small beast

Zhao Xiaobao let out an "oh" and said nothing.

Uncle Wu and Lu Shi were waiting for Zhao Xiaobao to speak, whether it was venting or complaining, they were all waiting for Zhao Xiaobao to say something, but Zhao Xiaobao didn't say anything.

The car drove halfway, Zhao Xiaobao noticed the route, and suddenly lowered his voice and said to Uncle Wu, "Uncle, I have a headache. Take me to your place to sleep."

There was weakness and begging for mercy in the words, and he looked at Uncle Wu eagerly, hoping that Uncle Wu could help him.Uncle Wu didn't approve of Zhao Xiaobao's evasion like this.Already 17 years old, no longer a child.Uncle Wu doesn't want Zhao Xiaobao to grow into a cowardly person who hides behind others when things happen.

But wishing or not wishing is the same thing.

Doing it is another matter.

Unable to bear Zhao Xiaobao's begging eyes, Uncle Wu sighed and greeted Lu Shi in the driver's seat, "Lu Shi, go to my place."

Lu Shi saw Zhao Xiaobao's listless look from the rearview mirror, and responded.Now Zhao Xiaobao is sick, he is the biggest.The two people here follow him, and he can only do what he wants.I was afraid that if I offended him, he would do something stupid again.

Lu Shi drove the car and prepared to turn around and go to Uncle Wu's farm in the suburbs.Before the car could turn around, Zhao Xiaobao said again, "I want to go back. Well, go back to Zhao's house."

Didn't say what to do, just said to go back.

Uncle Wu smiled and explained to Lu Shi, "Let's go there. Xiaobao can't let go of his precious dog. He has kept it for several years."

Zhao Xiaobao nodded, responded, and lowered his head again.He really couldn't let go of his dog.For the past three years, Zhao Xin has been very strict with him, and he stays at home most of the time.And the only one who can play with him at home is his dog, and the relationship is indeed not ordinary.

Lu Shi still had a fresh memory of the route to Zhao's house. He drove the car without even using the location, and found the place directly by memory.After parking the car, Uncle Wu was still sitting in the car. Zhao Xiaobao got out of the car and walked to the door, blowing a loud whistle.Goudan in the house heard it and ran out jubilantly.Zhao Xiaobao took out the key and opened the door, and the dog jumped on Zhao Xiaobao, like a close friend.

Zhao Xiaobao showed a sincere smile all day today.Seeing so many people, he is not as happy as a dog.He touched Goudan's head and led Goudan to the co-pilot.He didn't have the courage to let Goudan squeeze with Uncle Wu in the back seat, so he could only be placed in the co-pilot.

Fortunately, he still remembered being polite, so he asked Lu Shi first, "You don't mind?"

Lu Shi took a look at Zhao Xiaobao, stretched out his dick and smoothed it on his back, pressed the dog's egg down into a prostrate position slightly with his palm, and said, "I don't mind. Let it lie like this."

Goudan is very obedient.When Lu Shi's hand left, he still licked his face and went to lick Lu Shi's hand.

Zhao Xiaobao has raised a dog for three years.He knows dog temper best.When did Goudan take the initiative to get close to a stranger?Still lying obediently on the passenger seat.You know, even when Zhao Xin was driving, their dog was lying majestically on it, like a victorious general.

How did you come to Lu Shi and admit cowardice?

Zhao Xiaobao hit the dog's egg, closed the car door angrily and got on the back seat.He counted on his dog to give him face, but he himself confessed to Lu Shi, and his General Changsheng also confessed to Lu Shi.Really... Zhao Xiaobao felt terrible when he heard the coquettish whining sound of the co-pilot.

Lu Shi drove the car all the way without speaking.There are some things that he wants to say to Zhao Xiaobao face to face alone, but with his back turned like this, in front of others, he really doesn't know how to speak.Moreover, Zhao Xiaobao may not be able to listen to it.Seeing that Zhao Xiaobao is not doing well, he feels distressed.

It's not that I haven't inquired about Zhao Xiaobao's situation in the past three years, and I have never stopped sending emails to Zhao Xiaobao.The problem was that Zhao Xiaobao didn't reply to any of them, which made Lu Shi very helpless. He always felt that Zhao Xiaobao hadn't forgiven himself, so he refused to rush back to see Zhao Xiaobao.If Uncle Wu hadn't come to him this time, he might have continued to bury his head in the research institute, and he didn't know when he would be able to come out.

Zhao Xiaobao couldn't bear to look directly at his dog, so he simply closed his eyes.He didn't open his eyes until the car stopped, got out of the car immediately, opened the passenger door and lifted Goudan out of the car.Goudan still refused, and wanted to stick Lu Shi.Where would Zhao Xiaobao give it a chance, with both hands together, he dragged Goudan out of the car.

After pulling it down, he kicked the dog's ass and said, "Go crazy yourself." This is the suburbs, there are not many people, and the farm is big enough for dogs to have fun.Zhao Xiaobao had brought Goudan out to play before, and every time he got out of the car, Goudan seemed to have gone crazy, and he had to run for several laps before coming back.When returning, this thing will often bring back its own dinner by the way, and find a place to eat happily.

As a result, the dog did not move today.

When Lu Shi got out of the car, Goudan tilted his head and rubbed against Lu Shi's legs.The more you rub, the more jubilant you are, the more jubilant you are.Zhao Xiaobao took a few glances and left with a dark face.He had a room here and went straight back to his room.With a headache and sore eyes, coupled with feeling uncomfortable in his heart, Zhao Xiaobao didn't make things difficult for himself, and found sleeping pills from the drawer, took two pills and went to bed.

Maybe sleeping is not the solution to the problem, but falling asleep can always temporarily forget some troubles.Zhao Xiaobao is not addicted to tobacco and alcohol, there are not many ways to relieve pain, sleep is the most important one.It is true that sleeping pills should not be taken too much, and he would not take them under normal circumstances. He would only use them when he was very difficult, and he was still in a small dose.

Lying on the bed, the moment Zhao Xiaobao closed his eyes, he felt an uncontrollable panic in his heart.Close your eyes and it's dark.And it is very likely that I will spend every day in the future like this.There is no difference between day and night, and there will be only darkness in his life, and he will always spend it in a haze.

He opened his eyes suddenly, it was noon at this time, and the sun shone in through the gap in the curtains.Zhao Xiaobao looked towards the bright place, and after watching for a while, he got up, closed the curtains stubbornly, and sealed the room so that no light could pass through, and then he went back to bed and lay down again.

Since there will always be such a day, let me slowly adapt to this boundless darkness.Always take one step at a time.

He can't accept it all at once.No one can accept it.

It's okay if you don't own it.

Once you have it, how can you give it up.

Zhao Xiaobao couldn't give up.He is not strong enough to accept this fact.Not even a disguise.He wants to hide alone now, far away.In this way, he can slowly become stronger in his fragility.Come back when you have the ability and courage to take on all of this.