dangerous road

The first official concluding article, although it is a short one, I also want to write something so that I can miss it later.

I wrote a manuscript of more than 7000 words for this article in school, and typed more than 8000 words on the computer when I went back. It took two days to finish typing.It's rare for me to write a text so smoothly, even though I didn't think about the plot at the beginning, even the name was chosen hastily.My grandfather's name is Ming Yi, so I used it directly.As for Zhou Yang, it was because my dad said that if I were a boy, my name would be Yang, and he only prepared boy names.As a result, my mother found out that I was a girl when I was born, and he was stupid when he stood in the corridor of the hospital.

So I was named after my aunt.

Speaking of my aunt, I have to admit that the character of the characters in this article is the character of our family, which is probably one of the reasons why I wrote it so smoothly.Our family has a deep relationship with each other, so halfway through the writing of this article, I cried myself because of the strong sense of substitution.When it comes to your family, it's hard to be emotional, and it's hard to tell the story objectively from God's perspective.

This article is inspired by "Zi Fei Yu".When I was taking an elective course on Laozi and Taoist culture, the teacher brought up Zhuangzi and said that Zifeiyu knows the joy of fish.Then I started deserting.I suddenly wanted to write such an article, the protagonists are a pair of ordinary homosexuals, who are still quietly living their little lives despite being blindsided and discriminated against.You are not them, so you do not know their happiness.

As a result, it ended up like this.Although I am very helpless, I also know that the beginning and the end are often wrong, and things are too variable for you to stick to the end.

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I am a rotten girl, and I used to write some BG.Now I stop and concentrate on writing Tanmei.Although I don't know what will happen to me in the future, at least right now I don't have any desire to write BG.

When I first started to rot, I was limited to Two-dimensional, and then slowly reached three-dimensional.Many rotten girls like to see handsome men get gay, and feel disgusted by unbeautiful men. I was blinded by thinking about why they look so ugly.The unintentional viciousness of adolescent girls is like a needle, but it hurts if it is not poisonous.I used to be like this, and found out that it was wrong half a year ago.People do like to look at beautiful things, no one will object to this, but it is not to the point of not looking at things that are not beautiful.If you dislike the appearance of a gay, it means that you are not really rotten.Appearance should not belong to the scope of what we dislike, what we dislike is family education, character and other inner things.I didn’t understand this truth before. The male protagonists in my novels are better than the other. Now I think it’s ridiculous: how can there be so many good-looking men in the world? Why have I never met them.

So in this article I want to write about their ordinaryness.An ordinary job, an ordinary appearance, an ordinary family.They will encounter some obstacles, go through some hurdles, and still be together in the end.It was like an ordinary couple who quarreled and wanted to strangle each other to death, but never thought of leaving the person in front of them.No matter how hard and tired you are and how wronged you are, do you feel at ease when you think that there is someone waiting for you at home?

To be honest, I don't know much about love life, after all, I haven't even talked about a relationship.But this pattern of life is familiar to me.I look at my parents, my mother, grandparents, aunts and aunts every day, and I know what it should look like.I think this life is very happy.

The days are always muddle-headed, and I can't afford to struggle with anything grand and turbulent.

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Some plots in this article come from my life.For example, when I was in the third year of high school, I did do math on Sundays. For example, I did rest in McDonald’s when I was hot. For example, I did not eat watermelon with seeds. For example, my relationship with my cousin is really as good as in the article.

In fact, I once suspected that my brother was the same, and Zheng Mingyi in it carried his shadow.But obviously Zhou Yang and everything about them were fabricated by me. To be honest, I didn't expect that I could make it up so smoothly.

The end of the article came to an abrupt end. The reason was that I stayed up too late that day and couldn't hold on to sleep, and I didn't want to leave a tail to write another day, so I just left it like this.It's sloppy but I don't feel guilty at all ==.I originally wanted to write something about healing, but I don’t know if I achieved my goal after seeing the results, but it cured me anyway.

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The sun came out and I was in a good mood.I suddenly had an idea to make this a collection of short essays, but I don't know if it can be realized.I will try my best.

I wish you all a happy reading.May everyone be happy and safe.