wife and father

Qiao Sen is the gorgeous fireworks in Gu An's heart that will always be fixed at the moment of blooming, but it is the thin wound that is almost invisible to the naked eye left behind after the smoke in Ji Lian's heart disappears.

And this wound can never heal itself.

Qiao Sen lit a cigarette and held it between his fingers, but he had no desire to smoke.

In the darkness, only the slight hum of the engine and air conditioner was heard.

After one o'clock in the morning, the black sky has long been quiet, and occasionally there are one or two firecrackers, which only sound for a moment and fall in another moment.

Not far away is still brightly lit.

Qiao Sen wondered if Ji Lian would stay up all night.

The door was not locked, so it was easy to get out of the car, and it was easier to run to the room he was in within 5 minutes, but it just couldn't.

The heart seemed to be scratched vigorously by a cat's paw.As soon as the paw went down, there were a few bloodstains.The pain wasn't severe, and there wasn't too much blood, but it was hard to bear.

It's like a thirsty person looking at an oasis in the desert, only to find that there is a piece of quicksand in front of him. If he goes forward, he will sink into it and never be reborn, and if he goes back, he will be submerged by this sea of ​​sand without a trace.

The cigarette between his fingers was extinguished, and Qiao Senfu lit it again, but he still didn't smoke.

He stared intently at the door of the main building, expecting the figure of the person he was familiar with to flash past.

But until the whole cigarette between his fingers was burned out in his repeated lighting movements, that person still didn't appear.

Someone looked out from the door of the main building. Qiao Sen widened his eyes to see, but was very disappointed.The other party was an old woman whose figure was out of shape, her face could not be seen clearly, and there was an old look in her outline.

Qiao Sen took out another cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and then slowly exhaled the smoke.

His fingers were trembling slightly, just like his heart.

Missing madly.Especially in this kind of day when all the lights are on and every family is reunited.He longed to see Ji Lian, even if he just took a look, the most extravagant wish was just a hug.

Ji Lian's absent-mindedness was well concealed.One is because he is used to the cold on weekdays, and even when he is in a trance, his eyes are covered with ice, and he is rarely empty; the other is because Li Zan and Zhang An are guilty of being thieves, and Ji Lian didn't speak, so they didn't dare to go. On the bright side, I dare not be suspicious.

The dumb mother came in from the door without attracting too many people's attention.She stood at the door and looked at Ji Lian, seeing him looking at her, she nodded.

Ji Lian's eyes flashed like fireworks, but only for a moment, and after a moment, those amber eyes were covered with light gray smoke and cooled down again.

Ji Lian's nodding motion was very slight, as if he had never done a nodding motion before.

After the dumb mother brought out a water glass, Ji Lian raised her eyes to look at Li Zan, her brows were slightly frowned, and her expression was slightly sullen: "Why have you been here for the past two months? Why are you so thin?"

Li Zan pulled the corner of his lips unnaturally, feeling uneasy in his heart: "The stomach is not feeling well these days."

Ji Lian's brows were still frowning: "Let's stay here tonight. Are you hungry?"

Li Zan's eyes turned red immediately, his thin lips moved, and it took a long time for him to make a sound, but he still didn't dare to ask Ji Lian if he accepted his relationship with Zhang An after letting him stay: "Uncle Lian—"

Ji Lian only gave a faint "hmm", then turned to Zhang Chen and said, "Go and get some food for Azan."

"Let's leave today. I'm tired." Turning to Li Zan, "Go back to your room and wait. A'an is ready to send it to you."

Several people left one after another, and Luo Ping left first.Yunhuang saw Su Qian standing at the base of the wall and smirking at him, snorted, and went out of the hall first.Su Qian followed immediately.

Luo Qi stayed, looked at Li Zan and Zhang Chen and laughed: "Guess, why did Lian go?"

The heartbeats of Zhang An and Li Zan had just stabilized. When they heard Luo Qi say this, they couldn't help but feel a little drummed in their hearts. They looked at each other, and Zhang An said, "Uncle Qi, don't play tricks. My heart rate must exceed every minute now." Two hundred blows."

Luo Qi smiled but did not answer.

Zhang An was in a hurry, and there was nothing good that could come to his mind.

But Li Zan calmed down first, lowered his eyes and pondered: "Could it be that Uncle Lian knew that I would bring him here?"

"Who?" Zhang An blurted out and then realized, "Did you bring Qiao Sen here?"

Seeing Li Zan nodding his head, Zhang An still had a pimple in his heart, a little unhappy: "How can we celebrate this Spring Festival? Uncle Lian's situation is already unstable, once he comes..."

Li Zan ignored Zhang An's nagging, and raised his eyebrows slightly: "Could it be that Uncle Lian guessed that Qiao Sen was with me from the beginning, and also guessed that I would bring him over, so he asked me to come over?"

Zhang Chen was stunned, his expression changed: "If this is the case, doesn't it mean that Uncle Lian knows everything about you and Qiao Sen?"

Li Zan also couldn't believe it, the two turned their heads to look at Luo Qi.

Luo Qi shrugged helplessly: "You two little bastards, can you hide it from him? How do you think he started from nothing in such a short period of time and supported Lian such a big situation?"

Zhang Chen and Li Zan looked at each other again.The chances of them being concealed from Ji Lian are too small.

Zhang An said silently: "I'd better cook for you. One meal will be less."

Li Zan laughed out of anger.

Before the two left, they took a deep look at Luo Qi together.Luo Qi just smiled, and the slightly cloudy eyes exuded the wisdom and deep light accumulated in the long life in the past.

From a distance, Qiao Sen saw an old woman approaching the parking lot.He shrank his body down, not daring to suddenly turn off the air conditioner and turn off the fire.

But the old woman got closer and closer.The pace of walking made Qiao Sen understand that she was coming for him.

The dumb mother reached out and knocked on the car window, Qiao Sen weighed it for a moment, and then closed the car window: "I just..."

He wanted to say that he was just waiting for Li Zan, but he didn't expect the dumb mother to hand over a glass filled with warm water without saying a word.

Qiao Sen looked at the dumb mother suspiciously: "For me?"

In the dark, they couldn't see the expressions on each other's faces.The dumb mother didn't do anything else, she just maintained the state of handing over the water glass.

Qiao Sen took it hesitantly, took a sip tentatively, and then looked at the dumb mother, who was still standing there: "Thank you for the water, you should go back first, it's too cold outside."

The dumb mother didn't move, she stood outside the car to block the moonlight, casting a dark shadow.

She didn't turn back until Qiao Sen finished the glass of water and returned the empty glass to the dumb mother.

By the time he realized that there was a problem with the water, Qiao Sen had lost his ability to move.The limbs were completely useless, and the body was sliding down unconsciously.

The moment the car door was opened, Qiao Sen, who was almost unconscious, was awakened by the cold wind for a moment.

He tried hard to see the person in front of him clearly, but he didn't need to look at him to know who it was - he had already smelled the faint and familiar fragrance that came into the compartment with the cold wind.

Ji Lian looked at the smiling face in front of her, but her heart was full of ice and fire.

He heard Qiao Sen call Gu An's name before he passed out completely, so affectionate, it made him feel so uncomfortable that he went crazy.

But why is he suffering?This man belongs to Gu An, the person who loves him is Gu An, and the person he loves is also Gu An, what does it have to do with Ji Lian?

The emotion rising from the bottom of his heart swallowed Ji Lian in an instant. The complicated feelings, and the things he couldn't sort out in a while, were all stuck in his chest, making him feel tight in his chest and short of breath.