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Fortunately, Xu Cheng cut his wrist not deeply. Although the bleeding was horrific, he stayed in the hospital for a day or two. After he was sure he was fine, he could be discharged from the hospital. However, his thin wrist was still wrapped with a thick bandage. The thick gauze, this white part, made Xu Jing's heart tremble every time he looked at it.

It was his fault that he forced his brother to inflict this wound.

Thinking of this in Xu Jing's heart, she felt guilty and afraid, and wanted to treat his brother better than before.

It's just that Xu Cheng has changed a bit. He has become more sensitive than before, and he doesn't talk often. The most important point is also the point that Xu Jing can't accept, that is, Xu Cheng doesn't call him "brother." "Are.

In the past, when Xu Cheng kept calling him "brother", Xu Jing felt annoyed, but now that Xu Cheng stopped calling him, Xu Jing felt a little uncomfortable. In fact, he is quite cheap like this, even his mother saw him I felt annoyed when I stayed beside Xu Cheng all the time, took the pillow and threw it on Xu Jing's head, "Stop pestering your brother, I feel annoyed just looking at it."

Xu Jing covered the place where he was beaten and didn't care, and continued to rub next to Xu Cheng.

Xu Cheng stayed at home for more than a week, and the head teacher at the school called once. According to Xu Cheng's illness, he should go to a special school, but his mother never believed in evil, even if Xu Cheng was autistic, she would He felt that his own children were no different from other people's, so he entrusted Xu Cheng with a kindergarten that was closer to his home.

At first Li Huiyao was still a little worried, and asked for leave with her unit, so she stood guard at the door of the class, staring at the small square of glass window at the door, secretly observing Xu Cheng's performance.

But unexpectedly, Xu Cheng was doing well.

Except for the relatively unfamiliar communication with peers, the rest of the small homework assigned by the teacher such as drawing and paper cutting can be completed, and because he is more attentive and calm, he completes them faster than other children.

The teachers in the kindergarten also knew about Xu Cheng's situation, so seeing such a quiet and well-behaved child, who didn't seem to have any intellectual problems, they took extra care of him.

This time the homeroom teacher called home, Li Huiyao couldn't say anything about Xu Cheng's self-harm, so she prevaricated and asked for a few days off, and let Xu Cheng go to class after the injury on his wrist healed.

Xu Cheng's hand was injured. Although he was left-handed, he was left-handed, so many things were inconvenient. Fortunately, Xu Jing was very enlightened. After that incident, he turned into a little follower, busy Helping his brother inside and out.

"Brother, raise your hand, the sleeves won't go in."

Xu Jing tugged at the narrow cuffs, a little annoyed.

Xu Cheng let out a "huh" and obediently raised a hand. He didn't make a sound, and looked at Xu Jing with dark eyes. Xu Cheng said very little during this time, sometimes only one or two a day Shan Yin, Li Huiyao felt that something was wrong with Xu Cheng's condition, so she took him to see a psychiatrist, but the doctor couldn't do anything about it. He didn't advise Xu Cheng to take medicine, and only said that he should talk to Xu Cheng more. You can't be afraid of autistic children annoying.

Xu Cheng's situation is so tepid, sometimes Li Huiyao can't help but blame Grandma Xu, but more often she blames herself, because she always thinks that she made Xu Cheng like this and made him endure it. destiny.

When Xu Jing was five years old, she couldn't wait to go to school. His mother felt that other children were unwilling to go to school, but his youngest son was different. He carried a small bag and walked decently. Lu, came to the class and sat in her seat, she didn't cry or make a fuss, and even waved her hand to signal that she could go, which made Li Huiyao feel puzzled and funny.

Xu Cheng and Xu Jing are three years apart, so when Xu Jing first entered kindergarten, Xu Cheng had just entered the elementary school campus. Both of them were going to school, and the time they usually met was shortened by a large part. A little uncomfortable, and didn't see his brother's dumbfounded look, and felt that something was missing.

Fortunately, after school, he could see Xu Cheng again.

The kindergarten is very close to home, and Xu Jing doesn't need to pick him up for a 5-minute walk. He has a strong sense of direction and knows the way like a puppy.

That day, when he came back from school, he didn't expect to see Xu Cheng's back when he walked to a small alley in front of his house.

