The river of network distribution is endless

Li Shu still remembered that the first time he saw Jiang Yuze on the flag raising platform, Xu Yuanzhan beside him touched his elbow and said to him with a smile, "This kid is quite cute..."

Li Shu was listening to the speech carefully at that time, and was really not interested in anything else about the speaker.Then he responded lightly: "Oh."

Thinking about it now, maybe he was doomed at that time to the result of his bitter secret love.

——Li Shu is not as daring as Xu Yuanzhan, not as active as Xu Yuanzhan.

From childhood to high school, Li Shu and Xu Yuanzhan were good buddies.Although both of them are not extroverted, Xu Yuanzhan is more popular than him, probably because Xu Yuanzhan's character is so strong.Li Shu wore slightly bulky black-rimmed glasses, and only buried his head in the book. He seemed indifferent and ordinary.

Li Shu is not a natural gay, but he is very open about his sexual orientation.

In the third year of high school, because of Xu Yuanzhan, he had actually seen Jiang Yuze often.The third year of high school was busy, Li Shu and Jiang Yuze were not familiar with each other, and they never talked to each other.It was Xu Yuanzhan who brought Jiang Yuze to the school unscrupulously when he arrived at the university. In front of Li Shu, the two were just chatting and did not reveal their relationship at all.

After getting along for a long time, Li Shu found that Jiang Yuze was very talkative, and his thinking was much more mature than his peers. He couldn't help liking this junior a little bit more in his heart, and began to pay attention to him unconsciously.The two people's personalities are very similar, and the conversation is very joyful. Li Shu's original simple friendship with Jiang Yuze gradually changed in his heart.

Wouldn't it be easy and happy to be with such a person?

But Li Shu forgot that the two are too similar, and they can guess each other's inner thoughts... These two people are just not suitable for being together.

——So one day, he saw Jiang Yuze and Xu Yuanzhan kissing in the dormitory.

Ah, so it is.No wonder Xu Yuanzhan always took Jiang Yuze with him, the two seemed inseparable and integrated as one.

Li Shu's footsteps hesitated, but in the end he took a step forward to cover the door for them.With heavy footsteps, he stood under the big banyan tree in front of the dormitory building, looking up at the dormitory with the closed door quietly.The mood is a bit inexplicable.

The person I like turned out to be a good buddy's lover, and I clearly understand the relationship between them.For some reason, Li Shu had an inexplicable feeling in his heart telling him not to give up yet.

Li Shu was unwilling to express his feelings to Jiang Yuze, because it was useless.He didn't want to say what was wrong, so he stayed away from the two of them.

Later, the brotherhood of many years broke down.

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After seven years of being alone with only the companions of the Internet, Jiang Yuze moved into Li Shu's house during the summer vacation.

When he heard that they had broken up, he was both happy and worried.But people always have selfish desires. After nine years of waiting, I originally thought that things would have a new turn, but I didn't expect——

Fang Xiao was also like a meteor that was supposed to pass by the planet where only the three of them were, but accidentally bumped into Li Shu's life.

After talking and laughing with Jiang Yuze, it was the first time I saw Fang Xiaoyi.

Incredibly clean kid.When Li Shu saw Fang Xiaoyi's dazed eyes, there was only one thought in his mind.

Fang Xiaoyi mistook Li Shu for Jiang Yuze's boyfriend, but Jiang Yuze quickly denied it, but when Li Shu saw Fang Xiaoyi's blushing face, Li Shu's heart was inexplicably aroused.

This boy is very much like Jiang Yuze from before.This idea, recalled by Li Shu many years later, was fundamentally wrong.At that time, he himself was not even interested in taking a look at Jiang Yuze, so how could he clearly know what Jiang Yuze was like before?

But at that time, Li Shu's affection for Fang Xiaoyi was precisely because of this.So he stretched out his hand and touched Fang Xiaoyi's head. The child blushed so easily that he couldn't help but smile in his heart.But Li Shu didn't know it at the time, that was Fang Xiaoyi's most genuine and suppressed reaction to him.

Two people have different things in mind, and they turn around and do their own things.

