Snow falls silently

Jiang Chengyu finished the exam ahead of them and arrived at noon. Ye Zhen said that there was another subject in the afternoon, so he asked Jiang Chengyu to wait for him in the dormitory.Jiang Chengyu refused, and he also understood that his roommates were still here, so Jiang Chengyu went to the grove where they often stayed.

"They're all going home, don't go back today, they're all on vacation anyway."

"Ah."

At night, the two of them lay in thin blankets, and the cool night breeze blew from the window. "It's the third year of high school after the summer vacation. Let's meet less in the future. I can't interfere with your studies." Jiang Chengyu stared at the ceiling.

"Well." Ye Zhen shook his hand, "You work hard too, maybe we can be together in college in the future."

After Jiang Chengyu heard this, a door suddenly opened in his heart, and outside the door was the bright sky, "

Hehe, my school is not very good, I don't know if I can pass the exam. "

"Your grades are okay, as long as you work hard, it has nothing to do with the school."

"okay."

Ye Zhen turned around and saw that his eyes were still open, and there seemed to be a faint smile on his face, those eyes were particularly bright at night, he hugged him and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

"No."

"Don't tell me." He reached out to his armpit and started to scratch him.Jiang Chengyu evaded while laughing, the two had a quarrel for a while, Ye Zhen seemed to be tired and fell on him, burying her head on his shoulder.On a summer night, both of them were topless, and when Jiang Chengyu touched his chest, it was like getting an electric shock.He stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around the person on his body.

And Ye Zhen was also touched, and began to kiss him on his neck, kissed his young and small Adam's apple, then licked the small protrusion on his thin chest, and began to slide his hand down his abdomen.He returned the only underwear left by the two of them, and then he did something he hadn't done for a long time. Both of them sweated a little on their foreheads, but the blood that had just boiled made him feel that it was not enough, so he roughly kicked and kissed Jiang Chengyu, " I want to go in."

Jiang Chengyu was stunned. Although he knew what to do, he was still a little scared. The pair of star-like eyes above him stared straight at him. After a long silence, he nodded, "Okay."

Just finished speaking, Ye Zhen couldn't wait to separate his legs, and explore the extremely secret place with the faint light.Jiang Chengyu slowly felt that he was invading the entrance bit by bit. As soon as he entered, he was tense and tense. Ye Zhen was also very uncomfortable. The narrow secret path couldn't accommodate him at all, "Relax a little bit. ,I can not get in..."

"Oh." Jiang Chengyu tried his best to relax himself. After the hard object was completely submerged, he was already sweating profusely, and felt pain and discomfort.Then Ye Zhen started to move, the pain of being pierced made Jiang Chengyu gasp involuntarily, until he started to feel pleasure, his body slowly relaxed.After that, Ye Zhen hugged him and did it from behind again, and the two of them fell asleep from exhaustion.

The next day Jiang Chengyu felt the pain deeply, he could only lie on his stomach on the bed and rested for a whole day before he got better.During the day, whenever he saw Ye Zhen, his face turned red, and his ears also turned red.

Jiang Chengyu imagined that their university was like what Ye Zhen said, maybe they could still be together, even if they were not in the same university, they might go to university in the same city.But not long after the beginning of the third year of high school, he went to look for him, but there was no news about this person. He only heard from people in his class that he seemed to have transferred, and there was no specific news other than that.This time, he really didn't know where to find him, and all he knew was which car he took home, but that road was so long.

........

During that summer vacation, Ye Zhen was very disturbed. He often thought of Jiang Chengyu, and besides the miss, he felt guilty. He felt that he was too impulsive, but he couldn't bear the situation at that time.He understands that he has always liked girls, and this is a fact.As for his relationship with Jiang Chengyu, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't understand it. He never thought that he would have such feelings for a man.

Finally, he asked his dad about transferring schools, and his dad asked him strangely, why did he want to transfer schools, and transferring now might affect his studies.Finally, after negotiation, his father helped him contact key schools in other cities to borrow.

Before the college entrance examination, it is customary for students to undergo a physical examination.From the time the medical examination fee was collected, Ye Zhen became anxious. He was afraid of finding out some disease, especially the kind of disease that was extremely embarrassing.

After asking for leave, he hurried to the hospital for a physical examination, and the report came out quickly. When he got the report, he asked the doctor several times without confidence. I'm sick, I don't have any illnesses, don't worry." Only then did he feel a little relieved and went back to school.

After the exam, Jiang Chengyu kept worrying about it. During that long summer vacation, he often followed the bus over and over on the long road until one day the schools began to announce their results. Although he already knew his grades, But he still went to the crowded place, he wanted to see if there was Ye Zhen in these schools.

