Reverse strategy of fast crossing

A little boy sat in the yard and watched the children around him chirping and frolicking, but he seemed out of tune with this world, and his eyes didn't have the curiosity and happiness that belonged to his age.

Several women gathered around talking, saying a glance.

"Why is the child alone again?"

"I don't know, that child is always alone, and no one talks back to him. Do you think he looks like a seven-year-old child? I panic when I look at him."

"No, this child was thrown at the door before he could remember anything. I have been teaching for 20 years and I have never seen a child who looks like he has no soul, and I have never seen him smile."

"Could it be some kind of mental illness?" The woman made a frightened look

"I guess so, otherwise this child is so good-looking that he could be thrown into an orphanage? Maybe there is something wrong with it." The woman covered her mouth with her hand, thinking that the child couldn't hear.

I listened to the words of the people next to me, and continued to stare at the ground without saying a word or raising my head, watching the ants walking in groups on the ground, and then I stepped on it.

Ye Xuan stared blankly at the swarms of ants on the ground, several of them died.

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"Ye Xuan, Ye Xuan, come play with us."

A girl with double ponytails ran up to Ye Xuan.The girl looked at Ye Xuan a little shyly, and took out a beautifully packaged candy from her bag. "This is a very delicious candy brought by my father from abroad. You can try it."

Seeing that Ye Xuan didn't answer and ignored her, the girl was a little embarrassed, "I...I want to make friends with you...is that okay?"

I raised my head and stared at the girl intently. The girl seemed a little hairy from my stare, stirring the pink princess dress uneasily.

My first thought at the time was, "She's annoying."

At this time, a boy ran over, "Qi Qian, stay away from Ye Xuan, don't get in trouble."

"How can you say that about Ye Xuan." The girl said angrily

"Ye Xuan is an orphan. He stays alone all day and has no friends around him. They all say that Ye Xuan is mentally ill! Maybe his parents don't want him because of his illness." The boy said righteously He said, looking at Ye Xuan with eyes like overlooking garbage, "My mother said, you can't play with Ye Xuan, you will be infected with neuropathy. Sissy, please stay away from him, and be careful of being infected."

The girl looked at the boy and then at Ye Xuan, nodded and left with the boy.

The second thought is "truth and hypocrisy."

I looked at the backs of the two of them leaving, and smiled cryptically.The boy broke his leg the next day and was hospitalized.

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Later, when I went to junior high school, I was no longer as withdrawn as before, but it was just that I talked a little more than before.It can only be said that some people are born geniuses. Others have to understand the subject countless times.

After leaving the orphanage, I have to rely on myself for everything, so I often go to school while working part-time.I have done all kinds of dirty work, such as waiter, washing dishes, moving bricks, laying cement, posting small advertisements, delivering food, as long as I can make money, I will do more. I just want to get out of this kind of life and give myself some motivation.

Later, I went to high school and was admitted to a key high school. It was also the first time I saw Chu Ci, and it was also the first time I saw light in my eyes. I was sitting next to Chu Ci, and I heard the boy behind me feeling a little uneasy. voice, and then asked to change seats, I took the trouble to refuse.At that time, I just looked at Chu Ci lying on the table and didn't pay much attention. When Chu Ci took the initiative to greet me with a smile, my first thought was, "How can there be a boy who grows so good-looking."

I haven't chatted since then, but I also learned a little bit of information from the few words of the students around me.

The tuition fees of key high schools are very expensive, so I have to work three jobs, breakfast restaurant, convenience store, and bar attendant.I'm so busy all day long that I don't even have time to eat.

Once in physical education class because he always skipped meals and had low blood sugar, he fainted. The moment he fainted, he saw Ye Xuan running towards him, and wanted to reach out and grab him, but he lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I saw Chu Ci beside me looking at me angrily, and then said to me, "I'll bring you breakfast in the future."

At that time, my second thought was "I kind of want to have this boy's attention and preference."

As expected, Chu Ci did it. He brought me breakfast every day, and it didn’t repeat itself every day.

Later, I didn’t go to school because I got into a fight and got caught in the rain, and I didn’t have money to see a doctor, so I stayed at home, thinking, “It’s not bad if I die like this.” Maybe God thought I was too pitiful, and brought Chuci to the Beside me, I watched him scold me fiercely, but his tone was full of concern and worry.

He took my hand and walked out. His hand was tender, soft, and warm. At that time, my third thought was "I want everything about this boy."

When I went to his house, I felt the gap between me and him. He was like the moon in the sky, and I was just mud in the mud, but I still wanted to have this boy unrealistically.I lied, but Ben and I are not afraid of thunder, but I want to stay by his side.I managed to sleep beside him and kissed him secretly.He is so sweet, so sweet that I want to take him apart and eat them into my stomach bit by bit, to fill my heart that is not satisfied with nothing more than this.

