zero degrees Celsius

2015 6 Month 29 Day.

"My name is Ruan Yue" The girl's smile is as bright as a bright moon with her own unique warm orange moonlight, which is the moon in the sky that I can't reach in my life.

Whispered: "My name is Xun Xingxing."

That's when I officially met her.

2015 5 Month 27 Day.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He kept apologizing.

Just now when she was in a hurry to go to class, she accidentally bumped into someone.Hastily bowed down to apologize.

"It's okay" shook his head.

That was the first sentence she said to me. Her voice was like the breeze in midsummer, unintentionally touching the heartstrings.

"I'm really sorry, let me help you wash your clothes!" Straightened up.His unearthly face pierced his heart.

"It's really fine, I'll just wash it myself." She smiled gently, expressing that she was really fine.

Stunned in place, the sea in my heart was turbulent.He is so good-looking, and he couldn't help but say, "How can there be such a good-looking person?"

Ruan Yue paused for a moment, rolled her eyes hiding the stars, and said, "Student, you are also very good-looking!"

With just this smile, Xun Xingxing fell completely.

Xun Xingxing remembered every word and sentence she said afterwards clearly.

She was really gentle, saying that she was also at fault, and told Xun Xing not to blame herself too much.Afraid that Xun Xingxing was still blaming himself, he comforted me again, looked at his watch, and muttered, "I'm going to be late."

"Go back to class quickly." After finishing speaking, he left.

After walking not far away, he turned around and folded back, took out a band-aid from the bag and gave it to her, "Your feet will be better with this." He took her hand and put it in her hand.

Xun Xingxing said stupidly: "Thank you"

The jacaranda was blown by the wind and danced all over her head, and her heart was bumping like a deer.

"Ding--!"

It was only when the class bell rang that I realized it.

When I went back to the classroom and sat down, I found that my feet were a little red because of the inappropriate shoes, and I didn't notice it.

She actually noticed.

Think of that face.

His face was red from the scorching sun.

2015 6 Month 2 Day.

It took a lot of hard work to know her name.

"Ruan Yue." He read every word very seriously.

"The name is really nice, and the person looks good." Putting his hands on the seat, he looked at the jacarandas on the street outside the window.

2015 6 Month 9 Day.

I know, her class.

She is one year older than me and is my senior sister.

"Grade [-] (Class [-]), Ruan Yue" muttered.

2015. 6, 20

The teacher asked me to go to the second year teacher's office to print the materials, and I will see her the second time.

"Ruan Yue, your grades are very good." The teacher pushed his glasses and continued, "But your geography is too partial, don't spend all your time on the piano, spend some time on geography." earnestly.

I saw the grievance in her eyes, and stood at the door and shouted: "Report."

It was so loud that all the teachers in the office noticed me.

I was so embarrassed in my heart, but I also had a little secret joy because I helped her.

The teacher near the door asked: "What's the matter with you, classmate?"

"Teacher, the printer in our freshman office is broken, please borrow the printer." replied.

"come in."

I glanced at her secretly, my eyes were red, as if I had cried.

I really wanted to run over to hug her and comfort her.

The teacher was probably embarrassed to continue talking in front of me and told her to go back first.

"Go back first." Taking a sip of water, "Remember to make up your geography."

"Thank you teacher!" The voice was hoarse and nasal.

After I printed the materials, I said to the teachers: "Thank you" and walked out of the office to go back to the teaching building of the first year of high school.

When I reached the corner of the stairs, I didn't know where she was, so I bumped into her head-on.

"what!"

"what!"

"It hurts!" Rubbed his forehead, and after seeing who the other party was, he hurriedly cared, and asked, "Are you okay? Why are you standing here?"

She didn't answer me, sobbing softly.

I was holding the documents in my hand, and I couldn't free my hands to comfort her.At this time, I felt that the information in my hand was in the way.

She said softly, "Thank you just now."

Before I could answer, she had already run away crying.

2015 6 Month 29 Day.

We met through friends.

I was so excited.

"Hello, my name is Ruan Yue." He stretched out his hand.

She rubbed her hands on her clothes several times before she was satisfied, "Hello, my name is Xun Xingxing. The star in the sky with undimmed stars." She held her hand happily.

Her hands are really soft.

"How about it buddy, isn't my sister beautiful!" Proud.

"Pretty." He blurted out sincerely.

"I didn't expect you to be Ah Li's classmate." She smiled.

The Ali she was talking about was my classmate and deskmate, and also her cousin.

"I didn't expect it either, it's all fate." I scratched my head in embarrassment.

Fate is really wonderful, sending such a beautiful you to my side, making you my moon in the sky.

