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Chapter 51 Listen to him, his past
"Mr. Tang, my cousin asked you to think about what she said. What did you say? When did you say it?"
"It's not a big deal. Do you want to live with me? Let me pack your luggage for you."
Speaking of Teacher Tang started to break free from the quilt, he struggled to free his other hand, and Chi Lie grabbed his wrist and raised it above his head, "Don't change the subject."
He firmly suppressed Teacher Tang with his hands, but lowered his head weakly, buried in Teacher Tang's shoulder and neck, and muttered in a low voice against Teacher Tang's skin with his lips, "Tell me, you are closer to my cousin than to me." Is it? Yes, she is a woman, and you like women."
He began to reflect "sincerely", "I know you are a straight man, but you still insist on pestering you, are you annoying? Did she say a lot of bad things about me, do you believe it?"
His voice was a bit uneasy, and he pretended to be right at the beginning, but in the last sentence, he was genuinely worried.
In the eyes of my cousin, he must be a bad breed.He is naturally energetic, but it is difficult to get interested in anything, so he will find various things to vent his energy.
In the first week when he moved to his cousin's house, he had done a lot of "glorious incidents". He was afraid that Teacher Tang would learn about him in the past, and his affection for him would decrease.
Then he is too wronged, he has obviously changed.
After meeting Mr. Tang, all his interests and energy have a place to go, and he no longer has to do some meaningless and boring things, and he has become a "good boy" in the eyes of Mr. Tang.
Moreover, Mr. Tang has said "I believe in you" more than once, which is something he cherishes very much. He doesn't want to wear down Mr. Tang's trust, not at all.
He slowly let go of Teacher Tang's wrist, wrapped his arms around Teacher Tang's waist, and kissed Teacher Tang's shoulder flatteringly, "I know you have a secret, and you still don't tell me, Teacher Tang, I feel uncomfortable .”
Teacher Tang was already soft-hearted, but subtly lost his resistance to hugs and kisses. He would always willingly satisfy Chi Lie's request.
He first said something about Chi Lie's concerns.
Tang Shiqi: "Your cousin and I talked a few times, and they talked about your past when they came to pick up Yaya."
Chi Lie was worried, "What's the matter? I can tell you the most truthful situation, what she said is not true."
Tang Shiqi felt his emotions, and gently comforted his back, "But I think what she said is true."
Chi Lie's anxiety reached its peak.
Teacher Tang still comforted me gently, from the nape of the neck to the back, "She said that you were a bad person before, causing trouble every day, but after you met me, you became obedient."
Teacher Tang smiled and relieved his worries, "I am very happy to hear that, as if I have made you obedient, and it is quite a sense of accomplishment."
Chi Lie was more than half relieved, and tilted his head to kiss Teacher Tang's cheek with a ring, "It's not like, it's you, you have to make persistent efforts to send the Buddha to the west, you know?"
He looked at Teacher Tang, his brows were frowned because of his approval, and he continued to ask: "Then what does she make you think?"
Tang Shiqi pondered for a while, but there was actually nothing he couldn't say.
That day, Chi Lie was wearing Jiang Zhi's exercise clothes, and he used his body as a cover, and happened to be seen by his cousin.
When Chi Lie went to the locker room to change, his cousin said something to him.
The cousin got straight to the point, "I know Chi Lie's situation, and I won't interfere with Mr. Tang's personal feelings, but there will be children and parents coming up at any time, at least pay attention to the impact."
He hurriedly explained: "We are not in that kind of relationship, just now..."
The cousin didn't care much about his explanation, and interrupted: "I don't care about your relationship, and I don't want to care about it, but some rumors have spread from the school to the street."
The cousin looked serious, "You still want to open this dance class, and you have to let the parents rest assured to hand over the children to you. Now they think it's rumors, but they want to see it with their own eyes?"
He didn't speak at that time, what is the boundary is his cognitive blind spot, but he knows that people will preconceive.
If the purpose is to prove that his relationship with Chi Lie is unusual, then even seeing him help Chi Lie buy breakfast can be evidence.
If it really spreads in the streets, then he will return to the state before he hid in the small county town, and the stability he has built with all his heart will be in vain.
He needs to talk to Chi Lie to find some mutually satisfactory solutions.
But the next few days were too busy preparing for the performance, and he couldn't find a suitable opportunity to ask Chi Lie for advice.
