wife and father

Ji Lian groaned and woke up panting heavily.There was a confused look in the amber eyes, and there were tears in the corners of the eyes.

Qiao Sen kissed Ji Lian's lips again, then pulled him into his arms, and pressed his forehead against his: "It's all right."

Ji Lian sighed, one hand passed under Qiao Sen's neck, and the other stretched over to wrap him around him.After a while, my breathing finally gradually stabilized.

Ji Lian shrank into Qiao Sen's arms, and her voice was a little hoarse: "I have killed many people..."

Johnson was speechless.All comfort is pale enough in front of Ji Lian's words.He understands Gu An, so he understands Ji Lian's sense of guilt at the moment.

This never-ending sense of guilt and deep guilt and self-blame will haunt him for the rest of his life.

"Ji Ke——" Ji Lian's lips parted slightly, and after a moment's pause, she continued slowly, "I'm afraid of him... I don't know if it's my own fear that caused another self to appear... ..."

"All I can remember is him beating me, calling me names, humiliating me..."

Ji Lian couldn't continue, and cried again.

Maybe some good things happened between them, but after that moment passed, the goodness disappeared, and only the ugly was replaced forever in the heart.

Qiao Sen was so distressed that he couldn't say anything more, so he could only use his hands to gently rub Ji Lian's back to comfort him.

Ji Lian curled up in Qiao Sen's arms, her forehead resting on his chest, and her two hands firmly grasped his skirt.

"I don't remember...I don't remember..."

He was still talking intermittently.

"I hate him, but I never wanted to kill him...nor did I...love him..."

Qiao Sen felt that the clothes on his chest were soaked.The warmth of tears was directly transmitted from the wet clothes to the chest.He hugged the old man in his arms tighter.

"I'm scared...I killed so many people...them,they...it's my fault...if I can stop myself...if..."

Ji Lian burst into tears.

There is never an if in this world.A dead person can never come back to life, and he can never stop himself at that time.

Qiao Sen lowered his head to kiss Ji Lian's hair, put his lips on the hair and said in a deep voice, "But you can control him in the future, and only by controlling him can you stop hurting others."

"As soon as I close my eyes, they will all come to me!" Ji Lian cried, "They will all come to me! I can't even wake up! Why...why?! I don't want to—I don't want to be like this... ..."

"It will be fine." Johnson's voice was unusually firm.

He stretched out his hand to pinch Ji Lian's chin, forcing him to raise his head to look at himself, then staring at those eyes reddened by tears, he said firmly again: "It will be fine."

Ji Lian's lips were still trembling unconsciously from crying.He looked desperately into Qiao Sen's eyes, and got a positive look from inside.

Qiao Sen's words were finally imprinted in his mind.

Qiao Sen said: "Try to control yourself, Ann. You are not inferior to Ji Lian. You created him, so you must control him. He is a part of yourself."

Ji Lian still hesitated, his amber eyes were not confident, he shook his head: "I, I can't do it..."

Qiao Sen asked him softly: "Then what if he wants to kill me?"

Ji Lian shook her head more violently: "No! I can't—"

Qiao Sen held Ji Lian's cheek, kissed it gently, and rubbed Ji Lian's thin lips with his lips: "An, no matter what, you have to try to accept him and learn to control him gradually. Otherwise, wait for you When I wake up again, I may see my dead body."

Ji Lian closed her eyes and nodded vigorously.

self-control.Must, control yourself!

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