Offensive change: superficial love

Yan Ji's test of the other party's bottom line finally came to fruition.

It was not much different from the progress he had originally expected.

The moment he saw Chu Ruxu today, he never thought that he could go home safely at night.

Yan Ji is too boring alone.

He never felt that being alone was such a disorienting thing before. He concentrated on doing one thing and raised his head to check the time after it was over, but it only took half the length of an art film.

It was different when she was with Chu Ruxu.

The other party seems to have some magical power to change the flow of time.

When he was by his side, day and night were viscous and twisted, and it was too late to react. Dozens of bizarre hours disappeared in the continuous happiness.

When he was not around, all the clocks and watches seemed to be out of order. The internal gears were only spinning, making a disturbing noise of "clicking" in Yan Ju's heart, but the hands froze there.

Time has turned back to boring and concrete numbers.

Not worthy of any other meaning.

Yan Ju likes the freshness and excitement brought by the other party, and likes to indulge safely on the premise of knowing that the other party will not really hurt him.

Chu Ruxu is a good boy.

I can't bear to force myself, and I can't bear to reject myself.

But Yan Ju hoped that he would be reluctant to leave him in the future.

Even though he knew it wasn't realistic...

Mutual attraction in love/desire is time-sensitive.

The empty and empty core cannot retain bright and dazzling people.

Yan Ju knows it all.

Half asleep is not called love.

However, he couldn't remember anything soon.

Chu Ruxu was extremely crazy this time.

I don't know if it's because Yan Ju brought Bo Lu out to stimulate him, or if the teasing in the study room still has lingering aftertaste, anyway, Chu Ruxu has almost lost control to the point of abnormality.

Every tiny movement was ruthless, and a lot of meaningless words were said:

"Where was your first time?"

"Do you enjoy it that much when you're with him?"

"During the regular meeting, would you also secretly step on him under the table?"

"What poses does he like? Do you like to see him lose his mind over you, too?"

Chu Ruxu clamped Yan Ju's jaw with one hand, blocking part of the air flow. Yan Ju, who was already distracted by the excessive intensity, couldn't even break through the obstruction and take a deep breath, so he could only shake it. In the state of oxygen, he stretched out his arms and wrapped them around Chu Ruxu's neck to seek comfort that was better than nothing.

The night light at the foot of the bed was dim, and Yan Ju, whose eyes were slack, couldn't even focus, and couldn't see Chu Ruxu's expression clearly.

But I don't know if it's a physical link, and under certain circumstances, it will also lead to a subtle psychological induction.

Yan Ju felt that Chu Ruxu seemed a little sad.

Right.

He thought to himself.

At least Chu Ruxu likes her now.

Then he asked these questions about himself and his ex-boyfriend, which could almost be regarded as masochistic.

Yan Ju's brain had been muddled by Chu Ruxu, and he couldn't come to any effective conclusions, couldn't figure out the reason, and couldn't think of a solution.

The only thing he could do was kiss Chu Ruxu indulgently, hug each other as if he would never part with each other, and gave all the answers to all the questions in a soft voice with a hoarse voice.

Yan Ju didn't want to deceive Chu Ruxu.

It's a pity that he didn't have the courage to analyze himself honestly, and he couldn't give the other party an unforgettable first love.

In other matters at least, he wanted to be as honest as possible.

It seems that someone has come back from the mist, and the sound insulation of the door of the room is not so perfect.

I couldn't hear what they were talking about in the living room, but the sound kept whispering into their ears.

This sense of insecurity that could be discovered at any time seemed to make Yan Ju even more excited. He bit Chu Ruxu, without any conscious intention of lowering his volume, and still rubbed his messy breathing in an unsteady voice, saying every word Ling Chi's own reason and Chu Ruxu's heart:

"The first time, it was in the first house we bought with the first project payment."

"Fortunately, he is very restrained about everything, and I used to be too."

"No, I didn't even think about it."