Xu Cheng was wearing their primary school's bright green school uniform, which was very conspicuous. He was often ridiculed as a green vegetable, but now this green vegetable head was pressed hard to the ground, his face was covered with mud, and there were a few gray spots on his clothes. Footprints, a few half-grown children surrounded him and laughed at him, and threw small stones on Xu Cheng's body. Seeing Xu Cheng screaming in pain, they laughed and shouted "fool" and "idiot" from time to time. some type of.

Xu Jing only felt a burst of anger bursting into Tianling Gai, his teeth were chattering, the wings of his nose fluttered, his lower lip was pressed against the back of his teeth, his brother was beaten, at this moment, all that remained in his mind was After saying this, damn it, it's time to hit his brother.

As soon as Xu Jing turned his gaze, he saw the gravel on the side of the road. He picked a big one and held it in his hand. It was heavy. He ran over from behind and spotted the big man who had been throwing stones with his mouth open. He raised his hand and threw the gravel over. Before the big one could react, the back of the head was hit by the stone, and the force was not small. He only felt a pain in the back of his head. When he touched it with his hand, he Seeing the blood on the palm of his hand, his face immediately changed, and he was terrified.

After all, these were just children, and when they saw someone bleeding, they immediately panicked. Xu Jing watched them disperse like wasps, and immediately ran to Xu Cheng and pulled his brother up.

Xu Jing looked at his brother, he was a bit shorter than Xu Cheng, so Xu Jing stood on tiptoe, took off the other handkerchief on his chest, and wiped off the plaster on Xu Cheng's face, but after wiping, Xu Jing couldn't help it. Cheng's face was wet, Xu Jing shook his hands, and saw his brother crying quietly, the tears were very annoying, and made people who saw it feel sad.

"do not Cry."

Xu Jing frowned and said.

Xu Cheng sniffed, staring at him with red eyes, he still didn't speak much, Xu Jing thought he wouldn't speak, but unexpectedly Xu Cheng said, "Am I a fool?"

Xu Jing plucked the hair on his forehead, frowned, not knowing what to say.

He wanted to say, you are not, but he felt that this was not true. In fact, in his eyes, his brother was a fool, a fool who couldn't speak, was dull and had no expression. Of course, he just thought about these words, If his mother finds out about it, he'll lose his skin.

So, he put it another way and said: "Whoever says you are a fool, I will beat him."

Xu Cheng grinned, he took Xu Jing's hand happily, thought for a while, and said anxiously: "Xu Jing, you... are so kind."

Xu Jing also grinned, well, he still called him by his name, and he refused to call him younger brother. He sighed, and it was his own fault.

When going back at night, Li Huiyao found the bruise on Xu Cheng's face, which was scratched when he was pressed to the ground. Li Huiyao held Xu Cheng's face in distress. She is the eldest son, baby, no matter what others say, She still loves it.

Xu Jing told his mother the truth, Xu Cheng's facial injuries were caused by a few older children in the neighborhood, and he also said that he smashed the big man's head with a stone. The child's head was also taken aback, Xu Jing saw his mother's face suddenly changed, her heart skipped a beat, and she couldn't help shrinking away from Xu Cheng.

His appearance made Li Huiyao laugh, "You had the guts to smash the head of Aunt Li's son, why don't you have the courage now?"

Xu Jing blushed, and touched his own face. He didn't speak, but felt his hand was hot. When he looked down, his hand was being tightly held by Xu Cheng.

Li Huiyao didn't notice their small movements, she just thought about it and said, "You and I will apologize to Aunt Li later."

Xu Jing pursed her lips, "They beat my brother, why should we apologize, I was just defending myself!"

"You have reason." Li Huiyao patted the back of Xu Jing's head, a little angry, but when she wanted to pat, Xu Cheng held her hand.

"...don't hit him."

Xu Cheng didn't go to see his mother, but looked at Xu Jing, his eyes were as clear as a pool of spring water, Xu Jing felt that his mother didn't love him, and his father didn't love him, so it was his brother who protected him, you said he Brother is an idiot, but he still protects him like this. If he is a normal person, how happy he would be.

Thinking about this, Xu Jing felt a little pain in his heart. He lowered his head, a little bored, "Mom, I don't want to apologize. If I bend my head this time, they will beat my brother next time. I don't want to do this .”