young and frivolous

Zhixian came out of the toilet and sat down at the karaoke station to start ordering songs. After a while, he returned to the sofa, with Li Zhiyu on the left and Chen Chen on the right.

"Zhixian, I'll explain to you later, it's really not what you saw." Li Zhiyu still didn't give up and wanted to explain something to Zhixian.

"No need, we are just friends, I have no right to interfere with your private life." Zhi Xian said expressionlessly.

"No, Zhixian..."

"Chen Chen, let's switch places." Zhixian didn't want to hear Li Zhiyu's rambling anymore, so he directly asked Chen Chen to change places.But as soon as he changed position and was next to Chen Bing again, Zhixian looked at Chen Bing helplessly, Chen Bing smiled wickedly at Zhixian, and said: "I won't explain anything to you, because what you do is what you do , It's useless to explain too much, but please believe me, as long as we establish a relationship someday, I will definitely be the loyal one!"

Zhixian looked at Chen Bing speechlessly, and said coldly: "Are you sure about the relationship? Are you thinking too much?!"

"Hehe, there will be such a day!" Chen Bing said confidently.

"Hanhan, come and sit with me. I ordered a song and we will sing." Chen Chen said to Hanhan who was sitting with Xiaoyan.Originally, Hanhan and Zhixian were sitting together, but they separated when they came back from the toilet.

They didn't go home until after one o'clock, first sent Zhixian back, and then they left.This night, Zhixian didn't know how he was feeling. He originally thought that he wouldn't have any feelings for the same sex, but when he saw Li Zhiyu and Chen Bing like that, he still felt faintly uncomfortable in his heart. He knew that no matter what, he couldn't have anything to do with Li Zhiyu.

"Why did you come back so late?!" Zhixian didn't expect his mother to be up so late, and when he entered the door, he saw his mother sitting in the living room, "I boiled hot water for you, soak your feet and go to sleep."

"Mom, why haven't you slept so late?!" Zhi Xian asked cautiously, "Besides, it's such a hot day, why do you still need to soak your feet in hot water?!"

"Wait for you to come back. If you haven't come back so late, you don't know how to call me," the mother complained. "Soak your feet in hot water to relieve fatigue. You have been running all day, so soak your feet and go to sleep."

"Oh, I know, you should go to sleep too." Zhi Xian said.Zhixian knew that his mother loved him very much, and he just didn't like his stepfather.

Lying on the bed, Zhixian couldn't fall asleep, his mind was full of Li Zhiyu and Chen Bing he saw tonight.Just when Zhixian was about to force himself not to think about these things and go to sleep, the phone rang.

"Hey, brother, why aren't you sleeping?" It was Chen Chen who called.

"Zhixian, I'm really sorry today. I know what kind of person my cousin is, but I didn't expect to reach this point now. I'm really sorry." Chen Chen said with self-blame.

"Uh, that's it?!" Zhixian asked depressedly, "It's okay, and I don't have anything to do with you, so go to sleep!"

"Well, just don't be unhappy, don't take it to heart."

"Shall I put some wool!?" Zhi Xian said with a smile, "Hurry up and sleep, good night."

"Good night."

The next day, Zhixian fell asleep and didn't get up until after ten o'clock.

"Mom, let's stew ribs at noon?" Zhixian was washing in the bathroom, and said when he saw his mother outside, "I won't go out for a few days, I have to study at home, and the exam is coming soon."

"Okay, I'm going to buy ribs right now." Mother said happily, this is a rare time for Zhixian to ask what he wants to eat.

After countless mental struggles last night, Zhixian wanted to try to integrate himself into this new home, and this was the first time Zhixian had such an idea in so many years.In fact, there is another reason, that is, I want to try to feel the love of my father, and then let myself live a normal life. In his current thinking, being gay is an abnormal way of life.He decided to have a serious relationship with Hanhan. Of course, the implementation of these plans will be delayed after the entrance exam is over.

In the blink of an eye, June 25th came, and this morning Zhixian got up early, had a simple breakfast, went downstairs, and waited for the green ribbon that he had long admired.It was really lucky, as soon as he walked to the gate of the community, he saw a green ribbon car approaching in the distance, Zhi Xian immediately waved his hand at this car.It was only when the car approached that it felt so familiar. When he saw the people in the cab, Zhi Xian was immediately dumbfounded.

That's right, it was Chen Bing who was driving.

"Get in the car, why are you staring blankly?" Chen Bing said.

"Um, you, how did you become a green ribbon?" Zhixian asked incredulously, because when Chen Bing knew about the green ribbon, the solicitation activity for the green ribbon had already ended!

"You don't care about me, you come up quickly, I can be an authentic green ribbon." Chen Bing smiled evilly.

I have to say that Chen Bing is quite a handsome guy.With a charming smile and charming eyes, Zhixian's heart fluttered.

