Snow falls silently

He couldn't stand it anymore, the scene of that figure leaving last night kept echoing in his mind, he had something to say but didn't know where to start, he could only watch his back being gradually swallowed by the dark silkworms.He had an instant illusion that this person seemed to really disappear.

Unconsciously, he thought of Zhao Xue, he had hurt for her once, in his view, Zhao Xue was a girl who needed to be loved, and he loved her with that feeling of love.Tang Xiaomeng is bright and agile, he feels that being able to live with him will not be particularly tiring at least, he likes her autonomy, but parted ways with her because of this.The relationship between people is really delicate.Zhao Xue's breakup is called leaving, Tang Xiaomeng's breakup is called cracking, and this person has always existed silently, his feelings are weaker than water, and his length is longer than Jiang Yuehai, but he will also disappear at this invisible end.The long stream of fine water is the most precious thing, but the water has dried up before the stream of fine water flows.

Fang Yongzhao understood that he and An Yuewei were not in love before, and he didn't love him, but this person was rooted in his heart, and he hoped that this person would always be here and see him all the time.

He had an ominous premonition, just like in everyday life, this person would really disappear, he hadn't seen him clearly, so he couldn't catch him.The person he really loved was Zhao Xue. When she left, what she left for him was empty memories of the love that was as short-lived as a flash in the pan.But this person is a gurgling stream that has been integrated into his life bit by bit for a long time. Once it dries up, he will also wither.

When he arrived at the door of his house, it was not time for him to leave work, so Fang Yongzhao waited at the door, and after a while he went to the small garden downstairs.

The sky was getting dark, and he still hadn't found the person he was waiting for, but there was only one way home, so he returned upstairs without confidence.I rang the doorbell, but there was no response from inside, "You open the door, I know you are here."

"Open the door, I want to see you."

He believed in his premonition more and more, but he couldn't help but keep pressing until the premonition was confirmed, and he was really not here anymore.He walked back with heavy steps, and after only a few steps, he turned around suddenly, and the door behind him opened.

He saw the person standing in the backlight, but the figure who was about the same height as himself became thinner, and the person in the door did not speak, which made him feel that this person seemed to have disappeared and only a shadow remained.Suddenly his eye sockets became hot and humid, he walked over and stretched out his arms to hug him, his face pressed against his side face tightly, and the soft hair on his ears touched his face lightly, only then did Fang Yongzhao truly feel the existence of this person.

The two were silent for a while, and the person in his arms was motionless. Fang Yongzhao raised his head, only to see his haggard face, and then swept to the fast food box on the table.

"Come back to dinner with me."

He lowered his head and shook, "Not going."

"Then let's go out to eat, let's go." He pulled him to go out, but An Yuewei broke free.

"You go, I don't want to go." Then he walked in, walked to the balcony and sat down, the sky outside had turned dark, only purple-gray clouds remained in the sky, he looked into the distance, his eyes were a little lonely.

Fang Yongzhao sat next to him, stretched out his arms to hug him, "I'm sorry, I still act impulsively."

An Yuewei pushed him away, and his eyes didn't flicker, he was very calm, "You don't have to be like this, it's pretty good now, I don't have to hide it anymore, and you don't need to feel ashamed."

Fang Yongzhao's eyes turned red after hearing this, and he shook the hand beside him, "You can still defend yourself and me, and you used to be the same, no matter what you encounter, you can come up with various explanations to comfort yourself. "

"It's not consolation, what I said is also the truth, no matter how powerful manpower is, it can't twist the truth."

"I can't say no to you." With red eyes, he suddenly laughed again, and he also realized what it means to be dumbfounded, so he could only hear the person next to him continue to say, "So, you really don't have to feel guilty."

After Fang Yongzhao listened, his eyes filled with tears could no longer stop him. He sucked his nose hard, but the tears still fell uncontrollably.The people beside him also turned their heads.He used to think that he was strong, at least stronger than him, but now it seems that he was wrong. The real tough person is An Yuewei. He has taken almost everything, no matter his emotion, It still comes from emotional pain, and it is so calm to bear.He didn't know what to do, and there was no point in doing it.