"Then I'll go home first, you guys play slowly." Waving goodbye.

The hem of her skirt was blown up by the wind, and the summer sunset printed on my ears.

"Let me tell you, don't think about my sister." He slapped Xun Xingxing hard on the head as a warning.

I didn't answer, I lowered my head and said in a voice that no one else could hear, "It's too late, I already like it."

"I like it so much that I can't control my heartbeat, I can't help thinking of her appearance, I can't help wanting to know her more." Said these words silently.

The whole grade knew that I was crooked, no girls wanted to play with me, only male classmates, and gradually I became a "tomboy" myself.

2015 7 Month 16 Day.

God is helping us, she and I are at the same table in the final exam.

"Examination room 32..." Looking for his own examination room with the admission ticket.

"found it!

Stepping into the classroom, I picked up the admission ticket again: "Seat No. 7." I searched slowly from table to table.

"At this!"

"Xun Xingxing?"

A sweet voice went straight to the depths of his heart, subconsciously tightening the string in his mind.

The midsummer breeze blew her soft long hair, and the wind was dyed with the fragrance of jacaranda on her body.

"Senior Ruan?" He repeatedly looked at his admission ticket in disbelief, afraid that he might make a mistake.

Discovered her small movements: "Don't you want to be at the same table with me?"

"No." Almost roared out.

He frantically tried to explain: "I... It's not that I don't want to... It's..." I was surprised.

With a chuckle: "Just kidding, why are you so nervous. Sit down."

"Okay." He sat down on the seat next to her in a daze.

The scent of jacarandas on her was even stronger.

2015 8 Month 30 Day.

Thanks again to my good deskmate, I met her on the first day of the second year of high school.

At that moment, I felt that my whole semester would become very happy.

Ruan Yue: "Sister Xingxing, new semester, new atmosphere."

She is still so gentle.

As soon as I saw her, I became habitually nervous again, clenching my fingers and saying, "Senior Ruan, happy new semester!"

2015 9 Month 27 Day.

August 8th of the lunar calendar is the Mid-Autumn Festival.

At the school party, she and I were temporarily forced to perform a song "That Summer"

My heart is racing on the violin.

Smiling slightly: "You're not bad at playing the violin, Junior Xing Xing."

My heart was burning, and my words were a little awkward, "It's... okay, your piano is... even better, Senior Sister."

We both complimented each other on the performance, and by the end I looked at the stars in her eyes and didn't know what to say next.

My mind suddenly went blank...

2015 10 Month 11 Day.

I decided to confess to her.

Just try, it doesn't matter if you succeed or not.

2015 10 Month 12 Day.

The reality hit me hard with a basin of ice water.

"Xun Xingxing!" He guarded Ruan Yue behind him, staring at her vigilantly.

He asked loudly, "Say, why are you approaching us Ruanruan? Do you have any intentions?"

The person who forced me to question me was her good friend. She was very happy that Ruan Su and Xun Xingxing were friends at first, until she heard the rumors from the school.

Classmate [-]: "That Xun Xingxing is mentally ill and likes women.

Classmate [-]: "That's right! Ruan Yue, who pays attention to the third year of high school every day, may have fallen in love with her."

It's not good to scream secretly, and ran to find Ruan Yue, just in time to see this scene.

"Nan Nan, what are you talking about?" Puzzled.

"Ruan Ruan, don't you know?" Ask her to explain, "This Xun Xing Xing is mentally ill, she actually likes women. She comes to you every day, she must have other plans for you."

I didn't speak, and I didn't dare to open my mouth.

Wanted to know what she thought of me before I said it myself.

Slightly angry: "Nan Nan, this is your fault." Yizheng said, "A girl who likes a girl is mentally ill."

At that second, the strings in Xun Xingxing's heart and mind were completely broken.

Hoarse voice: "Senior sister..." I don't know what to say.

"She just loves someone who happens to be the same gender as her." Looking at Xun Xingxing, the words were clear and forceful, "And Xingxing and I are friends, there is no way Xingxing likes me."

"Sister..." I like you.

Before the words were spoken, Ruan Yue directly sentenced me to death.

Seriously: "And, I have a boy I like."

2015 10 Month 12 Day.

The sky is falling.

2015 12 Month 22 Day.

Someone at school said that there was a stalker on Chang'an Middle Road. I remember that was the only way she had to go home. I couldn't worry about following her and escorting her home every day.

"Why do you go so fast every day? You don't go to clubs, you're not afraid of deducting credits!" Yang Li asked.

While packing up his things, he replied: "I have something to do at home" and rushed out of the classroom.

The credits are deducted as soon as they are deducted, her safety is important there.

