Offensive change: superficial love

Yan Ju stared at Chu Ruxu motionlessly.

Ignoring the emotions that I and the other party should have at this moment, but I don't want to let go of the details of Chu Ruxu's expression.

It seems that as long as he shows the slightest disgust or fear, Yan Ji will immediately drive him away like a feline whose territory has been violated.

But Chu Ruxu didn't.

He just looked extraordinarily serious, and his carefree eyes were full of sadness. Even when he told Yan Ji about his secret life experience, Chu Ruxu didn't show such sadness.

When Chu Ruxu usually plays grievances and wants to arouse his sympathy, she is always so skillful that she looks soft and docile, like a little animal with no temper. Even if you guess that he is trying to please him, you will not be willing to expose it.

But the aura around him is really fierce now.

Yan Ji couldn't understand the change.

Chu Ruxu clearly felt sorry for him, but her slightly frowned brows looked like they were about to gather a layer of hoarfrost.

The other party was angry, Yan Ji was very sure about this answer.

But why?

In the next second, Chu Ruxu's actions gave him the answer.

"Yan Ju, do you really think I care about this, or are you trying to annoy me?" Chu Ruxu's voice was low and dangerous, as if trying to suppress the turbulent emotions.

Didn't call brother, just Yan Ji.

Chu Ruxu moved the chair in front of Yan Ju, almost touching him, and Yan Ju could even feel his warm breath.

"If it's the former, then I might be angry now." A hint of annoyance flashed in Chu Ruxu's deep pupils. He stretched out his hand, and used his calloused thumbtips to touch the fingers inch by inch, as he did every time he memorized. Slowly rubbing along Yan Ji's jawline, "If it's the latter..."

Chu Ruxu's palm rubbed against Yan Ju's skin and moved to the back of his head, and kissed Yan Ju heavily on his lips as if punishing him, and he said vaguely: "Then you succeeded."

Yan Ju didn't resist at all, but quietly let Chu Ruxu kiss as if venting, his beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, reluctant to close them as if lingering on his lover's face, his eyelashes were like fragile butterfly wings, under the rain that gradually overflowed from his eye sockets trembling.

angry what is the answer?

Angry at his concealment?Or annoyed that your first love was so bad?

Yan Ju couldn't think of a positive outcome, his brain seemed to freeze.

This room seems to have some magical power, as soon as he stepped into the door, Yan Ju seemed to be trapped back in the middle school body.

Helpless, lonely, sensitive, being talked about by neighbors, often having to deal with the police and reporters, afraid of friends asking about parents and not being intimate with people...

The creeper on the wall disappeared, but it didn't seem to disappear. It has been growing in Yan Ju's heart for so many years, densely entangled layer after layer.

If his house in Ningcheng was built into a glass cocoon, then this former "home" was a solid prison.

The bottom of it is not reinforced concrete, but the roots that spread continuously from thick to thin, pulling and connecting Yan Ji's soul. No matter where he escapes, he will parasitize on his back, making people breathless Come.

Yan Jue cooperated with Chu Ruxu's somewhat rough kiss, the slight pain and the faint smell of blood between his lips and teeth were just right for him.

For some reason, he was able to feel Chu Ruxu's admiration and his own existence from this tiny, extremely aggressive movement, even mixed with strong anger.

The long and tormented intimacy twisted into a thread as if without end, the delicate lust/desire was the hook, and Chu Ruxu's liking became the bait, Yan Jie, who was floating in mid-air and ready to escape at any time, was caught like this up.

Chu Ruxu held Yan Ju's waist with her hands, and the illusion caused by suffocation disappeared in an instant.

His toes hit the ground again.

Chu Ruxu seemed to have eased up a lot, but her expression was still a little awkward. Chu Ruxu took Yan Ju who was sitting on his lap to cater to him with his arms around his waist, and put it safely on the other side's original position.