Tang Shiqi told Chi Lie everything her cousin said, "I think what Ya Ya's mother said is also reasonable. Parents are very sensitive about children's affairs, but they just don't know how to tell you."
"We'll be outside in the future...can you be more careful?" He put his hand on Chi Lie's shoulder and grabbed his collar, "I promised you that month of intimacy, but now I'm shrinking back because I'm worried about my career , backtracking, will you be angry?"
Chi Lie tightened his grip on Teacher Tang's waist, turned over with all his strength, and made the two of them switch places at once.
This time it was him who stroked Teacher Tang's back to relax him, "Would you coax me if I'm angry?"
Tang Shiqi has never seen Chi Lie really get angry, but he inexplicably feels that it will be a very difficult thing, "Coax."
"That's good." Chi Lie bent his legs and separated Teacher Tang's knees, protected Teacher Tang's back with one hand, leaned on the bed with the other, and sat up by himself.
Teacher Tang faced him face to face and sat on his lap.
In such a position, Teacher Tang was half a head taller than him. He raised his face and kissed Teacher Tang's chin, "Then I'm angry now, how can you coax me?"
Teacher Tang said with a helpless smile: "Speaking of anger is done with your mouth?"
But he still understood what Chi Lie meant, and Chi Lie's gesture was clearly asking for a kiss.
Although Chi Lie is tall, with mature eyebrows and eyes, and rarely speaks and acts like a childish student, Chi Lie likes to act like a baby with him, and whenever he has a chance, he will hug him tightly.
Like a puppy without love.
He held Chi Lie's face, kissed him lightly between the eyebrows, and gave a plan that he thought Chi Lie would be satisfied with, "We will keep our distance outside in the future, and I will listen to you when we get home, okay?"
Listen to you, these four words are very attractive to Chi Lie, he lowered his head and buried Teacher Tang's neck deeply, sniffed hard, and used Teacher Tang's clean breath to dispel his instantly aroused desire.
"Okay, so do you count as being at home now, and does the agreement take effect?"
Feeling Chi Lie's change, Teacher Tang was stunned for a moment, and immediately ran away with his knees straight, "I also have a bottom line, okay, sex is not within the scope of obedience!"
Looking at Teacher Tang's cute and terrified face, Chi Lie kissed Teacher Tang's chin again, close to his lips, "Then where is the bottom line of Teacher Tang, can you kiss?"
Tang Shiqi felt a little guilty, he couldn't do what Chi Lie wanted, "I still have something, I want to tell you."
"I have something else I want to tell you."
Teacher Tang's voice was a little low, and his figure collapsed, as if he became tired instantly.
Chi Lie had no choice but to resist the impulse and listen to people first.
"My ex was a bit bad. He gave me a lot of wrong perceptions about intimacy. I chatted with my former friend that day and told him about our affairs."
That was the person he strongly opposed when he was in love with his ex-Liu Dingcheng when he was young.
His family is one of the best in the capital, and even though his sexuality has never been disclosed, there are still many suitors.
Liu Dingcheng is the most stable one among the children from the rich family, and it is also in line with his orientation at the time. They are naturally together.
He helped Liu Dingcheng a lot.
But in two or three years, their greatest intimacy was kissing, kissing very briefly.
At that time, he was just a college student in his early twenties. He grew up under the protection of his parents and was too naive.
He didn't think much about it, and thought that his boyfriend was a rare conservative, clean, and at ease.
The first accident was when Fa Xiao ran into Liu Dingcheng behaving intimately with others, and he realized that something was wrong.
But he believed in Liu Dingcheng very much. Liu Dingcheng was older than him, entered the society one step ahead of him, and was more mature and outstanding than him.
Liu Dingcheng often told him about his achievements, and pointed out his shallowness without any trace.
"You art students don't understand this."
"You don't have to understand, and you can't understand, just leave it to me."
"You don't have to work, I can support you, besides, what can you do well?"
"It's not necessary for your father to let you study economics. You might as well continue dancing. It's also an advantage. Now you can only be my rice bug."
So much so that he would ask Liu Dingcheng before making any choices, as if what Liu Dingcheng said was right, and a shallow art student like him would never be as good as Liu Dingcheng.
But in fact, Liu Dingcheng received countless help through his family background.
