: "Son, Dad, Dad doesn't want you to be so sad, Dad I spent my whole life as a soldier, but I couldn't pass that hurdle...Xiaoling told me...if you two really can't make it through, Dad will die soon, from now on...you can do whatever you want, just don't... wrong Sui Sui... …”

Jian Yeming's father left the next day, very peacefully, Jian Yeming didn't ask what Ling Yan and his father had said, at least he knew that his father had no regrets before he left.

When Jian Sui was younger, his health was not in good shape. He often went to the hospital, and he had needles on his head and buttocks every day if he couldn’t eat enough milk. Afterwards, he got better. He was two or three years old, and the little child became cold-tempered. , colder than Jian Yeming and Ling Yan.

"Alas." With a barely audible sigh, Jian Yeming also changed his clothes and called out, "Sui Sui, have you changed?"

"All right."

Holding Jian Sui's hand, Jian Yeming went out, thinking that the person he met today should be Ling Yan's lover.