The intimacy was suddenly terminated, Yan Ju seemed a little at a loss, and he didn't know whether it was catalyzed by the counteractive alcohol, or a physiological reaction, his eye sockets were swollen with a thin pink circle, and the small mole at the inner corner of his eye was even redder. It's almost gaudy.

"Why don't you do it?" Yan Ju slightly tilted his head, his blank expression concealed some incomprehension, his thinking seemed to be more numb than usual.

Chu Ruxu was going to laugh at him angrily.

How can there be such a person?

Originally, he was happy to watch the sunset and the sea, and gave him a title after dinner, but when he entered the house, not only did he not plan to show him around, but he took out a bunch of "confidential documents" with heavy meaning. Taking out the same thing alone is enough to talk with each other all night with heart-to-heart and tears.

But Yan Ju not only wanted to show him, but also threw it directly in his face for him to see.

Moreover, before Chu Ruxu reached out and touched the pile of "dangerous goods", Yan Ju showed an expression that seemed to be burnt ashes, as if as long as Chu Ruxu dared to frown, what he asked in the next second was not "" Do you still like me", but "We broke up, why don't you get out?"

Anyway, the explosion made Chu Ruxu's ears ringing, and her brain hurt like being run over by a steamroller and then back again.

It made Chu Ruxu unable to hold her in his arms for a kiss, take it easy, think of a way, and finally resisted the clamoring desire, and sent him back intact in a gentlemanly manner, but in the end, Yan Ju had to put on a bad show. With an innocent and ignorant appearance, he asked suspiciously what could be called a seduction textbook.

Chu Ruxu pinched Yan Ju's face hard, the touch was obviously soft, but he still pinched Yan Ju's teeth and mouth.

Where can I go to reason.

Chu Ruxu was helpless.

"Don't do it." Chu Ruxu gave the answer bluntly and simply, but after a while, he hesitated, and weakly added a sentence without any confidence, "I won't do it now."

"Wait to make it clear, you don't even think about going out tomorrow."

Yan Ju pursed his lips and thought about it slowly.

I didn't plan to go out tomorrow, and this threat is really weak.

"Are you angry with me?" Yan Ju, like a kid who has made a mistake and is obediently waiting for criticism, sits upright with his hands on his knees, his back stretched straight, and the question has been hovering in his heart for a long time. The problem.

When Chu Ruxu saw his rare appearance, his heart softened instantly.

He didn't have too much anger at first, it was more annoyed that he chose to torment himself because Yan Ju didn't trust him.

"Qi, are you going to coax me?" Chu Ruxu's anger dissipated a little, and his expression softened a lot, as if he was reluctant to be too aggressive with Yan Ji.

I was afraid that he would feel more uncomfortable, that he would shrink back again, and that he would run away completely after panicking.

But Yan Ju was obviously more stubborn than he imagined.

"Come on..." Yan Ju hesitated for a moment, pointed at the things on the table, and continued with a trembling voice, "Look first, if you still want to like me after reading it..."

"I'll coax you well again."

Chu Ruxu frowned, and said dissatisfied: "If you don't like it, you can't coax it?"

During the meaningless and trivial conversation, Yan Ju's emotions were a little less out of control, and he frowned unhappily, and his usual strong energy finally returned a bit: "Why coax if you don't like it? If you beat it up and throw it out, it is considered that you have deep feelings for you."

Chu Ruxu couldn't hold it back, and laughed out loud. He pulled his chair with one hand, and turned Yan Ju to face the dining table with the other. The two sat side by side with their legs next to each other.

"Yeah, how can Mr. Yan coax me?" Chu Ruxu kissed Yan Jun's face and put his arm around his shoulders, "You should just say, "Don't coax, get out if you can't bear it", and then I will immediately I hugged your leg pitifully, and cried until I was crying, please give me another chance to answer the question again. "

"Understood?" He put his forehead against Yan Ju's neck, and deliberately rubbed against Yan Ju with the hair on the top of his head.

I don't know if it was itching or because Chu Ruxu was teasing her, the corners of Yan Ju's lips, which were originally straight and flat, finally raised a moderate arc.