In fact, Li Shu didn't care much about the sound.So later, when he heard the voice of Tang Zilin's CV in the Long Qian crew, he didn't care who the voice belonged to at all.What made him really notice In Xiao is that Little Pink, who is obviously only a supporting role, insists on coming to chat with him every day.

At that time, Li Shu classified Jin Xiao as the type of person who hugged his thighs, so he just said a few words to Bai Lu Hengjiang about everything. Firstly, Li Shu really only wanted to talk about Jiang Yuze, and secondly, such a normal person would know the difficulties retreat.But he didn't know that the person on the other side of the computer who insisted on chatting with him every day was a complete fool.

At the first interview organized by the crew, Li Shu pushed the door in and met Fang Xiaoyi.At that moment, his thinking was indeed stagnant.Isn't this Jiang Yuze's junior?Why is he here?Did Jiang Yuze call him here? ... Countless thoughts kept turning in his head, but the expression on his face was calm.

Li Shu sat next to Jiang Yuze as a matter of course, staring at the menu in front of him indifferently, but didn't see Jiang Yuze beside him turning to comfort Fang Xiaoyi, and what Fang Xiaoyi threw on him the whole time, suppressing the strong Loving eyes.

Fang Xiaoyi may have hidden it for many years, but this time it is really well hidden.Li Shu didn't respond at all.

Afterwards, Xu Yuanzhan's sudden arrival changed the seats of the four of them.Li Shu sat next to Fang Xiaoyi, he was upset, but Fang Xiaoyi couldn't hide his happy expression.Hearing everyone's occasional conversations during the meal, Li Shu gradually understood that the young man beside him was Gu Xiao.

I remembered that when Fang Xiaoyi saw him coming in before, he only had panicked eyes.Li Shu understood in his heart, it seemed that Fang Xiao also knew that he was Jiang Mu.As for why I look for him on Penguin every day... Maybe it's because I'm a teacher at University A?Maybe it's because he is Jiang Yuze's friend?

Fang Xiaoyi's guilt welled up in his heart, Li Shu smiled and took the food that Fang Xiaoyi brought for him, and also brought food for the child.He didn't know that Fang Xiaoyi was very happy because of Li Shu's behavior at that time.

When everyone was playing Truth or Dare at KTV, he and Jiang Yuze were drawn. It would be a lie to say that they were not nervous, and it would be a lie to say they were not happy.This game can be fake and real.But when he glanced out of the corner of his eye, he saw Fang Xiaoyi's nervous eyes. He was puzzled, but he couldn't care less.

If you don't belong to yourself, no matter how you get it in other ways, you will never get over that hurdle in your heart.

Just when Li Shu took a deep breath and was about to accept the "happiness" that didn't belong to him, the real master finally got angry and almost wanted to punch him down.Li Shu was fearless, and Xu Yuanzhan just looked at each other.It's just that he didn't expect Fang Xiaoyi to rush up almost at the same time as Jiang Yuze.

Is it because he is a friend he knows?

Li Shu was wondering, but when he raised his eyes, he saw Fang Xiaoyi's pale face and panicked eyes, like a frightened little rabbit, looking here and there at him.It happened that he was upset, so he had to try his best to ignore the people around him, and looked up at the two former best friends arguing in front of him.

While calmly responding to Fang Xiaoyi's anxious and low-pitched inquiry, at the same time feeling inexplicably... flustered.

why is that?he asked himself.

Not long after the face-to-face interview, I was approached by the planner of "The First Day".When he learned that the main characters were Xu Yuanzhan and Jiang Yuze, and they came here to find Jiang Mu and Jin Xiaoyong as supporting roles, Li Shu already knew that Jiang Yuze was secretly matching him with Fang Xiaoyi.In my heart, I should obviously be disgusted with Fang Xiaoyi, but I didn't have the slightest feeling. I just asked myself over and over again, didn't he do enough?Why... even the person I like thinks he should be with Fang Xiaoyi?