The first man, Liu Dingcheng said, he and that man are just friends, not all men in the world are gay, holding hands and hugging is normal.
The second man, Liu Dingcheng, said that he grew up in a foreign country, where kissing is the basic etiquette, and kissing among friends is normal.
Similar incidents emerged one after another, and after two or three years, Liu Dingcheng was able to be close to his friends, but still kept a distance from him.
The initial "he cherishes me", "he is more traditional" and "he is quite normal in other aspects" can no longer convince Tang Shiqi.
It turned out that he was just a gamble for those rich kids.
He was queuing up as an adult, and happened to be seen by that group of dandies, and it became a casual bet: whoever catches up with him, the others will take turns treating that person for a month.
Liu Dingcheng succeeded, according to the bet, he should get rid of Tang Shiqi in a week.But Liu Dingcheng was greedy for the help that Tang Shiqi's family background could bring, and found out Tang Shiqi's "stupidity", which took nearly five years of his life.
What happened later was extremely absurd, so I sent him n explicit photos and told him that your boyfriend was doing sex outside.The scene of four or five people entangled made him sick, and he began to be glad that nothing happened with Liu Dingcheng.
Some people can't understand Liu Dingcheng, deliberately diverge and mess with him. Tang Shiqi, as a "boyfriend", was also implicated in it. His sexuality was put on the bright side. exist.
At that time, he was already preparing for the dance class, and he was also thinking about breaking up in the cold. The new life he was about to start was disrupted, and he was given a dirty reputation for no reason.
For the sake of his parents, people didn't talk about him too blatantly, but the slander behind his back was enough to destroy his psychology. His smooth 24-year life was broken by an unfortunate love.
Then he hid in a small county town.
After breaking away from Liu Dingcheng's pua, he began to discover what he really wanted in his heart, and learned to make his own decisions. He can like pink, and he can also do a good job.
But emotionally, it's still a work in progress.
He understands that the estrangement between lovers is abnormal, but he has not explored where the intimacy boundary between friends lies.
He lay in Chi Lie's arms, concealed his gender information, and only talked about his ex and the incident.
He still doesn't know how to confess his sexuality to Chi Lie. With him and Chi Lie's state, his confession is a disguised confession, and he is not ready yet.
He just expressed his thoughts in a low voice, "Friends should be able to hold hands and hug, as long as they don't kiss, kissing should be okay, but mouths are not good, and sex is not good. I still know this."
Chi Lie was filled with guilt and heartache for a moment. The tolerance of Teacher Tang, which he relied on to make progress, was the cognitive confusion caused by his predecessor's pua.
He hugged Teacher Tang and gently stroked the soft hair on the back of his head, "Friends can hold hands and hug, and kiss depends on the situation. Like our kiss, you can only do it with me, not other friends."
Teacher Tang leaned his head on Chi Lie's shoulder, "I know this too. I told me about it when I was too close to you. He said that I was hanging on you because I was too close to you and refused to agree to your confession."
He immediately explained, "I'm not hanging on you, I'm not that kind of person."
"I know." Chi Lie unconsciously lowered his voice, Teacher Tang trained his gentleness, "We are different, I have said it many times, you can do whatever you want, follow me when you are confused, forever No need to be burdened."
After finishing what was in his heart and withdrawing from the memory, Teacher Tang regained his vitality and sat up in Chi Lie's arms, only to find that Chi Lie was more frowning than the person involved.
He smiled, and raised the corner of Chi Lie's mouth with his fingertips, "Why, I told you to tell you that I didn't hang you, and why didn't I promise you to kiss, those things are over, I don't care anymore La."
He rubbed Chi Lie's cheeks, "Anyway, you can do those things after falling in love, and you must do those things. When this performance ends smoothly, I have something to tell you."
At that time, he and Liu Dingcheng broke up unhappy, and many things were not explained clearly, so that Liu Dingcheng still had the face to pester him again.
The organizer was a friend of Liu Dingcheng, and he didn't know until he arrived.
If you come here, you will be safe, he will take this opportunity to make it clear to Liu Dingcheng, and apologize to Chi Lie, he has concealed his sexuality.
When he was in the small county town, he was still hesitant about "love". When he came to S city and saw Liu Dingcheng, he suddenly understood.
His fears and concerns have never been about love, but about Liu Dingcheng.
He wants to completely overcome this person and give Chi Lie a brave lover.
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