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The colorful neon lights are reflected on the road, forming a gorgeous and blurred light and shadow.

A motorcycle cut it from the middle, and the woman in the front seat stretched her legs to the ground to support the body, and the arm lines that rolled up the sleeves of her shirt were free from the tightness.

The countdown to the red light was hovering at three digits. She lowered her head and looked at the pair of slender white arms around her waist that were not loose or tight.

The weight on her back is so real, the girl she couldn't touch when she was a teenager is now leaning on her behind her.

The tips of her ears suddenly heated up, she restrained the movement of rubbing, turned her face to her back and started talking: "You haven't told me the address yet."

Xiao Yige sat sideways in the back seat, and was enjoying the hazy light and shadow on the road through the windshield of the helmet, when a voice covered by the helmet suddenly sounded in front of him, as if it came from another space, dull and distorted.

She raised her head and heard the crisp sound of their helmets touching, she couldn't help laughing, "I thought you remembered."

Suhang twisted the handle unconsciously with his left hand, "...I'm just worried that you've moved."

The coming of the green light is still brewing. In this noisy traffic, Suzhou and Hangzhou once again fell into the long river of memories.

It was the first winter in high school, and every class had to contribute to the New Year's Day party, whether it was in front of the scene or behind the scenes, no class was allowed to miss out.

The first-year high school freshmen who have just entered the school are no better than the seniors and sisters of the senior grades. There are many unfamiliar things among the students, and there are not many talents that can be shown.

The group discussion in the class meeting could not produce any results. Just when the bell was about to ring, the girl who always attracted attention said in a clear voice: "I can perform ballet."

At that time, the whole class became quiet, and everyone's eyes turned to Xiao Yige, even Su Hang, who had always been silent, looked over from a distance.

The girl's slender eyebrows are raised slightly, her pupils are water-cut, and she has already seen a good charm for the first time.

Therefore, the program finally decided by the class was Xiao Yige's ballet performance.

The rehearsal before the New Year's Eve party was arranged in the evening, and Xiao Yige was the only one-man show.

In order to prevent Xiao Yige from rehearsing alone, the head teacher let the whole class move freely. They can stay in the classroom to do their homework for evening self-study, or they can go to rehearse with Xiao Yige, as long as they don’t go out and make noise.

At the front and back tables of Suhang, there were girls going to the rehearsal together, and one of them called her casually: "Suhang, are you going? Come together!"

The nib of the pen stopped on the exercise book, and Su Hang's upright sitting posture remained motionless.

Before she could answer, the other girl dragged her away: "Let's go, let's go, Xiao Yige is about to start, I want to see her dance too!"

The two babbled and dragged each other away, leaving behind Suhang who was evoked.

She remembered the first day of military training.

The girl who was brighter than the scorching sun wore a skirt to avoid running, and was ordered by the instructor to stand under the sun as a punishment. Within a few minutes, she began to raise her hand to cover the sun with a sad face, annoyed at her useless little idea.

Taking advantage of the rest, she handed over her sun protection clothing and said succinctly: "Wrapped around the waist."

She saw the girl's smiling eyes as she wished, and heard the girl say to her for the first time: "What's your name?"

"Suhang," she looked at that pretty face, wishing inexplicably that her name would be remembered, "There is Suhang in heaven and there is Suhang in heaven."

"Thank you, I will return the clothes to you!" Xiao Yige ran to the instructor and waved to Suhang, and the next sentence was no longer related to her: "Instructor, I can run now, don't you punish me, okay?" !"

And that green bamboo-like figure stood where Xiao Yige stood when he was punished, and smiled involuntarily because Xiao Yige might have remembered her name.

Later, Xiao Yige washed the sunscreen and put it on her seat, with a note saying "thank you", without a chance to speak.

Xiao Yige never lacks friends around him, as long as it is not during class time, the classmates are surrounded by classmates, there is no gap for her to enter.

The ink seeps out from the tip of the pen, and penetrates the back of the paper because it has been pressed against the paper for too long.

Su Hang put down the pen, she looked at the complex building where the two girls were going, and closed the exercise book by accident.

For the ballet "The Last Day", in just a few minutes, needles could be heard at the rehearsal site, and only moderate music reverberated in the large classroom.

Xiao Yige stepped on the rhythm of the music with every dance step, and her long hair tied up drew a graceful arc as she danced when she turned around and jumped.

Suhang is not close to the crowd, watching her get the admiration and applause from the audience, and also watching her being surrounded by classmates after school.

Xiao Yige didn't have a family car to pick her up that day, so two boys followed her with their chests patted to take her home.

Suhang's footsteps stopped between the direction of home and the direction of Xiao Yige's departure. She looked up at the night with splashed ink, and then at the two boys who were courteous around Xiao Yige, followed silently. in the back.

Along the way, she heard boys excitedly inquiring about Xiao Yige's hobbies, ranging from what university Xiao Yige wanted to go to, to what color Xiao Yige liked.