He is now like an impenetrable wall, tightly resisting himself from the outside.He still held his hand, and squeezed it tighter. "Okay, but don't avoid me."

"Ah."

They seemed to be back where they were, having dinner together in the evenings as they had done a long time ago.It's cold outside at night, but they still go out.The cold wind whizzed past his ears, as if trying to take away all the warmth from his body.

Fang Yongzhao stretched out his hand and pinched his ear, the tip of his ear was cold. "Go look at the scarf."

"it is good."

I found a shopping mall and searched a few floors before I saw men's scarves. There were many styles, and each person picked one, and it instantly became much warmer when wrapped around the neck.When they went downstairs, there was a store selling children's products. The two looked at each other and walked in.

"I should have brought Tongtong here earlier." An Yuewei looked at all kinds of toys.

Fang Yong summoned him to search everywhere, and couldn't help laughing. If he really brought her here, it is estimated that the two of them would not have much time to spend together, and the whole focus would be on her.After leaving the shopping mall, they went to a night snack shop and went back after eating.The lights were dim along the way, and he kept holding An Yuewei's hand.

He could feel the heat from his palm, his hand was a little rough, and there seemed to be calluses somewhere, An Yuewei let him hold it numbly.He often does this recently, and he doesn't refuse.

When I got home, the house was very quiet, the end of the year was approaching, Fang Yongzhao's mother had already returned home early, and Fang Yutong had already gone to bed.

He didn't turn on the light, and looked carefully at the person in front of him with the light from outside. He just came back from the outside and was covered in wind and frost, his eyebrows were drooping, his nose was straight, and his lips were a little chapped.He leaned in to kiss him, a very shallow kiss, he licked his dry lips with his wet and hot tongue, and then stretched it in.

An Yuewei suddenly pushed him away, raised his eyes and asked him calmly, "What are you doing?" Fang Yongzhao didn't answer.

"You feel sorry for me." Although the words were doubts, he used a statement tone.

Fang Yongzhao was stunned, and then wrapped his arms around him, "A very small part thinks so." At night, the two were lying on the same bed, Fang Yongzhao reached out to hug him, and hugged him to sleep.With this person in his arms, he feels a lot more at ease, but there is always a place that seems to be slowly showing a crack, and he doesn't know where it is.

Zou Xianhua originally planned to go back to the house after eating, but he was too lazy to hibernate in the cold weather.Just as he was about to leave, An Yuewei asked him out.

He pushed open the door of the hot pot restaurant. It was warm and delicious inside, and he swallowed when he was hungry.Walking to An Yuewei, sat down and took a look, "Just the two of us?"

"Yeah, you can order what you want, and you can eat freely if there are few people."

"Hey, then I'm welcome!"

Zou Xianhua really wasn't polite to him, he ordered a lot of his favorite food, looking at the steaming hot pot bottom, he couldn't wait.They did not forget to drink some wine while eating.

"Hey, when are you on vacation?" Zou Xianhua took a sip of his wine.

"It's only been a few days, how about you?"

"It's early, I still have more than a week." He suddenly remembered something, stopped his chopsticks and said solemnly, "Huang Ying is going to get married in the next year, you know?"

He shook his head, "I didn't hear that."

"Hey, what a nice girl..." Zou Xianhua sighed and looked at him, "You don't have any regrets?"

"What did that man do to her?"

"Well, it's really good for her. She is like calling the wind and rain at home, and she is also calling him around. Hehe, the Huang Ying who was joking is not this kind of person, and the conditions of that person's family are also good. I heard that their wedding will be very happy." grand."

"That's fine."

"Hey..."

"By the way, do me a favor."

"You seldom ask me for help, so tell me what's the matter, I will help you if you can."