2016 1 Month 1 Day.

The fireworks exploded at zero o'clock, and I immediately picked up my phone and sent her a message.

"Happy New Year, Senior Sister!"

2016 4 Month 5 Day.

The stalker was finally caught.

Yang Li: "Sister, the person has been arrested now. Don't worry, you can go home with peace of mind."

"Yeah" Her eyes were full of happiness.

I laughed.

She doesn't know that I escort her home every day behind her.Became her little tail.

2016 5 Month 1 Day.

A friend asked me to go out to play golf. I passed by Chang'an Middle Road only to find that the jacarandas were in bloom.

The whole street is full of jacarandas, dreamy and romantic.

"Star?"

"Sister?" I turned around and saw her standing under the jacaranda tree.

She walked up to me and asked, "Are you out to play?"

I nodded: "Well, I have an appointment with Yang Li and the others to play."

"Then I'll go first, have fun." Waving "Goodbye!"

She seemed to be passing by here, she seemed to be in a hurry, and said goodbye in a hurry.

I have been watching her figure disappear at the other end of the jacaranda.There was bitterness in my heart.

Unconsciously, she confided in her heart, "That boy you like is so happy, I'm so jealous of him."

2016 6 Month 8 Day.

You graduated, and we have our first photo together.

Yang Li and I are standing at the gate of the school waiting for your victory in the college entrance examination.

Broadcast: "The exam is over, please stop writing immediately..."

I watched you walk out of the examination room with extremely brisk steps.

"Happy graduation, sister!" He presented the bouquet in his hand to Ruan Yue.

"Thank you Xing Xingxing!" He took the flowers from Xun Xingxing's hand.

Putting his hand on Xun Xingxing's hand: "Sister, brother Xing and I bought these flowers together, thank you if I don't see you." Not happy.

Smiling: "Thank you my dear brother too." Smelling the flowers.

It was a bouquet of jacarandas, her scent.

The jacarandas on Chang'an Middle Road are in full bloom, and I am parting from her this summer.

2016 6 Month 25 Day.

I know from Yang Li that she volunteered to join University A.

Looking up to the sky and complaining: "A big~"

"Ah!" collapsed, "Why is it A University! How can I pass the exam!"

University A is the best university in the country, and I, Xun Xingxing, are known to be the bottom of the whole school.

2016 8 Month 31 Day.

I am in the third year of high school. In order to be admitted to University A and continue to be her school girl, I worked hard and vowed to study hard.

2017 6 Month 7 Day.

Sitting in the examination room, my hands were shaking.

I was so afraid that I would carelessly do all the questions I could do wrong, and I would not be able to pass the A major.

2017 6 Month 27 Day.

Results are out.

My total score is 661, and I just missed the A.

I was sad for three days.

She didn't know where she got the news that I failed the college entrance examination, and sent a message to comfort me.

Ruan Yue: "Failed the college entrance examination?"

Xun Xingxing: "Yeah"

Ruan Yue: "Why do you have to take the exam for University A?"

Xun Xingxing: "I like the snow in City A." And you who like Dali A.

Ruan Su: "Then do you want to repeat it?"

Xun Xingxing: "I don't know"

Ruan Su: "Don't be sad, the stars will eventually shine."

Xun Xingxing: "Thank you, senior."

2017 7 Month 5 Day.

For her, I decided to repeat.

2018 6 Month 7 Day.

I am taking the college entrance examination for the second time.

2018 6 Month 22 Day.

The results came out, and I looked at the results on the computer and wept with joy.

With 694 points, I passed the exam.

2018 9 Month 1 Day.

I have a bouquet of jacarandas with me, and I plan to give it to her when we meet.

But did not see her.

2018 9 Month 2 Day.

I just found out that she went abroad.

I picked up the phone, typed and deleted on the keyboard, typed and deleted.

In the end, no word was sent.

So three years passed.

The stars in the sky are always looking for their own moon.

2021 10 Month 17 Day.

Yang Li: "My sister came back from abroad today and wants to get together with everyone, are you coming?"

I jumped up from the bed.

Looking at himself in the mirror, his hair is like a bird's nest, and his face is facing the sky.

Responded quickly.

Finding the Stars: "Come."

Looking for stars: "Send me the address and time."

Yang Li: "Yayuan Hotel, five o'clock in the afternoon"

Quickly got up from the bed and rummaged through all the cosmetics that had been locked in the cabinet for a long time.

A pass on his face.

Five p.m.

Outside the private room door, I took several deep breaths.

Pushing open the door with nervous and excited steps.

At a glance, I saw the most unique her among the crowd, and at the same time saw the man she was holding her arm.

