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In January, the two celebrated Yu Yule's 19th birthday together.

Seeing that his first winter vacation at university was about to start, Mu Yan started to arrange travel. He thought about choosing a Southeast Asian country, hiding from winter diving, and children would like it.

A few days later, when cleaning his personal mailbox, he found an email from two days ago, which was an interior rendering sent by the designer.

After being together with Yu Yule, they still lived in the original community. Mu Yan also thought about the convenience of his existing house before, but wanted a new house that only belonged to him and his children, so he had a It happened that he secretly bought the villa before his birthday.

He was very concerned about the home that belonged to them, and invited top designers in the industry, but because he was too busy to spare, he kept communicating with them by phone and email.

Click on the renderings to have a look, Mu Yan is very satisfied, the next thing is to wait for the construction, and then move into their home.

After answering the email, he looked at the design drawing again, but felt dizzy in front of his eyes, and his temples throbbed with pain.Since about last month, he has been suffering from dizziness without warning. He thought it was due to overuse of his eyes, but today he started to suffer from headaches, which made him a little irritable for a while.

Suddenly, the office door was pushed open, and Chen Jieling ran in in a panic. When he got in front of Mu Yan, he could only catch his breath. He stuttered for a long time before saying, "Boss, something may have happened..."

Mu Yan looked up at him.

Chen Jieling looked at him dryly, "Mu Zhihua... committed suicide in Australia."

Mu Yan looked at Chen Jieling for two seconds, there was no obvious emotion on his face, but the tails of his brows were trembling faintly, "How could it be..."

"I don't know the exact situation. It's the people over there who said...the person was already stiff when he entered the door..."

A more lingering breath than the cold came from bottom to top, choking in his throat.After withdrawing his gaze, Mu Yan slowly closed his eyes, and the many emotions in his throat turned into a low sigh, "Well, this will save trouble."

"Boss..."

"Let's book a plane ticket."

Chen Jieling hesitated, "Then the other..."

Mu Yan interrupted him, "It's over, don't let Mu Xiao know."

Chen Jieling nodded, and quickly went out to deal with it.

At home, Yu Yule packed out his luggage early. He has already had his winter vacation, but there are still a few days before their departure.He was going abroad for the first time, and he couldn't hide his excitement, and they planned to see Jiang Runzhu first, which made him look forward to it even more.

It was almost ten o'clock in the evening when Mu Yan came back.

Yu Yule saw his exhaustion at a glance, and was about to pour him a glass of water when the man sat down on the sofa and beckoned him.He knelt down on the sofa, touched Mu Yan's face, and said first, "Go to sleep after taking a shower, okay?"

Mu Yan smiled and nodded.

"Does your head still hurt? I'll rub it for you."

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Mu Yan sighed unconsciously, grabbed the child's hand and held it, and after a pause, he wondered, "Baby... our trip may have to be postponed, there are some temporary things , I need to deal with it, I have to leave for a few days." He didn't say a word about Mu Zhihua, and then stared at the person, afraid that the child would be disappointed or unhappy.

But he should have expected that Yu Youle would always be dominated by him.

"It's okay, if you don't have time this time, it's okay to go next time, I don't want you to be too tired." Yu Youle thought for a while, then gently embraced Mu Yan and leaned into her arms, "Why don't you cancel it first... I can Go to Brother Runzhu to see him by yourself, and then take a good rest while I am on vacation, I can do a lot of things for you, right?"

Mu Yanyang kissed his chin, "No cancellation, I'll be back soon."

But in fact, what neither of them expected, Mu Yan's so-called fast, was actually half a month.

During this period, Yu Yule only contacted Mu Yan on the first day he landed in Darwin, and then he could only contact Chen Jieling.At first, the man's excuses were jet lag or Mu Yan was too busy, but after he couldn't hear Mu Yan's voice for a long time, Yu Youle finally felt that something was wrong, and Chen Jieling had no choice but to confess after he proposed to find Mu Yan.

Mu Yan didn't answer the phone because he couldn't.

Mu Zhihua feigned death to lure Mu Yan into the game. He took care of everything just to save Mu Yan's life.They didn't set up defenses. Mu Yan was surrounded when he went to Mu Zhihua's residence alone. Fortunately, a passerby called the police and saved his life. However, he was seriously injured and admitted to the hospital. He only woke up twice in more than ten days.

Yu Youle collapsed on the spot, couldn't care about anything, and flew to Australia overnight.During the flight time of more than ten hours, he did not close his eyes for a moment, anxiety and fear occupied all his thoughts.

Chen Jieling picked him up at the airport, and after seventeen days, he saw Mu Yan again in the hospital.With a broken arm and broken leg, the person lost weight rapidly and his complexion was pale.He wanted to see the attending doctor several times, but for some unknown reason, Chen Jieling stopped him for various reasons.

On the fifth day at the bedside, Mu Yan finally woke up, but his temperament changed drastically.He didn't smile or speak, and turned a blind eye to Yule.

