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Wu Jingan was stunned for a while when he received Zhang Yin's call, Zhang Yin?Xu Hui's friend?What are you looking for?

Zhang Yin's voice is nice, giving people a clear feeling. He said unhurriedly on the phone: "Can you spare me some time, I want to chat with you."

Although Wu Jingan couldn't figure out what he wanted to talk about, it must have something to do with Xu Hui.

It's not good for him to reject people's face too much, just say that he has to work for a few days, let's talk about it when he is off duty!

Zhang Yin said: "I can't wait that long, or you can send me the address, and I will find you."

Zhang Yin's temperament should be vigorous and resolute. If he called him at ten o'clock in the morning, he would be standing in front of him at twelve o'clock in the noon.

Reluctantly, Wu Jingan led him to a small restaurant outside the mine. After drinking a bottle of beer, May's fever was relieved, and the man's chatterbox also opened up.

Zhang Yin said the purpose of his trip, "I'm here to be a lobbyist, Lao Wu, we've met a few times, I won't beat around the bush with you, can you tell me the truth, do you still want to With Xu Hui?"

Wu Jingan was so outspoken that he choked a mouthful of food in his throat, picked up the beer and drank it for a long time before he could finish.

Zhang Yin sighed helplessly, "Both of you should be beaten fifty times."

Wu Jingan looked at him inexplicably, "Well, actually, I don't quite understand why you are curious about this matter. Whether Xu Hui and I want to be together is a matter for the two of us."

Zhang Yin took out a cigarette from his pocket and took a slow puff, "Xu Hui came to look for me."

Wu Jingan was even more surprised, "Looking for you?"

"Didn't he tell you about my profession? I'm a psychiatrist."

Wu Jingan felt that he was choked again, or by his own saliva, it's too fucking unreliable, psychiatrist?

Zhang Yin said: "Xu Hui and I have known each other for almost ten years. He has always been arrogant and conceited. This time, he took the initiative to walk into my consultation room. At first I thought I had misjudged the person, and I thought about these two things. Portraits can be on TV shows. Xu Hui would never have come to me if he hadn’t really been desperate. On the other hand, he has admitted his failure. Let him do this, Old Wu, yours It has a huge impact."

Wu Jingan lowered his eyes, feeling a little sour in his heart.

Zhang Yin went on to say: "Xu Hui told me a lot about you, and I've heard everything from his side. Next, it's from your side. Old Wu, I didn't have much hope when I came here. The most important thing is to see what you think. I still say that, do you still want to be with Xu Hui? I haven't been here before. Old Wu, I don't want you to be a bit reluctant when it comes to feelings, so you should think carefully about it."

This unavoidable question was put on the table, and Wu Jingan thought that he could categorically answer the answer that had been decided long ago.

But the truth is, he hesitated.

He hesitated for a while, and even stood up and left the private room and the small restaurant.

The sun in May is not too harsh, and it still feels suffocatingly hot when it shines on people.

After noon, there were not many pedestrians on the street. The owner of the fried pancakes was about to close his stall, but the noodle shop opposite was not doing well.

Everyone has their own life, maybe static, maybe boring, maybe—

The seven or eight-year-old son of the pancake stall ran out of the house to help his father push the car into the house. The owner of the noodle shop brought a glass of water to his wife.

Perhaps, this kind of life, he also yearns for.

Xu Hui is definitely not an ideal partner, but Xu Hui is the one he loves from the bottom of his heart.

Even Xu Hui, who is so unreliable, is working hard, but is he going to back down?

Throwing down the cigarette butt that was burning to his finger, he turned and walked into the small restaurant.

They ate that lunch until after four o'clock in the afternoon. The boss came over and over again to ask if they wanted water, paper towels, chopsticks or another dish. The excessive "care" finally made them want to check the time on their mobile phones.Oh, it's past four, it's time to go.

It was quite pleasant chatting with Zhang Yin, who has been a psychiatrist for many years, and his words are very humorous.However, sometimes the questions asked are very sharp and straightforward, and Wu Jingan always needs to think for a long time before answering.

Zhang Yin said: It can be heard from your words that the harm Xu Hui brought to you made you extremely insecure. Old Wu, if you want to solve the problem, you should not just blame and complain blindly, but also find the reason from yourself. .I say this, you will not be happy.But, after all, you still want to continue with him, don't you?So, take a step back, as you said, you have taken [-] steps back, and you don't care about the extra step.

Zhang Yin said: The communication between the two of you is very problematic.If you can sit down and have a good talk calmly, and don't always say things that irritate each other, maybe things won't come to this point.

After the incident, Xu Hui didn't take the initiative to apologize, he was at fault; but you, perhaps out of anger, didn't ask him why he did this, but beat him to death with a stick and said the most hurtful words.

They found a shady place behind the staff dormitory, Zhang Yin didn't pay much attention, and sat on the flower bed in trousers worth several thousand yuan, smiling and patted the seat beside him to greet Wu Jing'an.

Old Wu, when you first accepted Xu Hui, did you understand him thoroughly?I don't think there should be any. Come on, let me analyze and analyze for you.

Xu Hui's family is very rich, Xu Hui's family is very prestigious, and Xu Hui's family is very accustomed to him.Therefore, he developed a bastard's temperament.

Don't laugh, I'm not wrong.For four years in college, I lived in the same dormitory with him, and of course, he hardly slept there.He doesn't know what respect and friendship are, let alone empathy, which is a fantasy to him.

In his world, he is centered on himself.He chooses to be with you, and most of them do so on a whim, regardless of whether you love him or want to be with him.

You smiled, proving that I was right.In fact, like a child, he would want to say, I am so good, treat you so well, and like you so much, it is only natural that you should love me and be with me.

