On how to catch up with the cold male god

Su Zi has gotten used to the leisurely life of his junior year, and unexpectedly returned to the miserable high school to experience the attack of self-study in the morning and evening, so he couldn't help but feel a little helpless and angry.

However, a full day without playing DOTA is indeed quite interesting, especially when you can stare at the front desk in a daze during class, compared to the fact that you had to fly to the United States to see Qiu Xia in college, it is the greatest blessing that God has given to Suzi lucky.

After the school bell rang, Su Zi looked outside and it was getting dark, touched his thin coat, and couldn't help but regret that he didn't listen to his parents' advice to wear more in the morning.

"Why is it a bit cold?" Qiu Xia, who was pulled by Su Zi, saw that Su Zi sneezed, and then looked at his thin coat. It was spring in April, and the weather was still cold, so why did he still wear so little.

"It's okay." Su Zi is a man, how can he say Leng Na at will, although it is really a bit cold, but he still has to maintain the remaining dignity in front of the male god.Su Zi rubbed his nose and decided to change the subject, "Why are you so good at studying, why don't you teach me."

When Su Zi said this, he couldn't help but think of Qiu Xia's family background. His father was a government employee, and his mother was a traditional housewife, husband and son, and she was also from a scholarly family. His relatives were familiar to him, but most of them were He wears gold-rimmed glasses and speaks politely.So when Qiu Xia took the TOEFL test and won a scholarship in the United States, I was not surprised, but I was a little disgusted by his behavior of hiding himself in the United States

"My family is a well-off family." Qiu Xia tilted her head. Her family seemed to be considered a well-off family. Except that her brother ran a company in the United States, and her parents had iron rice bowls from the government, there was nothing too special in other places. surprisingly.

"You used to be in T city." The education in T city is well-known throughout the country, how could someone transfer to S city? Although the education in S city is also good, it is still not as good as T city. "Why would you want to come to S City?"

"My father has come to work in City S." My mother is a woman of the inner species, who obeys and has four virtues. Naturally, if she wants to follow her, she can't rest assured that Qiu Xia is alone in City T. Although Qiu Xia feels a little bit reluctant, she subconsciously listens to her parents. Anyway, it's the same wherever I am.

"Where is your home?" Su Zi looked into the distance, thinking about how to get closer to his home and get closer. "Today I see that the road you walked seems to be quite close to my home."

"My home is...NM Community." Qiu Xia tried hard to recall the name in his mind, it seemed that this was the name, and Su Zi beside him had been looking forward to this sentence for a long time. "Really? Where is my home too?"

Afterwards, Su Zi acted with integrity?He got out the house number for an incredible reason, and a weird smile appeared on his face, which was even more weird under the yellow light. Comrade Qiu Xia, you are ready to catch the arrow of Cupid, the god of love.

As soon as Su Zi got home, he locked himself in the room, took out his mobile phone and quickly stored the phone number he just wanted to arrive in the mobile phone, then pressed the close button, lying on the bed with the mobile phone in his arms, in a daze, with infinite thoughts in his mind. To make up for the future, rebirth is not bad, at least if there is no rebirth, Qiu Xia over there would have already been engaged.

Su Zi burst into tears when he thought of this, he is indeed a bit thick-skinned, but it doesn't mean he has no feelings.

I know that I shouldn't think about those things, and I can treat those things as a dream, but I still can't do it now.

It turned out that the origin of the incident was unpleasant at the beginning. At that time, I was young and frivolous, and I just regarded Qiu Xia as a well-educated nerd. At that time, I was still very naughty and arrogant, of course it was small, because my body did not allow it.At that time, I didn't want to be discriminated against because of my natural defects. He could pretend to skip class or pretend to be by the playground to avoid PE class or gymnastics. He usually likes to bully Qiu Xia, although he can't make a big deal out of it. But occasionally it might still be a little prank.

At that time, I liked Guo Rui at the same table. She was the perfect goddess in Su Zi's heart at that time. She looked pure and good at physics, and she was very gentle when she spoke and she was very beautiful when she smiled. Guo Rui chased after her when she was a sophomore in high school. Qiu Xia, at that time, I began to hate him slowly, and started to play various pranks with Li Zhu. Li Zhu was always unwilling, and the relationship between the two parties began to be gradually alienated from then on. In his eyes, I was insane at that time.

Things were supposed to be like this, except that I went to Qiu Xia that day to ask how he was doing with Guo Rui. If I didn't fight him, if I didn't try to be brave, maybe I wouldn't have a heart attack.

The place where the appointment was made was on the lawn of the school, and there was still the smell of grass when it fell down, but Su Zi's world was indeed suffocated and pale, as painful as when someone pinched his neck, and he could see Qiu Xia's face without looking up. Eyes, inner sympathy, I don't need it.

I don't know how I was sent to the hospital. When I woke up, I could smell the hospital's disinfectant, and my mother was cutting apples beside me.No matter how I thought about it, I knew he was the one who sent mine to the hospital. When I asked him the next day, he smiled at that time, with a warm smile on his face, "I can't just leave my life alone."

I thought he would spread the news about my heart disease everywhere, but I didn’t expect that he just said that I passed out on the lawn from heat stroke and sent him by the way. Even though his gentle smile hides a deep and unwavering heart.

One day he suddenly came to his senses, he stood shyly beside his seat, thinking about the words to say, but when he looked up, he saw him holding hands with Guo Rui, with a smile on his face, and his head was sad. Once asked Li Zhu out.Disregarding the taboo of not being able to drink, he drank drunk and vomited all the troubles in his heart, in exchange for the breakup of his only best friend.

Other people's third year of high school is devoted to studying hard, while my own is devoted to Qiu Xia's desperate love. He has done everything he can think of, and he has done more meticulously than his girlfriend, except for your sentence "I love you".

But what I got when I graduated from high school was that mocking smile and cold words.For three years, I felt that my eyes were wet with tears. During the three years of thick skin, I transferred to his physics department at the same university and took all the physics courses. Hope to see him.

But he ran away. After breaking up with Guo Rui, he took the American scholarship, TOEFL certificate and the glory of CET-[-] to that unattainable place. Su Zi stood in the middle of the road, watching with tears A plane flying in mid-air.At that moment, Su Zi suddenly had the illusion that he wanted to go to Thailand to change his gender. Could it be that you can accept me if I am not a man.

It was still more than a year of stalking, but there was news that he was about to get engaged. The other party was a shrewd and capable Chinese woman with an aura in her appearance, that is, that night he had quarreled with his mother because of a trivial matter and left her. I ran away from home, walked to the Internet cafe alone, bought a pack of cigarettes of an unknown brand, and smoked them one by one, choking my tears. At that time, I hoped that I could die.

Su Zi touched the pillow towel on the side, it was so wet that water could be squeezed out, he opened his mouth silently, squinted his eyes and pretended to smile, "Since everything starts again, it is God's arrangement."

Just like when Su Zi was reborn, when he opened his eyes and saw the familiar ceiling chandelier, he felt that everything was new and all mistakes could be forgiven.

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small theater

Su Zi: Hey Qiu Xia, did you ever like me in the previous life?

Qiu Xia (reading a book, not squinting.): What?

Su Zi: Did you ever like me in the previous life?

Qiu Xia: Huh?

Su Zi: ...

Qiu Xia: Be good~ go to bed (I won't tell you, if you have the ability to guess in my heart.)