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It took a lot of effort for Yan Hong to make her emotions look less agitated. She smiled and asked Yang Yuchuan pretending to be okay: "Mu Yuyao came to see me years ago. I sent her away the day before yesterday. I thought she was still in Lincheng."

A flash of understanding flashed across Yang Yuchuan's eyes, and he said: "So Xiaoyao was with you these few days, she only said to see a friend, and I was still wondering if it was you."

Yang Yuchuan's sentence actually didn't have any special meaning, but it was full of hints everywhere, making Yan Hong suddenly feel like a basin of cold water was pouring on him, bitingly cold.On the night of New Year's Eve, Mu Yuyao, who was supposed to be in Mihua City, suddenly appeared in front of her. I have to say that she was very moved.

But what happened to this Yang Yuchuan?

Although Mu Yuyao never told Yan Hong who she was with, both of them acquiesced that Mu Yuyao left her work and came to accompany Yan Hong in order to celebrate the New Year with Yan Hong.But now Yang Yuchuan who had already come to the city with Mu Yuyao suddenly appeared, Yan Hong had a feeling of being deceived, this feeling suffocated her and made her breathless.

Not only that, but Yan Hong also noticed with sensitivity that Yang Yuchuan's address to Mu Yuyao has changed, from the previous "Ms. Mu" to "Xiaoyao", which is really a qualitative leap.

Thinking of this, Yan Hong couldn't help but sneered, and she said to Yang Ye, "Will Mu Yuyao also come for dinner later?"

Yang Ye didn't know that Yan Hong's psychological changes had turned thousands of times, so he just smiled relaxedly, nodded and said, "I think you should be very happy to meet each other, and Yu Chuan's meaning to Miss Mu... still needs to be treated as a good one." Xiaoyan from a friend, go and help."

"Brother..." Yang Yuchuan frowned at the back, as if he was dissatisfied with Yang Ye's straightforward words.

"Okay, okay, stop talking." Yang Ye patted Yang Yuchuan's shoulder, and said to Yan Hong, "Xiaoyan, come together, we still need you here."

"Okay." Yan Hong replied without thinking, "But you have to wait for me for a while, I'll go to the bathroom first."

After walking to the toilet, Yan Hong stood by the sink and took out her mobile phone from her bag. After hesitating for a while, she still called Mu Yuyao.

"Yan Hong." After a few rings, the phone was connected quickly. Mu Yuyao answered Yan Hong's phone call differently from others, she always liked to call Yan Hong's name gently when she opened her mouth.

After hearing this voice, Yan Hong immediately felt her nose sore. She held the phone tightly, and her embarrassed figure was reflected in the mirror on the top of the sink.

Yan Hong opened his mouth, as if something was churning in his heart, clamoring to burst out.

"Yan Hong, what's the matter?" Mu Yuyao spoke again after not hearing the other party's response for a long time.

The words that were already on the verge of her mouth were abruptly blocked by Yan Hong. She took a breath and said, "It's nothing, I just miss you all of a sudden. How are you doing? You should be very busy in the new year, right? "

"It's okay." Knowing that Yan Hong is fine, Mu Yuyao also heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "It's just a little more than usual, but I can handle it."

"Then what are you doing now?" Yan Hong asked a little cautiously, with a hint of expectation, "Don't tell me you're still working."

Yan Hong could clearly feel that Mu Yuyao over there was stunned, and then she said lightly, "I just came out of the conference room after the meeting, and now I'm going back to the office to see their proposal."

In an instant, Yan Hong felt that the little tower of hope that had been built with great difficulty in his heart collapsed in an instant.

"Yan Hong? Why didn't you talk? Did something happen..." Mu Yuyao's anxious voice came from the receiver, Yan Hong couldn't listen any more, and hung up the phone in a daze.

When Yan Hong came out of the toilet, it was already half an hour later. Lan Lan, who was still guarding the door of Zhou Yixuan's ward, told Yan Hong that Yang Ye was waiting for her at the door of the hospital. Go to the hospital door.

"Xiao Hong!" Lan Lan behind her suddenly called out to Yan Hong.

"En?" Yan Hong turned around, her gaze was a little dull, she was still thinking about Mu Yuyao's tricking her, even though the reality was in front of her eyes, deep in her heart, she still hugged Mu Yuyao before she saw Mu Yuyao with her own eyes. With a little luck, I thought that Yang Ye might have lied.

"Follow your heart, don't be influenced by other people." Lan Lan said.

"Eh?" The unresponsive Yan Hong didn't understand Lan Lan's words.