"Sister Xing Xing is here." She greeted me with the smile when we first met.

I glanced at the man she was holding, and forced a smile on my face.

"Senior sister, long time no see!" One hand stretched out to hold her, and the other hand sank into the palm with fingertips behind the back.

Pulling the man up, his face was full of happiness: "Let me introduce to you, this is my boyfriend Qing Chen."

"Hello, my name is Qingchen." He stretched out his hand.

"Hello, my name is Xun Xingxing." Simply shook.

He smiles just like her, no wonder she likes him.

Halfway through eating, I found an excuse and ran out of the restaurant in a panic.

took a taxi.

In the car, I couldn't help crying anymore.

"Woooooooo..."

To grow long hair for her, in order to become gentle, it was still nothing in the end.

"Little Aunt Liang, what's wrong with you?" The driver is a foreigner, speaking with a foreign accent.

But Xun Xingxing could still understand. I shook my head and said, "I'm fine." Only then did I realize that my voice was hoarse.

"Uncle, you can just drive as you like." I don't know where I should go.

The moon is gone, and the stars don't know who to surround.

"Uncle, the person I like..." She has a boyfriend.

"We have no chance again, woo woo woo..." Looking at the scenery flying out of the car window.

The driver uncle didn't answer, he became a qualified listener and quietly listened to my crying.

Finally he pulled me to the amusement park.

When I got out of the car, I stretched out the car window and said to me loudly: "Little girl, look away. If you are not happy, come here, treat yourself as a child, and play carefree like a child for a day."

"Thank you uncle." I thanked the driver uncle.

"You're welcome." He smiled, as if he was happy because he comforted others, he started the car and drove away.

I stood at the door and looked at the plaque of the amusement park for a long time, but in the end I still didn't go in.

2022 3 Month 21 Day.

She broke up with her boyfriend and posted a circle of friends.

Ruan Yue: "Goodbye, let's travel alone once."

I felt something was wrong, so I didn't dare to ask her directly, so I found the chat box with Yang Li and sent a message to ask about her situation.

Looking for the stars: "What's the matter with your sister?"

Finding the stars: "How did you break up?"

Yang Li: "That man doesn't agree with my sister's views." He said it very cryptically.

Looking for the stars: "Then your sister?"

Yang Li: "She's fine, she said she wants to go to the beach to relax."

Finding the stars: "Oh."

Go to the beach to relax!

In the evening, when I got home from get off work, I fell into the bed I was thinking about and lay down flat.

Lying on the bed, turning on the mobile phone, just about to watch the video, the top of the mobile phone screen is full of news of countless plane crashes popping up in an instant.

I panicked for no reason.

Uncontrollably shaking hands to open the latest news.

Moderator: "At about 14:30 this afternoon, passenger plane RX5665 of China Eastern Airlines lost contact over Hangxing County and crashed from an altitude of 8900 meters."

Filled with fear, he found Yang Li's contact information.

Looking for the stars: "Which plane did your sister get on today?"

Yang Li: "Did you see the news?"

Finding the stars: "What do I ask you?"

Yang Li: "It's the one on the news."

The phone slipped from his hand, fell to the ground and fell apart.

2022 3 Month 27 Day.

Host: "It has been confirmed that all 141 passengers and 7 crew members were killed..."

In the end, she didn't listen to a word the host said.

2022 3 Month 28 Day.

Yang Li and Ruan Yue's parents took her back.

2022 4 Month 1 Day.

her funeral.

I didn't dare to show up.

2022 4 Month 15 Day.

The jacarandas on Chang'an Middle Road are blooming again.

The girl under the flower disappeared.

I came here and walked under the jacaranda.The breeze is coming, and she, who is at the end of the flower, has long since disappeared.

I met her under the jacaranda.

The jacaranda fragrance on her body is particularly good.I always fantasize that one day I can hold a bouquet of jacarandas and confess to her.

2022 5 Month 4 Day.

I came to the beach with a bouquet of jacarandas and put them on the sand.

Looking at the sea, I thought that if the plane hadn't crashed, we should have seen this same ocean.

2022 5 Month 10 Day.

I was in a secret suicide group online and spent all my savings getting them to kill me.

2022 5 Month 19 Day.

21:00 pm

At an altitude of 8900 meters, I jumped without any fear.

Meteors streak across the sky, I want to die in the same way, can I still be a star around the moon in my next life?

Can I chase the moon?

Jacaranda flower language: "Waiting for love in despair is glorious even if it is defeated."

"My name is Xun Xingxing, a star in the sky whose light is not dim."

"A little star that dreams of chasing the moon"

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