The Cliff of Eternal Sun

After Ji Tangtang's engagement banquet, Ji Suian didn't see Wei Mu appearing on the bench for three consecutive days, but he seemed to be dazed. Ever since he stopped the car to look for Wei Mu for the first time, he passed by here every time. , his speed would slow down unconsciously, and his eyes could not be controlled, and he swept to the Guiyuan store. Only when he saw Wei Mu's figure could he let go of the breath he held in his chest.

He knew that what he said that night made Wei Mu sad. Wei Mu used to be like this. When he felt sad, he didn't tell anyone, but hid himself for two or three days and refused to see anyone. He was smiling again, if that person wasn't careful enough, he might even think that he was just too busy to show up for two days, and he might not even know that he was sad.

Whenever he thinks of this, Ji Suian feels some inexplicable blockage in his heart.

After the engagement banquet, apart from Luo Ran who called to explain the situation to him, Ji Tangtang and Yang Feng also came to him.Ji Tangtang was obviously feeling sorry, changed his previous lively temperament, without a smile on his face, and poked straight in front of Ji Suian like a piece of wood, and after calling "Brother", he remained silent, and finally Wan Yuqing still had to come and coax her away.

Yang Feng came to his office directly before leaving get off work, Ji Suian felt a little annoyed, and didn't want to go out with him, saying that he had a lot of work.Yang Feng has always been impatient when it comes to eating, drinking, and having fun, and he didn't leave, so he sat on the sofa with his legs crossed and waited for him, holding his mobile phone to send voices to this baby and that baby, and Ji Suian stayed by his side. Feeling more and more irritable, I finally pushed the file, stood up and said, "Let's go."

Surprisingly, what Yang Feng took him to was not Changdier, but a circular square in the business district.

It was already night, and there were many people sitting on the steps around the square, and in the middle was a band performing. They sang wantonly amidst the crowds, blending into the bustling night scene.

Yang Feng took Ji Suian to find an open space on the steps and sat down, looked at the young band in the middle of the square, and said with a smile: "There are often band performances here, most of them are college students. I drove by here before, and saw When I arrived, I came down and listened casually, and I didn’t know what to do after that, but I would come here to listen for a while when I was upset.”

Yang Feng next to him was very different from usual. Although he was smiling when he said this, he smiled sincerely and seriously.He was wearing an expensive suit, and he was sitting on the steps, surrounded by the noisy market crowd, with one hand on his lap, tapping the beat lightly, and humming along with him.

After singing one song, in the interval between changing songs, he suddenly turned his head and asked Ji Suian: "We heard a similar one before, do you remember?"

Ji Suian remembered that it was their third year of junior high school. There was a band that was said to be very famous to perform in the square for charity. and a few other friends.But that time they didn't listen for long. After the two songs were over, Yang Feng and the others became impatient, and arrogantly said that they sang something. I opened a KTV to show off my singing voice.

Maybe it was because they were very happy that day, the group got a little drunk, Ji Suian was also given a few glasses of wine by them, only Wei Mu drank the least, because Ji Suian refused to let him.Wei Mu didn't go crazy like that group of people, but just sat quietly by the side, listening to their singing and making noise with a smile.

Then, who knows who started booing, asking Wei Mu to sing a song too.

He was still watching the excitement from the sidelines, but when he was suddenly pointed out, his face flushed immediately, and he waved his hands and said that he couldn't sing.That group of people is not a good thing when they are sober, and even worse when they are drunk. They refused to let him go. It was arrogantly holding Wei Mu's neck like a hostage, like a bandit, and said to Ji Suian: "We didn't drink him, and you can sing as well, but you can't justify it! You can't stop this time!"

If he couldn't stop him, he didn't stop him, Ji Suian sat back on the sofa, anyway, he had never heard Wei Mu sing, so he was also very curious.

Wei Mu's hand was forcefully stuffed into a microphone by someone, and then he was pushed to the front in a hurry. He stared at Ji Suian for a while, and found that instead of helping him, Ji Suian raised his hand and clapped his hands first. , in front of so many people, he couldn't do anything, so he sank into his dantian as if he was going all out, and opened his voice.

And as soon as he opened his mouth, Yang Feng's group laughed like crazy - Wei Mu sang the national anthem.

Ji Suian also wanted to laugh, but seeing Wei Mu's serious face, he held back. After listening to the national anthem expressionlessly, he calmly clapped his hands twice in a room full of people.Like a rabbit, Wei Mu put down the microphone and ran back to him in two steps, squeezed into the corner between him and the sofa, and made an excuse in a low voice, embarrassed: "I really only know how to sing this."

In the bustle of the room, Ji Suian held his hand and gently rubbed the scar on the palm of his hand, as if comforting, or as a small tease, but his face was very serious, and said: "Very well sung."

And Yang Feng was the craziest of all the people that day. He stood on the sofa smugly, raised his wine glass and yelled that he wanted to form the most powerful band in the country, and then he suffocated the wine while booing. , As a result, most of it came out of his nose because of choking, he howled in pain, covered his nose and went to grab the microphone to sing again.

