After being dedicated to the villain

When Song Sijin came back with a bowl of vegetarian porridge and a bowl of decoction, Xin Yi had already left.

"Little Grandpa, let's have some food. If you don't eat for a long time, your stomach will feel uncomfortable."

Duan Lingyao lay on the bed with his back facing him, not saying a word.

Song Sijin called him again in doubt, but he still didn't get a response. He thought he had fallen asleep again, so he brought the porridge and medicine to the head of the bed and went to pull his quilt.

On a hot day, the quilt almost covered his head, so stuffy that the wound couldn't get better. I really don't know how Xin Yi takes care of others.

And he took a closer look, and found that Duan Lingyao's face was flushed, Song Sijin hurriedly touched his cheek and forehead, and was so frightened that he wanted to go out to find Xu Wanqing.

As soon as he turned around, someone grabbed his wrist.

Duan Lingyao was still lying face-in, but one hand quietly stretched out to hook his hand.

Song Sijin was puzzled: "Are you awake?"

Duan Lingyao snorted.

Seeing that he looked uncomfortable, Song Sijin said softly, "I'm not feeling well, I'll ask Dr. Xu to look at it for you."

"No."

"what?"

"no!"

Song Sijin hesitated: "But your face is very hot to the touch."

Duan Lingyao let go of him, and buried his face in the pillow: "Anyway, I don't have a fever." He was just vague, remembering how unconscious he was when he was poisoned.

Song Sijin scratched his hair in bewilderment, seeing that Duan Lingyao was indeed in good spirits, he believed it a little bit, and saw that he was twitching, thinking that he was still angry with himself, thinking that he really shouldn't make a patient angry, so he said softly: " You can eat something, and drink the medicine, it will get better soon... If you are worried, I will pour the medicine and let someone else cook it for you. "

As he said that, he reached out to fetch the medicine bowl, Duan Lingyao quickly stopped him.

Song Sijin leaned down slightly to look: "What's wrong?"

Duan Lingyao half-closed her eyes, and pursed her lips: "How do you prove that this is not to save your own life, but to really care about me?"

This was a difficult problem for Song Sijin to prove. He put down the medicine bowl, his fingertips turned red, and he pinched his earlobe to cool off the heat: "I don't know, it was my fault that I almost killed you, If you want to kill or cut, I will listen to you."

Duan Lingyao didn't speak too loudly, but there was an obvious resentment in his voice: "At this time, I'm not afraid of death anymore."

Song Sijin smiled helplessly: "Because there is no way, no matter how hard I try, it will only make things worse, and it might be better if I die, so that my mother is useless, and Master Yan will not hurt her. "

The hand holding the quilt was getting stronger and stronger. Duan Lingyao, who was planning to threaten and frighten the other party, got stuck and was speechless for a long time.

Seeing Song Sijin like this made him feel uncomfortable.

In fact, when Xin Yi described how Song Sijin took care of him these days, Duan Lingyao thought, Song Sijin still has a little sincerity for him, although not much, but definitely there.

But he still couldn't let it go, because Song Sijin didn't trust him, and also because he was embarrassed.

When he was in a daze, he was haunted by nightmares, and fragments of the past kept recurring, reminding him how deep the rift was between the two of them.He once cried and asked Song Sijin, and himself, if he was really wrong.

Song Sijin didn't answer, but Duan Lingyao knew that the answer lay in Song Sijin's countless silences and in his desperate eyes that day.

But for a person who has never confessed his mistakes, it is so difficult to ask him to admit his mistakes immediately, let alone in this situation.

Duan Lingyao stammered and said, "The truth is the truth, I will investigate it myself. If it is as you said, I don't care about the poisoning, but if you stab me, don't worry about it." It’s as simple as that.”

Song Sijin watched him quietly, waiting for him to pronounce his fate.

Duan Lingyao thought and thought, and after a while, he said in a self-defeating manner: "Let's talk about it later, anyway, I will remember it."

"Are you eating?"

"eat."

Song Sijin helped him up and wanted to feed him porridge, but after all the ups and downs before, Duan Lingyao refused to ask him to feed him. With an unhappy face, he stubbornly drank it bit by bit with a spoon.

Seeing that he was so independent, Song Sijin didn't force him. He sat quietly and waited for him to finish his porridge, then handed him the less hot soup.

This is much worse than porridge. After sleeping for many days, the mouth is dull, the porridge is unpalatable, and it will pass after a spoonful of bitter medicine is swallowed. Duan Lingyao's face is wrinkled, holding the spoon I can't scoop up the second spoonful.

