rose with lily

Mu Yuyao closed the door unhurriedly, she walked up to Yan Hong slowly, looked at Yan Hong and said indifferently: "I think we have to be more indifferent, you misunderstood me."

Yan Hong turned his head expressionlessly, without looking at her, he said: "We have nothing to talk about, I don't want to see you now, you can go."

Mu Yuyao didn't seem to hear Yan Hong's words, she sat down on the sofa next to her, and said calmly: "I don't know why you resist my help so much, but what you have to understand is that I am here for you good."

"Do you really think you are doing this for my own good?" Yan Hong turned his head and smiled angrily, "Mu Yuyao, I don't need you to treat me self-righteously, do you know that what you do is tantamount to letting me Admit that I pushed Yu Luwei into the pool because of a character, and let me bear the scolding that I shouldn't have."

Hearing this, Mu Yuyao frowned slightly, took Yan Hong's hand on his lap and put it in his palm: "I will solve the video problem, I just want to make you relax, can't you just follow my instructions a little bit?" Do you mean to do it?"

"Why do I have to do what you want? Who do you think you are to me?" Yan Hong shook off Mu Yuyao with a cold face and held his hand, turned sideways and stared at Mu Yuyao with a sneer and said with a sneer , "Do you remember what you said when you asked me to be with you? You said that if I want to improve my career, you can help me, but now? Not only did you not help me get the "listen "The Wind" and put me in danger of losing my job, so why should I still be with you as always?"

Mu Yuyao was taken aback when she heard the words, and said, "I didn't want you to lose your job..."

"Forget it, don't talk anymore." Yan Hong interrupted Mu Yuyao with a blank expression, "Anyway, you are very clear about the purpose of my being with you in the first place, and now this is the end, so we can get together Let's go."

When she said the last few words, Yan Hong's mood suddenly became heavy. She didn't know why she felt a little uncomfortable when she said these few words.She used to work so hard to let Mu Yuyao into her life, she was so active to adapt to Mu Yuyao's existence, but in the end all those efforts were in vain?

It was indeed not a good feeling to go back to the starting point, but at least it made her a lot easier, because the pressure from Mu Yuyao was reduced.

What Yan Hong said made Mu Yuyao's face turn ashen. She stared at Yan Hong for a long time, and then asked slowly, "What did you just say? It's good to get together and go away?"

Yan Hong shifted her gaze to the floor, and without looking at Mu Yuyao again, she nodded and said, "Yes, it's good to get together and get away! Let's end it before it really starts. I think the distance between us is too far away. Not only in family background and status, but also in thought and character.”

"I don't think we are far away, Yan Hong, you have already promised me, why do you go back so easily?" Yan Hong's eyes were a little disbelieving, she always thought that since Yan Hong promised, she would not break up easily.Sure enough, people are still changeable.

"Distance is a fact. This distance has already happened, so why do we still deny it?" Mu Yuyao's stubbornness made Yan Hong's voice unconsciously louder, as if this could strengthen her determination.

"Because it's not a distance for us, it's just a running-in period."

Hearing this, Yan Hong couldn't help curling the corners of her mouth and laughing in a low voice, with a strong sense of sarcasm. She raised her head slightly, looked at Chen Hui who was not far away on the hospital bed, and said, "I'm sorry, I don't have that much time. Come and get along with you slowly. I think you don't know what you need at all? You need someone who listens to you in everything. If you say one, she will never say two. If you say east, she will never go west. Life A girlfriend who walks according to your plan, not someone like me who goes against you in every aspect."

Mu Yuyao sighed, and her tone was soft: "In the end, you are angry with my decision. If you want a job, I can give it to you. I can change my decision. And if you want a role, I can give it to you." Can help you. I just hope you don't think of yourself as a robot running around the clock, but don't talk about breaking up."

"No, you still don't understand what I mean." Yan Hong looked at Chen Hui who was sleeping with her eyes closed, and said calmly, "Mu Yuyao, we don't get along, and being with you makes me feel very tired. Very tired. Although on the surface it is you who let me go, but I can never go against your wishes, I have been led away by you all the time, I am tired of it, and I don't want to be led away by you anymore. "Speaking, Yan Hong slowly turned her head. The successive blows throughout the day made her face pale, and she looked very tired. She said, "You do this because you want me to completely rely on you, and my daily life revolves around you. , but... what I can't stand the most is this..."

"Just because of this?" Mu Yuyao's expression was stiff, and it took a long time before she said mechanically, "Just because of your self-esteem that is unnecessary?"

Yan Hong froze for a moment, and just as he opened his mouth to speak, Mu Yuyao preempted him.Mu Yuyao stood up suddenly, and stood straight and stiff in front of Yan Hong. Her tall figure blocked most of the light, and her silhouette was cast on Yan Hong's surprised face. She looked down at Yan Hong, without a trace of expression.