He specially asked his schoolgirl for two air tickets, and invited Jiang Yuze to Lijiang together.Li Shu has always wanted to go to such a place, without any memories, without any acquaintances, as if everything can start again.Since that impulse, he has done wrong things.

Li Shu impulsively kissed Jiang Yuze on the street, just to get a real answer.

However, Jiang Yuze's expression and words have clearly told Li Shu that they will never be able to.Li Shu also understood that no matter what he did, he could only be friends with Jiang Yuze.But the inexplicable unwillingness in his heart made him say that he didn't want to give up,

Don't want to give up?What he doesn't want to give up is to chase after Jiang Yuze... or to get back a regret in his heart?

What happened afterwards, Xu Yuanzhan's concern for this matter, Jiang Yuze's anxious attitude for Xu Yuanzhan...all gave Li Shu a slap in the face.

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Fang Xiao also sang "Always Quiet" to him at his 20th birthday song party.This song, Li Shu did tell others that he liked this song at some point, and it was indeed because the lyrics were so realistic.But as time went by, Li Shu didn't like it that much anymore, because it was too sad, and there was still no perfect ending at the end of the song.When Fang Xiaoyi's singing sounded in his ears, Li Shu really felt Fang Xiaoyi's sad mood.

Suddenly, I was in a daze, what was the so-called "persistence" I was insisting on for so many years?

is love?But Jiang Yuze was not present in his mind, only Fang Xiaoyi appeared beside him every moment.This reminded him again that maybe he persisted for so many years, but it was not for the sake of getting Jiang Yuze's love at all?

Li Shu thought, he couldn't just be with Fang Xiaoyi irresponsibly without sorting out his feelings.

So when Fang Xiaoyi confessed to him in front of thousands of people, Li Shu held the microphone tightly and refused with a frown.He heard Fang Xiaoyi seem to be holding back tears and told him "it's okay". When he saw that the green light before the name of Jin Xiao was no longer on, Li Shu felt unprecedented guilt and pain. The human heart also makes the always calm self mess up.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao. I'm sorry." Li Shu lowered his head in annoyance, whispering over and over again, only the long sighs of the people sitting in the chair remained in the room.

Fang Xiaoyi's birthday song party, which was supposed to be happy, seemed to be ruined by his words. The song party ended hastily and left early.Li Shu suddenly thought of something and hurriedly landed on Penguin.

Sure enough, Fang Xiao was also offline.Li Shu shook his head to himself, double-clicked to open the dialog box with Fang Xiaoyi, and the chat history was nearly [-] pages.You know, since Li Shu started playing Penguin, he has rarely communicated with others, and chat records of more than a hundred pages are considered too many.

His fingertips trembled a little at the beginning, Li Shu held his breath and dragged the chat history back to the first day, then the second day, and the third day——

Invasion Xiao: Jiang Mu SAMA~ hello

Jiang Mu: Hello, are you...?

Invasion Xiao: QAQ I'm Tang Zilin's CV in the crew...is it really too inconspicuous hahaha you should be so busy and not know me!But do we know each other now?

Jiang Mu: Yes, now I know you

Invasion Xiao: QAQ Thank you Jiang Mu SAMA!

Invasion Dawn: Good morning, Master Jiangmu>

Jiang Mu: ... Good morning

Invasion Xiao: What did SAMA eat for breakfast? 00

Invasion Xiao: Hmm... If you don't want to say it, then just let me talk to myself>

Invasion Xiao: Hey, it’s really offline, QAQ silly mother, you are so unfeeling

Invasion Xiao: Haha I was joking just now, I am also busy~

Good morning and good night every day has become a routine task for Jin Xiao, but Li Shu often sees these greetings and doesn't want to reply anymore. He is not a talkative person, and he can't stand such frequent daily questions from others. .

I have been able to chat with people for more than 600 pages... most of it is Fang Xiaoyi's self-questioning.

It was dragged directly to the middle part, when Li Shu already knew Fang Xiaoyi's identity.The name Jiang Yuze seemed to gradually become a shield for Li Shu and Fang Xiaoyi.

Invasion Xiao: Master Jiang Mu!Good morning!