Yang Fengying also remembered the scene at that time. He held his hands together and raised them on top of his head, stretched a very presumptuous waist, and said with emotion in his voice: "At that time, I felt very energetic every day, but now..." He clicked his tongue: "It's useless to do anything."

After all, Yang Feng failed to form the most powerful band in the country, and all his instruments were confiscated by Mr. Yang, who smashed them to pieces in front of him.After that, he took off those tinkling jewelry, put on a suit, and walked among tall buildings and sensual dogs, never touching the music he once loved again.

"Suian." Yang Feng called him suddenly, "Do you know why every time I go out to fool around, I want to call you too?"

"Because I'm jealous of you." He smiled, "Yes, it's jealousy. Why you can do what you want, why you have the courage to break up with your family, and I can't do it."

The music on the square was changed to another song. In the slightly hoarse voice of the lead singer, Ji Suan said calmly: "I know."

Yang Feng was stunned for a moment, and then laughed. Several people around looked at them curiously, but Yang Feng ignored them. After laughing, he put his elbows on the steps behind him and looked up at the orange-colored night sky.

"But now I want to change my way of life." Yang Feng said, "When I saw Wei Mu at the banquet that day, I suddenly felt that there was something strange about life. I have been here for the past two days to listen to them I figured it out, if I really can’t bear it, why do I have to give up and try again?”

He turned his head to look at Ji Suian, as if to see his reaction, but he didn't see anything on Ji Suian's face.

Ji Suian's voice was still very calm, even cruel and cold: "It's wrong not to try again for some things, and it's wrong not to part with some things."

Yang Feng looked at him, looked away for a long time, and sighed with a smile: "I know why you can do those things but I can't."

It started to rain lightly on the way back, and Ji Suian's car was still parked in the company, so Yang Feng sent him directly to the underground garage. Before leaving, Yang Feng held the door of the car, smiled flamboyantly at him, and said, "After a while Please come and see our own band perform."

After Yang Feng left, Ji Suian got into the car, sat on the driver's seat and laughed for a while, then he remembered Wei Mu again, and the smile faded away.

The recent weather can be described as erratic, with three days of sunshine and two days of rain interlaced, often falling suddenly and walking slowly.On the way Ji Suian drove home, the rain still didn't stop. When he passed by Guiyuan, he subconsciously looked over, and then his eyes suddenly stopped.

Wei Mu wasn't in the shop today, but sat on the steps outside the shop door. Gui Yuan behind him locked the door tightly, and it was pitch black inside.The eaves were narrow, half of Wei Mu's body was exposed in the rain, but he didn't seem to notice it, just sat motionless with his head down.

Ji Suian felt anxious for a moment. He couldn't tell what he wanted to do, but the breath in his chest almost made his heart ache. He gritted his teeth and drove the car away from Wei Mu. Passed by.

Because he went out with Yang Feng in the evening, he still had some work to do tonight, but when he got home, the computer and documents were spread out in front of him, but he didn't read a word for more than ten minutes.The sound insulation of the windows was very good, but it seemed to have no effect at this time. The sound of the rain outside the window rang clearly in his ears, and the occasional muffled thunder in the clouds seemed to shake directly in his heart.

He pushed away the documents and smoked a few cigarettes vigorously as if venting, but the restlessness in his heart was still uncontrollable. After walking around the house for a few times, he stared at the rain that was falling harder and harder, and finally Still out the door.

The street was empty, and the wet ground was dimly reflected by the street lights. Wei Mu was still sitting alone on the steps, with pictures of lost children pasted on the glass behind him. , as if blending with those photos.

Ji Suian stood in front of him with an umbrella, his face was gloomy, his rationality told him to ignore the person in front of him, but the astringency in his chest was unbearable.He clenched his hands tightly, and he couldn't suppress his anger when he spoke: "Wei Mu, is there something wrong with you!"

Wei Mu raised his eyes to look at him, but there was no surprise in his eyes, as if there was a thick fog, only endless daze.

Ji Suian suddenly couldn't say anything else, he was silent for a while, then said "Let's go" in a hoarse voice.After turning around and walking a few steps, he found that Wei Mu was still sitting on the spot and did not follow, he gritted his teeth, and finally managed to let out his voice this time: "Not yet!"

Wei Mu seemed to understand what he meant just now, he stood up slowly with his bag in his arms, and walked towards him, Ji Suian turned around, one of them was holding an umbrella, the other was drenched in the rain, just like this Later entered the community.

After entering the house, Ji Suian walked towards the house, he never needed a glass of wine so urgently.And just as he took two steps forward, Wei Mu behind him suddenly said, "Do you know where my mother is?"

The thunder outside the window suddenly exploded, Ji Suian suddenly turned his head and looked at Wei Mu in disbelief.

Wei Mu pursed his lips and said, "I went home to look for her today, but many people living there have already moved out, so I don't know where she went."

Ji Suian's throat tightened, his fingertips felt a little numb, and a sentence hit his mind—it turned out to be true.No matter how many times Wei Mu said that he couldn't remember the past, he didn't believe it all. However, when Wei Mu asked this question, he suddenly realized that it was true.

Amidst the continuous thunder outside the window, Ji Suian stared at Wei Mu and said in a low voice, "She passed away five years ago."