She couldn't hear what Xiao Yige answered, but could only see the uncontrollable excitement of the two boys. Fortunately, they didn't insist on sending Xiao Yige to the community before going home.

Only she was left to accompany Xiao Yige silently, escorting the rest of the journey.

She thought that Xiao Yige would not know that she was following, but before Xiao Yige entered the community, she turned to her direction and looked at her with a faint smile.

"It's getting late, there are boys here, so it's not safe." She clenched the straps of her backpack with both hands, but her appearance was always calm, hiding her worries under this mask.

Xiao Yige didn't ask why she didn't leave after the two boys left, but only melted the smile into the sparkling eyes, and said in a sweet voice, "Thank you."

That smile sprouted in the middle of the night, and inspired a beautiful and unspeakable dream for Suhang.

The loud horn made people's hearts go numb, and a man poked his head out from the car behind: "A good dog doesn't block the way, do you understand?"

Suhang's consciousness was suddenly withdrawn from the memory, and he turned the accelerator and continued to move forward, ignoring his burning ears.

Such a long time ago, recalling it unexpectedly can still make her fascinated.

The arms around the waist tightened, and the people behind got closer, and the voice muffled by the helmet was still as clear and gentle as a mountain stream: "Why were you in a daze just now?"

Suhang didn't look back: "I'm thinking about the direction of your home."

"Oh..." Xiao Yige deliberately dragged out the sound, turning from high to low in frustration, but the corners of his mouth were raised.

So fake.

In the short wait just now, they must have all returned to the night when they looked at each other from afar.

It's just that Suhang is unwilling to confess, perhaps because of his temperament, and his emotions and thoughts will only be hidden in his heart.

All the way in silence, Suhang's motorcycle accurately found the gate of the community that he had visited that year.

After getting out of the car, Suhang took off his helmet familiarly and quickly and hung it on the handle. Xiao Yige just stood firm when the tip of his nose pounced on a familiar fragrance.

It was Suhang who took off the helmet for her, and the two were close again.

"Okay." Suhang held the helmet he took off by his waist with one hand, and took a step back.

The simple two words kicked off the farewell prelude.

"Is there anywhere else you want to go?" Xiao Yige walked in no hurry, with his hands behind his back, looking relaxed and leisurely.

Suhang shook his head, "No, just go home."

"Oh..." Xiao Yige prolonged the ending again, full of teasing, "Suhang, we have met twice, and you haven't called me by my name yet."

Not only after the reunion, but also when they were classmates many years ago.

Of course, she never called her. In the past two days, she and Mo Feifei had talked about Su Hang many times, but she had never called Su Hang in front of her. This was the first time.

The topic shifted unexpectedly, and Suhang's prepared "good night" stuck in his throat, so he had to use a clear and clear voice to say: "Xiao Yige."

……

Xiao Yige was helpless, but he was amused by her and smiled.

Is this person's head carved out of ice? How could he be so impersonal that he didn't even remove his surname.

Her name is three characters, not two characters, shouldn't it be the first reaction to remove the last name.

Her thoughts were fleeting, she sighed imperceptibly, "Go back, be careful on the way, and give me a message when you get home."

Their distance is not close enough, she can't reveal anything, even the little bit of dissatisfaction must be cautious.

Su Hang nodded, and the night light rubbed into a slight warmth in his eyes, "Okay, good night."

She didn't intend to leave first, Xiao Yige turned around and entered the community with his eyes bent.

Listening to the motorbike engine start behind him, Xiao Yige stopped and turned around to look, the dissatisfaction covered up by her appeared in his eyes.

The cool wind blew through the branches, and the interrupted memories on the way back swept her heart again.

On the first day of military training in high school, she noticed Suhang very early.

In the midsummer, Su Hang's body is light and cold, and in the eyes of others, she is as refreshing as the radiance of the cold moon, and she is no exception.

But this was not enough for her to take the initiative to step forward, especially after seeing her classmates being driven away by the low temperature one after another, even though she was grateful to Suhang for lending a helping hand.

Until the night of the rehearsal of the New Year's Eve party, the driver sent her a message due to something urgent, and she planned to take a walk and take the bus home, but the boys insisted on escorting them, and finally sent them away halfway.

At that time, she accidentally turned her head and caught a glimpse of that figure, she couldn't help breaking the silence before entering the community, and met those eyes that had never wavered.

How could someone be so indifferent even when he said caring words.

From then on, her gaze stayed on Suhang through the classmates around her.

She didn't get a response. The last time she felt warm in this cold moonlight was the "White Moonlight and Red Rose" that spread throughout the school.

After that, like all her classmates, she was just a drop of water in the vast ocean beyond the iceberg.

She has no intention of warming up, and there is no reason for them to communicate.

Later, the college entrance examination was a watershed, cutting off the weak thread between them that was almost invisible.