Jiang Mu: Well, has Jiang Yuze been looking for you recently?

Invasion Xiao: No, what’s the matter QWQ~

Jiang Mu: It's okay

Invasion Xiao: Oh, I ate a durian today. It’s delicious. Jiang Mu SAMA will try it if you have time>

Invasion Xiao: Huh?Are you offline again...

Even when Fang Xiaoyi tentatively asked him to verify the photo of Lijiang, Li Shu's answer was still not painful.

Invasion Xiao: Master Jiangmu...is that photo real?

Jiang Mu: Yes

Invasion Xiao: You really like Senior Jiang...

Jiang Mu: Hmm what?

Invasion Xiao: It's alright... Now that I'm so nervous, I shouldn't ask these boring questions... I'm going to discuss countermeasures with the girls >

Jiang Mu: go

Almost all of them were initiated by Fang Xiaoyi.After turning the page, there were dozens of replies from Fang Xiaoyi, and only a handful of his own.What have you done yourself?When Fang Xiaoyi happily came to chat with him every day, he replied coldly?When he saw Fang Xiaoyi's obviously disappointed tone and asked, he admitted without hesitation?

Just to confide in a friend?Just to express your crush?It's just... I want the other party to quit.

But now, Li Shu regretted it.In the early morning, when he was sitting alone in front of the computer and looking at the chat records, Li Shu finally figured it out.

His indifference, indifference, and alienation in his gentle tone have hurt Fang Xiaoyi many times.

Regret now, is it too late?

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The next night, Li Shu received a call from Jiang Yuze.

"Come over to the hot pot restaurant quickly, I need you if I need something."

"...What's the matter? I'm busy." Li Shu glanced at the cake embryo that had just been taken out of the oven in his hand.

"Stop talking nonsense, come here quickly, or you will regret it."

Hearing the last two words, Li Shu's eyes trembled slightly, and he replied: "Okay, I'll go there now."

When he rushed to the hot pot restaurant and saw the person lying on the table facing him with his head only, Li Shu took a closer look, and felt really distressed at that time, extremely distressed.

Fang Xiaoyi, like most drunk people, was still holding on to the wine bottle, his face was slightly red, his brows were slightly frowned, and his lips were murmuring something.Li Shu was suddenly at a loss, and looked at Jiang Yuze: "Call me...what are you doing?"

Jiang Yuze rolled his eyes at him, and said something to him half-jokingly and half-swearing.With Jiang Yuze as the guiding light, of course Li Shu wanted to see clearly which way to go, so he bent down and gently brushed Fang Xiaoyi's hair, his nails occasionally touching the warm cheek of the child.He had never carried anyone on his back before, so Li Shu had no choice but to support Fang Xiaoyi in a half-hugging and half-hugging way. The drunk child was very obedient. After knowing that he was being helped up, he hugged the person's neck tightly, and the whole portrait hung The big baby on Li Shu's body.

This feeling of being relied on by others is really novel to Li Shu.

Surprisingly, Jiang Yuze gave him two things back.Li Shu held the USB flash drive and recording pen tightly in his hands. He knew that these two things must be about Fang Xiaoyi, so he had to put them away carefully.

After confirming that Jiang Yuze had nothing to do with him, Li Shu felt that the person hanging on him was getting weaker and weaker, and there was a tendency to fall down.This posture was uncomfortable for both of them after a long time, so Li Shu had no choice but to carry Fang Xiaoyi on his back, and his movements were unprecedentedly gentle towards Fang Xiaoyi.

It's not that he didn't see Jiang Yuze's surprised and shocked eyes, but he just didn't want to be distracted by anyone else except Fang Xiaoyi.

Walking out of the store, there are still many people on the street at [-] o'clock in the evening, and this hot pot restaurant is still open in front of the university.Once he confirmed his mood, Li Shu walked down the street with Fang Xiaoyi on his back without any scruples, trying to walk on the side of the road so that he would not notice it.Fang Xiaoyi, who usually looked similar to the students, realized how light it was only after carrying it on his back.

Li Shu frowned, and suddenly had the urge to hug Fang Xiaoyi and leave.