Song Sijin encouraged him: "You say that you are not a child anymore, you must not be afraid of taking medicine, drink it quickly."

The corners of Duan Lingyao's lips twitched: "Are you laughing at me?"

Song Sijin: "..."

Duan Lingyao muttered: "You are so courageous, wait for me to recover and see how I deal with you."

Song Sijin raised his eyes and saw that there was not much seriousness in his eyes, so he said: "Don't keep scaring me, because you keep scaring me, I didn't believe you before. Duan Lingyao, you are so annoying .”

At times like this, you have to hear people say you hate yourself, Duan Lingyao gritted his teeth and said angrily: "It's as if you believe it now!"

"I believe it." Song Sijin said, "I said before that you have no sincerity, but now you won't doubt it. The spoon held in mid-air fell into the medicine bowl with a plop, and Duan Lingyao looked at him blankly: "What do you mean, you want to lie again I? "He couldn't believe it was true, he thought he was still in a dream.

Song Sijin picked up the spoon and wiped it, smiling lightly: "I didn't lie to you, in fact, you are right if you don't believe me, now or in the future, it doesn't matter if you don't believe me all the time."

Duan Lingyao's eyes turned red, he turned his head and sniffled: "Why do you say that, I have been lied to so many times by you, how dare I trust you."

Seeing that he softened, Song Sijin also said kindly: "You are so powerful, you can definitely see it."

"I can't see it, you are the best at deceiving people." The voice of grievance is like cotton soaked in water, and the stuff inside is about to drip out after squeezing.

Song Sijin was stupid and didn't know how to coax people in this situation, so he stood up and walked out.

"What are you doing?" Seeing him like this, Duan Lingyao was shocked, and called him without thinking, "I won't let you go!"

From the very beginning, Duan Lingyao's overbearing possessiveness made Song Sijin unbearable. He always forbade him to leave, making him panic all day long, so when he heard him say that, Song Sijin was very displeased.

Calm down, he is a patient, don't get angry with him.Song Sijin took a deep breath, turned his back to Duan Lingyao and said, "Aren't you suspicious of me? You can rest at ease when I go out. Don't worry, there are people from the government outside the temple. I can't escape."

Admitting that he couldn't run away made Song Sijin feel very bad. He strode out the door, blowing the refreshing mountain breeze to make the unhappiness in his heart slowly subside.

Alas, Duan Lingyao was so difficult when he just woke up, and he was the cutest when he was in a coma.

Song Sijin didn't see it. After he left, Duan Lingyao frowned and drank the whole bowl of medicinal soup in one breath, and he didn't see him go to get the small bag of caramel on the bedside with tears in his eyes. eat.

"I can't even coax people when I'm sick... What kind of broken candy, why is it so sticky to my teeth."

That being said, I still licked up that small piece of caramel cherishingly.

-

After Duan Lingyao woke up, his energy gradually recovered, and it became more and more difficult to serve.

At night, Song Sijin changed Duan Lingyao's dressing as usual. He took off his clothes habitually, but woke up the little father-in-law who was lying on the bed.

Duan Lingyao blushed slightly when he realized what Song Sijin wanted to do to him.

But not to be outdone, he grabbed the skirt of his clothes and moved into the bed, while smiling carelessly, while deliberately teasing Song Sijin: "The wound still hurts, don't try to take the opportunity to do bad things."

Song Sijin was stunned for a moment, not knowing what he was talking about: "Since the wound hurts, don't move around."

Duan Lingyao raised his chin slightly, and smiled to hide his fragility: "It's good to be enlightened, how about this, you come up and do it yourself, take good care of you, and the young master will reluctantly agree to you."

Song Sijin: "..."

He finally knew what was going on in Duan Lingyao's mind.

Don't get angry, don't get angry, and agreed not to quarrel, Song Sijin took a deep breath: "What if I don't serve you?"

Duan Lingyao said with a smile: "That depends on your sincerity."

Song Sijin frowned, and he knelt on the edge of the bed, taking advantage of Duan Lingyao's inconvenience, skillfully brushed off his upper body.

Duan Lingyao was startled, his mouth opened and closed, and he looked at Song Sijin with extremely complicated eyes, with a hint of admiration.

Now Song Sijin doesn't seem to be as easy to bully as before.

Just when Song Sijin thought he was going to scold someone, Duan Lingyao turned his head, lay flat, and moaned: "Anyway, I won't forgive you easily once or twice, remember to be gentle, don't press my wound."

