life partner

Xu Cheng sat on the bed for a while, holding his mobile phone, but did not move, Liu Anna's words rang repeatedly in his head.

What if people know about it?

He asked himself, the fine sunlight fell on half of his face, which was covered with mottled light, he was in a trance, and there was no answer. At this time, An An suddenly raised his head, squinted at the cat's eyes outside the window, and whispered .

Xu Cheng stared at it, An An anthrace stood up, changed his posture, turned his back to Xu Cheng, and didn't look at him.

will be hated!Just like your father hates you.

The gloomy words seemed to be swaying in his heart, Xu Cheng was startled, raised his head, and his face suddenly changed.

He hadn't felt this way for a long time, and he felt so guilty. Hearing Liu Anna's words, he didn't dare to go online, so he got up from the bed and pulled the shirt, but unexpectedly, his hands were shaking so badly that he couldn't button it no matter what. With a sudden force, the buttons of his shirt snapped. Xu Cheng stood up, but his feet slipped and he fell off the edge of the bed.

With a sound of "bang", Xu Cheng propped his hand on the ground, and his palm was in severe pain. He knelt on the ground, staring blankly at his red and swollen palm, trying to bend his wrist, but he couldn't exert strength.

Xu Cheng got up from the ground, and the phone vibrated again. The buzzing made people anxious for no reason. Xu Cheng was sitting by the bed, and the caller was Xu Jing. With only one hand, his movements were inevitably slow, and he dawdled. After clicking on the call, I heard Xu Jing's anxious voice.

"Brother, what are you doing now?"

Xu Cheng paused, looked down at his unfinished clothes, pursed his lips, "Put on clothes."

Xu Jing was silent for a moment, and then the anxiety was abruptly broken into a relaxed tone, "Just got up, then quickly get dressed and go to breakfast, don't be hungry, breakfast is on the table, Warm up before eating." Xu Jing chattered a lot, Xu Jing turned on the speaker, so he didn't need to pinch it, he lay down, moved the phone a little bit, Xu Cheng stared at the brightly lit ceiling , squinting his eyes, Xu Jing's face appeared in his mind very clearly.

The tone of his speech, the frowning of his eyebrows because of worry, and the opening and closing of his lips when he spoke, all made him remember and read, as if they had been rubbed in his head, over and over again... He will never forget this face, these expressions, these words.

"Xu Jing..." Xu Cheng interrupted him, he said in a deep voice, turned over, stared blankly at the gradually dimming screen, tapped his finger, and the words Xu Jing appeared on his face again. Under his eyes, he lowered his eyes, rubbed the bed with his fingertips, remained silent, and finally whispered, "Xu Jing, I'm actually quite scared."

After a long time, you will be afraid.

Afraid of being disgusted and spurned, he became a lonely one again, unable to talk to anyone. Also, his morbid psychology made him timid to communicate with others. , the people around him gradually got tired of him.

but……

Xu Cheng choked his voice, covered his eyes with his hands, "It doesn't matter if others hate me, as long as you are still here, I won't be afraid."

He said this again and again, calling Xu Jing's name in his mouth, thinking of Xu Jing's face in his heart, Xu Jing's throat was pressed heavily, and it was very sore, at this moment he was thinking of going to Xu Cheng's side , hugged him tightly, but in the end he just took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "Xu Cheng, wait for me to come back."

Xu Cheng said "hmm", he rubbed the edge of the phone, leaning his chin on the bed, "Xu Jing, don't worry about me."

As soon as Xu Jing thought about it, he snorted and laughed, his throat was itchy, "I'm not worried, I just knew, my brother is amazing!"

…………

Xu Cheng was in the limelight, and after the news about his autism was revealed, the Internet exploded.

His ex-manager took a lot of benefits. When he met people outside, he would tell everyone about Xu Cheng's past, saying that he was cowardly and inferior, that he was gloomy and silent, but he was scheming and didn't know what to do. How good she was to Xu Cheng. However, Xu Cheng was not grateful to report it, he was a white-eyed wolf, and ran to other people's place when he got the opportunity.

Most of her words are unsubstantiated, cannot be counted, and others don't believe them, but I can't hide the matter of autism, and Liu Anna's phone calls are almost blown up by reporters Yeah, Liu Anna hated that bitch so much, now that she was listening to other people's gossip, she wanted to tear their mouths apart.

It was also very lively on the Internet. Xu Cheng's fans didn't hate Xu Cheng because of his illness. It was his former manager who made them explode.

The woman who belittled Xu Cheng with a lot of harsh words made them angry, thinking how uncomfortable their Xu Cheng would feel if they heard these words, and hated this woman so much, they didn't think What's wrong with autism? It's just that I'm not good at communicating with people. As long as I can act well, it's fine. Does it mean that an actor has to be fluent in speech?