After getting in the car, he was speechless all the way, looking at the plane trees receding quickly outside the car window, Zhixian was filled with thoughts that couldn't be held in his heart.It's [-], so much time has passed in the blink of an eye, during the eight years since his father left, Zhixian has experienced endless suffering.

"Thank you." Zhi Xian said lightly.

"You're welcome, I'm a green ribbon, and I'm not here to serve you, hehe." Chen Bing said with a smile.

Watching Chen Bing drive away, Zhi Xian thought that he might have left another candidate behind, or he might have gone home to catch up on sleep, who knows.

Before the gate of the examination room was opened, Zhixian took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to his stepfather: 11:30 to leave the examination room, come and pick me up, if I don't see you when I come out, think about the consequences yourself!

After sending the text message, he turned off his mobile phone and waited quietly for the school to open.

"Zhi Xian, how are you preparing?" A candidate from the same school came over and asked when he saw Zhi Xian sitting alone on the side of the road.

"Small idea, hehe."

"Okay, you're quite confident, I think it's going to be a disaster this time." The classmate said with a bitter face.

Zhixian didn't answer, not because he was too lazy to talk to this classmate, but because he was not at peace in his heart, so he didn't know what to talk about with his classmate.

This one is Chinese, which belongs to Zhixian's strong point. After the whole exam, Zhixian is very handy, and he writes with joy. The students around him are more jealous than one another. Of course, Chinese, ordinary students don't like it very much. of.

Walking out of the examination room, Zhixian looked around and immediately found two people, one was Chen Bing, and the other was his stepfather.

"Zhixian!" Chen Bing also saw Zhixian and shouted loudly.

Zhi Xian looked at Chen Bing, said with a smile: "My father is gone, thank you, you can go see other students off."

"Is that person here to pick you up?" asked the stepfather, "Audi, hehe, he's quite rich!"

"What do you mean?" Zhixian said unhappily, "Didn't you see that he has a green ribbon? He's doing an obligation, what does it have to do with me?"

"Then why did he ask you? Didn't he want to take you home?" The stepfather continued to ask, as if he didn't hear that Zhixian was angry, "Is it the exam room where he picked you up in the morning? Then you don't want to Let him take you back again, and send a message asking me to pick you up?"

"Are you in control?" Zhixian said impatiently, "If you don't want to pick me up, you can't come! I didn't ask you to come pick me up either!"

"I dare not, hehe." The stepfather smiled helplessly and continued, "I have talked too much about you and you are willing to listen. I also admit that I have not cared much about you in the past few years, but, this kind of thing, You have to have a sense of yourself, your mother only has one son, I don’t have a son, you are not young, you should understand what I mean.”

"Shut up and drive your car." Zhi Xian responded very impolitely.

It cannot be said that the stepfather treats Zhixian badly, it can only be understood that Zhixian unilaterally feels that he does not like the stepfather and does not want to have too much contact with the stepfather.

After lunch, Zhi Xian just wanted to pick up the book and read the meeting, when his stepfather came over and said, "Don't read, the exam will be in a while, so relax properly, Mr. Li in the afternoon is very important, if you can pass the exam If it is more than [-]%, you will be closer to your dream.”

Zhixian thought about it for a while, so he put down the book and fell asleep for a while.

In the afternoon, Hou Dad drove Zhi Xian out of the gate of the community when he saw Chen Bing's car parked on the side of the road. Step Dad looked at Zhi Xian meaningfully, sighed, and said nothing.

Zhixian took out his mobile phone and quickly sent Chen Bing a text message: My father has already sent me away, so you can go too.

"Zhixian, I hope you can handle this matter well." The stepfather said without any emotion.

"I also think, it's just that some things may have to be experienced before they can be really done well!" Zhixian talked to his stepfather so calmly for the first time, "I'm trying to adjust now while I haven't stepped in yet. myself, but I'm not very confident."

"It's the first time I've heard you speak like this. Take your time. Maybe it's really like what you said. Some things must be experienced to understand. No matter what you do, I won't blame you."

Is this what it feels like to be honest?After saying these words, Zhixian's heart is not as depressed as it was at the beginning, some things must be confide in someone, right? !It's just that Zhixian didn't expect that the person to confide in this matter was actually the stepfather whom he agreed to be his deadly enemy.

Zhixian didn't feel any pressure during the two-day entrance examination. People can't feel pressure at all in two situations. The first is that they have absolute self-confidence, and the second is that they have absolutely no self-confidence. With the idea of ​​breaking the can and smashing it, naturally there will be no pressure.

It's been a long vacation and a long wait.For Zhixian, living such a big life, it is the first time that time passes so slowly. Even though he already has a result in his heart, he still feels a little worried at the moment when he does not receive the admission letter.

After the exam, it must be happy for a while.It's just that I don't know what kind of weird things they will do this time.