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"Does it hurt?"

Mo Tong shook his head, covered his shoulders and closed his eyes.He hadn't recovered from the pain yet.When Mo Tong opened the door and entered, he saw Qin Yu jumping up to hit someone, so he rushed over without thinking.Unexpectedly, the small body can still jump quite high, so he jumped up and received a punch with the hollow of his shoulder.

Fortunately, a teacher happened to pass by, and Liang Shan called out, "The teacher is here."

It was only then that the two people who successfully provoked Shao Gan's anger and were ready to act separated separately.Qin Yu felt a little confused when he saw that the eighth boy in the dormitory was pushed to the ground with a punch.Mo Tong is squeamish, as we all know, Mo Tong's family is powerful, rich and powerful. As we all know, Qin Yu has seen a car at the school gate to take Mo Tong to school. The car seems to want to send him to the dormitory. I was driven back.Qin Yu didn't intend to provoke him. In his eyes, Mo Tong was just a brain-twitching little follower, and his resentment was only directed at Shao Gan who made Su Jiangyue fall in love.

Damn poor man, he actually let a girl he couldn't catch up with desperately fall in love with him!

Liang Shan stood at the door and sighed, "They're all from the same dormitory, so don't get angry because of this. From now on, you won't see each other when you look up."

Shao Gan supported Mo Tong's shoulder with one hand, his face was terribly gloomy, "I didn't touch his money, even if the money fell out of my cabinet, I'm not afraid to go to the police station!"

"Don't! When you get there, you won't be able to explain anything clearly." Liang Shan shook his head, trying to persuade Shao Qian to forget about it, just apologize and admit his mistake.After thinking about it, asking Shao Gan to apologize is to make him admit to stealing money, how is that possible?This thing itself is a bit tangled.Originally, Liang Shan thought that he came here after they were discovered that they peeped at Qin Yu's confession to Su Jiangyue last time. If so, he would be obliged to stand by Shao Gan's side.But looking at Qin Yu going straight towards Shao Gan alone, he felt that it probably wasn't.In this way, I couldn't figure out whether it was Qin Yu's retaliation, or Shao Qian's greed for a while.After all, no matter how good the relationship is, there is no guarantee that that person is absolutely upright.Liang Shan scratched his hair irritably, so he had to open the door and leave.

Shao Gan supported the pale-faced Mo Tong to sit down, turned around on the spot, and kicked Qin Yu's bed hard.The iron bed made a loud noise, and Mo Tong raised his head suddenly in fright, his eyes widened.Shao Gan let out a long breath, sat beside him, thought for a while and said, "Why don't you go to the infirmary?"

Mo Tong shook his head.

Shao Gan raised his hand to pull Mo Tong's zipper, but Mo Tong shook and did not hide.At the end of spring, the weather has warmed up.Mo Tong just went out to play, only wearing a tracksuit and a long-sleeved T-shirt inside.When Shao Gan carefully withdrew his shoulder from the T-shirt, Mo Tong gasped in pain at the same time.

The child's skin is tender and tender, and the skin is still as smooth and white as when he was a child, so the bruise on the shoulder socket is particularly conspicuous.Especially at the collarbone, the bones were bleeding, as if the skin was about to break.Shao Qian gasped twice in anger, gritted his teeth and cursed: "Fuck!"

"It hurts." Mo Tong lowered his head and tried hard to look at his shoulder socket.Oh, it's all blue, his little shoulders.

"Didn't you just say it didn't hurt?"

"It hurt so badly that I didn't even feel the pain."

"Let the doctor take a look at it." Boys have always been strong, and it is a bit cautious to hit this small body.In case something good or bad happens, it's not easy to explain to Mo Tong's parents.

"No, let me get an injection?"

"This kind of injury can't be given an injection."

Although Shao Qian said so, he still didn't insist.When he sprained his ankle in junior high school, Shao An ordered white wine in a bowl, dipped his hands in the hot wine and rubbed it for him, rubbing it twice was enough.The bruises from sprained feet should be similar to this injury.Shao Gan couldn't find liquor, so he went to find hot water, but found that there was not even a little boiling water in the thermos.Helpless, he had to rub his hands to warm them and put them on Mo Tong's shoulders, warming them several times and rubbing them obliquely along the direction of the collarbone.