Fang Xiaoyi's hands were hanging on Li Shu's chest, and every time Li Shu took a step, the child's hands shook slightly, beating his heart rhythmically and regularly, and couldn't help but radiate a hint of sweetness.

"Hmm...Senior Jiang still has wine...Uh!" Fang Xiaoyi muttered softly behind his back, and even hiccupped, his whole body trembled even with Li Shu.

Li Shu was startled, stopped and smiled helplessly, then raised his head and walked towards home.

Fang Xiaoyi lay on Li Shu's back with his face sideways, and when his soft hair touched Li Shu's neck, he didn't feel itchy, but it was very warm and comfortable.The apartment is not far from the hotpot restaurant, but he kept the same posture of carrying people on his back, walking steadily and slowly, and Li Shu's hands gradually became a little sore.But he still dragged Fang Xiaoyi up steadily.

When he got to the apartment on the fifth floor, Li Shu's hands were sore and weak.He carefully made sure that Fang Xiaoyi's legs stood on the ground, then turned around to support the crumbling person, and Fang Xiaoyi fell limply in his arms with his eyes closed as before.

Li Shu pulled out a hand and opened the door of the apartment.Just as he helped him into the entrance, he felt the person in his arms move when he closed the door. Fang Xiao also murmured, opened his eyes in a daze and looked at Li Shu's face: "Who are you?"

It was the first time that Li Shu's face was pinched so firmly, and he pulled Fang Xiaoyi's hand off with some embarrassment, and said, "I'm Li Shu. Are you awake?"

"What are you waking up for..." Fang Xiaoyi only opened his eyes slightly, and he didn't know that Li Shu was holding his hand, "You... Li Shu? Sure enough, it's still a dream... It's too long."

Fang Xiaoyi lowered his head and pressed against Li Shu's chest. Li Shu didn't know what Fang Xiaoyi would do later, so he stood there holding him.Suddenly, Li Shu saw the shoulders of the person in his arms shaking, and then heard Fang Xiaoyi began to sob intermittently.

"Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?" Li Shu anxiously wanted to bend down to check on Fang Xiaoyi's situation, but Fang Xiaoyi stubbornly did not change his posture at all.

"Why can I only dream of you..."

Li Shu couldn't see Fang Xiaoyi's expression clearly, and it was the first time he encountered such a situation, so he could only stroke Fang Xiaoyi's back with his hands, trying to calm him down.

"Once I wake up, there will be nothing...Li Shu, Li Shu, don't let me wake up, okay?"

"Xiaoxiao, you're not dreaming." Hearing Fang Xiaoyi's words, Li Shu's heart trembled. He forcefully pulled away Fang Xiaoyi's hand that was gripping the hem of his clothes, forcing the drunk child to look at him. "Listen, you're not dreaming. I, Li Shu, am by your side right now."

Fang Xiao also looked at him blankly for a few seconds, as if confirming something, her face was still red, and there were tears in her smile: "Hahaha, you also know that this is a dream, so you just say that? I am very satisfied... really Yes, even if it is a dream, I am very satisfied..."

"Xiaoxiao...I'm sorry..." Li Shu pursed her lips, made up her mind, and kissed Fang Xiaoyi accurately.It's just that the corners of his mouth drooped a little. The moment Li Shu closed his eyes, he really understood what it meant to be self-inflicted. In the end, it was himself who felt distressed.

He didn't expect that Fang Xiaoyi looked as if his face turned red after drinking too much, but his lips were cold and smelled of alcohol.Li Shu subconsciously wants to touch the position of his heart - will this place also become cold because of Li Shu?

Fang Xiaoyi was dumbfounded and couldn't breathe or speak, Li Shu's face was already red when he let him go.

Li Shu smiled softly and said, "Do you feel it? I'm really by your side."

Fang Xiaoyi rubbed his lips back and forth with his fingers, tilted his head as if confirming the truth again, finally shook his head and said, "This dream is too real...Li Shu, don't comfort me just because I dreamed about you. I... If it was real, how could you treat me like this?"

