wife and father

The eyelids were lifted, and the eyes were clear and clear, without any confusion or doubt.But the owner of the eyes still did not speak.

Zhang Chen looked back with the same dark eyes, and didn't speak, but gradually felt his heart churning.

After a little longer, a mist rose from the fundus of the eyes, accompanied by a slight swelling pain.

Zhang Chen closed his eyes forcefully, and frowned slightly.

The soft and cool fingertips stroked up, along Zhang An's brow bone to the forehead, and gently touched his cheek with the palm slightly warmer than the fingertips.

The calm ones are like soft clouds in the sky, but they are so fragile that people dare not reach out to touch them, for fear that an inadvertent one will shatter that beautiful dream and never see it again.

Zhang An felt that his eyes were astringent and painful, but he didn't want Li Zan to watch him cry, so he suppressed it all back.

Li Zan withdrew his hand, and Zhang An's eyes immediately changed, a feeling of emptiness filled his heart, and the black eyes that he had refused to show his expression all the year round lost his mind for a moment.

Li Zan watched him close his eyes, and his Adam's apple moved, feeling that his heart was full.

Even if I get it wrong, a moment of happiness is better than nothing.

Li Zan put his hand on Zhang An's neck, gave a soft kiss, and at the same time, his slender white fingers slid down Zhang An's neck, poked in along the collar, and lightly touched the protruding collarbone.

Zhang Chen's hand froze.Joy and pain are mixed.

Who does he see himself as?Why did he do this?

Grabbing the hand that had already stripped his shirt to pieces, Zhang An ruthlessly closed his eyes, his deep voice couldn't hide the pain mixed with desire: "Azan—"

Li Zan had to stop his grasped hand.

"Azan..."

Zhang Chen wanted to know his answer, but he didn't want to ask.He has never been overly afraid of anything, but ever since he met Li Zan, he has been afraid, afraid of not getting it, even more afraid of losing it after getting it.

Li Zan still didn't answer, just leaned down, and lightly licked Zhang Chen's lips with his own tongue.

Zhang Chen couldn't help smiling wryly in his heart.When Li Zan is not active, he can't hold back. Now that he is not only active, but even enthusiastic, how long can he persist without falling?

The lips and tongues of the two were entangled again, Zhang An led Li Zan to turn over, and pressed the thin body under him.

Strangling those white and slender wrists, Zhang An greedily kissed and kissed those thin lips, and it took a long while before he stopped reluctantly.

He looked down at the person under him, allowing him to breathe for a while, and after his breathing stabilized, he gritted his teeth and asked again: "Azan, who am I?"

Zhang Chen felt that he had to get an answer before he could continue.

In the past ten years, he knew that he had caused too much harm to Li Zan, every time he forced him to have sex with him, every humiliation and unscrupulous abuse... If possible, he hoped that he would never hurt him again. penny.

He has made up his mind to protect him and take care of him, so he must stay awake, even in the face of such a big temptation that can make him completely lose resistance.

He also had to get a definite answer.

Li Zan stared at Zhang An with dark and misty eyes, and after a while, he opened his thin lips slightly under Zhang An's unrelenting gaze, and said two words lightly: "Zhang An."

Zhang An's pupils contracted rapidly, he wasn't sure if he heard it wrong.

"Azan?"

Li Zan looked at Zhang An's black eyes, his expression was not in a daze.

Zhang An was sure that he knew who he was, and his heart beat wildly.He forced himself to calm down and reconfirmed: "Are you sure?"

Li Zan frowned slightly, pursed his lips and said nothing.

Li Zan felt the big and hot hands pinching his wrists strengthened, and he shrank involuntarily.The feeling that Zhang An choked him during that time of conflict is still fresh in his memory.

Seeing Li Zan dodging, Zhang An's heart immediately fell from the clouds to hell.The strength in his hand subconsciously increased a bit.

Li Zan was enveloped in fear, panicked, and his breath became messy: "Let me go."

"Why?!" Zhang An yelled at Li Zan, staring at a pair of blood-colored black eyes, "You never had me in your heart, right?! Because of Si Wei!"

Zhang An pressed on Li Zan, the harder Li Zan struggled, the tighter he pressed.

Fear, in addition to fear and despair, Li Zan even thought of death again for a moment.

"don't want……"

Zhang Chen first saw the tears running down the corners of Li Zan's eyes, and then the faint, trembling voice sounded in his ears.

He felt that Li Zan was trying to curl himself up, not to break free from his shackles, but to find a fulcrum for his heart to bear the sudden pain and panic.

Su Co came out of the ward, stood side by side with Zhang An at the door, and lit a cigarette: "After getting an injection, I fell asleep. I've never seen such an uneasy sleep after getting an injection."

Zhang Chen didn't speak, and the cigarette in his hand was shortened one by one.

The head nurse walked over slowly, opened her mouth to teach the two of them a lesson, but was stunned by Zhang An's eyes, did not dare to say anything, and went back in despair.

Su Cozy glanced at Zhang Chen, whose face was darkened, and snorted, "You want to punish him to death, don't you?"

Taking a deep breath of the cigarette between his fingers, he squinted his eyes and continued: "You are more ruthless than me. If this were mine, I wouldn't want to make such a fuss."

The muscles on Zhang Chen's face were all stiff, and he felt nothing but numbness all over his body.

After a long time, Su Yan raised her head slightly and exhaled a puff of smoke into the air: "Either kill him, or give him happiness."

"I don't want to let go anymore—" Zhang An's voice choked, and he continued after a while, "But he doesn't love me——"

The latter half of the sentence was said very lightly, as if this way he would not have to face the idea that had been deeply ingrained in his mind so directly.

Su Qian squinted her eyes and raised the corners of her lips involuntarily.Finally it came to the point.

"He said it himself?"

Zhang Chen's mind is full of Li Zan's refusal and resistance.

People are often like this, beautiful things will always be left behind, and those that are deeply remembered are often those painful things.

Su Qian continued: "Don't you want to have a good talk with him?"

Zhang An moved the corners of his lips: "I can't talk anymore... I can't stand him avoiding me, let alone hearing him say that he never loved me..."

Zhang Chen took a sharp puff of the cigarette, choking the veins on his forehead.

Su Qian raised her eyebrows: "Are you too arbitrary?"

"Do you know what he was like when I came out?"

Zhang Chen turned his face away, with an expression of not wanting to say more.

Su Yan's voice was neither too fast nor too slow, even if he didn't want to hear it, he still wanted to hear it: "Before the injection, I cried silently, after the injection, I feel better, and before going to sleep, I muttered your name while shedding tears." .”

"How much enmity do you two have? He's not good at all, you..."

Zhang Chen was stunned, he didn't hear what Su Qian said later.

If Li Zan didn't love him, why did he do this?But if you love him, what are these ten years?

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I didn't intend to abuse...really...

Originally, I wanted to write a chapter where the two had sex happily...

I don't know why it became like this...

forgive me…