The Cliff of Eternal Sun

Waking up the next morning, Ji Suian had a headache that almost split open, and sat on the bed to relieve the sharp pain for a long time before it subsided.Since Wei Mu reappeared, his sleep has become extremely poor. He tossed and turned to fall asleep in the middle of the night last night, but he also slept very restlessly. He dreamed of many messy old things, and he was rarely drowsy after waking up.

His life is going on step by step, and it has been a long time since he felt that he was on the verge of losing control.

But, he thought, it was almost over.

Wei Mu was left by him on the street outside the police station last night, not to mention that it was more than ten kilometers away from his residential area. According to his understanding of Wei Mu before, this person always took a step back from others, and he wished he could take three steps back. It's very easy to get acquainted, and even the breakup between the two of them was clean and tidy. Wei Mu never contacted him once in the past few years.

This time Ji Suian didn't know why Wei Mu had changed his sex, whether it was real amnesia or fake amnesia, but his attitude hadn't softened at all in the past few days, and he tried his best to calmly speak clearly last night , if there is still a little shadow of the old days on Wei Mu, he should have left by now, and will never disturb him again.

He thought so easily, but the image of Wei Mu standing alone under the sycamore tree in the night suddenly broke into his eyes, trying to occupy his thoughts, Ji Suian frowned, forcing himself to dismiss that scene.

He rarely went to work immediately after waking up, but went to the kitchen, made himself a breakfast at home, and tidied up the wine cabinet after eating, and then went to the bedroom to change clothes.

He wears a lot of suits in recent years, most of the time he wears a whole set of upper body, and he rarely bothers to match them. After all, they are all custom-made clothes, and any suit looks very ironed and handsome on him, but this morning he saw After thinking about dozens of suits in the closet for 2 minutes, I finally chose a black one with dark stripes, removed the original dark red plaid tie, changed to a navy blue one, and chose the same color gemstone sleeves clasp, and even replaced the original watch on the wrist.

He was doing all this leisurely, such a slightly obsessive joy lasted until he drove the car out of the community and saw Wei Mu sitting on the bench by the side of the road before it stopped abruptly.

In the early morning, the sun shrouded the streets on both sides, and the surrounding people were very lively. Wei Mu sat in it, dressed in dirty and tattered clothes, like the only discordant color in the world.

Ji Suian couldn't see his own gloomy expression that was almost murderous at that moment, but he could feel the fury and depression surging from the depths of his chest and completely enveloping him from head to toe, from the inside out.It's endless, isn't it?What exactly do you want to do?Why?Why!Hearing the suppressed and distorted roar in his heart, he wished he could open the car door and rush down, personally grabbing Wei Mu by the collar and dragging him far away, so that he could completely and never appear again.

At this time, Wei Mu noticed his car, stood up and took two steps in his direction, then stopped as if he was tripped by something, just looked at him quietly from a distance.

Ji Suian gritted his teeth hard, his palms were aching from the steering wheel, he almost exhausted all his willpower to control himself, slowly stepped on the accelerator, turned the steering wheel, and left calmly.

Ji Suian's car merged into the traffic flow in a blink of an eye, Wei Mu tried to identify it, but there was an intersection not far ahead, and there were many and complicated vehicles, but the black car could not be found after a while.Although he knew it was futile, Wei Ta still stood there and couldn't help looking at it for a long time before turning around and returning to the bench to sit down.

He knew that Ji Suian didn't want to see him, and he thought about whether he should leave when he walked over late at night, but whenever such a thought arose, a voice sounded from the bottom of his heart, if he left, everything would be true. It was completely over, the voice was small and weak, but it kept begging him over and over again, saying don't go, can't go, that's Ji Suian.

That is obviously his Ji Suian.

Since he was a child, he was used to giving in, and he never really fought for anything, for fear of offending others, only Ji Suian, even if he took a knife into his palm inch by inch, he was not willing to let go just like that.

With no clock or anything to do, the passage of time becomes imperceptible, and his time seems to be limited to waiting.Wei Mu sat on the bench without moving. In this position, he could see every car entering and leaving the community, and during the short gap when the sensor rod was raised, he might see Ji Suian a few times.

Gradually, the sun above the head became more and more scorching, and there was no shade to cover the bench. Wei Mu was a little dizzy from the sun, and felt a little nauseous. He hadn't eaten much for several days, but his stomach was still heavy. , no feeling of hunger.