Lan Lan seemed to know that Yan Hong in this state couldn't listen anymore, so she waved her hand in frustration: "Go, they've been waiting for you for a long time."

When Yan Hong walked out of the hospital without haste, Yang Yuchuan's entire face had turned gloomy, and he almost wrote the words "I'm impatient waiting" on his face.

In fact, Yang Yuchuan doesn't like Yan Hong very much. Strictly speaking, he doesn't like Yan Hong's appearance. Although he knows that it's unfair for her to judge a person based on his appearance, he really doesn't like Yan Hong. For a woman like Hong who looks too impure, her posture is as if she won't seduce ten men and go back and be sorry for her looks.Coupled with Yan Hong's frequent lateness and non-compliance with time, Yang Yuchuan, who has always done things according to the plan, is even more disliked by her.

Yang Ye was also a little confused, why Yan Hong, who looked fine at the beginning, suddenly became so listless, although he thought so in his heart, he still smiled and said: "You are here, get in the car, Miss Mu should wait It's been a long time."

Whenever Mu Yuyao was mentioned, Yan Hong felt distressed.Suppressing the discomfort in his heart, Yan Hong got into the car silently.

The restaurant they chose was a Chinese restaurant far from the hospital. The drive took about half an hour. Yan Hong was thinking all the way, if Mu Yuyao was really in Lincheng, what should she do?Did you directly ask Mu Yuyao why she lied to her?Still pretending nothing happened.

The time passed quickly, Yan Hong still followed Yang Ye with a dejected look, and Yang Ye and Yang Yuchuan walked straight towards a private room in the restaurant.

The moment he opened the door, Yan Hong caught sight of the familiar figure sitting at the table through the gap in Yang Ye's arm as he pushed the paper door panel reflecting the beautiful Chinese landscape painting.

"Xiaoyao." Yang Yuchuan's Wannian iceberg face finally melted all at once, and he sat down next to Mu Yuyao with big beautiful eyes and a bright smile on his face.

"Miss Mu." Yang Ye also greeted politely, and then he moved to the side, revealing Yan Hong who was covered by him, "Ms. Mu must be very familiar with this person, we are a crew Yes, I just heard that you are good friends again, so I called Xiaoyan here too."

It turned out that Mu Yuyao didn't know that Yang Ye would suddenly call Yan Hong, Yan Hong smiled a little sadly, and even the last bit of luck in his heart was shattered when he saw Mu Yuyao's shocked expression.

"Yan, Yan Hong?" Mu Yuyao's eyes widened, and she watched Yan Hong come and go several times carefully, as if she couldn't believe that it was Yan Hong standing in front of her.

"Hi!" Yan Hong waved to Mu Yuyao, "We meet again."

The expression on Mu Yuyao's face was stiff, and it took a long time for her to gradually recover. The always calm she finally let Yan Hong see the day when the crack appeared, and she looked a little helpless: "Why are you here?"

"I invited Xiaoyan to come." Yang Ye said, sitting opposite Mu Yuyao and Yang Yuchuan, patted the seat next to him, and said to Yan Hong, who was still in a daze, pretending to be a fossil, "Xiaoyan, just wait a moment." What are you doing? Come and sit."

"Okay." Yan Hong responded and sat beside Yang Ye, her eyes never left Mu Yuyao from the beginning to the end.

Mu Yuyao lowered her eyelids and sat in her seat without saying a word, while Yan Hong was sitting opposite her, still staring at her intently.There is only a table distance between the two of them, but it seems that there is an eternity between them.Yan Hong in the past would never have imagined that one day she and Mu Yuyao would form such a situation, obviously they were lovers, they were obviously sitting at the same table, but they were sitting next to another person, like a stranger ...face to face without words...

Every second he watched Mu Yuyao, Yan Hong's heart grew colder.

The distressed feeling was like a big hand pinching her heart hard, mercilessly grasping it, the pain made her want to cry, but she couldn't cry out.

Both Yang Ye and Yang Yuchuan also felt that the atmosphere was not right. Yang Ye broke the silence first, and joked: "What's the matter, you two? Girls should have endless things to talk about when they meet, don't you usually finish talking, so now Can we just look at each other?"

Mu Yuyao, who was immersed in her own emotions, was brought back to reality by Yang Ye's words. She raised a smile, which was naturally as beautiful as the comfortable sunshine of the doomsday: "Mr. Yang, how do you know that we have finished talking and not on purpose?" What you don’t say, what you say, you can’t listen to the words between girls.”

Yan Hong still looked at Mu Yuyao without saying a word, with a dazed expression on her face. She really couldn't be as open-minded as Mu Yuyao, and her distressed feeling bit her like an ant attached to a bone.