Mo Tong's face was a little hot, and he didn't know whether it was because of the pain, or because of the strangeness of repeated friction on the skin, a layer of small goose skin particles formed.Mo Tong's head was a little dizzy, for a while he felt that he was floating, and for a while he felt that he was speeding forward in his own car.When he recovered, the pain also came up, and finally he couldn't hold back the "ow" and grabbed Shao Gan's arm.

"It hurts!"

"Knead the bruise away."

"Ouch!"

"Be patient."

"Ahhh!"

"Stop screaming, you'll be fine soon."

"Woooooh, your hands are so big! Try rubbing yourself!"

...?What does this have to do with size?

When He Dong walked to the door of the dormitory, what he saw from the lookout was Shao Gan squatting in front of Mo Tong, and Mo Tong sitting on the bed with his bare shoulder hugging Shao Gan lying on his shoulder.

Shao Gan originally felt sorry for him, a person who should have never been beaten or injured, who suddenly suffered this crime. When he was disturbed by Mo Tong's messy cries, and seeing his tearful appearance as a child, he couldn't help but want to laugh. .Rubbing his head and asking, "Does it hurt that much?"

"It hurts!" Mo Tong gasped, the corners of his eyes were wet, it seemed that he was having a hard time.

This look is so distressing, even Shao Gan, who is not very jovial with others, couldn't help stretching out his hand to pull his cheek flesh.Mo Tong murmured: "Today I have to eat short ribs tonify."

Shao Qian laughed out loud.

He Dong missed class.

At the beginning of the school year, he was absent from class a few times, and then the class teacher approached him for a conversation.Although the teacher in charge of the conversation said that He Dong was responsible for the whole process of entering the left ear and exiting the right ear, but I don't know if the conversation played a subtle chemical role, the situation gradually improved, and now the old disease has relapsed.

He Dong took a ride to Zhang Qile's rented house.On Fridays, cello classes don't start until students are out of school.Zhang Qile had a long sleep, and just got up from the bed to cook the porridge.He didn't plan to eat at first, but his stomach hurts these days, thinking that he still has classes in the evening, he finally decided to cook porridge.

Zhang Qile was taken aback when he saw He Dong, and subconsciously asked, "No class this afternoon?"

He Dong didn't speak.Zhang Qile didn't care, anyway, when He Dong came to him, he basically didn't make much noise, and sometimes he sat on the side without making a sound, and Zhang Qile almost wondered if there was such a person in the house for a long time.Sometimes it was moving, but it was not turning his musical instrument, or turning him over and over again.

Zhang Qile didn't care much about his attitude.Bed partner - only counts as a partner while lying in bed.It was reasonable to get out of bed and put on the pants to pretend not to know him.Zhang Qile knows the helplessness of this circle, and also knows how many people end up reduced to "love" for sex under these helplessness.Didn't he also compromise?Otherwise, I wouldn't go to the park in the middle of the night to find a companion.

But after that he regretted it.

Sometimes people are hooked to the corner of their clothes by a solitary branch on a cliff, loving themselves with one hand and degrading themselves with the other.If you love yourself, you are doomed to be lonely.If you are inferior, you will have sex.But in any case, he shouldn't lose his self-love and choose physical indulgence.How can you expect others to love you if you don't even love yourself?

He Dong is an exception.Zhang Qile knew that he was a novice, maybe the time he met him was the time when he discovered his sexuality and panicked.Zhang Qile knew how depressed he was in the past, so he allowed the young man to find a safe haven with him.It's not that Zhang Qile has never thought about further development with this boy, but it's just thinking about it.One is the age gap, and the other is that he has paid several times, but in the end it was all a joke, so he didn't dare to scatter his blood casually.

To put it bluntly, the feelings of a person in this life are like a glass of water, which will gradually become less and less as they are used.Now he guards his own half cup, and he dare not give it to others easily.It would be great if the glass of water of emotion can ferment and automatically return to full.

Zhang Qile poured him a glass of water, turned around and went in to wash himself.When he came out, the smell of porridge was already filling the room, Zhang Qile filled a bowl for himself and sat down opposite He Dong, drinking it, while thinking about what he was going to teach those two children tonight.

"Can you serve me a bowl?"

Zhang Qile looked up at He Dong unexpectedly, and was taken aback for a moment before getting up to serve him a bowl as well.

"You didn't eat?"

"I didn't eat."

He Dong drank the porridge slowly, and asked again after a long time, "Have you ever liked anyone?"

