No two ambiguous records

(23)

The sky outside the window is covered with a layer of iron gray, restraining the unobtrusive heat. It is not very late in terms of time, but it is also early for the night. It is just that in late autumn, the days are shortened and the nights are lengthened. .

Yukimura was leaning against the window, holding a cup of hot tea and looking out. Over the sparse tree branches, he could see the empty stadium in the distance, and there was a faint trace of evening red that was almost obliterated.Before I knew it, it had been a certain period of time to sleep here, and the time was not too long, but it felt like a long time had passed.

Sometimes when I think about what happened just a few weeks ago, I feel like it’s been a lifetime, not so far away as this century. It should just be the reason why things are changing too fast.

Gently sipping the hot tea in his hand, then turned around and put it on the table, Yukimura planned to go and fiddle with his own flowers and plants.A few days ago, Bu Er accidentally watered his most beloved cactus to death. Although it was a little unbelievable, it was the truth. Now he understood the horror of absent-mindedness.

But at this moment, the mobile phone rang untimely, Yukimura frowned, who would be calling at this time?Sanada was the one who made the most frequent calls.During that period of hospitalization, in addition to regular visits, Sanada would also regularly call to greet and report on the current situation, but now that everyone is in the same place, who would call?

The name on the screen of the phone flickered, which startled Yukimura, but he immediately drew a smile of unknown meaning and pressed the call button.

"Hey, it's so strange, Tezuka-kun, you actually called me instead of Fuji. I don't know what you will think if you know." The gentle voice was completely devoid of heat.

Yukimura retreated to the window and cast his eyes on the distant court again.

"Yukimura, don't be joking."

Are you kidding me again? "Tezuka, what you want to say should not be these, let me guess, it should be, figured it out?"

There was a long silence on the other end of the receiver, and the quiet whispers belonged to the night.

Yukimura sighed quietly, looked away, although he didn't smile at all, but he still forced a smile, pretending to be relaxed: "But, Tezuka, I want to take back what I said before."

"What do you mean?"

"It's literally meaning~ You have already made a decision, but unfortunately all my words are in vain~"

I can imagine Tezuka frowning and thinking hard, obviously he can't understand it at all.

"Are you talking about my going to Germany?"

Leaving Budu behind, he went to Germany without looking back.Tezuka apparently understood the decision as a result of the choice of whether to go to Germany.

"Tezuka, it seems that you haven't understood yet~ How could Yifuji's character prevent you from going to Germany, and on the contrary encourage you to go."

Some were dissatisfied with Xingcun's setting up circles everywhere, being completely led by the nose, feeling like being played, Tezuka directly ignored this big knot, and it was important to get to the point.

"What on earth is he thinking?"

Yukimura, who was playing with flowers and plants casually with his head down, suddenly had a sharp look in his blue eyes, and pinched a small leaf: "Tezuka, do you think you should ask me about this matter? You should directly Ask yourself."

"..."

"Tezuka, do you remember how you answered me back then? Isn't it too late to realize your position at that time? I won't talk about the past tense."

"..."

Although the environment and time on both sides are different, the shared silence is the same, so quiet that you can only hear your own heartbeat.

Indeed, thinking about what kind of mood he had when he said those words to Tezuka, it didn't resemble his character at all. If it wasn't that he couldn't bear to watch it anymore, he would be more willing to watch the show and stay quiet.Thinking about it carefully, how many things I have done that I have never imagined before, maybe I have changed a lot in the dark, at least in this room 201.

So the nameless fire is hard to extinguish. In fact, anyone with a discerning eye can find it, but the authorities have been in a dream. I once tried to meddle in my own business and wanted to help him, but I obviously put my heart on it.But the result still hasn't changed. God knows how that time was spent. The suddenly incomplete room 201 was filled with a sense of depression. I tried to say something to relieve it, but the result was indeed more An awkward silence.

Now, it has finally recovered, is there another violent storm due to this?He didn't have the energy to clean up the mess.

Last time he tried to maintain the precarious flame, this time he decided to simply extinguish it, maybe a little selfish, maybe it was really selfish, but this is the best.

"Tezuka, have you found out that you like Fuji now? Then what do you want to do? Can you guarantee that Fuji still likes you? If Fuji has let go of this relationship, won't this make him more painful? ?” Every word penetrated deeply into the bone marrow, extremely real and extremely painful.

Yukimura can only know that Fuji deliberately let go of this relationship, and has made a lot of efforts to cheer up again, but he is not sure whether Fuji really has no attachment in his heart.So he wasn't sure if it was right for him to do so, maybe it would make Bu Er miss his true love, but at this time he had no hesitation at all, no matter what the result was, he would definitely do it.

"I know."

But still don't want to give up like this?If your determination could have come earlier, everything might have been different, but what is happening now is not a tragedy, at least Fuji did not recover from a setback, but started a new life of his own, and he is stronger and stronger than before.

"A person will not wait forever. There will always be a day when you are tired of waiting, tired of waiting, and hurt. At that time, it is difficult to pick up the broken things. Besides, Tezuka, you can guarantee Will this kind of conflict not reappear? No Er is much more sensitive than you imagined, can you make up for his insecurity? At least now he is tired and has let go of this relationship."

"is it?"

"Yes, he is living a very good life now, and you will still be friends in the future, so that's not enough. Once some opportunities are missed, it is impossible to pick them up again. At that moment, you are already out." Yukimura himself was very surprised. Will say such a thing, it is obviously possible to pick up the phone and talk nonsense for a while, and then hang up the phone directly.

He wouldn't think about what would happen if Buer knew about his arbitrary decision. The pride of a genius would not allow others to make arbitrary decisions about his own affairs and make irresponsible remarks.Conversely, if it wasn't for this matter, I would never interfere.In the final analysis, it violated its own principles again.

"Yeah, I've missed it. I understand. However, I believe he will catch up, and he will be the real opponent by then." Thinking about it carefully, maybe everything has already been settled on that brilliant night of fireworks .It's a pity that I didn't notice Fuji's temptation at all at the time.

"You have always been aware of the situation, maybe only this time..."

There was a calm and unhurried beeping in his ears, beeping patiently without interruption.Yukimura stared at the opened door with some surprise, he was so shocked that he couldn't calmly distinguish the expression of the person in front of him, only a faint murmur of a gnat came to his ears: "Xingmura..."

The ending of the silent silence seemed particularly ethereal, and even the tension was subdued in an instant. Yukimura removed the mobile phone from his ear, and calmly pressed the end button, and there was no trace of ripple in his blue-purple eyes.

Even if the person in front of you just opened the door and walked in.

Nor was he going to explain.

Even if there is no smile on his face.

He is well aware of the current situation, and he can't be too angry or indifferent.They don't like others to meddle in their own affairs, this is the same for both of them, the arrogance in their bones can't tolerate gossip behind their backs, especially when it comes to feelings.

Even so...

"Fuji...Fuji... Huh, huh, no, Yuta he..." After a series of hurried footsteps in the next second, a terrible message came.

The author has something to say:

Excavate the foreshadowing ahead.This chapter takes the call from Chapter 39.Fuji Tezuka watching fireworks in Chapter 6.In the next chapter, we will continue to foreshadow the foreshadowing, and continue the story of the first volume.I want to be more diligent, but I am in a short-circuit period of my brain. I will try my best to make it every two or three days.

Believe this is not a sign of abuse. .