"I don't know about the posture, but he doesn't want to look into my eyes, so it might be behind his back." Yan Ju took a deep breath, and managed to stay awake amidst the ever-spreading ambiguous voice, "What else? Is there a problem?"

"Oh yes..." Yan Ju suddenly laughed, his amber eyes were like well-crafted glass, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and the physiological tears set off those eyes with chaotic colors, mixed with ambiguous affection Climbing desires/thoughts flow through it.

Anyone who has been stared at by these eyes for a long time will mistakenly think that they are qualified to win Yan Ji's heart.

No wonder Bai Lu didn't dare to look more,

Chu Ruxu thought to herself.

But he is not afraid, and he doesn't mind being more fascinated by the other party.

Anyway, there is no way out, so just lose control to the extreme.

"I'd like to watch." Chu Ruxu kissed the corner of his eyes and said with suppressed emotions.

At the same time, Yan Ju just happened to speak again: "I remembered."

He smiled, stretched one hand to the side, intertwined fingers with Chu Ruxu actively, raised the other hand lightly, and put it on the other's Adam's apple playfully, accompanied by Chu Ruxu's fierce rhythm and dark eyes , gradually tightened.

It's like wanting them to die here together.

In this way, you don't have to face the embarrassment after the passion fades one day in the future.

"do not like."

"I just like watching you lose your mind over me."

Yan Yu replied very frankly.

…………

When he woke up again, it was already noon the next day.

Yan Ju opened his eyes in the numb pain.

After returning to his consciousness, he began to look at the surrounding environment.

Yesterday Chu Ruxu was teased by him so much that he wanted to solve it directly at the door, and he didn't have time to spare to introduce the room to him.

Thinking of last night, Yan Ju bent his lips.

It doesn't sound good to say it, but since hanging out with Chu Ruxu, he wakes up in such a dazed state almost every day, and sometimes he even has to wait for a long time before he can fully wake up and regain control of his body.

The rooms in Ningdaxin Dormitory have a similar style to the public area outside, with a hotel-style apartment design in soft light and warm colors.

There are two rows of built-in clothes hangers, a small but sufficient independent bathroom, a spacious desk and four-story wooden bookcase, and the single bed he is lying on.

Fortunately, the size is 1m5x2m, otherwise, for a young boy of about 1.9 meters like Chu Ruxu, sleeping in a smaller bed would be a bit wronged.

It's just not enough for two men to toss.

Yan Ju even took time to think about this question during the time he was messing around with the other party last night.

If the bed is collapsed by them, what should be filled in for the warranty reason?

Answering truthfully doesn't seem very good, and the credibility of lying is not very high...

Chu Ruxu must not be in this room. Yan Ju asked Professor Guo yesterday when he was chatting with him, and learned that he had two exams today and two more tomorrow, so he was very busy.

It shouldn't really fail the exam, right?

Yan Jue looked down at Chu Ruxu's clothes that Chu Ruxu had changed for him before he left, and felt that the other party was considerate, but at the same time couldn't help worrying about his grades.

The failure of the subject is also because I don't study hard at ordinary times, and it has nothing to do with fooling around with myself.

Yan Ji, who has good study habits and whose average score has never been lower than 95, thought coldly.

He got out of bed slowly and looked at the other party's bedroom curiously.

Clean, tidy, nothing to express personality and preferences, even a little boring.

With a leisurely smile, Yan Ju walked to Chu Ruxu's desk, only to find that there were several books spread out on the desk, and the review materials were spread out scatteredly, all of which were carefully marked.

Yan Ju was a little surprised and flipped through the sets of mock questions printed by the other party. He clearly remembered that when he was in the self-study room yesterday, Chu Ruxu only did half of it.

But now, all the papers with the questions printed on them have been filled with answers, and there are even traces of corrections made by the red pen after self-marking.

The accuracy rate is also very impressive.

Yan Yu couldn't help laughing.