This really surprised Zhang Qile, he had never seen He Dong talk so much, and he would be interested in his life.

"Don't say it if you don't want to."

"It's not that I don't want to say it." Zhang Qile put down his job, "I liked the monitor of our class. I had a crush on him for three years in high school and three years in college. When we were in college, the school was very close, and I often went to him for various reasons. Sophomore时候他和一个满脸青春痘的女生谈恋爱，我觉得特别不可思议。每天做梦都是怎么把那个青春痘女生拉出来揍一顿！大三的时候，高中同学聚会，他敬酒的时候说—— There are all kinds of wonders in the world, and a pervert like you can be admitted to a university. Heh, he knows that he has eaten my treats (treats) for a few years in vain."

Zhang Qile put his arms on his knees, turned his head and looked out the window in silence.He Dong didn't open his mouth either, knowing what he would say when he came out of his thoughts after a while.Sure enough, Zhang Qile turned his head slowly, smiled and said, "I found out later that the person I've had a crush on for six years is a piece of shit. Now every time I think about it, I feel sick."

That smile was so sad, watching it appear in the corner of the mouth, but it turned into confusion before reaching the bottom of the eyes.He Dong looked at him for a moment, "Did you see him again later?"

"No. I was kicked out by my family, and I didn't go to the class reunion. I heard that he was dumped by acne, and found another person, and now they all have sons."

"You're not such an innocent person." Thinking of the first night between the two of them, He Dong couldn't help but sneer.

Zhang Qile picked up the bowl and continued to drink the porridge. With a spattering voice, he mumbled, "Do, love to do, love... I'm looking for love while doing it, and I hope to find it one day."

This day is very strange, two people did not do.Zhang Qile packed up his cello and went out after dinner, while He Dong lay on his back on the bed in a daze.Before going out, Zhang Qile turned back and said, "Remember to lock the door when you leave, the musical instruments in my house are still very valuable."

He Dong said, "I'm not leaving today."

Zhang Qile leaned against the door and tilted his head in a daze for a while, then walked out slowly.

Life is full of helplessness everywhere, the best way is not to expect too much, then every good thing happens, it is a surprise.

Before Qin Yu could say anything, Shao Gan went to find Liu Mingyang first.

Shao Gan said: "When I took the clothes out of the cabinet this afternoon, a piece of 100 yuan fell out of it. I did not take the money, and Qin Yu had already taken it away. No matter whether this matter can be investigated Clearly, I need to make one thing clear - I, Shao Gan, will not touch other people's things even if I starve to death."

This was said in front of several teachers in Liu Mingyang's office, and Shao Gan did not lower his volume.He is not afraid, what he is afraid of is that he will take the blame for this inexplicably.He couldn't afford this crime, and he finally came to the city to study in high school, and he couldn't just go back with the name of "thief" innocently, then Shao An would have no way to survive.It doesn’t matter if the family is poor and there is no new house, and there is a "thief" brother, how will he live in the village in the future?

"Okay, I see." Liu Mingyang nodded, "Since the money has been recovered, you should also study hard, and don't let this matter affect your studies."

"I will study hard. But I have to declare that I did not get the money. I have no objection to calling the police."

"Go back, I'll take care of it."

Shao Gan walked out of the office with his back straight, and heard a female teacher in the office, which had not yet closed the door, say: "The children nowadays are all very selfish. Why should they report to the police? After entering the police station, they can't tell what to say." gone."

"No. Not to mention that the money was found in his cupboard."

Shao Qian heard Liu Mingyang say: "Shao's classmate in our class is from a rural area, and he studies very hard. He probably didn't get the money."

"Then you have to investigate carefully. If you wronged a student, you will have a shadow for the rest of your life. When I was studying, I was wronged and stole a picture album at the same table. Now I feel uncomfortable thinking about the head teacher at that time."

"Hey, he's only seventeen or eighteen. If he's caught, he'll ruin the student who stole the money. Since he's back, it means he's not feeling well." Before the office door was blown shut by the wind, Shao Qian heard Liu Mingyang say, "Tomorrow I'll be here." Let the class clarify. No one has to take the blame, but we can't destroy the student after he lost his way and found his way back."

What else can I ask for?So what if he really caught that person?Watching him get fired?Or can the enmity between himself and Qin Yu be resolved?

Shao Gan sighed, as long as he clarified that he was not the thief, that would be enough.