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076. Vicissitudes II

When Zhou Xi met Si Chengyi for the second time, he had already sat on the throne for that child for two years.

When they exchanged, it was the time when Si Chengyi and his father went out together.Only in this way can we explain Zhou Xi's increasingly different appearance from that child.

This time Zhou Xi no longer had to look at Si Chengyi from afar, and no longer had to hide his figure.He sat on top of a high temple, looked at the resolute boy in front of him who had been tortured by the killing, and smiled.

From then on, every glance and every smile of this boy was only for Zhou Xi.

Zhou Xi has always clearly remembered the conversation he had with Si Chengyi after the imperial court that day.

"Xi'er has grown up and can support the whole Daqi." Si Chengyi looked at Zhou Xi with relief and pity in his eyes.

"If you help me guard the border, Xi'er will not be afraid of anything!" Zhou Xi looked at Si Chengyi with dependence and trust in his eyes.

"That's the case." Si Chengyi took Zhou Xi's hands, pressed them on his chest, and said firmly, "I will guard the border for Xi'er, and with Si Chengyi around for a day, I will protect Daqi for a day of peace. , Hu Xi'er has no worries for a day!"

"It's great that Xi'er has Yi."

Zhou Xi raised his head slightly, and looked at the man in front of him intently. He has become more and more handsome, his black eyes are full of confidence and dazzling, and there is a clear image of a person, that is himself.

Zhou Xi couldn't help stretching out his hand to slowly stroke Si Chengyi's cheek, all of this was stolen from him.

Zhou Xi suddenly became scared, because the eyes of the person in front of him were too gentle and focused, and he didn't dare to think what kind of eyes this person in front of him would use to look at him if his deeds were revealed one day.

Zhou Xi unconsciously tightened his grip on Si Chengyi's hand, and parted his tightly pursed lips, wanting to tell him that he was not the child he thought.But when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.

If he confessed everything, would the person in front of him kill him in a fit of anger?If he didn't kill himself, then would Prime Minister Zuo, who planned him as a stand-in, kill him?

Zhou Xi couldn't help shivering. He didn't want to bear such an ending.Since he was sensible, he has been worrying about living, and now he has no reason to give up his life just for this person in front of him.

Zhou Xi lowered his eyes slowly. Although he felt sorry for losing the one he loved, he also couldn't give up his life.Just let... just let yourself replace that child and live by his side!

"Xi'er, what's wrong?"

Si Chengyi worriedly watched Zhou Xi's complexion change again and again, seeing the child in front of him, from being lively two years ago to being quiet now, his heart twitched with pain.

"It's okay." Zhou Xi raised his head again and smiled at Si Chengyi, moved his hands down and tightly grasped his clothes, and said in a muffled voice, "I just thought that Yi would leave soon..."

"Oh! My Xi'er." Si Chengyi held Zhou Xi in his arms, patted him on the back, and comforted him gently, "I will stay with my father for half a year when I return to Beijing. We still have a long time to go." Let's get along, Xi'er don't get bored with me."

"How could it be?" Listening to the jokes in Si Chengyi's words, Zhou Xi distanced the two of them with eagerness, "It's too late for Xi'er to be happy!"

"My Xi'er."

This time Si Chengyi didn't say much, just stared at Zhou Xi quietly for a while, then sighed and embraced him in his arms again, holding him tightly, as if he wanted to embed him in his arms.

It's just that there is no happy expression on Zhou Xi's face at this time, only deep anxiety and bitterness. A substitute is a substitute after all. Such a big lie, how long can he persist in the face of such a gentle Si Chengyi?

The next day with Si Chengyi day and night is something that Zhou Xi never even dared to think about.

With Si Chengyi by his side, those boring memorials and those poems and etiquettes became more colorful.It was a long day for Zhou Xi, but because of Si Chengyi's company, it became faster.

While reading a book, someone was serving tea, water and snacks.

When criticizing the memorial, someone rubbed his shoulders behind him.

When there is nothing to do, there are people who give advice.

When practicing martial arts, someone is by my side to practice with me and learn from each other.

When you are tired at night, someone gives yourself a massage and relaxes while telling anecdotes about the frontier.

