The Cliff of Eternal Sun

In Ji Suian's memory, Wei Mu laughed more than shed tears. When Liang Yan passed away and the two broke up, he was almost indifferent from the beginning to the end, without a single tear.After meeting again, although he often couldn't help the red eyes, but he really shed tears, and Ji Suian only saw that once when both of them lost control of their emotions.

However, this night, he lay on Ji Suian's back and hugged his neck, as if he wanted to shed all the tears in his life.

Ji Suian's shoulders and neck were soaked by his tears, and the tide seemed to penetrate into his heart through the flesh, causing his heart to uncontrollably tighten and soften.

He tilted his head to look at the person behind him, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said in a low voice, "Why are you crying?"

Wei Mu didn't answer, but buried his head deeply on his shoulder, against his neck, and shed big drops of tears.

Ji Suian's eyes fell on Wei Mu's arms holding him, the sleeves were wrapped up a bit, exposing the two long scars on the ankle bones, Ji Suian gritted his teeth, and secretly said in his heart Cursed a sentence, self-inflicted.But even resentment is now limp and powerless.

He didn't ask any more questions, just walked forward slowly with Wei Mu behind his back, only the street lamps were still dutifully shining on the deserted streets, illuminating the road under his feet together with the stars in the night sky above his head.

In this silent night and the light breathing of the person on his back, Ji Suian suddenly remembered that a long time ago, he also carried the drunken Wei Mu on the back of the street in the middle of the night like this.

That time after Wei Mu sang the national anthem, he was so embarrassed that he refused to look up for a long time. Ji Suian saw that it was funny, so he was going to take Wei Mu back first. Before leaving, he went to the bathroom and didn't watch him for a few minutes. In the spare time, Wei Mu was forced by Yang Feng to drink a glass of wine. When Ji Suian came back, not only his face was flushed, but his eyes were shaking when he looked at people.

The drunk refused to walk on his own, and grabbed Ji Suian's neck when he left the door and insisted on hugging him. Ji Suian was a little annoyed that he could be tricked into drinking so easily, but seeing him like that, he couldn't get angry, so he hugged him obediently. After a while, he coaxed someone to lie on his back again.

It was after one o'clock in the morning, and the street was very quiet. Wei Mu was dishonest on his back, calling his name after a while, and asking him if he smiled when he sang.Ji Suian said no, but Wei Mu didn't believe it, stretched out his hand to break his face, and looked at him seriously for more than a minute. After he didn't find any trace of ridicule, he let go, and murmured a warning: "No laugh."

When Ji Suian waited for him to let go, he couldn't help laughing as soon as he turned his head, and said "yes" in a serious manner.

Halfway through, Wei Mu lost his campus card, Ji Suian put him on the bench by the side of the road, turned around and went back to help him pick it up, when he came back, he found that the person on the chair was still struggling with the embarrassing thing about singing before , Righteously, he made amends for himself and said: "I didn't sing well just now, because I didn't want to sing for them."

He looked at Ji Suian, his eyes were as bright as the stars in the sky: "I only sing for you."

Ji Suian felt hot, sat down beside him, and said, "Then sing it to me."

Wei Mu was obviously bragging about being drunk. He never sang any songs since he was a child. He sat there for a long time in a daze, then shook his head as if giving up, hugged Ji Suian's arm, and lay down limply. on his lap.

The night is dark, the stars are twinkling, and the surroundings are quiet, only the sound of the wind.Ji Suian smiled narrowly and urged him: "You sing."

Wei Mu looked at the night sky and didn't know what he was thinking, then he laughed twice, Ji Suian was amused by him, and just about to say something, he heard him humming softly.

"There is a little star in the sky, dreaming sweet dreams,

There is a little wooden sheep on the ground, holding his little sun..."

He hummed out of tune, and after making up a few sentences, he sang himself ashamed, turned his head and buried his face in Ji Suian's arms, and hugged Ji Suian's waist tightly.

After the two had had enough rest, Ji Suian continued to walk forward with his back on his back. The stars in the sky were twinkling endlessly. Ji Suian shook the person on his back and said, "Sing it again."

Wei Mu hummed it again obediently, but this time not only the tune was brand new, but also the words were different from the original one. His song could only be heard once, but after many years passed, the nonsense tune And the lyrics, accompanied by the wind and moon that day, still remain in Ji Suian's memory.

The person on the back seemed to have finally stopped crying. Ji Suian walked slowly, thinking, at that time, Wei Mu carried a heavy weight on his back, and was dishonest and very fond of moving. They had to stop and rest after walking for a while. Now Wei Mu was as light as a piece of weightless paper, and even the sound of breathing was so light that it was almost inaudible.

His car was parked outside Bar Street, and no matter how slow he walked, he would eventually reach the end. When he was approaching the car, he turned around and called the person on his back: "Wei Mu."

Wei Mu still wrapped his arms tightly around his neck, as if he didn't hear it.

Ji Suian stopped, raised his voice slightly and called again: "Wei Mu."

There was still no movement, and he seemed to think that all this could continue without making a sound or moving.

Ji Suian stood at the same spot and fell silent. Wei Mu seemed to have exhausted his whole body to cling to him tightly. When the night wind blew, Ji Suian could feel Wei Mu's messy expression through the skins that were close to each other. heartbeat.

I don't know how long he stood like this, when he was about to speak again, the person on his back suddenly said softly: "I know."

His voice was hoarse, with the choking of crying silently just now, but beyond the choking, there was an indescribable calm, like the calmness of accepting everything after the dust finally settled.

He finally lifted his head from Ji Suian's body, his eyes were red with tears, he looked at Ji Suian's face close at hand, the persistence, unwillingness and cowardice in his eyes seemed to be completely wiped out by the tears just now It was washed away, leaving only a little nostalgia and tenderness.

His voice was as soft as a whisper: "I know where I am."

He didn't use Ji Suian to urge him anymore, and obediently got off his back. It was actually very easy to separate, but the place where the two of them were close to each other suddenly became empty, and it was covered by the wind. A bone-chilling chill.

Standing on the street, Wei Mu turned his head to look at the road they had just walked on. It was clear that it wasn't raining, but the street looked a bit damp, and the shimmering light was reflected by the street lamps, like a river flowing with time. .

Such a long and short road has finally come to an end.

He watched, and after a long time, suddenly asked softly: "Will you..."

After saying these two words, he suddenly stopped and did not continue.He glanced at Ji Suian, pursed his lips and smiled slightly, as if a little helpless or relieved, and said, "Forget it, don't ask."

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I haven't finished writing yet... I'm so sorry, I promise the last chapter tomorrow!The next chapter must be the last chapter【Kneeling down