There were many people passing by in front of him, and his strange appearance attracted a lot of scrutiny, but Wei Mu seemed to have an invisible barrier in front of him, he could see everything, but couldn't see clearly, so that The person behind him yelled several times in a row before he realized belatedly that they were calling him.

The old lady of the store he entered yesterday was standing at the door and waving to him. Wei Mu didn't know what was going on with her, so he shook his head to reduce his drowsiness, and he got up and walked over.

The old lady was still holding the half-knitted sweater in her hand, and the end of the wooden knitting rod was sticking up in the sun, looking very warm.She asked Wei Mu: "I want to move the two shelves in the corner, but I tried it just now, it's too heavy for me to move, can you please help me?"

Wei Mu didn't say anything, and after nodding in agreement, he moved the shelf according to the old lady's request, and helped her rearrange the things that were originally placed on it.After finishing, the old lady thanked him repeatedly and said, "It's really thanks to you, otherwise I couldn't move it by myself. Such a pile of things is enough for me to put on for a long time."

There is always a smile on her face, and every wrinkle reveals the kindness soaked in by age.

Wei Mu shook his head, smiled slightly, and said, "Is there anything else you need me to do?"

"No more." The old lady said quickly, she wiped her hands, took a water glass from the table next to her, and turned to fetch water from the water dispenser.

Wei Mu said, "Then I'll go out first."

The old lady snorted, and quickly handed him the half-filled water glass: "Sit down and drink some water, rest for a while before leaving."

"No need." Wei Mu shook his head, didn't pick up the clean ceramic cup, nodded politely to the old lady, then opened the door and walked out.

In the evening, the old lady locked the door of the store and looked at the people who had been sitting on the benches in front of her all day.During this day, she could see him every time she sat in the shop and looked out. The child who looked so polite and well-behaved, his every move showed that he had received a good education, and she didn't know what happened to him. That's how things are.

She hesitated for a while, then walked towards the bench.

Hearing the sound, Wei Mu turned around and found that it was still the old lady in the shop.He stood up quickly, but he had been sitting for too long, and he was already uncomfortable. Now he stood in a hurry, and his eyes were blurred instantly, and he couldn't see anything clearly. There was a biting chill on his back, and the cold sweat instantly popped out.

He tried his best not to show any clues, and tried to keep his voice steady: "What's the matter with you?"

He heard his own voice as if it was separated by a long distance, chaotic and flustered.

"The sun is setting now, why don't you go home?" the old lady asked him.

Wei Mu's fingers pinched the palm of his hand vigorously. He didn't know whether he wanted to resist the strong dizziness or the dull pain in his heart caused by the word "home". He said in a hoarse voice, "I'll wait for a while."

The old lady looked at his face, and Wei Mu slowly closed his eyes. In this brief moment, he felt as if a cold wind was blowing his skull to the back of his brain. The suffocating dizziness finally faded, and he felt a little more comfortable when he opened his eyes again, at least he could see what was in front of him clearly.Before he could let go of his painful palm, he saw the old lady put a bottle of mineral water on the bench.

"Okay, then I'll put down this bottle of water for you, and treat it as the glass that I didn't drink in the store before."

In the fading sky, Wei Mu watched the old lady riding an electric tricycle, rolling the asphalt road as the thin layer of sunlight gradually receded.He sat back on the chair as if relieved, closed his eyes and did not open them for a long time, and grabbed the bottle of water that had just been put down with his hand to the side.

That night, Ji Suian came back very late. Wei Mu saw many cars driving into the community before waiting for Ji Suian's car. However, the whole process was very short, at least half a minute. Ann's face, the car drove into the underground garage.

His spirit is like a string, which was plucked high while waiting for Ji Suian's return, and fell heavily when Ji Suian's car disappeared, losing its elasticity and loosening into a mess on the ground lump.

As the night got darker and darker, there were fewer and fewer cars on the street, and the street lights became dimmer, and the wind became more and more obvious, blowing the hair on Wei Mu's forehead and making his eyes dry.

Wei Mu put his hands on his face and rubbed it vigorously.He doesn't know what's the point of sitting here, what's the point of seeing Ji Suian twice a day for half a minute, but he's like a person who's been punched by life, other than sitting in vain, I can't think of any other way.

I don't know how long it has passed, and there is no one on the street, and even the cars pass every one or two minutes. Every bone in Wei Mu's body seems to be clamoring for fatigue and pain. He thinks, it should be very late , he may also be able to take a short break.

He curled up, lying on the bench that was very small compared to his body size, and fell into a drowsy sleep almost as soon as his head touched the hard seat surface.