"Yan Hong." Mu Yuyao called her name solemnly, "I don't know why you have such thoughts, but it makes me very sad. When you avoid me like a plague god again and again, I I did think about breaking your wings and imprisoning you like a canary in captivity, but I didn't because I know you don't like being a canary."

Yan Hong raised his head blankly and stared blankly at Mu Yuyao without speaking, the light shone on one side of Mu Yuyao's face, her expression could not be seen clearly in the backlight, but Yan Hong could clearly feel Mu Yuyao's expression. A slightly disappointed look in his eyes, and a tense breath all over his body.

"In the end, it's just that you don't have feelings for me, otherwise you wouldn't take my care and love for you as a burden, or even an excuse to escape."

"I...I'm not..." Yan Hong instinctively opened his mouth to defend, but after choking for a long time, he found that she didn't have a single rebuttal.

She wanted to say that she didn't have feelings for Mu Yuyao at all, at least she had tried so hard to make herself like her.

Mu Yuyao watched Yan Hong's reaction calmly, then her stiff expression finally relaxed a bit, and she put on the old smile mask again, she smiled lightly, as if the disappointment and sadness just now were not exist.

"I understand, I understand what you think." Mu Yuyao said.

Yan Hong turned his head and did not speak.

"Then, let's separate for a while." Mu Yuyao continued, "If it really can't last, it's just like you said, so we can get together and break up."

When Mu Yuyao uttered the words "Good together, good separation", Yan Hong felt a slight tingle in her heart. Even though Mu Yuyao had let go, she still did not relax as she imagined.On the contrary, it felt like a huge stone was pressing on my heart, stuffy and uncomfortable.

Under Mu Yuyao's eyes that were as calm as water, Yan Hong, who had been silent for a while, nodded awkwardly: "Well, then let's do it this way."

Mu Yuyao smiled, not letting Yan Hong see her trembling hands hidden in her cuffs, and then she suddenly said: "I will not break my promise to you."

Yan Hong was slightly surprised that Mu Yuyao suddenly mentioned this.

"I will do my best to help you, and let you rest for half a year, just pretend that I never said it." Mu Yuyao said, "It's late now, I'm leaving first, you spend good time with Auntie."

With a polite and alienated tone, Yan Hong was in a trance, as if he had seen the Mu Yuyao before, even if he passed her countless times, he just nodded slightly or turned a blind eye, it was terribly strange.

Yan Hong clutched her trousers tightly with her hands on her lap, staring blankly at Mu Yuyao's indifferent figure disappearing through the outer door and didn't recover for a long time. She didn't react until the phone rang suddenly.

He took out his cell phone and saw that it was Lan Lan calling.

This morning, the conversation has already reached that point. I don't know what else Lan Lan has to do when she calls. Could it be that she wants to recommend a place where she can travel after half a year's rest?Yan Hong thought to himself mockingly.

"Hello, Sister Lan." Yan Hong picked up the phone.

"Xiaohong, I've already contacted the reporters. Tomorrow's press conference will be held at the gymnasium at [-]:[-] p.m.." As soon as Lan Lan picked up the phone, she directly cut into the subject and said, "You come to the company tomorrow morning, and we can discuss with you. What to say at the press conference."

It was only then that Yan Hong remembered what Lan Lan said about holding a press conference, but now she had no interest at all.

"Sister Lan, I don't want to go." Yan Hong leaned listlessly on the sofa and said, "Let's just let that video go. There are so many news in the entertainment industry, I believe this matter will disappear in a short time."

Lan Lan was surprised: "You don't want to explain clearly to everyone and let them misunderstand you all the time?"

"Of course I want to explain clearly, but there is no need for that now. After I rest for half a year and then go back to work, maybe everyone will have to think about who I am for a while before remembering."

"These are two things that can't be hooked. That video has already had a great impact on you. Even if you really pushed Yu Luwei into the pool, you still have to say it wasn't you, so tomorrow..."

"Lan Lan." Yan Hong suddenly interrupted Lan Lan's words in a deep voice.

Lan Lan was taken aback by Yan Hong's serious tone, and asked after a while, "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to worry about anything now, just let me have a good rest." Yan Hong said, "I just want to accompany my mother quietly, and let other things take their course."

"But……"

Lan Lan wanted to say something but was interrupted by Yan Hong: "Okay, Sister Lan, I'm tired and want to sleep, so let's stop here, good night." Before Lan Lan could answer, Yan Hong hung up cut off the phone.

After leaning on the sofa stiffly holding the phone for a long time, Yan Hong sighed deeply, got up and walked towards Chen Hui's hospital bed.

There are advantages to not working, at least not having to travel around every day, constantly flying from one city to another, and then from another city to other cities, Yan Hong feels more at ease than ever before.

In the past month or so, Yan Hong has really never left the ward. The hospital is a place with a lot of personal traffic. If Yan Hong wants to go out for a walk, as long as she is not paying attention, she may be recognized.Besides, she is now on the cusp of the storm, it's better to have as little trouble as possible.

