[ALL View] Do not forget the original intention

Kirihara slowly opened his eyes, the eyes that once refused to admit defeat were now full of bitterness, his words were a little helpless and flustered, as if he was asking himself, or Hashiba——

"What should I do...why, I found out that my feelings for Brother Chu are not the same as before..."

"What are you talking about?!" Yu Chai frowned indistinctly, could it be...

How could he...

"It means that I'm in love with him... It's no longer the kind of relationship between brothers." A stiff smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, Kirihara wished it wasn't true.

However, it is impossible.

Yu Chai turned around, not wanting to see his pitiful appearance.

Forced himself to curl the corners of his mouth, "Stop joking, I just pretend I didn't hear what you said just now, so don't say it again."

"I'm not joking, why do you pretend you didn't hear it?!" Kirihara, who was already in a bad mood, sat up suddenly and asked sharply.

Hearing what he said, Yu Chai couldn't help turning around again, with emotions that Kirihara couldn't understand flickering in his eyes, "Why should I hear it? If you want to understand this kind of thing, you should know it yourself. Why? Want to tell me? Why can't you take it to heart?!"

"Why can't I tell you? Are you disgusted by this unethical relationship? Or are you in love with him too?!"

At this moment, Kirihara's voice suddenly became a bit sharp to Yu Chai's ears.

He just felt a shock in his heart.

Some things, just keep it in your heart.

Why do you still say...?

"How is it possible, there is no such thing." His eyes looked away.

I didn't, fell in love with him...

Kirihara grinned, "I don't believe it."

He relaxed his body, stretched his limbs and threw himself on the bed, looking at the ceiling with some erratic eyes——

"When did you fall in love with him? I don't know..."

Kirihara's thoughts were a little far-reaching, "Among all people, only I can, and only I can call him 'Brother Chu', this is my exclusive title, this should be enough to make me happy, but..."

"But I'm getting more and more demanding. In the past, the elder brother I liked was always confident, perfect and inviolable. No matter what happened, he would never give up easily, and such persistence, But it also hurt him..."

"Actually, I was really scared that day. He obviously didn't remember me, but he still pretended to know me. Seeing him throwing himself into the minister's arms, I tried my best to stop him." Don't pull him out by yourself. My first brother, how can you forget me..."

"My tennis can hurt people, I can't control myself to get angry, and then go into that horrible red-eye mode. I hurt people in the previous game, and many people blamed me. Only brother Chu, only he will practice with me, let I tried my best to control myself. So as long as I face Brother Chu, I won't become so scary, but after that, something happened to him..."

"I was so angry that Zhou Zhu hurt my favorite brother Chu, so I wanted to defeat him in the Kanto competition, but I was defeated by him, and Chu brother didn't blame me, he just rubbed my hair , Ha ha... People who have amnesia, will they really forget the feelings they used to be so persistent..."

"I fell asleep again when I was riding the bus. When I woke up, I didn't expect Brother Chu to be in front of me. It was so good. That should be the happiest time for me, because it was the first time I kissed someone. At that time, although I was still secretly happy to kiss my elder brother Chu, I never thought that my feelings for him had already deteriorated..."

"He doesn't love Er Zhouzhu, he loves the minister, or he loves someone else, but he just doesn't love me...why doesn't Er Zhouzhu treat him like that, but he still throws himself into his arms without hesitation..."

"What kind of dream did Brother Chu have? Why did he refuse to wake up? The moment I heard that something happened to him, I was really scared, but I didn't dare to see him, not at all..."

Kirihara closed his eyes slightly and murmured, "Why, he can't love me..."

"I really don't want to love him..."

Yu Chai listened to him quietly, his vision blurred.

Why, when I heard him talking, I thought of myself...

Oops, what's in my eye?

Why can't I see it all of a sudden.

"Maybe it's because people like us are only suitable for guarding."

Yu Chai walked to the window, looked out the window with confused eyes, "Me too, I don't want to love him..."

As the first heir of the Yuchai family, he behaves fiercely and viciously.

I am already 20 years old this year, but I have never met a person I like.

Later, I heard from my mother that I had a younger brother who I hadn't seen in 15 years, so I went to investigate his information and gave it to my mother.

But I didn't expect that when I saw his photo for the first time, I would feel a sudden heartbeat.

At that time, I didn't seem to be afraid at all. I felt that if I liked it, I liked it. It didn't matter whether he was a boy or a girl, or whether he was my brother or not.

But now...

Yu Chai laughed at himself, his voice a little low.

Because the woman in Nanmuyuan had been intentionally hurting him, that's why I promised to help her.

But he didn't expect that he lost his memory, so he regretted it later. In fact, he wanted to play with that Nanmuyuan from the beginning.

He has an unknown charm, which has attracted many people and made them fall in love with him.

But I... have no choice but to like him so blatantly.

coward!

What a coward! !

Why don't you dare? !

I have scolded myself again and again like this, and asked myself, but there is no answer.

Is it really the only way to do this, to just be his brother for the rest of his life...?

Fall in love with him, but dare not love him.

He was so unwilling.

But at that reception, when he heard him call himself 'brother', he finally understood, and he finally got rid of those reconciliations——

There is always that unbridgeable gap between them.

He is his 'brother'.

He is his 'first child'.

That's all.

As an 'older brother', the only correct choice is to silently guard his 'Chu'er'.

***

The two remained silent like this for an unknown amount of time, and finally Yu Chai broke the deep atmosphere——

"So, you have been struggling for this reason, staying at home and refusing to go out?"

Kirihara nodded sullenly.

"What an idiot!" Yu Chai scolded in a low voice, "You haven't even visited Chu'er since he was hospitalized. Are you an idiot? You just want those irrelevant people to take care of him, right?"

"I..." Kirihara moved his lips, wanted to say something but couldn't say it.He could only stammer and say, "When, of course not."

"I'm busy with work so I can't go there every day. You are different. You have to watch those evil people every day, you know?" Yu Chai's tone was a little sarcastic, "Chu'er's body was wiped by them, do you know that?" ? Stop acting like a fool, letting outsiders take advantage of you. Besides, what do you think of letting Chu'er wake up? He has been sleeping for so many days, and you don't even look at him."

"Hi, hi." Kirihara also figured it out, and when Yu Chai said that those people wiped Chu's brother's body, he became anxious, and quickly agreed.

Hashiba sighed, walked over lazily, and lay down beside Kirihara.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Kirihara moved aside, he was not used to having other people lying on his bed.

"It's so late and it's getting dark. If I don't go home today, I'll sleep here with you."

"What? Why?!" Kirihara looked disgusted and let him sleep on his own bed... Oh my god!

Yu Chai didn't even look at him, acting as if it was a matter of course, "I'm your brother, if I talk to my aunt, she will agree. Oh, no matter, I'll sleep here tonight."

Not looking at Kirihara's angry look, Yu Chai put on the quilt on his own.

"Hey, this is my quilt!"

Kirihara grabbed a corner of the quilt, trying to grab it, but Yushiba was too strong to pull it.

After slashing him hard, Kirihara simply got into the quilt too, why should I cover you with my quilt?snort!

Seeing his childish appearance, Yu Chai thought it was very cute, so he couldn't help but smile slyly.

Hugging Kirihara, the height difference allowed him to wrap him in his arms smoothly, "Hey, just be an older brother and younger brother, and guard him forever."

Kirihara, who was about to get angry, heard what he said, his body lost his anger for a moment, and he burrowed into Yuchai's arms as if he was wronged.

That night, they were like two wounded little beasts snuggling up to each other for warmth in the cold...