Just as Li Shu was about to raise his hand to hug Fang Xiaoyi, it froze in mid-air, and the smile in his eyes was replaced by regret at a rapid speed.

"You must not even look at me..." Fang Xiaoyi covered his mouth halfway through speaking.

Seeing that something was wrong, Li Shu hurriedly took him to the bathroom.

He could only stand at the door, watching Fang Xiaoyi bend over and vomit non-stop. A heart-piercing sound came from deep in his throat, as if he wanted to give his whole heart out, which made Li Shu grit his teeth unbearably. eyes.Seeing Fang Xiaoyi's ups and downs, his heart hurts more than ever before.

After a while, only Fang Xiaoyi's weak panting sound remained in the small space, and after a while, it suddenly became quiet.When Li Shu opened his eyes, he saw Fang Xiaoyi sitting not far from the toilet, leaning against the wall with his eyes closed and his head tilted, his flushed face was replaced by paleness——

"Xiaoxiao!" Li Shu called out, and quickly walked over to check.He breathed a sigh of relief and patted his chest.

It turned out that he was asleep, and he was really scared to death just now.The extremely nervous mood made Li Shu's nerves tense. He didn't want to see Fang Xiaoyi was busy, and he didn't want Fang Xiaoyi to leave him for some reason.

He took out a tissue and wiped Fang Xiaoyi's mouth clean. When he picked him up, he found that Fang Xiaoyi's pants were a little wet because he was sitting on the ground.Li Shu looked around with a headache. There was no bathtub in the apartment. Taking a shower directly would definitely wake up the person in his arms... Sighing, he hugged him to the sofa, turned around to get clean clothes, and put Fang Xiaoyi's Take off your pants and dirty clothes.

Fang Xiaoyi collapsed on the sofa and couldn't sleep comfortably, frowning.A figure that was not under the standard weight was displayed in Li Shu's sight. Li Shu took a moist and warm towel and wiped Fang Xiaoyi's body with gentle movements that seemed to be extremely cherished.Li Shu shook his head, it really felt the same as carrying it so lightly, it was too thin... The towel touched Fang Xiaoyi's cheek, making his brows loosen.

At present, Li Shu has no mind to think about other things, and her heart is filled with distressed emotions.After Fang Xiaoyi's body was cleaned up so simply, before the heat dissipated, Li Shu dressed Fang Xiaoyi in his underwear and hugged him to the bed.

Lying on the soft place, Fang Xiaoyi snorted comfortably in his sleep, and buried his little face in the pillow contentedly.Li Shu couldn't help but save Fang Xiaoyi's pitiful face from the pillow, and went to wash and change some clean clothes before sitting beside Fang Xiaoyi.

Having already imported the audio from the USB flash drive and voice recorder into his own MP3, Li Shu put on the earphones and turned down the volume so as not to disturb the sleeping people beside him.

Unexpectedly, the audio sound was so low that Li Shu had to turn up the volume again.It was recorded over the phone, and when the phone was connected, Li Shu knew it was Fang Xiaoyi's cry: "Senior... Am I very useless, I made an agreement with myself not to cry... But , but I just can't bear it..."

"It's okay, cry if you want to. I'll be with you."

Then there was Fang Xiaoyi's intermittent crying voice, and every time he heard a sentence, Li Shu's heart felt as if someone had pinched his heart severely.

"The day I finished my college entrance examination... I heard Jiang Mu's radio drama for the first time, and I fell in love with it... Now that I think about it, it's really like being obsessed."

"I fell into it as soon as I heard it. I changed my volunteer and studied how to play with the drama so that I could get closer to him... My mother asked me at the time, 'Is it really good to say love because of the voice? '...Now that I think about it, what my mother said is the most correct, after all, she is someone who has experienced it..."

"It's fine now, there is no chance. Actually... Actually, I also know that it will end like this, but I can't force him to like me. So I must give up..."

Fang Xiaoyi said many things in this way, giving Li Shu a general understanding from the beginning to the end.The audio lasted for three to ten minutes, and Li Shu could tell that by the end, Fang Xiaoyi's voice was a little hoarse.

