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Yu Yule took her schoolbag and returned to her home, Yuan Zhiran entered the door, kicked off her leather shoes and fell into the sofa, hiccupping while lying down.

"Hey, I'm not going back today, you find my blanket."

Mu Yan is funny, Yuan Zhiran is the only son of a real estate developer, Huanhuan has a family to live in, but he has a special liking for his family's broken sofa.

Seeing people ignoring him and refusing to take the blanket, Yuan Zhiran lamented, "If you know how to treat the neighbor's younger brother to supper at night, I don't even have a blanket here, you can't treat me differently just because I am old and decrepit Ah, are you worthy of my nearly 30 years of dedication?"

Mu Yan sat on the side and flipped through his phone without raising his head, "If you have something to say, it's nothing to get out."

Yuan Zhiran curled his lips, "What can I do, I miss you, can't I come and have a look?"

Yuan Zhiran was a man who looked inconspicuous, but in fact he had a lot of ideas and was smart enough.After graduating from university, he decided to do business with his father, and that's what happened.The business field is the most tempered person. After a few years of hard work, he already has the appearance of a man, so don't try to tell what he is thinking from his face.But Mu Yan knew him too well.

Yuan Zhiran didn't expect Mu Yan to take the initiative to explain, so he sat up, pretending to be casual, but stared intently, "What have you been up to lately, Mu Xiao has heard that I'm here, isn't he chasing after the wind? Bar."

The phone was pressed to the table, and Mu Yan lazily said, "What can I do?"

"Don't do this with me, Mu Yan, if you still treat me as a buddy, just tell me the truth, I don't ask deeply."

"Let's play."

Yuan Zhiran was silent for a while, then said seriously, "What are you playing, bring me one."

Mu Yan chuckled, "It doesn't necessarily make money, so I won't cheat you."

The joking atmosphere just now was gone, and anyone could feel Mu Yan's resistance and impatience.

Yuan Zhiran's mind was spinning quickly because of his words, and his face suddenly changed when he realized something, "...What do you mean, didn't you say that you plan to start your own company? Who the hell are you fooling?"

Mu Yan didn't reply.

Looking at him fixedly, Yuan Zhiran fully understood, "You just want revenge at all..." He took a breath, seemingly annoyed, but couldn't help feeling sorry for Mu Yan, "Mu Yan... I know you don't Reconciled, not reconciled on behalf of our mother, brothers and sisters have seen what happened these years, who would feel better... I believe that you can clean up Mu Xiao, but what about your father."

"Scratch, live longer than anyone else, and have thicker skin than anyone else." Mu Yan still smiled dismissively, because he thought of some people, but the gloom in his eyes couldn't be suppressed, "I'll wait Let's see who dies first."

……

Yu Youle calculated the time according to the expected date of delivery, and estimated that the aunt and the baby had already been discharged from the hospital and went home, and took leave for evening self-study to prepare to send the baby clothes there.

My uncle's house was not too close to the school. After riding for more than an hour to the downstairs of the community, I found the window on the third floor. The light was on. The warm yellow light looked old and warm.

He sorted out his language before going upstairs and knocking on the door, but the person who opened the door was a grandma he had never seen before.

The old man's tone was not very polite, "Who are you looking for?"

Hearing the movement, the uncle came out of the living room, was surprised to see Yu Yule, and hurriedly introduced it to the old lady, "Mom, this is my nephew...the one from out of town." The smile on the man's face was unnatural, and he scratched Yu Yule Yu Le's shoulder, "Come, come, come in."

The smell of food wafted out of the room, and Yu Yule immediately realized that he had come at the wrong time, stepped over the threshold and retracted, "No, no need for uncle, I just came to deliver this, and I have to go back to school..."

After receiving the beautiful packaging bag, the man complained, "You said you are still in school, why buy these!"

Yu Youle raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "It's a happy event to have a baby at home."

"...Come on, come on, look at my brother." After a moment of hesitation, the man pulled Yu Yule in.

Pulled into the bedroom, besides the aunt and the confinement wife, Yu Yule lowered her head and said hello, feeling more than one gaze fell on her body, she was so tense that she didn't look at anyone else, and only approached to look at the baby.

The newborn baby on the bed was wrinkled but very cute, with small hands and feet, everywhere was small, so he thought it was funny and said so, "So small..."

"He was only ten days old, how old do you want him to be?"

An impatient female voice sounded, Yu Yule subconsciously clenched her fingertips, and said nothing.

"Look at you!" Realizing that the atmosphere is not good, the uncle hastily came out to relieve it, "Look, Yule also bought clothes for his younger brother, it must be the brand you wanted to buy but was not willing to buy before."

The woman's face seemed a little uneasy, and she didn't look at the things in his hand, "I'm going to breastfeed, it's inconvenient, go out."

Yu Yule wanted to say goodbye politely, but he was afraid that opening his mouth would be a sharp shout, so he could only bow his head and quickly leave the bedroom, and then rushed out the door.

"Yu Le!" The uncle came out behind him, stopped him at the door, and closed most of the anti-theft door, "...your aunt has such a temper, and besides, people are sensitive to emotions just after giving birth, and they are neurotic all day long Yes, it’s like this to everyone, so don’t take it to heart.”

Yu Yule wanted to smile, but couldn't.