"Really?" Now it was Yang Yuchuan's turn to speak, and he seemed to be a different person with Mu Yuyao present, "Then just say something we can listen to."

"I think the words you can listen to most are..." Mu Yuyao took the menu from the waiter who walked in and handed it to Yang Yuchuan, "Come and order."

Except for Yan Hong, Yang Ye and Yang Yuchuan were all amused by Mu Yuyao's playful voice and movements. Yang Yuchuan took a look at the menu and said, "This is my first time in the city, and I'm not familiar with the restaurants here. Dishes, please recommend some."

"Then I'll order what I like!" Mu Yuyao blinked at Yang Yuchuan, and then eloquently talked about a lot of Yan Hong's favorite dishes, while the other party, Yang Yuchuan, also silently wrote it down in his heart These so-called Mu Yuyao's favorite dishes.

During the meal, Yan Hong just ate with her head buried in a muffled voice, and only occasionally responded to Yang Ye's questions. If it wasn't for the remaining rationality that kept warning her, she might have dropped the bowl and chopsticks and left. let's go.

The air was too oppressive, and Yan Hong almost shed tears after eating this meal. She kept blinking her eyes when she buried her head to prevent the tears from falling.

"Xiaoyan, why don't you talk?" Yang Ye also noticed Yan Hong's strangeness, and thought she was worried about Zhou Yixuan's affairs. After all, everyone saw her reaction that day, "Is there something uncomfortable?"

Yan Hong froze for a moment, then shook his head violently: "No, it's okay, I'm fine."

Mu Yuyao looked at Yan Hong with worried eyes, but on the surface she was still calm.

The focus suddenly shifted to Yan Hong's place under Yang Ye's words, Yang Yuchuan couldn't help frowning, he originally asked Yan Hong to come because she was Mu Yuyao's friend, but he didn't expect that not only would she not be able to help In a little hurry, his attitude towards Mu Yuyao also cooled down, which is probably the reason why Mu Yuyao was a little distracted even when he spoke.

Therefore, Yang Yuchuan naturally blamed the innocent Yan Hong for his mistake, and even his tone of voice suddenly became a little dissatisfied: "Xiaoyao, you said that you went to see your friends in those two days, so you went to see Miss Mu?"

Mu Yuyao didn't expect Yang Yuchuan to bring up the topic suddenly, and after a while she said, "Well, I haven't seen Yan Hong for a long time, so I just wanted to see her."

"Miss Yan has a friend like you, which I really envy." Yang Yuchuan couldn't help but lean towards Mu Yuyao, "When you said you were coming to the city that day, I thought it was just to visit my aunt. Look at Miss Yan."

Yan Hong's heart tightened when she heard this, she put down her chopsticks, and blurted out: "Mr. Yang, did you come to the city with Mu Yuyao?"

Mu Yuyao's face turned pale in an instant, and before she could stop her, she heard Yang Yuchuan's smiling voice: "Yes, Xiaoyao said that a few days would be the anniversary of her aunt's death, so we came to the city..."

Yan Hong couldn't hear what was said later, she stood up abruptly, said in a low voice: "I'm going to the bathroom." Then she walked out as quickly as if she was running away.

As soon as he walked out the door, the tears that were forced in his eyes finally couldn't stop overflowing, like a flood that broke a dam and couldn't be stopped no matter what.Big drops of tears fell down, Yan Hong walked towards the bathroom while wiping the tears from his face.

It turned out that this was the truth, Mu Yuyao lied to her.

The most important thing is that she not only lied to her, she was also with Yang Yuchuan.Yan Hong didn't dare to think deeply about the relationship between Mu Yuyao and Yang Yuchuan. She was very afraid that Mu Yuyao would suddenly say that she wanted to get married, and she was very afraid that Mu Yuyao would break up when she already liked Mu Yuyao. Followed Zhou Yixuan's mistakes.

Yan Hong didn't understand, didn't Mu Yuyao say that he liked her for many years?Why is it so easy to fall in love with a strange man after so many years.Yan Hong suddenly remembered what Zhou Yixuan said to Lan Lan, it was you who said to be together at the beginning, and it was you who said to break up when they were about to get married.

Could it be... these words are going to come true to her...

Due to the preference of her parents and younger brother, Yan Hong has been a very insecure person since she was a child, which is also most of the reasons why Mu Yuyao has pursued her for so long, even though she is a little moved, she still dare not agree easily.Her love is very cautious, but she can't tolerate derailment and betrayal.