Why do you still have to do that kind of thing in the dark, clean up your lover, put him to sleep, and then get up and review by yourself in silence?

What kind of boy is this...

Yan Ju, who slept until the afternoon, sighed in his heart. The kid who had just passed his 19th birthday was full of energy. When he looked up, he saw the note stuck on the glass of the bookcase.

Apparently it's for myself.

He was not much shorter than Chu Ruxu, and the position where the other party was posted was at a height that he could touch with his hand. Yan Ju gently took off the things, bent the corners of his eyes, and read with his head down.

really weird.

Chu Ruxu, even his handwriting has an unobtrusive flamboyance.

【I'm a bit busy today, and I haven't studied well for tomorrow's exam. Maybe I don't care much about you. I'm sorry brother. I will make up for it when it's over. 】

[I took the clothes to wash. I tried my best to match the suit you are wearing now, but it may not look good. If you don’t like it, you can pick it from my hanger (but basically it’s the same style)]

[I cooked fish porridge in the casserole in the kitchen, just warm it up a little bit, it won't taste so good after a long time. 】

【If you don't want to eat it, just leave it there, I'll clean it up when I come back at night. 】

[Wake up and send me a message, please? 】

【like you. 】

Looking at the last three words, Yan Ju felt that he was a little itchy and panting, and his heart was stuffy, as if he couldn't get out of his mouth, and it seemed to be stagnant in his throat.

It would be great if Chu Ruxu was born a few years earlier...

This thought subconsciously resurfaced in Yan Ju's mind.

He smiled a little palely, reached out his hand to the corner of the desk, and touched his already charged mobile phone.

But when Yan Jue was about to send "Good morning" to Chu Ruxu, Ye Jue's phone came in, and he hurriedly pressed to answer.

"Where are you?" Without foreshadowing, Ye Jue got to the point directly.

Next door to your boyfriend's dorm room.

Thinking in his heart, Yan Ju felt a little nervous about being caught cheating.

He cleared his throat, trying to make his voice sound less weird and hoarse: "At home."

"Liar!" Ye Jue raised his voice and ruthlessly exposed him.

In the background sound, the bastard puppy Brownie, who turned his elbow outward, could even be heard barking in agreement.

Yan Ju was startled, and asked in surprise, "How do you know?"

"Bai Lu just finished calling me." Ye Jue's tone sounded complicated, "He said he couldn't reach you, so he went directly to your house, but there was no one at home."

"By the way, he also asked me, do you have pets? Why haven't you deleted his fingerprints yet?"

"Forgot." Yan Yu replied flatly.

He really forgot.

He moved into that house for two years, and Bai Lu only visited it a dozen times.

Most of them are having dinner and discussing business with company executives.

Yan Ju didn't even remember that the other party had recorded his fingerprints.

"Delete it when I get home," he said.

"So where are you?" Ye Jue was a little curious mixed with worry, seeing that Yan Jue didn't intend to tell frankly, he directly said coquettishly, half begging and half ordering, "Come to my house now, I'll wait for you."

"Yesterday, I ran away without saying a word. You must have a problem. I don't care. Hurry up!"

While facing the changing mirror, Yan Ju rolled up the slightly longer trouser legs, and responded with a smile: "I didn't say no, what are you in a hurry for?"

Seeing that the other party agreed, Ye Jue hurriedly said excitedly: "Okay, then I'll order lunch first, and I'll eat with you when you come. What do you want?"

"Hmm..." Yan Ju thought about it, and glanced at the note that Chu Ruxu had left for him.

Probably remembering the pitiful words above, he couldn't help chuckling.

After a short pause, Yan Ju gently asked the other end of the phone, "Let's have something light."

"Do you want porridge?"

……

The author says:

Come, come, come -3-

In the middle of the night, his wife was sleeping soundly in her room. The poor college student Xiao Chu humbly got up and turned on the lamp, and sat silently at the desk and began to study the questions in pain.

Damn, some bleak memories of final months suddenly start attacking me orz