Then there is a short one-and-a-half minutes of audio——

"Why do you like Li Shu? You're already like this... He still hasn't agreed to you, what do you think is good about him?"

"Don't promise me...it's me who is bad, not him. What do you like about him...I like everything, not because he is handsome or anything, but because I like everything about him." Then There was a gurgling voice in the throat, "It's been like this since I was 17 years old... Should this feeling be called love? Maybe he likes me a little bit, but he doesn't love me."

After listening to all the audio, Li Shu slowly put the headphones and MP3 aside.

Turning his head to look at the person beside him who was sleeping comfortably, his face was already rosy, and he looked no longer so exhausted.Li Shu felt distressed and wanted to reach out and touch Fang Xiaoyi's head, but stopped where he just touched the hair tip, for fear of waking someone up.

It was early morning, Li Shu's eyes were also bloodshot, he withdrew his hand and rubbed his sore eyes

—Look at you, what have you done to this man?Are you still worthy of him?

"I want to be with you now, is it too late?" Li Shu murmured, lying beside Fang Xiaoyi, and covered Fang Xiaoyi with the quilt.

Then he quietly looked at Fang Xiaoyi's side face again, with helpless, distressed and loving eyes until he couldn't resist the drowsiness before falling into a deep sleep.

When Li Shu just opened his eyes, he saw Fang Xiaoyi tiptoeing out of the room.

"Xiaoyi, where are you going?" Li Shu's hoarse and low voice sounded in the morning, and as expected, Fang Xiaoyi's back was stiff, and his footsteps just stopped in front of the door.

Fang Xiaoyi seemed to be standing there a little frustrated, trying not to look back, "I'm going home."

"Wait, don't go." Li Shu sat up, got out of bed and walked behind Fang Xiaoyi while arranging her hair randomly with her hands, "I heard...you said yesterday that you were going to give up on me, didn't you?"

Fang Xiaoyi was silent, and it took a while before he said with difficulty: "Yes."

The people behind did not answer for a long time, Fang Xiaoyi curled his lips, seemed relieved, and walked out of the room.The tightened fingers on the side left deep marks on the palm.

"Xiaoyi, let me say now, I want to be with you...is it too late?"

The fingertips suddenly stabbed the palm hard, Fang Xiaoyi let go of his fingers in pain, turned around stiffly, and met Li Shu's gentle eyes.

He suddenly didn't understand, what was this man doing?

Li Shu approached him, with a helpless smile on his lips, "To be precise... I want to chase you now, is there still time?"

"Are you joking?" Fang Xiaoyi raised his eyebrows, "I was the one who got drunk yesterday, not you. Why are you so confused now?"

"I'm serious." Li Shu bent down and looked at Fang Xiaoyi at the same level, and put his hand firmly on Fang Xiaoyi's shoulder, "I know you may be very disappointed in me, so give me a chance to change it?"

Fang Xiao also turned his head to look at the hand on his shoulder, raised his eyes to meet Li Shu's bottomless eyes, and said in a panic: "You, don't be joking, okay! You are because of the senior Did they come to me when they were together? Listen, I only confessed to you once, and since then, never again!" Then Fang Xiaoyi desperately shook off Li Shu's hand, and backed away with her mouth curled up. Take a few steps to keep a distance from Li Shu.

"Then let me confess to you." Li Shu took a step forward, Fang Xiaoyi took a step back, his eyes were firm and distressed, "I'll confess to you, I'll chase you. Xiaoyi, listen too Look... I am not frustrated because they are together, just find someone to fall in love with, is it useful for me to grab someone who will never belong to me for nothing? Why can't I find someone who is more in tune with me and better? Besides, this person has liked me for so long, how can I let him down? How can I let him leave alone? "

Fang Xiaoyi had no way out at this time, his back was already against the cold anti-theft door, he could only bite his lip, and looked at Li Shu with puzzled and surprised eyes.

Xiaoxiao really doesn't believe herself anymore, and really starts to doubt him... Li Shu, Li Shu, what have you done?