Yu Yule only thought that he was in a bad mood because of a serious injury, even though he always put on a cold face, he took good care of him and stayed by the bed.A few days later, Mu Yan insisted on returning to China even though his condition was still unstable. He and Chen Jieling couldn't hold back, so they had to charter a flight back to China accompanied by the accompanying medical staff.

After going back and forth, Yu Yule's winter vacation is also over.

After returning to China, the situation did not improve much. Mu Yan chose to recuperate at home while threatening to be quiet.Yu Yule was afraid that his bad mood would affect his injuries, so he endured a weekend and did not go home. He never replied to the messages he sent to Mu Yan during the period, and he only answered the phone with a few perfunctory words.After another week, he couldn't bear it anymore and sneaked home on Saturday night.

When they entered the room, it was pitch black, and Mu Yan was not there.

When it was almost eight o'clock, there was movement outside the door. Yu Youle came out of the bedroom quickly, and saw Mu Yan entering the door on crutches.

When Mu Yan saw him, he was taken aback for a moment, then frowned unabashedly, ignoring him and walking towards the bedroom.

"...It's so late, where have you been?" Yu Yule stepped aside and wanted to help him, but he raised his hand to avoid him.Seeing the person sitting on the edge of the bed and slowly lifting the broken leg, he subconsciously wanted to step forward again, but Mu Yan gave him a cold look.

"go out."

Yu Youle was at a loss for a while, and turned to the kitchen to cut fruit for Mu Yan.After returning, Mu Yan had already laid down by himself. He walked softly to the bed and put down the plate, "The doctor said to eat the right amount of fruit...you must not remember."

"I'm going to sleep." Mu Yan tilted his head impatiently, "Why did you come back again? Don't you have anything to do?"

"I, I today... I went to the school's small library with my roommates today, and found that there are many interesting books in it... Also, the people in the dormitory next door raised a tree frog with a beautiful color, and... ...Oh yes, I just found out today..." Yu Yule took out his mobile phone and dug out the photos he took, without looking at whether Mu Yan's eyes were on the screen, he just said to himself, "So this The tree is called privet, and it will bear fruit like small grapes, which is quite beautiful... I will go to the store to work tomorrow, and the store is developing new products recently, and I will take it back after the test is completed..."

"Yu Yule." Mu Yan took a deep breath and interrupted, "I need my personal space, do you understand?"

With eyes dodging, Yu Yule pursed his lips and nodded, but he couldn't move for a long time.There was never a moment when he realized that the sound of the clock's hands turning was so clear and mechanical, as if the space he was in had been turned cold and inhuman by the time indicator.

"I'm very tired." Mu Yan closed his eyes, his voice hoarse, "Let's separate for a while."

Hearing this, Yu Yule's eyes suddenly widened, and silent tears also fell quickly.No matter how cold Mu Yan was to him recently, he never thought that he would say this to himself.He inhaled in a low voice with erratic frequency, raised his hand to wipe away his tears quickly and vigorously, and held back his sobs, "Why..." Mu Yan didn't answer, he spoke eagerly again, grabbed Mu Yan's forearm, and exposed all his uneasiness and grievances , "You'll be fine, you're just in a bad mood so you don't like me, you'll be fine..."

Mu Yan pulled back his arm slowly but firmly, "I'm tired."

"I know, I know you are tired, I know it all! I'm sorry, it's my fault..." Yu Youle was at a loss, so he pinched the back of his hand to counteract the emotion of having nowhere to rest, "I will give you space, during your recovery period I won't bother you anymore... I can also move out, just, just like before, live downstairs or opposite, I will give you space, Mu Yan...Mu Yan...don't be like this..."

Mu Yan's gaze didn't know where it fell. He let Yu Yule feel uneasy and panicked in the silence, and he spoke again after a long time, his voice was empty as if he had no emotion, "...After this time, I realized that the most important thing is myself , I don’t want to spend any more energy taking care of a child, so you should understand.”

Yu Yule gradually lost his mind, "But, but I, I am no longer a child, I can do many things, I can handle them well... I will change as long as you say it, I can do it, Mu Yan... ...give me a chance...I won't bother you, I won't trouble you, I can do it, I can do it...please..."

"You're bothering me right now."

A sentence like ice pierced Yu Yule's heart slowly but roughly, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't even move.

The words have come to this point, he is powerless to recover, but he still does not give up.After Mu Yan experienced such a serious injury, it is normal for him to experience psychological changes. All he can do is wait, wait for him to recover, and wait for his Mu Yan to come back.

But who knows, when he went to find Mu Yan a month later, their former home had already been rented out.

Afterwards, he searched all the people he could find. Both Yuan Zhiran and Chen Jieling knew nothing about Mu Yan's whereabouts, but their words of consolation were surprisingly consistent.Only Mu Chengxin scolded Mu Yan bloody in front of him, and then felt that his brother was not such a person, and took Yu Youle to ask all relatives, but still found nothing.

In the end, Yu Yule himself had to admit that he couldn't find Mu Yan.