After seeing it, Chu Ruxu immediately smiled and kissed the corner of his lips again: "Happy?"

Yan Ju, who was really not very sad, crossed the river and demolished the bridge, gave him a blank look, then put his elbow on his side, and teased the old man Duan's self-deprecating words at night: "Are you a bitch?"

Chu Ruxu smiled "hehe", and rubbed her fingertips on the hot earlobe of the other party: "You swear nicely."

His scorching breath passed Yan Ji's neck lightly, and the next sentence changed from unserious to even more unserious: "It makes me want to take you to bed."

Before Yan Ju could respond, he corrected himself humbly: "It's fine on the sofa, in the car, on the balcony, in front of the kitchen window, anywhere. I have a very good temper, and I don't pick anything."

If the shadow in Yan Ju's heart faded halfway just now, [-]% of it has completely dissipated now.

Where's the rascal, three sentences without any meat feel uncomfortable.

Students in key universities are like this, so what will happen to society in the future?

"Yan Ju, don't always treat me like an ignorant child." Chu Ruxu's voice was a little heavy, her tone was serious, and her attitude was serious. While stroking Yan Ju's spinal line to comfort her, she expressed her thoughts frankly, "I I really want to be with you."

"I said before that you don't need to let me know what you don't want to tell me. This is not to coax you. That's what I think."

Chu Ruxu put Yan Ju into her arms and hugged her again: "Don't feel owed, don't feel it's unfair to me, feelings are unfair."

"I only want you, don't be fair."

Yan Ju's throat was a little sore, the tip of his nose was sore, and his eyes were sore. Anyway, he felt uncomfortable anywhere, and his heart was beating like a roar.

He didn't show himself to others, so he couldn't judge whether Chu Ruxu's reaction was normal or not.

But a conclusion clearly came to his mind - he was sure that Chu Ruxu was really nice, and he was sure that Chu Ruxu really liked him.

This thought has never been more certain than at this moment.

The other party looked really sincere, as if there was no one who was more sincere than him in the world,

Even if Chu Ruxu was acting and lying to him, then Yan Ju could accept it willingly.

Because it's not that he's stupid, he's too easily seduced.

It's that Chu Ruxu's rank is too high.

How can you refuse him?

Anyone will be shaken by him.

Yan Ju allowed himself to fall in indulgently, or in other words, he wanted to fall in with Chu Ruxu.

"What I like is you, you on the surface, you in reality, you in the past, present, and future." Chu Ruxu spoke slowly and solemnly, like singing, like reciting poems. It is laying the groundwork for escaping from Yan Ji, "You are dazzling and glamorous, you are fragile and broken."

"You who are immersed in desire, you who soberly display the charm of your personality."

"The main part is you, not what kind of you you are." Chu Ruxu touched Yan Jue's lips lightly, like a child who succeeded in secretly kissing his sweetheart, bending his eyes and showing off with a smile "I like all of them."

"Because I like you, I am eager to know more about you, and I expect you to completely trust me and rely on me, but this is not an influencing factor for me to decide whether to like you or not." Chu Ruxu paused, as if thinking about how to word it , After a few seconds of silence, he continued, "I don't want to touch anything that will make you sad."

After finishing speaking, he looked at the naked and cruel documents on the table, frowned slightly, reached out and turned the photo over: "If it will hurt you to recall these, then don't do it."

"We are here to cover them, not to wake them up, deepen them, or strengthen them." Chu Ruxu pinched the back of Yan Jue's neck pitifully, and sighed, "I knew you brought me back to scare me away, I should have Reject you, I'm exhausted after driving for two days."

"Are you an asshole, huh?" Chu Ruxu bit Yan Jue's shoulder viciously, then rubbed Yan Jue as if afraid of his pain after letting go, and said helplessly, "Why do I not want to like you because of these things?" Woolen cloth."

"I'm only sad to know that you were unhappy before..."

The author says:

Come, come, come -3-

The writer of this sweet article will never abuse two [kimbo] in a row;

There will be one more later——