"I know you don't believe that I really like you." Li Shu said helplessly in a low voice, "It doesn't matter, I am willing to spend my whole life to prove it to you. Xiaoyi, I really can't give me another chance ?"

Fang Xiaoyi covered the back of the door with his hands, and the sweat from his palms warmed the cold door, causing mist to form.He raised his head, and when he was about to make a statement, Li Shu suddenly took a big step back.

Li Shu gave up the space, with such a tolerant and magnanimous smile, but Fang Xiaoyi saw the loneliness and unwillingness in Li Shu's eyes, "It's okay, I won't force you to give me the answer now. If you want to go back, do it now." Yes, but what I said must be true...I will prove it to you, and when the time comes, I will definitely catch up with you."

Fang Xiao also nodded slightly, but his eyes were still inseparable from Li Shu.Li Shu watched him put his hand on the doorknob, and seemed to lower his hand helplessly——

"We are together, we are together now!" Fang Xiaoyi rushed over and hugged him, the excessive collision almost made Li Shu unsteady.

Although Fang Xiaoyi held his hand tightly, he could feel the obvious trembling.

"Hey, think it through before you talk..." Li Shu stroked Fang Xiaoyi's hair in distress, "Didn't I say it? I won't force you, so don't be so impulsive, okay?"

"I'm not impulsive..." Fang Xiaoyi buried his head in Li Shu's arms, and a sullen voice sounded, "Even if it's a couple for a day, as long as I can be with you now... I have to grasp this Opportunity, what if, what if I turn around and leave, and you regret it tomorrow?"

Li Shu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and concealed the ecstasy in his heart, he held Fang Xiaoyi's face and said, "When did I say I regretted it? Have you thought it through clearly, are we together?"

"Well, we are together." Fang Xiaoyi repeated his words, pursed his lips and nodded, "You are not allowed...you are not allowed to go back on your word!"

"Okay, okay, I won't go back on my word, and I won't for the rest of my life." Li Shu smiled, and pressed his forehead against Xiaoyi's, "Actually, you are still afraid that I like others, right? I will prove to you that you don't believe me now It doesn't matter... Anyway, you are mine now, we have a lifetime together..."

"I don't want to do such boring things with you for the rest of my life." Fang Xiaoyi wanted to turn her head arrogantly.

"Listen to me." Li Shu quickly kissed Fang Xiaoyi's lips, "Fang Xiaoyi, I like you. Please try, trust me."

"Oh..." His face heated up quickly, and Fang Xiao also avoided Li Shu's eyes uncomfortably, "Say it again."

Li Shu couldn't help but hugged Fang Xiaoyi, and under Fang Xiaoyi's fierce stare, the two walked to the sofa.Li Shu put Fang Xiaoyi on his lap, hugged him and repeated his confession softly over and over again.

Looking at the reddened ears of the little white rabbit, Li Shu suppressed a smile and thought: I caught a duplicity little guy...and it's very awkward.

——I'm really sorry for keeping you waiting for me for so long.I will prove to you how true my love is.

As long as you don't believe me anymore, Li Shu can kick you away at any time.It's a pity that I won't give you this chance, student Fang Xiaoyi, little white rabbit.

The author has something to say:

After coding, update ORZ in advance

1. I believe you have seen a lot. Sometimes this person feels that he likes this person for many years, but love is not as simple as talking about it. If we are not together, it is impossible to love like this forever. Consumed.Li Shu is not a sentimental person, but he is a person with low emotional intelligence.

2. The reason why Xiaoxiao agreed to him so soon was because she was afraid after waiting for so long. She finally had a chance, so of course she had to seize it, right?Anyway, people also said that if you are not satisfied, you can return the product 23333【Shut up

3. Some readers said before that they felt that the deputy CP was together for the sake of being together, so I wrote a special episode for these two people.How should I put it, when Li Shu's feelings for Jiang Yuze are not so deep (time is polished), he has a good impression of Xiaoxiao, and when he knows that Fang Xiaoyi has done so much for it, he has already understood his own love. Feeling.

Tomorrow there will be the last episode XD Thank you everyone~