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When he received Yu Yule's call, Mu Yan was about to go on a short business trip.It was time for children to go to class, he wondered why people called at this time, but the voice on the other end was not Yu Yule.

Brother Yu Yule, he recognized the voice of the head teacher, Teacher Zhang.

After hanging up the phone, he immediately turned around and rushed to the hospital, tense all the way.

Teacher Zhang still had class, and when Mu Yan briefly described what had happened, he hurried back to school.

After sending the teacher away, Mu Yan looked at Yu Yule lying on the makeshift hospital bed through the glass on the door. The child closed his eyes, so quiet that he was lifeless.Seeing that the person was still asleep, he was reluctant to wake up, turned around and went to the doctor first.

Coincidentally, because the head nurse paid the medical expenses in advance, the doctor who received the treatment still remembered that Yu Yule had come to the hospital for gastric lavage, and explained his condition to Mu Yan in detail.

According to the doctor, Yu Youle has experienced sudden binge eating more than once or twice, and it has been going on for a long time.He had never known this to be the case with children.Surprised at the same time, can not stop feeling uncomfortable and self-blame.

"Excuse me...does this belong to bulimia?"

"Generally speaking, bulimia mostly occurs in adolescence, and he is in line with his age, but bulimia is also accompanied by serious body anxiety, which he did not show, so we still prefer it to be mental and physical. As a result of psychological stimulation, binge eating is just a form of expression, just like some people will choose to self-mutilate, take revenge on society and other negative behaviors." The doctor looked at Mu Yan carefully, "Who are you?"

"……elder brother."

The doctor nodded, "I just heard from his homeroom teacher that the child is a senior high school student. At this stage, some parents really do not pay enough attention to the child's psychology. The child is likely to have sudden overeating due to the pressure of learning and growth. Of course, for the specific reason, it is recommended to take him for a comprehensive examination as soon as possible, and pay more attention to mental health."

After thanking the doctor, Mu Yan returned to the ward.After tidying up his emotions, he opened the door and went in, pulled a stool and sat down beside the bed.

Zheng Shengjun went crazy outside the office, which attracted the attention of many teachers. The teacher in charge rushed out immediately to separate the two, and after inviting him out of the school, he turned around and disappeared Yu Yule.

Because of the wanton noise, Yu Yule just wanted to see Mu Yan at that moment, and took out his mobile phone, but what he saw was the message that the man was going on a business trip.

When he realized that he was out of control again, the door of the small school store was already full of food packages he tore open, and he ate fast and hurriedly, without any memory of passing by.

After that, the aunt of the store saw that the students at the door were vomiting, so she directly contacted the teacher's office.

Yu Yule had already collapsed when he entered the hospital, and fell asleep for a while in a daze, then woke up now.Hearing the sound around him, he lowered his eyes and turned slowly, his eyes fell on Mu Yan's knee for a moment, and then he immediately avoided it.

"Sorry, I didn't know the teacher would call you..."

The heart was pulled hard, Mu Yan raised his hand to caress his cheek, perhaps because of the touch, the child's eyes quickly turned red.

"...I'm fine, go get busy."

Mu Yan said softly, "What's wrong, please tell me, I'm very worried."

Yu Yule shook his head, but his nostrils fluttered slightly. He sniffed hard to suppress his emotions, "Your money, I'll pay it back slowly... okay."

Hearing this, Mu Yan couldn't help frowning, he only heard from the head teacher that someone who claimed to be his uncle went to the school to find him and made a big fuss, but he didn't know the reason.

Didn't hear his answer, Yu Yule was visibly nervous, the rhythm of inhaling and exhaling was out of order, "I really didn't know that the money belonged to you, so I gave it to my uncle, he said my sister was sick, I want to help ..."

Mu Yan couldn't personally understand what the child had experienced in the 18 years he lived, but he really felt distressed. He echoed the doctor's words repeatedly in his heart, and finally understood the source of his sense of borderline to material things.

"I have five thousand left..."