I have to say that time is really a thing that is easy to pass by. Before I know it, a lot has passed in a hurry. Yan Hong, who spends all day talking with Chen Hui or watching TV and movies, has no concept of time.

Seeing that Yan Hong was really moldy in the ward, the nurse who came to check Chen Hui's body as usual every day couldn't bear to say: "Miss Yan, it's snowing outside, it's very beautiful, you can go out and have a look."

"Eh? It's snowing?" Yan Hong, who was lying on the sofa, put down the book in his hand, subconsciously looked out the window, and felt that nothing had changed.

The nurse laughed and said, "How can you see it when you look at it like this? You should stand by the window and watch, the ground is covered with snow!"

Yan Hong got up from the sofa and walked to the window. As expected, the ground, tree branches and those low buildings were all covered in silver, which was very beautiful.

"It seems that this is the first time this year has such a heavy snowfall, and I have never seen it before." Yan Hong said to the nurse, she suddenly felt as if she had been in a lifetime.I remember that when she and Mu Yuyao first got together, it was early autumn when the weather turned slightly colder, but unexpectedly it had quietly turned into winter.

And they hadn't been in touch for a long time, Yan Hong couldn't help but miss Mu Yuyao.

"That's right, it's also the first time I've seen such a heavy snowfall in Mihua City." The nurse walked behind Yan Hong and looked at the snow scene outside the window and smiled, "I think you're almost sick from boredom in the ward. It’s better to go out for a walk with such beautiful snow, and it’s not easy to be recognized if you wear thick clothes in winter.”

Yan Hong nodded and smiled: "That's right, I can't even imagine staying in the ward for so long."

After the two exchanged a few words, the nurse who had finished examining Chen Hui turned around and went back to the table, packed up her things, greeted her and left.

At this time, the snow had stopped outside the window. It was probably the first time that such a heavy snow had fallen. The hospital garden facing the window was very lively, and many people had already come out to play in the snow.After standing in front of the window and thinking for a while, Yan Hong decided to take Chen Hui out to get some air.

There are many patients in the hospital who need to be taken care of every day. Presumably, the treatment of patients like Chen Hui who was left in the hospital by Yan Hong in the past is not much better, and it is even possible that they will not be pushed out for a walk for two or three months.After spending more than an hour getting Chen Hui dressed, Yan Hong borrowed a wheelchair from the nurse and carried Chen Hui into the wheelchair with difficulty.

Wear a heavy cotton coat and a hat.

After everything was ready, he went out.

Just 5 minutes after Chen Hui was pushed into the garden, a doctor in a white coat hurried over not far away. It was Dr. Xu. Panting slightly, he ran up to Yan Hong, and said with a little reproach : "Miss Yan, why did you come out? I've been looking for you for a long time."

Yan Hong suddenly found it funny: "I'll come out and take my mother to breathe." While speaking, she held Chen Hui's hand wrapped in her sleeve, which was very cold.Chen Hui remained motionless with her eyes closed, her face expressionless, as if she was in a deep sleep, Yan Hong didn't know if she could hear or feel everything outside.

"Miss Yan, I have something to say to you." Doctor Xu's expression was serious. He looked around the bustling garden and said, "Let's go back to the ward and talk."

Yan Hong stood still: "Let's talk here, I just came out, I don't want to go back to the ward so early."

Dr. Xu glanced at Chen Hui in the wheelchair, sighed, and said in embarrassment: "I know that Miss Yan must have a lot of hardships and difficulties as a star, but since you have chosen such a path, you have to bite the bullet and go on. "

Why are you talking about her being a star again?Yan Hong sounded very depressed, maybe she didn't pay the treatment fee again, but she remembered that she had put all the money Mu Yuyao gave her into the treatment fee card.

Seeing Yan Hong's puzzled expression, Dr. Xu paused, and continued: "Things have come to this point, so I won't go around with you anymore. Recently, there have been a lot of troublemakers in the hospital. They all heard that you were in the hospital. The hospital only wanted to trouble you, but it also brought a lot of inconvenience to the hospital."

Yan Hong instantly understood what Dr. Xu meant, and he wanted to persuade her to leave.

But what Yan Hong didn't understand was, who would come to trouble her after she disappeared from people's sight for nearly two months?If it is Yu Luwei's fan, it is also unlikely. It has been almost two months since the video incident, and everything is almost calm. How could they come to her again?

"Doctor Xu, do you know why those people are looking for me?" Yan Hong asked tentatively.

"I don't know much about this." The entertainment industry was unclear, and Dr. Xu didn't dare to jump to any conclusions, so he could only speak vaguely, "It's just the TV series called What Wind that was very popular a week ago. The protagonist has been decided, it is you, I think those people may be fans of other stars who have not been selected."

Hearing Yan Yanhong's heart was startled, and she asked cautiously: "The TV series you are talking about...is it "Listening to the Wind"?"

Dr. Xu who was reminded remembered: "Yes, this is it."

So that means she, Yan Hong, has become the heroine of "Listening to the Wind"? !