Although he didn't report his hope, he saw the high name at a glance, and the school he belonged to was the high school he originally attended. He was very puzzled, didn't he transfer?How come it's still here.

He went to the school he had been to many times and found a class he was familiar with. During those few days, he just filled out his volunteer application, and he met someone he hadn't seen for a long time.At that time, he felt a sense of loss of strength, as if he had a dream, in which Ye Zhen never left.

He stood outside blankly, but his eyes became more and more blurred. He really wanted to know if he had an illusion that day, thinking that Ye Zhen was not here all this time.I don't know how long it took, but people inside began to go out one after another. When he saw Ye Zhen, Ye Zhen was walking out with a girl, and he only heard him say, "Our scores are not far behind, let's report together." This school should be fine."

"Well, this year's hard work was not in vain." The girl looked at him, "Although I haven't seen you much this year, we won't be separated in the future."

When he saw their holding hands, he could no longer hold back the tears that fell straight down. This was the first time he cried in front of so many people. He thought he could get through it even if someone bullied him before, but this time he seemed to be relieved. Lost the pretense of so long, and suddenly there was nothing left.

At this time, someone began to notice him, and many people looked at him, including Ye Zhen and the girl. He stood there helplessly watching the crying people in the crowd, with distorted faces, falling continuously At that moment, his nose was also sour, and his eyes began to turn red after a while.

"Hey, don't look, let's go." The girl gave Ye Zhen a hand.

He tried his best to restrain himself, "Weiwei, he is someone I know, you go first today, I will go to your house to find you later."

"Oh, okay." The girl took one look at Jiang Chengyu and left.

Ye Zhen approached him and said to him, "Let's talk."

Jiang Chengyu stood still, so Ye Zhen had no choice but to drag him to the grove where they hadn't been for a long time.

Jiang Chengyu's eyes and nose were red, he asked, "Where have you been this year?"

"I... I went to another school to study."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"I'm sorry." Ye Zhen was silent for a while and finally said, "I used to be ridiculous, maybe it's useless to apologize to you, but I still want to make some things clear, it's good for us both."

"What do you mean?"

"I regard you as a friend, but some things are still out of bounds. I'm sorry, I won't do it in the future. If you still treat me as a friend, you can come to me for help if you need anything."

"That's all you want to say?"

"Ah."

"But why were you so nice to me before?"

"This is two different things, I said, I regard you as a friend, but I have done some things, so I am very sorry."

Jiang Chengyu looked at him with a lonely expression, "Then you never liked me?"

"I like girls."

He couldn't help crying again, "Then why did you do that kind of thing with me?"

"..." Ye Zhen was silent, and said after a while, "I'm sorry, I can only say sorry to you about that matter."

"That's why you regretted it and thought about never seeing me again."

"...um." Ye Zhen answered him vaguely.

Jiang Chengyu didn't go to school to fill in the application at all, because he didn't get many scores in the test. He thought he could be admitted to a university, but in the third year of high school, since he couldn't find Ye Zhen anymore, he became confused and often Walked along the route of that bus, walked over and over again.

When he got home, his mother saw him in a trance, "Cheng Yu, it's fine if you don't pass the exam, just accept your fate if you don't have this material."

"Mom, I want to take tuition."

"Can tutoring be useful? People need to understand and accept their fate. You should find a job and help me share the burden. It has been difficult for me to support you in high school these years. You just listen to your mother and start working earlier. earn money."

He shook his head, "No..."

"I can't afford to pay you any more. You haven't paid off the debts you owed in school in the past few years. Besides, even if you take tuition to go to university, I can't afford you."

"I'll figure it out myself."

Two days later, Jiang Chengyu went south to the coast to find a summer job. When others started their tutoring journey, he stayed in the factory for nearly three months. Looking back, although it was a very hard time, he seemed to have become like a machine. Same, numb to repetitive and busy work every day.

He and one of them are summer workers, and they are paid by the piece. The more they do, the more they get paid. The factory provides lunch and dinner, and he barely eats breakfast, so he waits for the free lunch.

He rented a small house with others. He had nothing but a bed. He didn’t even buy a quilt. Anyway, it was summer, so he just laid out a mat to sleep at night, but there were a few days when it rained and the weather was cold. I found out my few clothes and covered them, and I just got by.

He rushed home immediately when he got his salary. When his mother saw him, she couldn't help crying. He lost a lot of weight and his face was still a little pale. "Mom, I'm fine. I'll go to tutoring after two days off. You have some money left besides the tuition fees, so take the flowers."

His mother shook her head, "You should study hard. We'll figure out a way after you're admitted to university."