Yan Hong didn't know how she managed to walk to the bathroom. Tears flowed from her eyes one after another. As soon as she walked into the bathroom, she suddenly limped and fell to the ground.

Not a while after Yan Hong walked out of the private room, Mu Yuyao also found an excuse and hurriedly chased him out. He hurried into the bathroom and saw a man sitting on the ground covering his face with his hands and crying out of breath. Yan Hong.

"Yan Hong." Mu Yuyao shouted, she squatted down to help Yan Hong on the ground.

When Yan Hong heard this familiar voice, she froze all over, until a pair of hands touched her body, she suddenly stood up from the ground like a cat whose tail had been stepped on.She vigorously pushed away Mu Yuyao who had already walked in front of her, tears stained her beautiful makeup, she sobbed softly: "Are you going to break up with me?"

Mu Yuyao, who was pushed and staggered back a few steps, was taken aback for a moment, and managed to maintain a smile: "When did I say I broke up with you? This is just a misunderstanding, don't think about it." Mu Yuyao said He stepped forward again to grab Yan Hong's hand, but was thrown away by Yan Hong like an electric shock.

"Mu Yuyao, I know I'm stupid... I'm not smart... and I'm always being misunderstood by others and causing a lot of troubles, let you help me solve it." Yan Hong looked at Mu Yuyao seriously for a moment. Really speaking, she kept sobbing and could hardly speak clearly, "But, I am serious about you... Ever since I accepted you..."

"I know, I'm sorry." Mu Yuyao smiled wryly, with emotions Yan Hong couldn't understand in her eyes, she took a deep breath before slowly saying, "I love you, Yan Hong, I love you more than anyone else in this world. Love you, it's just me..."

"Then answer me a question." Yan Hong directly interrupted Mu Yuyao.At this time, she finally stopped sobbing. She took a piece of paper from the paper box hanging on the wall next to her and wiped her face carelessly before saying, "You have to answer me honestly, what is your relationship with Yang Yuchuan?" ?”

Unexpectedly, Yan Hong would ask such a direct question. Mu Yuyao was stunned for a few seconds before answering, "Just ordinary friends."

"You're still lying to me!" Yan Hong's calm heart began to ache again, she stared at Mu Yuyao, "Do you really think I'm an idiot? Who can't tell that Yang Yuchuan has feelings for you?" , and you? But you still asked him to accompany you to pay homage to your mother, such an obvious hint, do you think I don't understand?"

"Yan Hong, listen to my explanation, there is a reason for all of this..."

"No matter what your reason is, it's a fact that you lied to me." Yan Hong tore off a few more pieces of paper as if venting, and wiped his face that was smeared with make-up vigorously, until he saw that his face in the mirror was cleaner. Turning her mocking eyes back to Mu Yuyao's face, "Mu Yuyao, love can't solve all problems. We are all women. This is a hard fact, and we can't change it. It's because this love is not easy. , I accepted it so carefully. But now that I like you, I won't give up on you easily because of some gossip, and I only hope that you can treat me wholeheartedly."

"Yan Hong..." Mu Yuyao choked for a long time but couldn't utter a word, she didn't know what to say, it was the first time in her life that she felt so frustrated and panicked.

"If you really want to be with Yang Yuchuan, I don't blame you." Yan Hong said lightly, she had calmed down and lost the excitement just now, "I will fulfill you too."

"I've already said that I did this for a reason!" Mu Yuyao grabbed Yan Hong's hand, who was about to go out of the bathroom, and she suddenly raised her voice, "Why can't you understand me?"

Yan Hong turned his head, his eyes full of sarcasm: "Then tell me, what is the reason?"

"I..." Under Yan Hong's gaze, Mu Yuyao couldn't speak anymore.

Yan Hong smiled clearly: "I know, you don't need to say any more, I know everything...I understand..." After finishing speaking, Yan Hong raised his other hand and gently pulled his arm out of Mu Yuyao's hand, Then he turned around slowly and walked out.

The moment she turned around, Yan Hong's eyes turned red, and she really wanted to go back and ask Mu Yuyao loudly why she did that and why she didn't tell her the reason.But in the end, driven by her self-esteem, she still kept her back straight, step by step to further the distance between Mu Yuyao and Mu Yuyao.

She even deluded herself into thinking that if Mu Yuyao called her name again, and kept her again, she would turn around and go back regardless, she would believe her, and she would continue to be with her.

but……

Mu Yuyao just stood there motionless, staring blankly at her leaving back.

In the end, none of the words that had been brought to my lips were uttered...

After all, she just watched her leaving back, silent.