Now Song Sijin couldn't bear it any longer: "Stop talking nonsense, I'm going to help you change your medicine, there's no other meaning, and besides, who wants you to forgive me?"

Duan Lingyao smiled triumphantly: "What people are talking about is changing the medicine. Why, where did Brother Jin think? Hmph, I didn't expect that some people are so serious on the surface, but they are actually very dirty in their hearts!"

Song Sijin: "..."

Song Sijinli didn't want to talk to him anymore, he rummaged through the small drawer at the head of the bed to find the commonly used gauze, alcohol, ointment and small scissors, and then began to tear off the old gauze on Duan Lingyao's body.

Duan Lingyao continued to yell: "Remember, be gentle, don't press on my wound."

After removing the old gauze, looking at the hideous sore on Duan Lingyao's abdomen, Song Sijin's heart softened again.Although the wound looked relatively small, it still bled a lot, and it was so deep, it was Duan Lingyao's life that prevented him from getting tetanus.

Thinking of Song Sijin, he felt a little scared, and the anger and awkwardness that had just risen quickly dissipated: "I'm sorry."

When these three words came out, Duan Lingyao's complacency froze in an instant. His lips were murmured, and two stars flashed quickly in his eyes. He turned his head slightly, and his voice softened a lot: "Even if you apologize, I won't apologize." Forgive you easily."

"I know, you don't need to forgive me." Song Sijin said honestly, "I didn't forgive you for what you did to me before, you didn't even tell me you were sorry, you are so unqualified." .

Duan Lingyao choked, his face was red and white, and he was about to say something, but Song Sijin had already started rubbing alcohol on him, so what he wanted to say turned into a cry of pain.

Duan Lingyao couldn't help grasping Song Sijin's clothes tightly: "Take it easy, hiss...Take it easy."

The body that was tense due to the pain still showed a pleasant and smooth muscle outline after sleeping for so many days, and it became paler because it had not seen the sun for a long time, which made the deep red wound appear more ferocious.

"It's already very light, bear with it."

A small puncture wound, the pain is only in this one place, and Renren will pass, and the wound on the shoulder and back is fatal.

Duan Lingyao lay prone on Song Sijin's lap, cold sweat oozing from the pain, like a mermaid who has just landed and hasn't learned how to stand.

Song Sijin disinfected him bit by bit, the alcohol penetrated into the blood scab, Duan Lingyao trembled in pain, so he talked to divert his attention.

"What did you mean just now, what do you mean you haven't forgiven me?"

"It's literally, I haven't forgotten what you did to me before."

Duan Lingyao was in pain and wronged: "Didn't you say you believed me?"

"Yes, a letter is one thing, and that's another."

"But I have been hurt like this by you."

Song Sijin hesitated: "You don't have to forgive me and deal with it alone."

Duan Lingyao gasped in pain: "Don't! If you say I bullied you, then you bullied me too, so why should you separate them?"

"Can you stop being so unreasonable?" Song Sijin couldn't help but increase his strength, and Duan Lingyao almost cried out in pain, "If you didn't believe me first, I wouldn't be so afraid of hurting you."

Duan Lingyao gritted his teeth and retorted: "Isn't it because you lied to me so many times?"

Song Sijin moved his lips, feeling weak for a moment: "Why do you think I lied to you...Duan Lingyao, do you think that no one except yourself has heart?"

The person who is used to being arrogant and arrogant is keenly aware of the powerlessness and disappointment, and the words he tried to continue to argue were blocked in his throat, and he grabbed Song Sijin's clothes, a little at a loss, a little flustered, and his heart was blunt. Pain: "I don't."

Song Sijin was not in the mood to deal with him, so he kept silent.

As soon as he was silent, Duan Lingyao couldn't help but think of his appearance like a walking corpse at that time, his heart constricted, fearful, and apologetic, he thought, Brother Jin has already apologized to himself first, so why bother to be stubborn.

It turns out that people are greedy. Before, I thought that as long as I had a little sincerity, I would not be stubborn with him anymore, but now I am pushing forward.

Duan Lingyao reflected a little, but he was a little scared, afraid that Song Sijin was still deceiving himself: "If you haven't forgotten it, you haven't forgotten it. At worst, I will..."

But Song Sijin was too lazy to bother him: "Forget it, let's not talk about that, just treat us as even."

The words were stuffed back, Duan Lingyao bit her lip: "Really?"

"Ah."

The frowning little father-in-law squeezed out a little smile: "Then you have to treat people more sincerely in the future."

Song Sijin was a little embarrassed: "I don't want to be with you."