I sometimes wonder if he is an underdeveloped amphibian.

When he showed his love to you so ostentatiously, all of us were not optimistic.He is a high-ranking prince, looking for novelty to have fun, it's too common, even if he is a little crazy, no one will take it seriously.

On this point, I miscalculated.

When I heard you broke up, I didn't care too much, it was expected!It wasn't until Xu Hui came to me with a listless look that I realized that things like love really cannot be calculated according to common sense.

It's his fault that he cheated, Old Wu, I still support you to have a fight with him, he just needs a beating, he won't know how good he is if he doesn't give him some toughness.Of course, no one taught him not to cheat.You say this is common sense, do you think common sense works for someone like him?He'd done it before, and nothing happened.The people around him, Lao Liao, Chen Gang, and Hu Tian, ​​all raised three, four, five or six people outside. This kind of thing is too common for them.It's like eating, you can't just eat, sometimes you want to be lighter, and sometimes you want to be heavier.But, Old Wu, you should not say those two words lightly.For Xu Hui, this lesson is a bit heavy.

What's more, you acted as if you were determined not to look back, and you even threw away his cherished promise ring, which really drove him into a hurry.

He was like a little beast out of shape, bumping his head and bleeding just to find a way out.

It's a pity that he has a childlike heart, and he can't always find the right way. Lin Jiajia's matter is a bad debt, especially because he has brought out his family members.

What you said in the stairwell that day, Xu Hui also said.You blame him for doubting your love and for saying hurtful things.Old Wu, ask yourself, why aren't you doubting him?Doubting how long he can love you, doubting that he will hurt you again, it is normal for people in love to worry about gains and losses, but that has become the fuse for the two of you. It can only be said that you are both too excitable and just pick the most hurtful words To speak, but not to think about the consequences.Old Wu, if Xu Hui really married Lin Jiajia, don't talk about the present, because you are angry now, and after a year of peace, will you regret it?Yes, he is a rotten person, it's good to end it, it's a pity that I didn't live with him, otherwise I will suffer in the future.When I think about it a hundred times, will I regret it once?Regret for being too impulsive at the time, regret for not listening to his explanation, regret...you may even think, if both of you took a step back at that time, maybe you would still be together now.

Old Wu, Xu Hui is a failed lover, just like a child who failed an exam, you can't just beat and scold him, you have to help him, help him find out his weaknesses, teach him a little bit about being a man and being a lover .This is a huge project. The main reason is that his foundation is too weak. You must have a certain amount of determination and patience.You can't think of him with common sense and principles of taking it for granted. After all, the environment in which you live and the process of growing up are too different.

Feelings cannot be achieved by one person.The ones who are going to go are the two of you.

Take it easy, comrade.

As the sun was setting, Zhang Yin stood up and patted the grass clippings and dust on his buttocks, "I have to go, there is still the last bus!"

Wu Jingan looked at his phone, "Also, I'll send you off."

On the way, the radio in the mine rang, praising so and so for their dedication and love for their jobs.A middle-aged woman walked past them carrying a large basin containing toiletries and clothes, followed by two half-grown children sucking jelly sticks with relish.

Zhang Yin said with a smile: "This is the most simple picture. When I think about it, Xu Hui said that this is the place that appears most in his dreams."

Wu Jingan asked in a low voice, "Did he say why?"

Zhang Yin said, "Old Wu, are you really stupid or just pretending to be stupid? If you want to know, just ask him yourself."

When they came to the waiting place, Zhang Yin turned to face him, with a faint smile on his face, "Old Wu, you don't mind about Lin Jiajia. Xu Hui has no skills, but he wants to lie to him. It is probably quite difficult. This time the diagnosis and treatment will end here, I hope to see you two come together next time, so that the treatment effect will be better."

To be honest, Wu Jing'an was quite moved, Hao Shi was wrong, who said Xu Hui had no friends.One Hao Shi and one Zhang Yin are enough to drink a pot.

Best friends in life, but so be it!

Wu Jingan nodded, "Thank you very much for coming here today, and there is no medical fee. Someday, let's have a drink together!"

Zhang Yin watched a car approaching in the distance, and said casually: "You're welcome, Xu Hui has already paid, and I charged four times the usual amount, he is so rich, it's not for nothing, don't you think so! "

If Wu Jingan's expression at that time was photographed, he would definitely be on the funny list.

Well, he was wrong. Xu Hui has been blind all his life. He has lived in vain for more than 20 years, and he has made friends with a group of guys who are blind to money.

After seeing off Zhang Yin, Wu Jingan casually ate a bowl of noodles at a roadside stall.

He didn't expect that a conversation with Zhang Yin would completely solve the problem between him and Xu Hui, but he had some extravagant hopes that he could make some changes.

Zhang Yin was right, both he and Xu Hui were too impulsive, and said hurtful things inadvertently, which aggravated the conflict.

They still have a long way to go, but I positioned it on a short-term basis from the very beginning, and didn't really believe in him or this relationship.

Holding the idea that they will eventually break up, they irresponsibly started a relationship.

With stumbling, all he thought of was breaking up.

I didn't think about it from Xu Hui's point of view, and I put my principles on him as it should be, but I never reminded him with righteous words.

Zhang Yin said that hard work is not a matter of one person.

And the running-in between him and Xu Hui has just begun.

Zhang Yin asked him if he still wanted to be with Xu Hui. In matters of relationship, there shouldn't be a little bit of reluctance. Think carefully.

He stepped into the private room and said to the person with a confident smile on his face: "If I can improve, I am willing to try. Even if it is only for one year or two years. I want to really work hard once and leave no regrets."

He loves Xu Hui from beginning to end.