Offensive change: superficial love

People's emotions are fragile, changeable, and complicated, and Yan Jue accepts this well, so he doesn't feel much regret in giving up his six-year stable relationship with Bo Lu.

He was originally driven by sudden feelings and emotions, and wanted to take a risk.

Although the final result is not very good-looking, it has not yet reached the level of bleakness that can cause any social news.

Compared with the painful love taught by his mother, his life is already very complete.

The morning sun was just right, not scorching, just mildly warm.

Yan Ju sat cross-legged on the black-gray carpet in front of the coffee table, too lazy to open his eyes.

He casually picked up a book, but spread it out in front of him instead of reading it, silently counting down in his heart——

three two……

One.

"Brother, do you like this style of gift?" Chu Ruxu's voice came as expected, not even half a second late.

Yan Ju lowered his head slightly not to look at him, but the corners of his lips curled slightly.

He didn't know what he was laughing at, he just thought it was funny.

Chu Ruxu is obviously "scheming", why is it so easy to handle, Yan Ju thought.

The emotions are completely written on the face, and I don't know if I don't have the consciousness to hide it, or if I tried hard but it didn't work.

Chu Ruxu had a complicated expression, and walked towards Yan Ju holding the ugly cup. After struggling for a while, she seemed to have finally convinced herself, and reluctantly and stiffly expressed her approval: "I can work hard in this direction."

"Don't talk crazy." Yan Ji, who was afraid that he would get more ghosts in the future, quickly stopped him.

But when he looked up, he found that Chu Ruxu not only filled the cup with water, inserted the messy little flowers in it, but also covered the original head of Bai Lu with a sticky note.

There are several rounds of tape wrapped inside and out. Although it is strong, it has a vague tendency to become uglier.

Seeing Yan Jun finally looked up at him, Chu Ruxu laughed immediately, and pointed to the smiling face he drew on the note and the line of words below it as if showing off.

It wasn't until Chu Ruxu put the thing in his hand on the coffee table that Yan Ju could see clearly what he had written:

【Temporary Vase (Special Edition for Chu Ruxu)】

With a "chick", Yan Ji couldn't hold back again, and was amused to laugh out loud.

What kind of childish land enclosure behavior is this...

Yan Jie slandered, propped his elbows on his knees, lightly rested his chin, and tilted his head to look at him, his eyes full of teasing.

The simple and clean home clothes make Yan Ju very refreshing. I don't know if it's because he is more relaxed. He looks loose and lazy. He is not at all as expensive and stable as he usually wears outside, and he doesn't look like a young man at all. For the social elite.

On the contrary, he is more like a college student, the kind of campus celebrity who has good grades and a good personality, and has attracted countless people's discussion and appreciation.

The neckline of Yan Ju's T-shirt is not too deep, but it's not too shallow either, just enough to reveal a small piece of skin and half of the collarbone.

The light gray slacks concealed his slender legs, and he could barely see the outline, but Yan Jue sat cross-legged on the carpet with bare feet, showing off his beautiful ankles.

Chu Ruxu's eyes dodged, her Adam's apple trembled slightly, and she didn't dare to look any further.

Last night Yan Ju was under the dining table and rubbed gently with the toe of his shoe, which was his position.

Chu Ruxu realized that his thoughts were starting to skew in a strange direction, and quickly stepped on the brakes. He cleared his throat unnaturally, and continued the topic just now: "I'm not talking crazy."

"Really, brother, I'll use my own photo to make you more pleasing to the eye." Chu Ruxu winked at Yan Ju confidently, her tone very "arrogant".

Yan Ju looked him up and down, and had to admit that Chu Ruxu did have the capital to make people pleasing to the eye.

But Yan Ju didn't plan to follow him in the praise, but just let out an inaudible "hmm" and gave a concise explanation: "The cup was distributed by the community."

Chu Ruxu laughed even happier. He handed a glass plate to Yan Jue, which contained washed bayberry and peeled lychees, and asked casually, "Brother, would you want to imprint me?" Avatar's hat?"

Yan Ju imagined that if he printed his outfit from head to toe with Chu Ruxu's photo...

Or not.

He laughed, put the fruit aside, raised his head helplessly, looked into the other person's eyes and said, "Chu Ruxu."

"Are you going to keep pretending nothing happened last night?"

Chu Ruxu's movement of wanting to sit down froze, the smile on his face froze a bit, he put his hands behind his back awkwardly: "No."

Looking at Yan Ju's eyes, Chu Ruxu became the one who was discouraged first again. He quickly adjusted his mood, twitched the corners of his mouth, and his tone became less brisk: "Yesterday you accepted the invitation."

"I made a few dishes that suit your taste. We chatted happily. At the end, we also ran into my roommate's embarrassing one-night stand together."

"There are ups and downs, and overall it's a very good first date."

Yan Ju remained silent, didn't express any attitude, just looked at him quietly.

Chu Ruxu couldn't stand this, and immediately turned her eyes away from Yan Ju.

He was a little guilty, so he sighed softly, and when he spoke again, there was grievance hidden between the lines: "Then you teased me, frightened me, forced me to confess my love in advance, but then wanted to dump me..."

Yan Ju really didn't want to be teased by the other party anymore.