Duan Lingyao was stunned: "Didn't it mean it was evened?"

"Well, it's even, I don't need to mention the past... But Lingyao, I don't want to lie to you again. To be honest, even if you don't mention the past and only look at the present and the future, I can't accept it."

It was a blunt blow head-on, which almost made Duan Lingyao vomit blood.

"Oh, whatever, I don't care!" Duan Lingyao endured and endured, and couldn't help it, tears streaming down his face, and he opened his mouth to bite Song Sijin's thigh.

"Hey, don't bite!" Could it be that Duan Lingyao is a puppy, and he bites people as soon as he wakes up.

It was really hard to change the medicine for the awake Duan Lingyao. After changing the medicine, the two looked at each other with tears in their eyes.

Duan Lingyao cried a little: "You don't even care, liar!"

Song Sijin looked away guiltily, it was too difficult for him to not mind at all.

-

It may be the reason why the last conversation was not pleasant, or it may be the reason why Duan Lingyao still doubts Song Sijin. In short, he is becoming more and more difficult to serve, and he will deliberately make things difficult for him, so as to test his patience, sincerity and love for himself Is it really trustworthy.

Either I want to eat meat, or I want to eat expensive pine nut candy.How can the stalls on both sides of the outer mountain road sell these?Song Sijin couldn't buy it for him that day, so he asked Duan Lingyao's servant to go down the mountain to run errands. Duan Lingyao was very dissatisfied and shouted that Song Sijin didn't care about him at all.

Song Sijin endured and endured this, but the clay figurines also have three points of backbone. The familiar feeling of being controlled and powerless in the past gradually returned, and Duan Lingyao's fragile, pitiful and cute appearance in a coma gradually faded from Song Sijin's mind.

So when Duan Lingyao was able to jump on the ground, Song Sijin decided not to bear it anymore.

He has served others for so long, and he has paid back what should be paid. Besides, Duan Lingyao always bullied him before, for so long!Song Sijin was tolerant and magnanimous, and didn't want to keep entangled with him, so he reluctantly agreed to get even.

But that doesn't mean he forgot everything.

However, he has decided not to quarrel with him anymore, so most of the time, Song Sijin just said a few words to Duan Lingyao in a bad tone, then turned around and left without waiting.

It's up to you whether you like to kill or not.

But Song Sijin didn't cooperate like this, but Duan Lingyao always wanted to make up first.

He pretended to be nonchalant and wandered to Song Sijin's side, but Song Sijin ignored him and pretended not to see him.

Duan Lingyao got closer and closer, and kicked Song Sijin's heel with his toe: "Hey."

Song Sijin was helping Xu Wanqing dry the medicinal materials, but still ignored him.

Duan Lingyao raised his voice slightly: "My wound hurts"

Song Sijin turned around and looked straight at him: "I didn't do it, don't look for me."

"When did you say you did it?" Duan Lingyao muttered, "My hungry wound hurts, do you want to go out to eat meat? Duan Lingyao pretended that he hadn't quarreled with others before, and walked slowly with his hands behind his back. Song Sijin helped His tied hair was a little crooked, and hung obliquely on his shoulders: "Xin Qing secretly brought rice, steamed chicken with bamboo shoots and fried shrimp. "

Eating vegetarian food every day, ordinary people can't bear this. Song Sijin's mouth would not stop drooling when he heard the names of the two dishes.

"Okay, okay."

He simply couldn't refuse the offer to eat meat secretly.

The two are in an endless cycle of conflict and reconciliation.

On this day, Xu Wanqing prescribed the last medicine for Duan Lingyao: "Take this prescription and drink it for a month to clear away the remaining poison. However, it is easy to get sleepy after drinking this medicine, so pay more attention to yourself."

He said what he said, he wanted to drive people away.

But there is still a question, Xu Wanqing looked at Song Sijin with a smile: "Little doctor Song, when will the conditions you promised me be fulfilled?"

Song Sijin: "Wait a minute."

Song Sijin rushed back to the room and took out a small notebook, which he drew with charcoal pencils on the plants he remembered, but there were no or rare plants in Dayue Kingdom. He wrote down the characteristics and uses of the plants he remembered, including sugarcane, Corn, sweet potatoes, potatoes...

These things may not be found, but because I have been thinking about them, the delicious recipes of these foods popped out of my mind one by one, and Song Sijin had the idea of ​​​​opening a restaurant.

"Doctor Xu, do you think these are okay?" Song Sijin said shyly, "These are some very useful crops, most of which grow on overseas land, and they can be printed and handed over to the sailors who go to sea, so that They're looking around the island."