The past few months were the happiest and most wanton time for Zhou Xihuo, but as he enjoyed more and more care from Si Chengyi, guilt and anxiety piled up in his heart.

This feeling lasted until the end when Zhou Xi didn't dare to look Si Chengyi directly. He began to feel that it was shameful to deceive Si Chengyi like this, because he was stealing that child's identity and everything he had.

Zhou Xi's entanglement and anxiety continued until the day Si Chengyi couldn't help asking, seeing that there was no false worry on the other party's face, Zhou Xi decided to give him some hints.

Although I can't explain the truth to Si Chengyi, I can make Si Chengyi aware of all this by changing some details.

With such thoughts, Zhou Xi was relieved.

He began to change his eating habits, his way of speaking, his font, and slowly become himself, the wild child who used to struggle to survive in the wells and alleys.

That child likes to eat sweets, but Zhou Xi doesn't like it, he slowly forbids the imperial dining room to make desserts for himself

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The child spoke in a gentle and soft tone, but Zhou Xi was straightforward, and he gradually changed the way he acted like a baby to Si Chengyi.

That child's handwriting was handsome and introverted, but Zhou Xi was freehand and casual, and he slowly changed the fonts used for reviewing the memorial.

Zhou Xi asked himself that he had tried his best to change everything he could think of. He originally thought that Si Chengyi would realize something, but he didn't expect that Si Chengyi had indeed discovered this, but at the same time, he also found a suitable reason for him to come. illustrate.

While Zhou Xi was impatient, he was gradually overwhelmed by Si Chengyi's unconditional trust in this child. When he planned to tell Si Chengyi that Prime Minister Zuo had the intention of treason, he received a warning from Prime Minister Zuo.

"Just because I let you sit on the throne doesn't mean you are the emperor. Do you think I can replace Xi'er with you, but I can't find someone else to replace you who is disobedient? Don't worry about it!"

With such a cold and ruthless tone, Zhou Xi was beaten back into the abyss with a stick.It's been less than three years since he sat in this position above ten thousand people, and he almost forgot that Prime Minister Zuo was the one who controlled his own life.

When Zhou Xi sent Si Chengyi away from Beijing to the frontier, he strengthened his determination to strengthen himself.Prime Minister Zuo's words made him realize that in this royal family that cannibalize people, if he wants to survive, he can only protect himself.

It was also on this day that he embarked on a road from which he never looked back.

"You say... Xi'er deceives anyone, but you won't deceive you. You say...you don't trust everyone, and you won't distrust me either." Zhou Xi stroked the tombstones of Si Chengyi and Lu Yinghao in front of him, his expression indifferent, " But I was a liar from the beginning, and the person you believe in is not me."

"How could you lie to me? You lied to me for ten years!" The scene of seeing Si Chengyi for the last time unconsciously appeared in Zhou Xi's mind. After so long, it was still vivid as if it happened yesterday, "You liar! You stole everything that should belong to Xi'er!"

Zhou Xi was aggrieved by such cruel and cruel accusations, but he couldn't justify himself, because what Si Chengyi said was the truth.

"Now you can be considered...to die together, you...should you rest in peace, too?"

Zhou Xi slowly sat down leaning against Si Chengyi's tombstone, uncontrollably flashing scenes of the two of them getting along happily.

"Xi'er, I will make you the happiest monarch in the world."

"Xi'er is really like that monkey jumping up and down when she is naughty."

"It's been so many years, I can't tell the truth from the fake. These words..." Zhou Xi slowly closed his eyes, and laughed softly, "I can't tell whether I said it to that child or to me. "

I vaguely remember that that year, on the banks of the Lanjiang River, the lights of the river were reflected, and someone once made a firm oath.

"This king swears before this paper lantern that Si Chengyi and I will only love Zhou Xi in this life. Even reincarnation will never break the bond between you and me!"

The author has something to say: the second update today~~ In fact, the sum of the two chapters is only more than 3000, alas~~~

Going out for dinner in a while, I don’t think there will be an update tonight~~ Will continue tomorrow O(∩_∩)O~

Today I found out that the income has increased again. Although we are all diving, the floating collection tells me that you are all there, O(∩_∩)O haha~

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