She has met many people overseas, and those people's eyes were full of her alone, and their passionate emotions surrounded her, but she unexpectedly remembered that icy moonlight, and remembered that she had once truly obtained Just the right amount of warmth.

The children passed by happily on bicycles, waking up Xiao Yige who was in a daze.

She quietly and tenderly looked at the position where they were just now, and the figure of that person had long disappeared there.

At night, Linghai began to drizzle, Suhang closed the garage door, watched the tall buildings in the rain and fog for a while, and then went upstairs to go home.

No matter how late it was in the living room, the lights were on for her, and the spring cold that was wrapped up from the outside was completely washed away the moment she entered the door.

The home is in a Chinese Zen style, with dignified and elegant wooden furnishings, supplemented by warm-toned light. Walking into it, one feels calm, warm and comfortable.

An old movie was playing on the TV, and the sound of closing the door and footsteps was the pause button. Su Lanjun got up from the sofa, her gentle and beautiful appearance was full of concern for her daughter.

"I'm back, it seems to be raining outside." She didn't stop, she opened the lunch box on the coffee table while looking out the window, "Mom made some cakes at night, the ones with less sugar, you can eat some Take a break by the way."

The light at home not only washed away the spring cold on Suhang's body, but also warmed up the thick layer of cold armor she was outside.

The indifference in her eyebrows and eyes was warmed up a bit, and she sat down and sniffed the food box after saying "um", the slightly sweetness of the fragrant milk made her take a spoonful and put it in her mouth.

The faint sweetness melted in her mouth, not a strong sticky feeling, like a small spoonful of honey that Xiao Yige knocked over her heart tonight.

Su Lanjun poured her a glass of water before sitting down. Seeing her curling her lips while eating, she couldn't help but feel relieved: "Is there anything happy in the archery tonight? I haven't seen you so happy for a long time."

Suhang blinked, the smile on his lips slowly fell, he took a mouthful of the cake and replied vaguely: "Mmm..."

Su Lanjun pinned her long hair that slid to the side of her face behind her ears, and sighed faintly, "Xiaohang, we have better conditions now, so you don't have to work so hard."

Her daughter was originally lively and lovely, but she did not protect her daughter well, and let the seemingly happy family that had already fallen apart destroy the light in her daughter's eyes.

"It's not hard," Su Hang put down the cake, and explained in a comforting and positive tone, "It's different from before, and I can make up the list. When I have time, I can go to practice with you, and it can also be used as exercise."

She stopped here, hiding the sudden feeling in her heart.

If she wasn't still practicing with the archery gym, how could she meet Xiao Yige.

The meeting a few days ago was because of Cheng Yuzhe, but today's meeting is only the two of them, free from external interference.

Su Lanjun was afraid that she would habitually worry about her family's income. Seeing her serious expression at the moment, she was indeed much more relaxed now, so she breathed a sigh of relief: "Okay, but if you are not happy with what you are doing, you should resign in time."

"Okay." Su Hang nodded in response.

The cake tasted good, and she continued to eat the cake with the food box.

Su Lanjun handed her a water glass, and casually picked up a topic: "He hasn't been looking for you these two days, has he? How is Cheng Yuzhe and that girl?"

"He" is the tacit understanding between mother and daughter. After leaving that place, they gradually abandoned their intimacy with that person.

Suhang just drank water, put the cup back on the coffee table, lowered his eyelashes and said in a low voice, "I don't know."

She never thought that she would reunite with Xiao Yige in the name of Cheng Yuzhe.

And that bouquet of impure roses, does Xiao Yige care about her?

Did Xiao Yige intend to associate with Cheng Yuzhe? The Xiao family and the Cheng family are well-known and promising in the business circle, and the possibility of marriage is not small.

Su Lanjun murmured: "Don't blame you if you can't catch up. Although you and that girl are classmates, you can't decide this kind of thing... Cheng Yuzhe's situation is special. That person called to explain to you. He cared about this girl."

Su Hang took a bite of the cake silently, the sharpness in his eyes flashed very quickly.

"Forget it," Su Lanjun waved his hand, his face softened a little, "won't you tell mom about the happy things tonight?"

The cake in his mouth tasted sweet again, Suhang smiled: "I met a classmate in the arrow hall."

She didn't want to say it was Xiao Yige, otherwise Su Lanjun would bring up the matter between Cheng Yuzhe and Xiao Yige again.

Xiao Yige tonight is not the person Cheng Yuzhe wants to pursue, but just a spark that always shines in her gloomy life.

Su Lanjun beamed with joy: "Looks like a very special classmate?"

Over the years, my daughter's temperament has become introverted and closed, and she has few friends. She got better after working, but she is also used to loneliness. It is rare that there is someone who can make her smile unconsciously.

She took another bite of the cake, feeling the sweetness, and the same taste spread in her heart.

"Well," she said softly, "I always think of her."

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感谢在2022-07-1321:00:02~2022-07-1621:00:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: Nicole5;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the grenade: Wen Tao and Jun Mo;

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