Movable type printing, grass leaf papermaking, and even gunpowder are all available in this era. Song Sijin really can't think of anything else that can be successfully produced with technical content, and no one mentions it. Thinking, it is difficult to trigger the part of the memory that is blinded.

Dr. Xu took the picture album and was amazed: "I really want to know the traveling doctor who taught you. What kind of a strange person is it that can have such unique wisdom and knowledge."

Song Sijin laughed dryly: "It's a pity that time has passed so long, I even forgot what that old man looks like."

Duan Lingyao, who was sitting by the side, ate almonds slowly, his face was not as weak as before, he looked over curiously: "What are you talking about?"

Xu Wanqing threw the picture album back to Duan Lingyao: "See for yourself, Doctor Song wants to find these things to benefit the people's livelihood."

Duan Lingyao looked at it, and suddenly had a lot of thoughts, his eyes sparkled: "Yes, if these crops really exist, they will indeed be of great benefit to people's livelihood."

If you can find it sooner, you can use it to create momentum for the third prince.

Xu Wanqing said again: "Then please find a way to find a way for Duke Xin Guo to find it. I can't find so many things by myself."

Hearing what he said, Song Sijin realized that he hadn't thought carefully again. Fortunately, Xu Wanqing didn't want to profit for himself, and it was more convenient to entrust the government of Xinguo to handle the affairs.

Duan Lingyao naturally agreed, even if Dr. Xu didn't plan to ask him to do it, after knowing these things, Duan Lingyao wanted to take the initiative to find them.Moreover, he really wanted to win Dr. Xu to work in the government's mansion, no matter how bad it was, it would be better if he stayed in Yaojing.

But Xu Wanqing didn't want to go, he said that he would stay in Qingya Mountain for a while, and where he went after that was only based on fate.

-

On the day of going down the mountain, Xin Yi and Xin Qing cheerfully drove a carriage to meet Duan Lingyao. Song Sijin rode with him, and as soon as they got into the car, Duan Lingyao began to feel sleepy.

He just drank the decoction, and he had to drink that medicine sooner or later, Xu Wanqing was not exaggerating, it was true that he would get sleepy after drinking it.

So Duan Lingyao began to lean on Song Sijin, Song Sijin was afraid that he would accidentally touch the wound again, so he told him to lie down and sleep.

The carriage bumped and wobbled, like a large cradle. After a while, Song Sijin also began to feel sleepy out of boredom. Gradually, the chaotic noise outside became louder, and the carriage became more and more bumpy.

Suddenly, accompanied by a violent vibration, Xin Qing shouted through the car window: "Horse, be careful!"

In the next moment, a force of inertia manipulated Song Sijin to lean forward. He held on to the window frame and looked out, and found a large amount of blood splattered outside the carriage, and the horse that was pulling them was frightened and ran forward indiscriminately. with.

This is nothing, what's worse is that a group of masked bandits are fighting with Xin Yi and the others, and at the same time they don't forget to chase and kill the running carriages.

Song Sijin couldn't tell whether these bandits were real or fake. The moment he saw them take out their bows and arrows, he shivered and hugged Duan Lingyao into a ball.

His heart became heavier and he subconsciously thought of a name: Yan Xuehui.

I always feel that Yan Xuehui has something to do with this sudden encounter.There was no more time for Song Sijin to think about it, the horse was hit by an arrow and fell to the ground, the car tipped forward, and because the door was not closed due to the heat, Song Sijin and Duan Lingyao slid to the ground, barely being kicked by the horse's hoof.

Xu Wanqing's medicine was also powerful, Duan Lingyao struggled to wake up from the drowsiness after such a disturbance.

It was too late for him to wake up, there were so many bandits, several of them had already chased up, surrounded Song Sijin and Duan Lingyao to the edge of the cliff.

There is a rushing river at your feet, and ferocious gangsters in front of you. They either hold a cold sword in their hands, or they are ready to set up an unstoppable sharp arrow.

When the knife and the arrow attacked Song Sijin at the same time, Song Sijin's legs softened, and he couldn't help but fell backwards holding Duan Lingyao—the two fell to the cliff.

Duan Lingyao finally woke up, and cried against the wind: "Even if you want to kill me, you won't lose yourself!"

Song Sijin also cried, frightened: "How dare I!"

The author says:

感谢在2022-09-0103:09:56-2022-09-0111:36:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of clear sugar; 1 bottle of Moyoushang;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!