He couldn't control the number of times he laughed this morning, almost more than usual in a week.

Chu Ruxu looked really pitiful, but more awkward.

Not because of anything else, the main reason is that he really has a young master's face that "doesn't know how to feel sad". Such a flamboyant and good-looking appearance is very incompatible with the emotion of "sadness".

Although he clearly knew that Chu Ruxu was seeking sympathy, Yan Ju had to admit that he was in a very good mood now, and the gloom from when he just woke up was gone.

It seemed that he really liked Chu Ruxu's tricks.

Yan Ju secretly said in his heart.

He shook his head as if he had nothing to do with the other party, so he had to turn his way of rejection to a softer one.

"Oh, it was a date yesterday?" Yan Ju joked lightly, "I'm sorry, I haven't seen a person who dared to eat three bowls of rice on the first date before, so I thought it was a mistake."

Unexpectedly, Chu Ruxu didn't want to understand his good intentions, so he was caught off guard: "Brother eats too much and can't support me?"

Yan Ju choked, and replied reflexively: "No."

"Then there's no problem. The core problem reflected in our dating process has been solved." Chu Ruxu shifted the focus slyly, and the reduction technique was quick and skillful, "Can I continue to chase you now?"

Seeing Chu Ruxu's false and harmless expression, as if he really didn't know what he meant, Yan Ju didn't know how to respond to him for a while.

Rarely did he show a lack of shrewdness.

It was as if Chu Ruxu didn't intend to pretend at all, when they met for the first time, Tian Cheng's scoundrel spirit suddenly returned.

What is this all about...

Yan Jie's rationality and self-restraint are completely useless to the bastard kid. The other party's strange brain circuit will give him a surprise attack every now and then, bringing the original topic on a wrong path in the opposite direction.

Just weird.

With good moral standards and a conscience that sometimes disappears, Yan Ju tries hard to restrain the urge to rub Chu Ruxu's head and ask him "what's in his head" while knocking.

He looked at Chu Ruxu, and said in a serious tone to remind again: "Ruxu, I was just impulsive yesterday, and suddenly wanted to find something for myself."

"I don't have the idea of ​​seriously entering into a relationship right now, and I don't necessarily want to do it again in the future." Yan Ju pursed his lips, and for some reason, he said that he felt a little regretful.

He paused for a moment, then continued, "I thought you were the more playful type."

"After all, we met for the first time... The scene was a bit special, which led me to a wrong judgment." Probably recalling something, Yan Ji's expression showed a little embarrassment, "In short, I apologize for causing you a misunderstanding, but— —”

Before Yan Ju could finish the second half of the sentence, Chu Ruxu interrupted him directly: "You made this very clear yesterday."

"Then you..." Yan Ju was taken aback for a moment, obviously a little puzzled.

Chu Ruxu tilted her head, as if she was more confused than him: "Will my liking affect your decision not to fall in love?"

Yan Ju replied decisively: "Of course not."

When Chu Ruxu got the answer, the corners of her eyes curved slightly, she nodded with satisfaction, and concluded calmly: "Since it doesn't affect you, why can't I like you? If I like you, why can't I chase you?"

Yan Ju was a little dizzy from being surrounded by him, feeling that nothing was wrong, but also that nothing was right.

Chu Ruxu is not a pretty idiot,

He's a tough little rogue.

I shouldn't have let him in...

This thought flashed in Yan Ju's mind, but what followed in his mind were two other words——

Forget it.

It was the same as when I accepted Chu Ruxu's invitation, and it was the same as when I went back to the dormitory with him.

"Forget it" is like a kind of omnipotent excuse, an excuse produced subconsciously in order to avoid responsibility.

The purpose is just to attribute what Yan Ju subconsciously wants and wants to do to the inattentive coping, the unchangeable status quo, and... irrational desires.

As if as long as things become helpless and uncontrollable, Yan Ju no longer needs to stick to his sporadic sense of morality.

It shouldn't be my fault.

Yan Ju thought to himself.

It was Chu Ruxu who seduced her.

He has evaded and dissuaded him, but none of them have any positive effect.

It's not that he hasn't been chased and beaten by others.

Yan Ju could not help persuading himself:

As long as he stays awake and doesn't cross the line, Chu Ruxu will get tired of it in a short time.

Boys of this age are not qualitative, and mistakenly turned "interested" into "must be him", just a whim in a dizzy mind.

It's not worth the internal friction over this matter.

never mind,

At least he cooks well.

Seeing Chu Ruxu's eyes full of expectation, Yan Jue gave up the idea of ​​being more decisive, and he sighed as if resigned: "Chu Ruxu."

"Has anyone ever told you that you look like a puppy?"

Chu Ruxu obviously didn't understand, and tilted her head innocently.

more like.

Yan Jie slandered.

He smiled helplessly, lowered his head and turned the pages of the book as if hiding his emotions, but didn't read a single word.

After a while, Yan Ju's tone was gentle, and he said softly as if talking to himself: "Don't cause me too much trouble, the others..."

"whatever."

The author says:

Xiao Chu: Others, can I do whatever I want? (tweak)

Yan Zong: I suddenly feel that what you understand is different from what I want to express...