"Yes." Mu Yan couldn't bear to hear him continue, nodded, "Pay back slowly."

"I'm sorry." Yu Yule lowered his eyes, his eyelashes were already wet, he was afraid that Mu Yan would find that he couldn't hold back his tears, so he didn't dare to wipe them.

He blamed himself for everything, like a sharp knife that kept cutting open the heart. Mu Yan suppressed his emotions and said, "Let's go home."

Because he didn't want to trouble Mu Yan, Yu Youle insisted on going back to school after leaving the hospital. He followed Mu Yan and walked slowly into the parking lot.

When approaching the car, they passed a mother and daughter.Probably because eating too much sugar damaged her teeth, the mother reprimanded the girl in a low voice, threatening her that she would not have any more sugar in the future.

Unexpectedly, the sparse and ordinary scene has become a flashpoint.

Hearing the crying, Mu Yan immediately turned around. A few steps behind, Yu Yule cried so much that he couldn't stand up, squatting on the ground and crying with his head in his hands.He quickly stepped forward and hugged him up, without persuasion or interference, he just stroked his back, comforted him softly, and let him vent to his heart's content.

Yu Youle's hoarse crying attracted many glances, Mu Yan hugged him tightly, resisting them one by one, trying to give him a space for emotional safety.

"I want to go home...I don't like being driven from one place to another..." Yu Yule held Mu Yan's skirt tightly, and couldn't help sobbing, "If they were alive, I wouldn't be driven Kicking and kicking...I want to go home, I don't remember what they look like...I want to go home, but I have no home..."

Feeling the humidity on his chest, Mu Yan's heart felt like a knife was stabbed.He didn't understand why God couldn't be fairer, why couldn't he treat Yule better.

Afterwards, Mu Yan didn't send him back to school, he consumed too much in one day, and Yu Yule fell asleep on the way.Back downstairs in the community, afraid that carrying him upstairs would wake people up, so I waited for him to wake up in the car.

Leaning on the steering wheel, he also thought a lot.

When Yu Yule woke up, it was already dark. After crying and sleeping, his mood was much calmer, and he didn't know whether he was trying to hold on or had excellent adjustment skills.

But the more he looked at him like this, the more Mu Yan felt uneasy, so he turned to him and asked softly, "Let's go to the supermarket to buy some vegetables later, and eat meat in the evening, okay?" He noticed that going to the supermarket is a great pleasure for children, so he Sure enough, he raised his eyebrows and nodded.

"Yoyo." She took out the mobile phone that had been installed for him and handed it to him.During the time of thinking alone, Mu Yan decided to try again.Maybe he was shaken before, but after today, he is more sure that he is willing to take responsibility, and he wants to take care of Yu Yule with a closer relationship.

Mu Yan said calmly, "You only have one number saved in your phone."

Yu Yule responded in a low voice, "Yes."

"Remark why is it a musician?"

Feeling a little embarrassed, Yu Yule scratched her cheeks, her eyes fell on her knees, "...seeing you, the noise will be obedient, it will become notes on the stave, and play a melody."

Mu Yan didn't know how he understood his abstract description instantly, and was even excited by his sullen narration.He stretched out his hand and gently pinched the child's chin to make him turn to himself, "Then why, you still have to find an excuse to refuse me, what does this mean, don't you really understand?"

Yu Yule kept his eyes down, bit his lower lip with his teeth, and raised his eyes after a while.

He understands.

How could he not understand, he even understood much earlier than Mu Yan.He likes Mu Yan, how could he not.He worked hard to restrain himself, pulling himself back to the normal track all the time.He thought that what he had shown was not too much, but when Mu Yan came to him, he showed his feet everywhere.

With just one look, Mu Yan realized it.

This little bastard is not confused.

"But I just want to be your friend..." Yu Yule said.

If he didn't know him well, he would sound like a public scumbag no matter what he said.But Mu Yan realized again that the risk of a friend is much lower than that of a lover, and the child does not want to lose him.

He smiled and sighed, "Success, be friends."