But there are too many people around him, he is so good, naturally there will be a better choice, not me, a shameless mouse, I know that I am not worthy, and I also know that I am sick, but I just don't want to let him do it again. Leaving, I who have never seen the light, after getting a little bit of light, I will be greedy and will not let the light leave again, because I am sick.

I was jealous of everything that could attract his attention. I killed someone because I was jealous. The family I killed was stupid. In fact, it was not perfect, nor was it a perfect crime. After careful investigation, I forced the beggar to confess without thinking carefully. I really wanted to die laughing.But it's okay, it's just what I want.The eyesore is gone, and I can always stay by Cici's side.

However, Cici began to move away from me gradually. Could it be that he suspected that I did it?But this conjecture was rejected by me.So I suddenly thought, did Cici start to hate me, I can't stand Cici gradually starting to stay away from me, I have to let Cici notice me again, I have self-harmed.

It doesn't hurt at all, after all, it's a trivial matter compared to Cici abandoning me.

Sure enough, Cici was deceived by pretending to be weak, and stayed by my side obediently. It would be great if Cici could stay obediently by my side all the time.

One day, a man who called me Young Master appeared in front of me and told me about my life experience. After listening to me, I just wanted to laugh. If I hadn’t been seriously ill, I would never have thought of me... They used each other, they wanted a family fortune Continue to prosper, and I need the capital that can tie up Chuci, and win and benefit each other.

At a party, Cici and I had sex, we confirmed our relationship, and I was very happy. This is probably the happiest moment in my 18 years. I also understand that all the hardships I suffered before are for the happiness at this moment.

I started to be too lazy to pretend, or disdain to pretend, because I understand that I have the capital now, and I don't want to restrain myself.I don't like him talking to others, I don't like him looking at others, I don't like him smiling at others, as long as it has nothing to do with me, I don't like it. I only like his world with me. Chu Ci later broke up with me .I know it's my illness, my fault, but I don't want to admit it. "He was supposed to be mine. Mine alone."

I began to slowly prepare for the imprisonment of Cici, so that he, a beautiful butterfly, would stay in the glass cover obediently and would not be able to fly out, and could only be watched by me alone. Even though I knew that the butterfly would die very quickly, I still Couldn't resist doing it just because I was so sick.

Seeing him with his girlfriend, I really want to strangle that woman to death, why fight with me?

That's mine alone!mine alone!Only belong to me!

I successfully imprisoned Cici.Cici really hated me doing this, but I was very happy to do it.I finally got my beautiful butterfly.During the period of captivity, Ci Ci would always resist and smash things, but even so, I still had no intention of letting him go, I would let him stay by my side willingly.I give him that kind of love every day, watching him cry, I really feel that he is born to be loved under me.

I'm going on a business trip, and I know that the restless little thing will definitely make some moves, so I paid attention, and I was caught.Great, I have a new reason to teach the disobedient little guy a lesson.

I played back to my weak appearance, there is no way, who makes this trick the best?You see, Cici will stay by my side obediently again, and promise not to leave again?

want to leave?is it possible?I will not allow it, no matter what means I use, I will let him stay by my side, even if his wings are broken, even if his eyes are dull.

I'm just selfish and paranoid.From the moment I saw Chu Ci for the first time, I knew I was sick.

Cici wants to go to school, but I don't agree, because I don't want him to go out to meet people.But I thought it would be better to let that woman who was looking for Cici recently see who Cici belonged to, lest someone spy on me.

I deliberately coaxed Cici to kiss me, the woman saw it, and seeing her crying, I couldn't help but want to laugh.

Cici suddenly asked me what happiness I want. In fact, I know that Cici has been thinking about things recently, but I didn't expect him to be thinking about my happiness.In fact, I have always wanted to understand what Cici was thinking, but Cici didn't say anything, and I didn't know if Cici had me in her heart.In fact, it doesn't matter if I don't have me, it's enough for me to have him.However, this is also what they say, who doesn't want a person they love to also love themselves?

So I bought Yin Minghao with money, and seduced me with the words of Ci Ci, Ci Ci is so stupid, so cute.

When I heard that he was going to marry me, I felt like fireworks were going off in my head, and a deer was hitting my heart crazily.

We got married in Switzerland.That was the most unforgettable memory of my dark life.

"Cici, you will be the light I will always chase after."

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The first world is officially over, and the second world will start next week. Two articles on Thursday and two articles on Saturday. I feel that I am a little slow, so I added two more articles.Afraid of hanging up, the doi dare not write too detailed, if the wedding article is hung up, search Weibo.