"Is the money still enough?"

Yu Yule nodded.

"The tuition fees grandma left you haven't moved?"

Yu Yule shook his head.

"Yes, that's right, you must not touch the money before you go to college. This is also for your future and future life..." The uncle looked embarrassed, "If I have the ability, I also want to take you home You can take better care of it this way...but you can see that it is really beyond what you want."

"I..." Because he was afraid that his uncle would misunderstand, Yu Yule forced himself to speak, "I don't want to move back, I just..." He suddenly felt powerless at this point, he just wanted to congratulate his uncle and aunt for having a baby, but Wanted to give the youngest brother a present, he really wanted to, but probably no one would believe that he was doing it without any purpose.

"Really..." The man breathed a sigh of relief, "Then how about living by yourself, are you still used to it?"

Yu Yule swallowed frequently, "...the school is very good, and my neighbor has an older brother who takes good care of me."

Thinking of Mu Yan, he suddenly felt a little more relaxed. That figure was like a crack in a confined space. No matter what kind of gas poured in, it was enough to relieve him who was facing suffocation.He thought that his own life was really good. Although he was always alone at school, when he returned home, there were grandparents who would give him food, and Mu Yan who would accompany him for supper.

"Okay, okay...that's good." The man rubbed his hands, "If you have any difficulties, remember to call me, then, then I won't keep you for dinner..."

Yu Yule went downstairs in silence, pushed into his car, and walked slowly into the dark alley.He rode for more than an hour, but only stayed for less than 5 minutes.

He wanted to walk for a while before cycling home, but his chest was very uncomfortable, itchy and stuffy. He tried to ignore this feeling, but when he passed the convenience store, he rushed into the store and quickly checked out a large bag of sliced ​​bread.

After leaving the store, he couldn't wait to tear open the package, facing the wall, and stuffed one piece into his mouth.He stuffed it too fast, filling his cheeks with food that he couldn't chew, but he didn't dare to stop, for fear that the noise in his chest would come out all at once.

He kept eating and swallowing, trying to block the noise with food, to hold them down, to squeeze them to death.

By the time the bread bottomed out, Yu Youle could no longer stand up straight. He was struggling and couldn't digest so much food at all, but he couldn't control it at all.He hadn't had a binge eating episode for almost a year, and he thought he was fine.

In the end, the discomfort in his stomach forced him to find a public toilet to induce vomiting. The overwhelming stimulation made him dizzy, his heart beat violently, and he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to die.

Many times he is not aware of his emotions, but his body will show it most honestly.Only today did he understand more clearly that he shouldn't make it his home, and his appearance would disturb or even disgust people.

On the return trip, he stopped and stopped for nearly two hours, rode into the community from a small road, and saw Mu Yan coming out of the convenience store from a distance, and stopped under the street light.

Mu Yan is tall and conspicuous, always wears loose clothes, but he is still the one who catches the most attention.

Looking at his back, Yu Yule got off the bicycle and pushed it instead.

Maybe because he lived alone for too long, or maybe because he was underappreciated, he always felt that Mu Yan looked lonely sometimes.Just like now, standing lazily under the lamp, not looking at any particular place, with the little fireworks held between his fingers, making people feel that he is lonely for no reason.

Before approaching him, Yu Yule took a closer look at himself in front of the glass door of the small restaurant, and ran to him after making sure that he didn't see anything unusual.

After putting out the cigarette, Mu Yan looked at the time, "I'm back early today."

"...Riding faster."

Mu Yan replied indifferently, turned and walked towards the corridor.

Yu Youle found that Mu Yan was particularly lackluster today, as if he was very tired.They went downstairs one after another, and he went to park the car. He thought that Mu Yan would go upstairs first, locked the car and turned back, but found someone standing at the entrance of the building waiting for him.

They went upstairs together, Yu Yule stopped on his own floor, and Mu Yan continued upstairs without saying a word.He took out the key from his schoolbag, called Mu Yan, and vaguely saw the man turn around in the dark, and said, "Shall we watch a movie together tomorrow?"

In the dark, I couldn't see Mu Yan's expression clearly, "Do you have time?"

"Don't go to the cinema, watch it at home."

The person standing at the corner seemed to be nodding his head, but Yu Yule couldn't see clearly, he thought he should say something, something that could make Mu Yan feel better.He was afraid that Mu Yan would leave, so he called him again, "Mu Yan..."

Mu Yan said quietly, "Yes."

"No, don't stay up late."

A disdainful chuckle came from the secret, "Don't worry about the adults' affairs."

"Wait, wait a minute!" Seeing that he was going to leave, Yu Yule was a little anxious, "...Mu Yan! You are so handsome! You will definitely become rich!"

"What?" The laughing question was followed by unstoppable laughter. Mu Yan didn't know what happened to the child, but was simply amused by his serious attitude.

Yu Yule discovered that he likes Mu Yan's laughter, and he hopes that there is a lamp now so that he can see Mu Yan's smile, so that he can know whether Mu Yan's eyes will also bend into a line.

Listening to his laughter, he also discovered that the noise is also made up of various notes. When they roar collectively, it is a scream that makes people collapse, but when certain notes sound sequentially, there will be a paragraph melody.

It turns out that if a friend is happy, the noise living in his heart will quietly become a melody that no one knows.