They, Xu Cheng, only care about acting well, what else do they care about?

The fans were all against each other, and the reaction was unexpected. Those who were waiting to see the show turned into fantasy. Liu Anna was also surprised by the development of this situation. She thought that the incident this time It will affect Xu Cheng to some extent, but unexpectedly, it will increase Xu Cheng's popularity.

But... She still took advantage of this opportunity to give Xu Cheng a press conference. It's better to explain clearly what should be revealed, so as to save herself from being dragged by her braids in the future.

Liu Anna said that she was going to hold a press conference, Xu Cheng was really nervous. He was not good at talking with people, and he couldn't answer the harsh questions asked by the reporters, but Liu Anna comforted him, "I don't need you at that time." Talk, you just have to sit there and don't show your timidity."

Xu Cheng didn't say a word, so Liu Anna could only say, "How about you think about the roles you played and think of yourself as another person?" Xu Cheng listened to her words, his expression changed, and he finally nodded in agreement.

It's good to think of yourself as another person, at least you can shrink back into your shell like a turtle.

At the meeting that day, as Liu Anna said, Xu Cheng didn't have to open his mouth the whole time, and Liu Anna responded for him.At first, the atmosphere was good, but later on, the reporter said a word, and then a series of questions bombarded him. What kind of thinking did a mentally ill person like Xu Cheng enter the entertainment circle?Ever thought about quitting?Can he stand the pressure in the entertainment industry?Why do you hide Xu Cheng's autism? Are you deceiving the public?And so on, endlessly.

Xu Cheng's face turned pale, but his head didn't bow down, his back was still standing straight, but there was sweat on his forehead. Liu Anna pressed her eyebrows and glanced at him. She had already answered She asked several questions, and her mouth was already parched by now, but those reporters' questions were like machine guns. She was annoyed, and she stood up suddenly, and the microphone made a sharp hiss. This time, those voices It suddenly disappeared.

silence...

"What do you think of being an actor?"

"Whether it's the kind of wrist who can accompany you in doing Tai Chi or the big star whose acting skills are criticized but is glamorous because of the good publicity, these can all become actors, but there are a few real actors."

"Xu Cheng doesn't know the ways of the world, and his social circle is even narrower. He doesn't know how to lie or flatter. He just wants to be quiet and play a show. But why are you aggressive, grabbing his pain, forcing him, Let him admit it, is it embarrassing?"

The reporters looked at each other, but were speechless for a while, but at this moment, they heard a sneer, and when they looked back, they saw a handsome young man tilting his head, "The words are so grand, if that's the case, why didn't you say it in the first place?" Tell me about Xu Cheng's autism, and now that someone has exposed it, why are you rushing to make up for it?"

Xu Cheng squinted his eyes. He looked at the person who spoke and felt a little familiar.

Liu Anna breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at it like a torch. The person on the other end smiled slowly, but didn't speak any more.

…………

Liu Anna finally breathed a sigh of relief when the media reporters didn't chase after her. She had been worrying about Xu Cheng's affairs for the past few days, and her eyelids were covered with black and blue, which was covered by gray makeup. Still looking haggard, she sighed, "I've thought about this a long time ago, but luckily it wasn't too much trouble, otherwise we would have been troubled."

Xu Cheng also nodded, and Liu Anna patted him on the shoulder, "Come on, go back and rest, and we'll talk about work after we've adjusted."

Xu Cheng hesitated for a while, then he pursed his lips and looked at Liu Anna, "Sister Anna, I've caused you trouble."

Liu Anna laughed when she heard his words, "We have cooperated for so long, are you still polite to me? I don't find it troublesome, so don't take it to heart." In Xu Cheng's heart, Liu Anna is just like a generation of heroines. It seemed that a random look in his eyes was sharp and compelling, and he could turn the tide with just a few words and solve all those troublesome things. He was sincerely admirable.

Later, Liu Anna answered the phone and was about to leave, so she said to Xu Cheng, "Let's go, I'll take you back."

Xu Cheng got into the car, Liu Anna looked ahead and asked unintentionally, "Are you living with Xu Jing now?"

"Ah."

"You two brothers really have a good relationship. You have never quarreled. Have you always been so good?"

All the street lights outside the car window were turned on, and the light source mist fell on Xu Cheng's face. He listened to Liu Anna's words and turned to look at her, "He is my brother."

Xu Jing is his younger brother who is connected by blood, someone he can spend his whole life with, and someone he wants to engrave in his heart. To make each other uncomfortable, it is natural to have to live so well all the time.

The author has something to say: I was too excited yesterday, so I won’t raise it today, so please accept it!